“As this acceleration [towards Ascension] occurs, you will see more clearly that everything that you experience is Holographic in nature. It is energy and light and it has no ‘real’ substance. It is ‘dream’ made manifest for a while to be experienced by you so that you may experience, enjoy and grow!” (1)
I had an experiential proof of this statement yesterday.
I went about as far down as I ever go these days in the course of a conversation. It raised what Jesus would call my doubt and fear.
When I get down, I rehearse all kinds of scenarios. Hey, I’ve been doing this long enough. Time to do something new.
This is never going to happen. Do you really believe the sources?
Gawd, I can’t stand this any more! I want to go on vacation and leave everything behind for a while!
Even though I don’t go very far down any more, the downest down I go is still as unpleasant as it gets. So I was in the New Age equivalent of a trough.
And so after wallowing for a while, dousing myself in mud, and feeling very sorry for myself, I began to dig myself out.
That for me is not an intellectual exercise. I don’t reason myself out of my funks, although I do know people who do – quite successfully. Not putting any method down.
Instead I began “being with” my upset. But I also began being with it in a new way that’s become available as the energy rises. I slowed the whole thing down and watched myself as I covered every inch of the ground of “experienced experience” or “conscious awareness.’
And I watched my own doubt and fear gradually ease and fall away. There was no thought process involved. I didn’t tell myself anything. I simply painted my felt experience with awareness and watched it dissolve (the hologram? The illusion?).
What happened next has been discussed by so many sources that I hesitate to say it because it sounds so Pollyanna-ish. But it was true nonetheless.
I was left in love. The only thing that survived and remained was love. Now, because I observed this process minutely and because my awareness and depth of experience have expanded, finding myself in love AND finding that love was stable and enduring had a real effect on me.
I knew, at that level of recognition that is not illusory, that love was all that exists. I knew that love was not a part of the hologram, the illusion.
And getting to love by this process was itself … well, do you remember being in Grade Six and the chemistry professor mixed the copper and hydrosulhuric acid together in the vial and the water turned blue? And you said “Wow!”
Getting to love by this process was itself a “Wow!” It had an impact on me.
And I knew that love was the only things real, lasting and stable.
And that in itself had a further impact. It lifted me up. And love became bliss.
As Archangel Michael said, all of this is a hologram. It’s superimposed on love. It hides love. It covers love. And all we have to do is to be aware of the hologram, experience its content to completion, and we uncover the Reality at the base of the illusion and that Reality is love.
There is nothing more to say on the subject. Love is the beginning and the end, the alpha and the omega and, if we had the eyes to see, everything in between. There is nothing greater than love.
I just am enamored of the illusion – of the thrill of the chase, of the temporary ecstacy of some things, of the ups and downs and ins and outs. But the only thing that satisfies completely and lasts forever is love.
(1) Archangel Michael, “Navigating the New Earth Fifth-Dimensional Hologram,” February 2010, through Celia Fenn, at http://www.starchildglobal.com/february2010.html.