The boogie man is NOT real!!……..That’s the deep, life changing message that I deliver to you today!
Yes, you can stop looking behind your doors at night, checking under your beds and in your cupboards. News flash – it’s all nonsense! Exactly ‘no’ ‘sense.’
That is what the Council of Love has been trying to tell us all along. The way we have been living, sorry correction, existing, has made no sense at all.
Since my introduction to the Council of Love, my life has been tipped upside down, shaken up, redesigned and redirected. I am now in the process of moving to another country within Africa due to a ‘calling’ from Mother Mary.
Through the deep trust that has developed, I have literally uprooted my family and am in the process of making that move. I would love to say that I did it without question, gees, I would sound super devoted then, just like the guys in the Bible lol! I’m not quite at that level yet, I am still very much a human being with human being traits.
I have asked a lot of questions recently, requesting that my life purpose to be revealed. Why am I going? Must I change my career? Should I live in a cave like Buddha? Well I don’t know, all these questions come flooding in, I have to ask. I need to know!
Then without realizing it I started to hang out with the wrong crowd. My once balanced being is now not so much. My new friends? Well we all know who they are as most of us have very near married them!! Fear, doubt, lack and limitation. Not the most pleasant of company I can tell you.
This move to a new place has required that my son, 13, my best friend and first born to boot, volunteered to board at a lovely school in the area. An experience that he wished upon himself and one that I willed never to happen.
As you all know by now, I cry a lot, so you can only imagine the sea of tears that ensued with this one. The pain, the loss, the having to let go of something so massive. But let go I did.
This was his own personal experience and his journey that we all know you must always allow to flow. Sadly on arrival my son had the biggest emotional breakdown of being separated from his family and we the same on the other side.
A very traumatic experience for both sides. I sat and I wallowed in my emotions, the pain soared through my emotional body as my head pounded with the sheer pressure of it all.
I can’t see, I don’t know what to do, what do I do?!! WhWHAT DO I DO!!????
The boogie man was staring me right in the eyes and he’s not the best looking of creatures, quite horrible to look at to be honest. I just wanted to run and hide. Curled up in my fetal position, I rocked back and forth like a little child. Completely helpless.
This was the worst parental moment of my life and I had no answers on how to take the pain away from my son who hysterically cried at the end of the phone, begging me to make it stop.
Now that is the worst feeling a parent can ever have.
As fear, doubt, lack and limitation sat with me, handing me tissues for my snotty nose and red eyes, seeing the smirk on their faces, like a satisfactory grin, was like someone had wafted smelling salts beneath my nose.
Like a drunken night out, I suddenly came round, rather bewildered, a little confused as to where I had slept last night and why do I only have one shoe on!!
Yeah, you can deny it but we’ve all been there lol! In our younger years of course! Hang on!! I know your game and your game isn’t real!!
All of the shifts in consciousness we as a collective and individually have recently been through, all came back to me. I had unawares been dragged into a fog without realizing it.
The best way to describe it is like an airplane flying through the clouds. When you look out the window you can’t see a thing but if you raise to a higher altitude you just see blue skies forever and a white cloud cushion which looks uncannily like a feather down duvet.
I just had to raise my vibration, raise my altitude and stop running on the fragments left which supports all of these false belief systems.
Suddenly I felt a change in my energy, honestly, it was immediate. Then without thought, my mindset automatically switched to ‘action.’
What can I do to change the vibration of this current situation?
I phoned my son immediately, there were no tears, I spoke firmly but lovingly. There was a long silence, waiting for his next burst of tears (hey, his mother’s child right?), but nothing.
His response was grounded, proactive and his words I will never forget “I got this Mom.” “Mom, you need to think positive to make positive things happen.”
Then and there I was lost for words – never happens! But yeah, I was speechless. Well that told me didn’t it lol!
Did I think I was going back into my old stuff – no.
Was and is this part of the letting go process? – massively.
Was this a part of the ‘practical assessment’ to see if these false grids are real – absolutely.
Am I exhausted over the whole experience? – Hell yeah!
So that just tells you several things, be careful of the company you keep, always check that your friends are ‘real’ and are high vibrational and make sure you fly high!
Always check your window for electric blue skies and white cloud feather down duvets!
Much love xxxx