Suzy Ward presents Kathleen with one of her late husband Bob’s stetsons
I’m having this fantasy of hearing someone say to himself: “When is he going to source the next vasana?”
As a matter of fact I haven’t had one go off in three weeks. Not since the first night on the road, when I completed the vasana – or perhaps core issue – connected with the photograph of my Mother after the housefire has a single vasana gone off. (1)
It’s always tempting to say that that’s the end of the road but seldom safe to reach that conclusion. It seems there’s always another vasana. But the fact remains that none has gone off for three weeks.
For me that means the start of a new phase of activities. Given that nothing more is arising to stand in the way of things, I can now create something new.
The next phase is called exploring the divine male that all men are and the divine female that all women are. After that comes “building Nova Earth.”
As soon as I take up this new phase of activity, I begin to see things connected to the process. Yes, I do acknowledge that all of us have to birth both the divine male and the female within ourselves, to reach balance or androgyny. But I’d like to remain with the divine male, in my case, because that’s the role that men are usually called upon to play in their public lives.
In public or social life, men are generally expected to model the divine male and women the divine female. And that doesn’t mean the divine male cannot be gay or the divine female lesbian. They can.
The first thing I notice immediately is that I hold birthing the divine male as a journey from point A to point B. I’m going to “get there.” I’m going to “reach it.” It’s my “destination.”
But that isn’t consistent with my experience of the last three weeks, traversing the West Coast with Kathleen, who’s tasked as all women are with birthing the divine female, and meeting so many lightworkers and hearing their stories – men and women – the vast majority of whom were ready to start a new phase as well.
As I go through this journey, while my personal process goes on almost unnoticed in the background, I see that it isn’t a case of getting from “no divine male” to “divine male,” of getting from point A to point B.
It’s a process of removing the overburden, the surface layer, all the vasanas, core issues, and false grids that hide, obscure, and overlay the divine male.
I realized at one point that the very way that Kathleen and I were being with each other once the vasanas and all were removed was in fact the divine female and male.
It was always already here. It didn’t need to be attained, achieved, accomplished. It was only hidden and awaiting discovery, or rather uncovery.
That which I was looking for is found to be native to me. But that only becomes clear when I reach the place beyond vasanas.
I saw that Kathleen and I have not had a single … well, anything really: disagreement, argument … in three weeks of travelling.
And the reason we haven’t is that the way we live outside our vasanas turns out to be a validation of the divine qualities. The atmosphere itself, so to speak, is the very environment in which the divine male and female live and can co-exist. Life has become a kind of play for us – fun, uplifting, appealing.
We were already there all the time. We just didn’t see it or know it because it was covered over by the rubble of our reactions and issues.
Seeing the situation as if we were “here” and the divine female were “there” or seeing it as if something had to be attained kept the problem in place. It had me look in the wrong place. I’d never find the divine male there because it wasn’t there. It was here.
The attention that would have been used to source a vasana now wanders to what the divine male looks like. I’m exploring the higher version of man that all men are.
This is a complete switch but very welcome, inviting and exciting.
Life beyond vasanas is very fulfilling. My experience of life rises in joy, is engaging, and holds no peril anymore. This is definitely an improvement.
My request is that everyone do what they can to finish up with their vasanas and come join me. This trip has convinced me that we as a community of lightworkers have the skills and talents to do this.
I met very many capable, skilliful lightworkers out there, with the brains and heart to move on to the next stage as a group. And that next stage, as far as I can see, is birthing the divine male and female within us. Only after that are we ready to begin building Nova Earth.
Footnotes
(1) Kathleen pointed out how synchronous this was with what the Divine Mother called the “pause” that we’re in at the moment. See “Universal Mother Mary: Inertia to the Creation of Nova Earth and Nova You” at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2014/10/21/universal-mother-mary-inertia-to-the-creation-of-nova-earth-and-nova-you/.