I recently took up the invitation of the Celestial White Beings via Natalie Glasson to look unflinchingly at my thought patterns, fears, habits, and attachments, and to make a list of everything I’d be willing to let go of in order to experience more peace, love, and joy in my life. (1)
Without going into microscopic detail this time, I’ll just tell you the list was long.
The channeling invites us to consider everything that might not be serving us, even if we’re not yet sure if we need/want to let it go, knowing that anything that’s a beneficial part of our path will stay or return to us, and that we can’t lose anything of true value to our journey.
This gave me the green light to go crazy with the exercise, to write down everything I could think of that even might be holding me back from peace, love, and joy. It even gave me permission to write down things like, “my car” and “all my money,” knowing that I can’t lose anything that’s actually serving me, and knowing that the universe ultimately has my back.
It’s an exercise in trust in Divine Will over the ideas our minds have of what we ‘need’.
Natalie’s various channeled sources have talked a lot this year about a ‘crucifixion’ energy that’s now here on the planet, assisting us in a deep spiritual cleansing. (2)(3)
I find the term ‘crucifixion’ interesting because it’s so powerful and emotionally-charged.
For me, it’s been a really useful term to apply, because it points me toward the perfect attitude of surrender I need for this type of cleansing.
I wasn’t raised a Christian, per se, meaning my family celebrated Christmas and Easter in a secular way and didn’t go to church. As a result, I don’t have some of this Christian imagery as deeply ingrained into me as some might, but some of it seeped in nonetheless.
In essence, I find the concept of crucifixion to mean surrender to a higher will, a knowing that everything, no matter how cruel or awful it may seem, leads back to love, to Christ consciousness.
Christ, as I understand it, surrendered the attitude of victimhood to one of a higher knowing that there is no death, no separation, nothing to fear, no one to blame. He saw beyond the dualistic illusion, back to the ultimate reality of oneness and love, during his crucifixion.
This feels like exactly the orientation I need during these energetic clearings. So much is coming to the surface that I thought I needed – beliefs, habits, stories, and even people – that I never even used to question. And I’m being shown that I cannot continue to evolve while holding onto these things.
Sometimes the idea of having to let go feels cruel. Sometimes it feels like torture. Sometimes it feels like death. The crucifixion model gives me the attitude adjustment I need to see beyond these 3D perceptions to the bigger picture, that all of it is an expression of love, as it’s leading me back to my heart.
So what am I willing to let go of in order to more fully embody the love that I know I am, to make room for more joy in my life? For me, the most honest answer, coming directly from my heart, is everything.
What in my habits, fears, and thought patterns ultimately serves me more than fully embodying love does? For me, the answer is nothing.
Footnotes
(1) “Celestial White Beings: Erasing Cycles of Control,” channeled by Natalie Glasson, February 20, 2015 at https://omna.co.uk/erasing-cycles-control-celestial-white-beings/
(2) “Master Djwhal Khul: The Purpose of the Crucifixion Period,” channeled by Natalie Glasson, January 9, 2015, at https://omna.co.uk/purpose-crucifixion-period-master-djwhal-khul/
(3) “Master Kuthumi: New Beginnings Continued,” channeled by Natalie Glasson, January 23, 2015, at https://www.omna.org/Latest_Free_Weekly_Message.html