The Arcturian Group in a message posted today say:
“You are experiencing a massive shift in the energies around you with changes heretofore not dreamed of in third-dimensional energy. Do not immediately think that something is wrong with you, but instead understand that your physical, emotional, and mental bodies are in the process of experiencing these massive energy changes right now. This clearing out the old and integrating the new is resulting in symptoms that are often confused for disease.” (1)
I’ve been having a rather unusual and confusing internal reaction, which fits in with what the Arcturians are saying. It also fits in with what other sources have been saying about the need to drop our old issues and complete our unfinished business. I’m attempting to sort it out.
The nearest I can come to describing it is to say: It feels as if the energies have indeed risen and yet my conditioning continues to play out and to attempt to take me down into emotional ranges that are no longer accessible without discomfort.
Say I feel irritable. When I attempt to access the energy of irritability, I’m rebuffed, as if there is an energetic boundary that I can no longer cross. It’s as if the floor has been raised and I can no longer access the bottom stories of the building.
Not being able to move into the experiential zone in which my irritability normally resides is confusing and leads to frustration and more irritability.
If I were unaware of the altered situation, I might feel myself hemmed in. I might continue with my efforts to feel my irritability and wage a battle within myself. I might feel myself going mad if I was unable to access and experience it. I tell myself that this battle is what some sources have described as people being unable to move with and accept the new energies.
But, as it happens, I have enough presence of mind to be able to sort out what is going on. I can see that my energetic envelope has moved up a notch and prevents me now from travelling the same well-worn grooves down into, in this case, upset feelings.
I’ve done enough work on completing old issues that I can survive the confusion and constraints I feel. But I wonder what it must feel like for people whose old issues rage. I would think the confusion in their case must be great, even overwhelming.
If a person is gripped by their unfinished business, I could see how the unexplained change in energy might be crazy-making. I can imagine that they could become unhinged and, after a while, be unprepared to go on.
For me the experience is more a feeling of being penned in, inconvenienced.
This is the first time I’ve seen experientially the value of completing old business. I imagine the need will only increase as the energies continue to rise.
The demands made upon me to adjust to the heightened energies are not so gross as to result in what I would call an “upset.” Consequently there is not enough of a mood swing that I can use it to engage in the “upset clearing process.” What I feel is more subtle, like the slight feeling of being off emotionally or feeling somewhat out of sorts.
What I need to do is to find a way of working with this more subtle “edge” so that I don’t feel myself continually immersed in frustration.
I’m exploring meditating and breathing, being with my experience and dropping my resistance to see if those responses help me exit this frustration.
This is a more subtle form of inner work than the upset clearing process. I’m unused to working in this way. The difference between the two would be the difference between wringing a towel of moisture and simply setting it in the sun to dry. The upset clearing process is very active; this new process is very passive.
(1) “Arcturian Group: You’re Experiencing a Massive Shift in the Energies Around You,” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2011/04/arcturian-group-experiencing-massive-shift-energies/