(Continued from Part 1.)
African Diary of Love – Part 2
Here for your enjoyment is another excerpt from CA, our African re-patterner/New You correspondent. Her findings and adventures from the Tsunami of Love meditation (1) ripple into everyday life illustrating a higher-dimensional way of being that can be at times challenging but so worth the effort.
What I’ve noticed is that every time I do this meditation, which is daily, if I can manage it, is that each time I listen, I hear something different from the last time. How come I didn’t hear that in the last meditation?
It’s like we’re given different things to focus on and take in, each time we do it.I, like many others, go straight to the deepest part of the sea like the Little Mermaid. That’s just me; I never do things little by little. I go big or go home!
It doesn’t always serve to be like that as I always end up hitting the deck rather hard, knocking my teeth out and giving myself a nose bleed!! But hey, the New You has helped me to embrace who I am, including all my inabilities to take it slow – it’s who I am.
From day to day I start to feel the subtle changes. I’m less of the victim, I blame less, I judge less and I laugh a whole lot more. There’s an undeniable sense of peace and calm. Peace and calm hasn’t always been used in the same sentence when referring to my sweet self. I start to feel more available to my friends and family and even more so to my husband; it just feels so easy and fluid.
As the wave crashes, then the tide draws back its energy……………hmmmmmm, it starts to feel like I’ve fallen off my surf board!! What has been blissful, energizing, heart opening now becomes a little dark and isolated. I start to feel myself recoil. Where did my freedom and flow go?
Then I started to feel what felt like allergies. My sinuses seemed to have blocked and I started to cough a little. The blocked sinus and cough then fast turned into an infection….. everywhere. Chest, lungs, sinus the list goes on. I plodded along trying to find the light in the dark storm.
One thing us New Youbees have is stamina, right?! We just keep going. Holding onto the fact that chaos and being in the ‘trough’ is growth time. So I sit here feeling very sorry for myself, even childlike, wanting someone to sweep me up in their arms and take it all away.
One evening it was so bad that I lay in my bed and I called Mother Mary to come and take me in her arms and help me to rest. It doesn’t matter how old you are. When you’re sick, the only thing you want is your Mum, right? All of a sudden, I felt this sense of peace, warmth and love wash from my head all over my body down to my toes and all I remember is drifting off into a very peaceful sleep……….. beautiful.
On waking, I now realized that there’s nothing left in the tank. I cannot do another meditation. It was just like turning the key of a car when the battery is flat. You hear that initial sound and you think it’s ok, there’s some life in there, and then erm no, cough splutter, cough and then nothing.
So what do you do in such a situation. You get straight in touch with Linda. Help!!!! I emailed Linda with all my woes. She came back almost immediately. she had word from Mother Mary who had told her I must go on a sabbatical. I mustn’t do anything except rest, eat well and sleep well. Hmmmm, I thought, having a bit of a chuckle to myself. You can actually get signed off work in this job too! Cool, Mother Mary had given me paid leave!!!
So I rest and drop the ball completely.
During my time ‘resting.’ I had the most powerful dream. I dreamt that my husband and I were clearing out a house. It felt like we were moving home. We sat and packed boxes, threw stuff out that we didn’t need.
We would look at certain items and say, “Ah, do you remember that?”. Be it a photo or whatever, it brought back fond memories. I believe this dream was telling us, me, that we are moving on and up in so many ways. Out with the old and in with the new……… you.
During this time of illness, we went away for Easter holidays to Cape Town, right by the sea, so my interaction with all of you had come to a bit of a stand still. I had my sun cream packed and my holiday hat on! Sorry guys but I was fixed on eating too much and drinking too much and swimming in the sea! But this time away was to let the ‘results’ of this meditation sink in and take effect.
The same thing happened, people bee-lining for me on the street. One women ran out of the shop saying to me, wow, your energy is amazing!! So you stand there, once again awkwardly looking over your shoulder, thinking are you talking to me?
I started to hold “church” in the middle of the street. Feeding her information about Nova Earth and what we had to do. I felt like Jesus holding Council, well kind of, minus the long hair and beard……. and of course his undeniable healing abilities. But truth be told, I did everything except place my hand on your forehead and exclaim you are healed….. I’m working on that bit!!
We as a family also learnt how to surf – perfect, now I can really feel the Tsunami of Love! While wading through the waves and trying to stay on my board and make myself look like a cool mum in front of my kids, I had the Tsunami in mind at all times.
As I walked with strength and power through those big waves, I visualized them washing through, cleaning, cleansing and energizing – wonderful!It wasn’t as glamorous as when I do it at home. I was wearing a wetsuit which was a little unforgiving revealing my lady lumps, along with a snotty sea salt nose and hair that looked like I’d slept in a bush, Nonetheless, it was still authentic and powerful feeling those waves merge with my body.
During the trip, we all came to a realization – we’ve got to move! Yep, leave [country], up sticks and place ourselves in a different location. It was a decision made almost without speaking. It was like this was all our higher knowing, even the kids. Each and everyone of us while being in Cape Town was energized, we felt this overwhelming sense of freedom, happiness, togetherness.
The kids made friends easily, my husband and I had amazing conversations with the most amazing people, all welcoming us and making us feel like we belonged. I never knew just how ‘blocked’ we were in [African country].
I cannot tell you how much I now understand how it feels when you align with your Soul Purpose. It just feels so right. It’s something you can’t explain.It’s happening, we’re all really doing this, we’re now being placed in the correct location to help where help is needed.
I’m not sure how we’re going to do it but I know it’s right. There’s no plan. The stage is set. We’re all now rushing to our positions, getting ready for the curtains to open. The director shouts ‘places please!’ ……….. it’s show time!!!! Thank you Tsunami of Love!
(1) The Tsunami of Love meditation link is here.
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