Marie, an active lightworker in Africa, helps explain “inertia” and more.
From posting nearly every week, to posting once a month, if I’m lucky. This just indicates how much is changing, transforming and falling away. It’s not that I’ve been stuck for something to talk about, those who know me are aware that I always have something to say! This is about allowing the transformation to unfold.
Time and time again I have sat at my computer, fingers poised ready to type. So many thoughts, ah-ha moments and experiences but no real order to them.
It is extremely reminiscent of a washing machine.
That is when I realized that I am still in ‘process,’ still in the traveling from one place to another.
It’s very difficult to describe the destination if you haven’t arrived there yet. So let’s talk about that destination, not so much a destination but rather a layby, a place to pause, rest and take in the view.
This I have now understood to be the “inertia”, this being very much the Council of Love’s topic of conversation of recent. The stillness, the quiet.
Something I might add is completely alien to me as most days I am like a spiritual storm of energy and noise lol!
My mother always said that you would hear me before you saw me. Put it this way, I would never ever be able to succeed in taking a vow of silence, impossible!
It is said that the stillness signifies the end of a cycle.
This is the deep inhale, a holding of the breath, the stillpoint, before the exhalation, stimulating the new. It is an indication of completion.
That endless running on the ‘healing hamster wheel’ I have previously mentioned. It’s time to step off that wheel. Not just to step off but to step up.
What is it that we ‘do’ to get to this next level? Well that’s just it isn’t it?
You ‘do’ nothing. You allow…….. you let go.
I have had a good laugh at my recent shenanigans that have led me up to this point.
I can only describe it as a monstrous iceberg. It starts to crumble as huge chunks start to fall, crashing into the water, creating a change in the waters, a massive shift in vibration.
Somewhere within all that chaos there is my little self, desperately trying to stick it all back together, trying to disallow the natural disintegration of this dense, low vibrating mass.
It’s everything we will and wish to happen and then everything we try and prevent.
I can now see the Angels lying horizontal on their clouds, while the cherubs place cool flannels on their foreheads, dazed, confused and exhausted by the sheer lack of clear communication from their Nova beings……
“Angels, I ask thee to releaseth me from this prison of false grideths!”
“Actually no! Please don’t as I think I may be safer where I am!!”
You see? Confusion. How to break this confusion?…………. Let go! Let it all go.
Throw caution to the wind and do something you’ve never truly entertained before. You cannot expect to squeeze through the pinprick of light when you’re carrying over three suitcases more than the given luggage allowance – not gonna happen!
You gotta down-size! Travel light……… literally.
So where do you start……..
St Germaine says, you have to have a torrid love affair…………… with yourself. Yeah I said it, you need to LOVE yourself more than life itself.
The Sacred Union starts at home, in your own heart. Only then will you really feel that you can let go.
Speaking from my experience, I have started to love all my lady lumps, my bubbliness, my humor, which for a long time I used to apologize for.
I was always so apologetic for everything I said and did, cringing at the words that came out of my mouth. Everything that I had rejected of myself, had now fast become my attributes.
This is what people now say they love about me, only because I ignited the love for myself within, people could then see and feel it. They also entered into a love affair with me lol!!
So yeah, I’ll say it! I LUUUURRRRVE me!!!
Shortly after declaring my undying love for myself, I started to experience the complete disintegration of my iceberg. I just let it all dissolve into a million pieces, I finally let it go.
It wasn’t even conscious, it just happened. It’s the small things that show the big things.
Let me explain, I never venture into my swimming pool, despite the fact it’s thirty degrees here most of the time.
Being a mum, I never want to get my hair wet. And on the rare occasion of me swimming, I will do a perfect impression of a turtle with it’s neck extended, preventing any such disaster of wetting my hair. (It’s a mum thing!)
One very stinking hot day, out of the blue, I canceled my clients, ran upstairs, put my bikini on and dove straight into the pool, immersing my hair fully in the water. Not one turtle impression in sight!!! Amazing.
This let me tell you, was me letting go. I even went one step further and pulled my kids trampoline to the side of the pool and proceeded to jump from the trampoline into the pool.
My kids stood there in bewilderment.……… They didn’t know what do.
Who is this woman? And what has she done with our Mum?
Should they ship me off to a funny farm, get me to lie down or…… phone Dad!
It was the most liberating feeling that clearly had never been witnessed by any of my family members.
That’s when I realized how long I had allowed myself to be so tightly wound. I played that day…….. I played hard!
Did I achieve anything less that day by abandoning my office desk and letting go? Nope! I gained MORE! So much more.
By letting go I a created space, space for the ‘new’ to start flooding in.
If your cupboards are rammed packed with junk you haven’t used for years, how do you expect to gain new things that you would like to have in your life?
There’s no cupboard space, no room. Make space!
Since that day I have made it a ritual to jump on the trampoline at least once a day and get my hair wet.
So lessons of the day……..”Let go, let God” and “jump so high you could kiss the stars.”
Time to buy that trampoline don’t you think?