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April 8, 2021 at 5:09 AM #319748
OneRayLove
ParticipantHello my dear friends (for this is how I perceive and feel you)!
We already have a thread “introduction”, so why not check in here once in a while to just tell the “others” how you are!?
We are a small group of distant friends, but equally very close. Expressing how you are, sharing your feelings is a gift of compassion. Never think you should only put on your smiling “poker” face … not here! We don’t wear masks, we like to be real and we like to gather strength … empower our “small” collective boots on the ground.
Shine your light, whatever color or emotion you are currently feeling.
So I hope this is a tread where everyone will raise his voice once in a while.
Much love and even more Hugs ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍
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April 8, 2021 at 5:34 AM #319749
OneRayLove
ParticipantLeading by example. Had an unexpected “low” vibration during Easter. It is restoring fortunately.
The most difficult part for me was to go through it, while I know I possess a lot of knowledge and skills of who I am and how to optimize my inner feelings. This time there was nothing I could do … just face it, trust it and use everything I could to Not go in a downwards spiral … neutralize it, holding my well deserved Ground.
Than today, after yesterday’s clarity regarding “Negative Fear Thinking” I received yet another clarity. This clarity appears to be the exact opposite to the described one.
It “says” … Sharing in a vibration, listening and truly connecting, gives your “other” soul brother/sister an opening … out of the “dark” place they are! It matters not, they do not know they are causing this feeling and circular thinking themselves. They feel lost and alone in their struggle. Just one other soul, who understands them and truly feels their inner smart is all they need.
Guess this is compassion and true empowerment. Knowing your power and having the power and the tools to restore right back at your higher vibration self. Allowing them a moment to remember being embraced by an angel. Guess mastering self and becoming higher collective Self, was the primal phase. We are now reaching for the “angel” certificate hahahaha 😂🤣😇
Anyway, I myself are feeling strong and even more empowered as before Easter. Maybe that will become a trend in many more events to follow.
Love and angel hugs 💗💓💞💕
Ralph
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April 8, 2021 at 6:39 AM #319750
Thomas Njord
ParticipantNice thread Ralph, thanks for starting it!
Similar to you, I experienced a low vibration morning the other day, and I couldn’t figure out where it came from. Some meditation and positive mantras repeating in my head and I got out of it.
Being newly awoken (about six months now), I still find myself such a creature of habit, old habits. I constantly have to remind myself to take time to meditate, and especially to remember to ask my higher self questions about whatever is happening in my daily life. I do meditate daily, but I still easily find myself forgetting to check with my higher self, to remember that there is so much assistance from the higher realms, eager to help, if only asked. I’m getting better at it, but after living 43 years without doing these things, remembering to do these new things daily, or several times a day has been challenging.
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April 12, 2021 at 6:04 PM #319903
MurrietaLight
ParticipantI also felt the Easter low. Wow! Something in the air was happening. The next day felt normal for me though. The elderly gentleman I care give for is extremely sensitive, and I suspect he is an Empath. He feels deeply what others may not have such deep awareness of, and it affects him negatively. He isn’t aware of planets aligning and energies all over the place affecting us, he thinks that something is wrong with him. I know what he’s going through because I went through it myself. But I’ve gotten to the point where I am now setting intentional boundaries. That is something Empaths must learn and it’s not easy.
Thomas, you will get it. In my experience, once you try to establish a good habit, it only takes a few tries or so. You have only just begun your journey. Six months is a short period of time. I’ve been on the spiritual path for most of my life. I’m 70 now. We all awaken at our own pace. And it’s a beautiful thing.
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April 8, 2021 at 10:12 AM #319760
Thomas Njord
ParticipantI’ve been out in my garden this morning thinking about what I wrote above, and something I considered that I tend to forget about is planetary alignments and astrology. Maybe on some days the planets just aren’t lined up right for me, or the energy from them & the moon on that day just aren’t right for me.
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April 12, 2021 at 5:28 PM #319897
Catherine Viel
ModeratorGreat thread, Ralph, thanks!
I appreciate your and Thomas’s posts.
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April 16, 2021 at 6:19 AM #320019
OneRayLove
ParticipantHello my dear friends,
As some of you know we are having a first GAoG Forum Zoom meeting today. You can still join and hope you do or consider. Anyway we will inform you about it afterwards too.
Something else that really lifted me up today. I watched a session from the Pleiadian Collective channeled by Wendy Kennedy at http://www.higherfrequencies.academy
I don’t know if it works to directly see this Zoom session by the link I provide here (Beyond Control & Manipulation – Integration of the Light of Orion), but if not I do hope some forum participants will check it out. I fully resonate with all being offered in this broadcast, which is remarkable.
I think this could help a lot of Light Workers better understand their part and how to assist and empower their selves.Especially those are feeling sad, depressed, exhausted or confused … I encourage to give it a chance and go listen to it.
Thanks to Hadarian who pointed this out at the GAoG MeWe Group 😍😘💕💓💖
Much Love
Ralph
Ps. If the direct Zoom link isn’t working, please go to the site itself register for free and check it from there. Preferably do this anyhow as to respect and honour Wendy for her loving contribution.
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April 20, 2021 at 5:33 PM #320199
Thomas Njord
ParticipantRalph, Thank you for sharing the link above to Wendy’s channeling. I signed up to view it, really enjoyed it and I’m looking forward to seeing what more she has over on her higherfrequencies.net site.
This has me thinking it might be nice for us to share here other channeled and spiritual information we’ve found that may not regularly grace the front page of the blog here. One example I have is Gigi Young, who I first saw here on the April 12 post by Suzanne. I’m watching another one of Gigi’s videos on YouTube about the sun and I’m really enjoying her material and style of presentation.
Do other forum members have a favorite to share that may not be seen in the blog here?
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April 20, 2021 at 7:12 PM #320203
Catherine Viel
ModeratorHi Thomas, it’s a great idea to share info and links here. I think we had some thread going in that regard, but it’s been awhile.
Glad you’re enjoying interesting sources!
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April 21, 2021 at 6:07 AM #320206
OneRayLove
ParticipantHi Thomas,
Glad you liked Wendy. I watched and liked Gigi as well. Thanks. As a result I posted this on the MeWe group today …
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Tuning in to the “right” channel
Making this statement, could be interpreted as equally introducing “wrong” channels!
However, this would only be correct in a duality universe. People visiting these groups and blogs like GAoG are mostly awake or at least attracted to become so.They know about discernment, mindfulness, focus and connecting to their inner feeling and senses.
Having said that, it’s part of your individual spiritual training to keep practicing different ingredients, sources to become a master identifier of Self.
Thanks to Thomas in the forum for mentioning an interesting channeler Gigi Young. I watched two of her videos at odysee.com today and like her content. If you have time and like to “practice” her channel, please do.
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April 22, 2021 at 9:32 AM #320248
OneRayLove
ParticipantHello fellow light warriors ☺️,
Many still dealing with their knowledge about the V and all related to this, maybe you find some courage or guidance in this video.
Equally I don’t know if it’s available to all, as I was a member of her youtube channel for a while. She usually allows the videos up and open for anyone for 24 hours.
I thought her video today, was exceptionally strong and decided to share it here. Elizabeth April in general channels the Galactic Federation of Light.
Much love as always,
Ralph
Ps. for those still doubting to join one or more Zoom gatherings. We have another one tomorrow. The link and time are all the same as before. Just check the other thread.
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April 26, 2021 at 6:32 PM #320385
Catherine Viel
ModeratorThanks for link, Ralph. Haven’t watched yet…
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May 6, 2021 at 8:47 AM #320749
OneRayLove
ParticipantLove it. Advise to give it a try.
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May 7, 2021 at 8:13 AM #320771
OneRayLove
ParticipantThis one contained to my opinion, very useful information in understanding yourself as light workers and part of the whole. It explains to a degree “the diversity and similarities” as All exist in the Quantum Existence, we are a part of.
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May 7, 2021 at 6:40 PM #320786
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantHello everyone, I have been away for quite a while. I have undergone one of the biggest changes in my life, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually, since I last spoke with you. I don’t even really know where to begin because so much has happened to me in just a single month. I should probably start with an update about my depression.
During the first week of April, I essentially hit rock bottom. I am very glad that I requested that whole week off from work weeks prior; I really needed a pause in my routine so all of the pent up emotions could surface. I didn’t normally have the space to deeply feel my pain because my father was in one room over. I couldn’t cry loudly because I didn’t want him to try to help me since he is mostly asleep and has no understanding of what I go through every day.
Somehow a miracle happened that allowed me to have some time away from him. Well, it wasn’t really a miracle but a tragedy. My dad’s mother passed away about a week earlier and he flew down to New Mexico halfway through my vacation to go to her funeral, and was gone for a week. So while he was out of the apartment, the floodgates opened. I plunged into the deepest pit of despair that I have ever felt; I was wailing and sobbing into my husband’s chest and crying out, “I want to go home!”
I will confess to you all here that I have had suicidal thoughts in the past, and this was one of those times that they came back. I have never attempted to kill myself though because long before I ever seek out a high place or a knife, my guides whisper in my ear, “Just keep living,” and it gives me the strength to keep going.
Also, there is an even more powerful motivator in my life to keep living and moving forward. I love my husband Raven more than I have ever loved anyone else in my life. I adore him and I am completely devoted to his happiness. I will do everything in my power to live because I never want Raven to go through the all encompassing loss that I felt when my Twin Flame passed away in a car accident. It was excruciatingly painful to yearn for the touch of my beloved and never receive it again, I will never let Raven feel that. So you don’t need to worry about me and those moments when I flirt with death; he isn’t gonna get to take me home.
I eventually rose back up from my emotional low, and felt much better than before my vacation started. Shortly after, a big change in my living situation happened that took up most of my attention, so I was feeling excited and focused on finishing that transition. However, once things settled down again, I felt painfully hollow inside and it was extremely hard to feel happy for long stretches of time. I was utterly stumped when trying to figure out why I felt that way because my lifestyle took a very positive turn. On monday this week, I finally figured out what created the hole in my heart.
Ever since Biden’s fake inauguration, I almost never looked at spiritual articles or Alliance intel because I felt so let down and angry at all of it. My trust had been hurt very badly and I wanted to isolate myself from everything. Well, that is precisely what created the hollowness in my heart. I realized that I cannot find unity through isolation; my path is not that of the Tibetan monk, I am meant to be amidst the people that need me, who live in packed cities. I don’t have the discipline to meditate until I reach Nirvana, so the next best way to ingest high vibrational energy is to seek out spiritual content online.
I started reading spiritual articles again, watching videos and practicing staying in the now moment, and I could feel my heart come back from the dead. Right now it is still in recovery, but I can already feel a tremendous improvement after only 5 days. So when it comes to my mood, I feel way better than when I last spoke to you all. I finally feel good enough to come back to the forum and start talking again.
Even though I found an interest in spiritual things once again, I have essentially zero interest in anything that is happening in the world that is not of a spiritual nature. I couldn’t care less about Q or what the Alliance is doing, and I am fine with that. I do still think that they are doing important work and I pray for them, but I don’t want to know what’s going on every minute of the day. I feel cleansed, like I did a thorough spring cleaning in my psyche, and threw out all the stuff I don’t need anymore.
Speaking of spring cleaning, I’ll tell you about my new living situation. About two weeks ago, my dad moved out of my apartment and Raven, my friend Isaiah, and I helped get all of dad’s stuff out of my place. I can’t believe how empty and roomy it is in here now that all my dad’s stuff is gone. I would say that it was an 80% reduction in items/furniture. He did let us keep quite a few key items like some cookware, dishes, the couch, the wifi router and modem, the bistro table and chairs, and a few other things.
Raven and I moved a lot of our stuff out of the bedroom that was previously our only living space (it’s a one bedroom apartment — dad was in the living room) and out into the living room so we could actually use it. So now our tv is out here, the recliner and couch, some tables, the gaming systems, his computer, our mini fridge, my pink salt lamp, and our two Lucky Bamboo plants as well.
Our living room has a sliding glass door out to the balcony where we have a gorgeous view of Mt Rainier, a big beautiful mountain located in the Cascade mountain range in Washington state. We can also get a nice clear view of the sky and I have loved sitting in the recliner and staring at the fluffy white clouds float by.
It’s difficult to put into words just how profound this one change to my life has shifted everything about my lifestyle. This is the first time that I have ever lived in my own place without my parents. I can’t believe how amazing it feels, being free, being a true adult, living with just my husband, who is my best friend.
I also can’t believe how much my dad’s presence was negatively impacting me, now that he’s gone. It’s not that I hated him or anything, he really is a good person and is a better father than most, but he did hurt me emotionally on multiple occasions while raising me, and those traumas were being constantly triggered, even if most of the time it was subconsciously.
I was so sheepish around him, I felt like I couldn’t truly be myself in my own home. I had to be quiet when talking about my beliefs or my political views for fear of him hearing me. My bedroom was my only sanctuary but it was also a prison cell. I had really bad eating habits, constantly getting fast food because I hated being in the kitchen, just a few feet away from him. Only on rare occasions would I cook because dad always had the mainstream news on and it made me wretch listening to their vitriol.
Now my living room is filled with holy silence, where I sink into just being. I listen to my breath, and I look at the lovely blue sky through the glass door to the balcony. If the kitchen window is open, I get to hear the leaves rustle and the birds sing. I never thought I would love silence so much, it’s enchantingly tranquil. I finally have a true sanctuary from the suffering in the world, because my dad’s low vibrational energy is no longer filling the apartment.
I eat a lot better now; my husband and I haven’t gotten fast food for dinner in a week or more, and we’re cooking our meals. We’re making sure we eat fruit and veggies with each meal too. Again, I’m completely shocked by how my dad’s presence and energy was influencing my behavior so much. Things like this feel so easy now, when before he left, I thought I may never improve my diet.
I feel like I am in full control of my life for the first time, and I am so happy that it brings me to tears. Raven and I are going to start learning Japanese after I help him study for his GED, and I signed up for a Reiki class. I feel so profoundly grateful for these changes in my life and I can see a bright future once again.
I’m glad to be back here with all of you, thank you for being such wonderful people.
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May 7, 2021 at 8:12 PM #320790
MurrietaLight
ParticipantThank you for sharing your experiences. You seem to be on a very positive trajectory now and I am happy for you and Raven. None of us need our energy being sucked out of us on a daily basis. Life is hard enough as it is. If this is the first time you are living without your parents then you are in store for many many pleasant surprises. Life will show you many new and wonderful things so get ready. I send love and light to you on your new travels.
Pat
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May 8, 2021 at 8:30 AM #320813
OneRayLove
ParticipantHello Alex,
Thank you so much for this uplifting story, with a “happy end” that in fact is a happy beginning. Isn’t it amazing how all parts seemingly fit together … your former disappointments regarding outside happenings, the depressions, your grandmother’s death, your dad moving out, you eventually turning inwards, overcoming former “death related” emotions of both your twin flame and suicidal thoughts … it’s amazing.
For me personally it shows “reality” truly is created inside -> out … and not the other way around. We as humans will never know though if you haven’t spiritually evolved and mastered yourself.
Because would one event still follow after the other if you as a creator and Co-Creators/observer hadn’t changed or transmuted yourself!? My guess it wouldn’t have happened in this order. It’s like realizing standing at a crossroads and making a turn, afterwards pondering what would have happened if you had chosen the “other” direction? What if you still waited for something “outside” to happen, before allowing “inside” transmutations, release of resistente to happen?You will never know now, but you remember the before, during and after!!!
I am happy you are back. I am so happy you have found your true self again and it immediately got rewarded with your new happy place … your uplifted universe and living space.
Wow Alex you truly won your battle victorious. I feel excited for you and kind of proud as well hahahahaha 😉
Hope to see you more often again.
Love you 😘
Ralph
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May 8, 2021 at 10:59 AM #320815
Thomas Njord
ParticipantAlex, thanks for sharing. I’m so happy for you and the newfound space & place in your life. May all your todays continue to be a little better than yesterday 🙂
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May 9, 2021 at 11:33 AM #320856
Catherine Viel
ModeratorOh Alex, such wonderful news all around! I am pleased and happy for you and send you and Raven a big hug. I can so picture you sitting in the beautiful silence and looking out the window at the clouds of God and the majesty of Mount Rainier benevolently gazing back at you.
much love,
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May 17, 2021 at 4:53 AM #321150
OneRayLove
ParticipantI encourage all to see this … it should clarify a lot for many.
Ps. Special thanks to Hadarian for introducing Bashar 😘🥰
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May 17, 2021 at 8:55 PM #321207
Catherine Viel
ModeratorI liked this very much! Thanks, Ralph and Hadarian.😻
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May 17, 2021 at 5:34 PM #321195
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantToday I wrote my parents messages about some painful feelings that I have kept hidden from them for a very long time. I told my mom and dad that I have felt very alienated from them as well as my siblings because of who I am and what I believe. I apologize for not going into more detail but my heart hurts so much and I’m so drained of energy that I can barely form cohesive thoughts. I will explain more later if anyone is curious about the details. The short of it is that they took it well and almost seemed completely unfazed by what I said, even though I was more blunt than usual. I always do my best to be kind when I speak but I wanted a bit more of my raw emotion to come through so I didn’t sugarcoat everything as much as normal. I feel so confused and my heart is all twisted up in knots. I still feel so much pain and alienation, and my mom and dad seem okay to just keep our relationship the way it has been, with some minor surface level tweaks. They don’t seem to ever want to be vulnerable with me, and it’s infuriating. It hurts so much that my parents won’t truly let me in. I’m sorry, I guess I just feel really lonely right now and I wanted some comfort.
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May 17, 2021 at 8:31 PM #321206
Catherine Viel
ModeratorPlease don’t be sorry for posting here when you feel lonely and want some comfort, Alex. If there’s any group of people who will accept you as you are, anytime, I think it’s us. (We? Er…guess it doesn’t matter)
I suspect you already know what I might offer as insight or advice…like, you’re all doing the best you can; your parents may never be very vulnerable / open with anyone, including themselves, so you’re not being singled out…and I believe “feeling infuriated” might be the only sane response to the treatment.
I understand we choose our families to complete karmic experiencing, etc etc, but gosh they’re a pain in the patoot, sometimes. I never did get along with my brother and he’s been dead 5 years and I’m still not fond of him. 🙄
Here’s a big electronic hug, my dear. Know you are loved mightily, by many.
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Catherine
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May 18, 2021 at 1:51 AM #321210
OneRayLove
ParticipantHello Alex,
You are one of my most dear angels on this planet and possibly the most courageous. Why?
Actually for two reasons. One is for being courageous in your actions facing other people and secondly for expressing your “weak & hurt” side and moments when you have them … openly!!You do realize most people go into hiding when they can’t show their “hero” self!? Do you notice how many people only step by here when they are in some form or shape … ok to express, make a statement or have a desire for a response?
You even speak up, when you are doing or feeling bad. That’s courage.About “confronting” others with your beliefs, feelings and world view … how you probably aren’t seen and appreciated for who you are … that’s bold as well.
I have done it many times and finally learned a very difficult lesson … it’s about release and freedom to express you as Self!
It isn’t about “them” to see and treat you differently from now on, but for you to have made the statement to the All of yourself … the inner and the outer parts.So now that you did it, you spoke up, got it of your chest … allow it to heal. Take a little time, because it has been a burden on your heart for a long time … that’s what the heart ache is!
You have changed your vibration, your knowing of Self all around you. There is no way back to the way it was before! It is now up to you to become pleased with yourself and allow your parents to figure out freely how they should be from this moment forward.
You are Not their guide nor are they your responsibility for life or happiness! You are yours!I do hope you continue to speak up more … of any details you like or feel drawn to share.
I also have a personal desire for the future … that s to meet you all. I do remember last December you were courageous enough to step over your shyness and Zoom with some close friends. I haven’t forgotten and still hope every week you and others show up and say hi … we are building our own spiritual AA meeting, although we probably have far more uplifting conversations.
Anyway. Love you Alex
“See” you soon
Ralph
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May 18, 2021 at 5:06 AM #321211
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantThank you all for your support, I really needed to know that I’m not the only one who has these kinds of issues. I think what hurts the most is that I thought I had a deeper relationship with my parents than I really do. In reality they are complete strangers to me. Once my dad moved out of my apartment and I became fully independent, I no longer had that veil over my eyes. Now that I no longer need them for any survival needs, or even emotional support, I see that there is no substance to our relationships. We were never friends and we probably never will be. I am grieving that loss right now, but I know I need to let go of them even more than I thought I had already. I need to completely detach myself energetically from them, and just live and let live.
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May 18, 2021 at 11:26 AM #321241
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantI feel so angry and disrespected right now. After having more time to contemplate yesterday’s exchange with my parents, I feel more and more angry. They never open up to me while I have poured my heart out to them multiple times. They listen to me, and then they just respond with, “okay honey, I love you.” They keep smoothing things over and doing everything to keep the peace, but I don’t need that anymore, and I don’t want it anymore. They don’t even act like humans around me when I try to share my feelings. They keep treating me like a child, like I’m weak. I feel so much anger inside and I have no idea how to deal with it constructively. I have already thought about saying this to them but I at least know that I shouldn’t act out from my wounds unless I have already given it considerable thought. This must be how my husband Raven feels toward his dad.
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May 18, 2021 at 6:42 AM #321228
OneRayLove
ParticipantThanks for being of service on this planet Alex. This might sound crazy, but your service is more of “feeling” all shades of Love than possibly any action towards world peace!
Sounds like your wounds and current pain are still very fresh. Stay with them, bless them, try to observe them neutral. Don’t plan on to much changes in relation to your life or others when you are in these “heavier” feelings.I suggest read my article here (once more). My mother was and still is my biggest teacher and possibly I am hers. Why? Because many of us challenged this life to arrive at Loving Self rather than being “loved” (accepted, perceived, viewed and appreciated) by others!
Loving the Self can never be completely seen or observed from the outside … you know that. In the end … In my case … I “created” all my first sensations and feelings based on perceptions and interpretations. With spiritual growth these change, you change, all of you … In and as result Out … it follows the reflection you send out!!Take it slow. One breath at a time, one thought, one memory, one sensation, one step … allow to return to the flow … being in the Love.
You are Love(d) 💓💞💕😘
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May 18, 2021 at 2:48 PM #321249
OneRayLove
ParticipantHi Alex,
I don’t know if anyone is able to do or say something, when you feel like you currently feel? Even if your parents would know the magic formula or word to change the way you feel right now, it would still be you to accept and allow this magic to alter your state … yes!?
So maybe two suggestions to try to alter the now, just like explained in Catherine latest Dr. Peebles article. Move away from the mind and make room for the heart. Allow it to be a process … changing the feeling, hurt, pain and confusion! That’s the goal for now. Nobody can fix a hurricane in full force… nobody is able to! But you can drain the energy away from it. Only you can do it.
Point your anger towards me and what I am about to say next.
“Every feeling you ever had, were your own creation. Also all perceptions you ever had about you ‘are’ less than pure unconditional love, were your own thoughts”.
If you love yourself … and you do! Give yourself unconditional Acceptance, Forgiveness and Love.You wrote articles, marvelous articles about forgiving the Cabal and loving them … having felt a possibility to been part of them in your past incarnations. Remember?
Give yourself some credit, rise into the Anael Rose Angel you are and the strength you have. Show kindness to yourself, your parents and all other people in similar need for hugs, empathy and love.You are love, always been strong, kind and gentile. Return to your true self and remember who you are and what you came to do on this planet. Now is the time to make a difference. Now sweet Alex, show your instant manifestation power.
Remember. Remember. Return back to the shining Light you are.
Say the magic formula, say the magic words and your “inner” world will change and healed immediately.
There is no one who thinks you are weak, childish or insufficient … so why be angry on an illusion that isn’t real.
Embrace your inner angel, hug your wonderful self, allow love to hold you. Apply the “Universal Law of Elimination” and give all “negative” attachments to Sanat Kumara, Gaia or the Divine Mother. They will gladly transmute it into nothingness as it has always been.
We all love you! Dare to accept it.
Talk to you soon my very dear special friend.
Hugs and Love 😘
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May 18, 2021 at 5:05 PM #321250
Catherine Viel
ModeratorI so appreciate Alex and Ralph for your dialogs and willingness to put it all out there.
I love you unconditionally!
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May 20, 2021 at 4:18 PM #321319
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantThank you guys for the messages. I am learning more about my feelings on this matter as the days pass. I had a conscious and deep realization that my parents serve no practical function in my life anymore. They do not feed me, shelter me, clothe me, provide me money, pay my bills, or offer any kind of practical wisdom that I couldn’t easily look up on the internet. Also, they no longer have the capacity to offer meaningful emotional support or offer helpful advice because I have surpassed their level of emotional wisdom, and I use my intuition to guide me through life. To be blunt, they are dead weight, and so are my siblings. I have almost nothing in common with any of my family members, even when combining similarities. Despite this harsh reality, I feel it would be a grave mistake to burn my bridges, I think they’ll possibly need my help when disclosure begins. The issue I currently face is how to enjoy their company when I have to spend time with them. Does anyone have any tips or advice?
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May 21, 2021 at 3:27 AM #321338
OneRayLove
ParticipantHi Alex. So good to read you have recovered from anger.
So please allow me to speak from my Light … once more, for that is All I Truly have to offer … always, while being In awareness of my intentions Now!
That’s in a sense advice 1 … in general for everyone.As you already know 1, you are most probably referring to practical ones. So as you have now shifted away from your former child – parent/siblings relation, which held “lower” hierarchical control over structure … it is wise to Not build the same structure again, from your new gained position!
In other words, build a new world of equals. “They” aren’t there yet, as far as I can tell, but you can. So as both the angel and master you are, feel your inner guidance and intuition when it calls you.
In my “problematic” relationship with almost everyone of my “former” life (family and friends), I practiced acceptance and allowed “outer” judgement, while shielding myself from these “lower” frequencies out -> in, holding inner pure white and golden light (mind the flow though and be aware to not go into control … as this holds resistance … lower fear frequency)
Yes, this lead to isolation but equally allowed for space and time to strengthen myself and rise into empowerment.Advice 3 is practice patience, don’t act first … only respond to their actions. And when you do … practice acceptance, forgiveness and love … quietly in your self and your response in interaction.
Last one. Begin to see them differently in a process kind way. They are learning their lessons too. Just let them learn theirs and you stay with yours. Try to avoid any teacher student relation. Forgive them to continue try this with you. They haven’t evolved to your level.
Hope this will help you a bit Alex. A smile at you, knowing you are good.
Much love and special hugs for you my dear friend. 😘💓💞🤗
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May 21, 2021 at 12:00 PM #321361
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantThank you for your advice, I feel that these things will be very helpful for me in the coming years. Right now I am feeling torn between wanting to run away from them and feeling extremely guilty and worried about their wellbeing. It’s extremely confusing because I don’t know what the right thing to do is. I just want peace of mind but I keep wondering how they are feeling and what they think of me.
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May 21, 2021 at 3:36 PM #321367
OneRayLove
ParticipantHi Alex,
Having observed your recent process with your parents, I would suggest take a step back and focus on advice 3. Why?
Because you have been in the grip of “being loved and valued” from the outside in.
In a way your recent anger also was a manifestation of this “counter control” after you were in the process to set yourself free … more.Both your inner self and outer human connections, are in a changing process … altering self and long lasting habits. Guilt is one of the tools your “wounded self ego” is playing … she wants to move back to how it was before.
You have to understand there is no part to play for the ego ones you completely turned … loving inside out. There is no control, no fear, nothing for her.So better focus on you for now and care for your ego rather than your parents. Embrace your ego, hug her and be kind to her. Let your below mentioned Higher Self angel help and support you.
Remember we all have different lessons. As I can tell yours in relation to your family was to rise above it .. let it go. What their lesson is, isn’t so much your concern. They are guided by others. They will be fine, because you enabled them to face their own spiritual path.
Reading your post below is so uplifting dear. Hold on to this special connection. I don’t have this myself. I am more clair voyant, sensing and knowing. No talking as of yet on my end.
Hope others here will answer as well to your most remarkable enabled gifts. You are blessed and you deserve it. Nice to see you here more often again, speaking up about your very exciting world.
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May 21, 2021 at 1:39 PM #321365
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantDoes anybody have any experiences with reading channeled messages or speaking directly to higher beings that have a very casual way of talking? I have recently had more frequent interactions with my Higher Self, Archangel Anael, and she is the most casual angel I have ever talked to. It might be because I’m essentially her kid, in a weird way. She always calls me baby girl, and is constantly giving me bear hugs, saying how proud she is of me. Out of all the higher beings I’ve interacted with, she has been the most animated, often giggling with excitement while jumping up and down and clapping. She’s always super happy and excited to see me whenever I want to make contact.
By the way, this depth of interaction with my Higher Self is a new development, within the last few weeks to a month. I even asked her today at work while she clung to me like a baby chimp, “Why am I all of a sudden having such rich and vivid interactions with you? Before now, I could barely feel your presence.” She said, “You cleared your mind of clutter. This clearing of your psyche was slow and quiet. The crowded environment that you lived in with your dad was creating static, but now it’s gone. You first created room inside you, without your conscious awareness, and then you saw the external manifestation, which was your father moving out. Now you get to reap the benefits of greater clarity.” This sentence may not sound so casual, but something else she said to me today was, “I’m so proud of you, baby girl! You make me cry tears of joy every day! You make me so happy! You’re doing such a good job!”
I’d love to hear any stories that you guys have of casual higher beings if you have any. It’s something that I wish was easier to feel. They all love us but there’s always this sense of formality, and I don’t understand why. It creates a disconnect for me, like they are not the people to go to for anything other than serious guidance. Do you think it might be an issue on the channeler’s end? Like they might subconsciously think of the higher beings as being holier than them, and imagining a regal and flowery way of speaking? Or do you think that beings in the higher realms really communicate like that? I sometimes worry that if I shared my conversations with my Higher Self on the internet, no one would take me seriously because Anael speaks so casually with me.
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May 21, 2021 at 4:16 PM #321370
Catherine Viel
ModeratorOh Alex! I’m so glad to hear you talk about this. I became acquainted with my primary guide (as I think of him) a while ago and he’s quite casual! I can’t think of any conversations right now because I don’t usually remember them except in a vague way, but it’s very much like speaking with a friend. Sometimes I’m suspicious that it’s “not him“ because of this modern or prosaic manner of communicating and he gives me the equivalent of an eye roll.
In part I am sure that it’s what the channeler expects, like you said. Formal and flowery and ascended-sounding.
And sometimes with direct voice channelers it just is the ascended entity that speaks, like when Natalie Gianelli is channeling Dr. Peebles, it’s not even remotely like her voice. It’s a light-timbered male voice with a strong Scottish accent. (Skeptics will say she’s just a good actress. Maybe, who knows? I choose to believe I’m talking with Dr. Peebles because it feels like that.)
I will be really interested to hear others speak on this topic.
Remember we were talking about Sharon Stewart a while ago. Her conversations with what’s his name seem pretty casual to me (although he does call her beloved, doesn’t he, which is pretty archaic).
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May 21, 2021 at 6:04 PM #321371
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantOh yeah, Ivo? I would say they are pretty casual with each other. Too bad I can’t get past Sharon’s aggressive energy. I don’t know what it is with her but her energy rubs against mine the wrong way, even when their conversations don’t have an angry tone.
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May 21, 2021 at 7:17 PM #321372
Catherine Viel
ModeratorYes, Ivo. I agree about her strident energy, I generally don’t try to read her.
After I posted my reply, I got to thinking that you meant more the archangel and ascended master category speaking formally.
At any rate, I keep in mind what Matthew Ward told Suzy Ward in one of the books, I think. It’s the message and energy being conveyed that is vitally important, not the exact words or style. (Suzy apparently had her work cut out for her when receiving and transcribing some of the distant star beings’ telepathic English.)
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May 22, 2021 at 6:57 AM #321380
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ParticipantDoes anybody have any experiences with reading channeled messages or speaking directly to higher beings that have a very casual way of talking?
Speaking directly, for myself. Generally when I channel and have dialogue with an archangel, Michael for example here, he speaks casually to me. He has on occasion gotten more formal and technical, which I think now was necessary at the time to convey to me his message the best way at that time. So I think, at least for spirits and collectives also, when they speak to me they are using my learned and known lexicon, and so far I have yet to experience any of them using a word I have never heard before. I have most always been a casual guy and has generally been how I have communicated with others, so it makes sense to me that they are coming through to me in a similar way. I will say each archangel, ascended master, or collective come across in a unique personality and tone of voice in my head. For example, the Arcturian Collective tend to speak swiftly to me without skipping a beat and are very to the point, whereas Archangel Michael almost always talks to me a little slower with a more gentle and casual flow and tone of voice.
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May 22, 2021 at 11:35 PM #321421
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantThat’s very interesting. Now I worry that I have missed some messages from higher beings because I tried too hard to hear them speaking formally. I think I want to start experimenting with some people I’ve communicated with in the past to see how they sound when I don’t expect them to sound formal.
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May 23, 2021 at 8:55 AM #321426
Catherine Viel
ModeratorThanks, Thomas and Alex. Alex, let us know how your experiments work out.😻
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May 29, 2021 at 5:41 AM #321660
OneRayLove
ParticipantDare to ask yourself Higher questions!?
“What needs to happen in the outside World for me to feel happy?”
“What makes a happy feeling?”
“Is happy just a positive shift of inner energy?”
“If so … I Am … the only ONE … labeling the energy I sense!”
“I Am … the only ONE … Being Self Aware of my Sensations!”
“All my Feelings Are my Creations!”
“I Am me Observing my Creations, realizing Self Awareness!”
“I Am the Creator surrounded by my Creations … In and Out!”
“I Am Creator!”
“I Am Good, because I choose so!”
“No one else has power over my feelings!”
“I Am All powerful empowered by my Free Will!”
“I Am sensing my Light!”
“I Am within my Truth!”
“I Am within Love!”
“I Am Good!”Much Love 💞💓💕
Ralph
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May 29, 2021 at 3:08 PM #321685
Catherine Viel
ModeratorA nice handful of affirmations, Ralph, thank you. 😘
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June 1, 2021 at 1:25 PM #321797
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantI wanted to share with you a tool for blessing people that I came up with. Well actually, the more I think about it, the more I believe that I just remembered it, that it came from my Higher Self, Anael.
When I bless people, I imagine a pair of white wings made of light wrapping around the person, and two balls of energy, one colored hot pink or magenta, resting in the heart chakra, and the other colored gold, resting in the soul star chakra.
When I feel upset with someone for any reason, but wish to overcome the issue, I bless them with that tool. If I feel too shy to express my gratitude towards someone outwardly, I use the tool then as well. I also often feel compelled to use it like a protection spell, casting it on family, friends, or strangers.
If this tool resonates with you, then by all means, use it.
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June 1, 2021 at 5:14 PM #321816
Catherine Viel
ModeratorThat’s lovely, Alex, thank you.
I’ll share a slightly silly blessing that I do. I started doing it with my supplements (of which I don’t take many). Now I sometimes just do it randomly for people or situations or things.
I draw an air cross over it, and say, “dear beings of light, please bless the best and remove the rest.” When I say “remove the rest,” I kind of flip my hand up and away in a gesture of banishment.
And then I air draw a Reiki power symbol and press that toward it three times the way we do in Reiki.
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June 2, 2021 at 5:36 AM #321849
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantThat sounds really lovely. I didn’t know you knew reiki, I’m excited to learn it too. I’m learning two levels this weekend! 😊
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June 2, 2021 at 5:39 PM #321871
Catherine Viel
ModeratorReiki is awesome. Enjoy your attunements! I had a lot of trapped energy released by both Reiki I and Reiki II attunements and buzzed with off-gaussing energy for days. Everyone’s experience is different…
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June 2, 2021 at 10:35 AM #321865
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantI want to share one of my favorite meditation songs. The song is called “Evening Song” by Dan Gibson’s Solitudes. Every time I listen to this song, my heart soars into a place that looks like a romance scene in a movie. I see a woman, tall and slender, with blonde hair pinned up, and dressed to the nines in a beautiful sleeveless cowl neck dress that ends just above her knees. She has stiletto heels and glittering earrings. She’s walking through an arboretum filled with stunning flora, surrounded by a nighttime view of a bustling metropolis. She meanders along the paths with no direction, and deep in thought, with an expression of melancholy. Then a man in a trench coat thoughtfully approaches, to her surprise. Her star crossed lover, with whom she feels she must part ways, takes her in his arms, and they lock eyes. She melts into his embrace, with no more strength to resist her desires. They hold each other tenderly, knowing without words that their love will see them through anything. I am moved to tears whenever I see this vision, and I hope you enjoy it and the song as well.
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June 2, 2021 at 2:29 PM #321868
OneRayLove
ParticipantIf only for the poetic way you describe it, I will give it a try.
Thanks Alex 💕🙏
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June 4, 2021 at 5:02 AM #321919
OneRayLove
ParticipantUplifting Experience
How simple life sometimes can be. Having some recent personal “heavy” times energetic and subsequently emotional, I was looking for something to escape this rotating routine creation.
I was attracted to a game I had installed on my tablet a while back. Although it was already very different and uplifting then, I wasn’t giving it much time and appreciation before.
Yesterday, was the time to re-discover it again. What happened was beautiful. I was “virtually escaping” this world and entered an uplifting kind one. There I was discovering new challenges and simply playing. After a while I found myself stuck in a forest of some kind and didn’t quite know how to get out of there.
What happened next was amazing. Another more experienced player came along and helped me, gave me energy and watched how I was proceeding. I got myself back into an obstacle and low energy again.
Then besides giving me new energy, she reached out her hand to me. When I accepted she then took me with her to glide over spectacular places and adventures moments. It was nice, kind and loving.
She had assisting me for at least 20 minutes or more and we parted with a hug.Although this was only a virtual moment in space and time, the interchange of compassion was real. It not only helped me to enjoy the game, but also to escape “heavy earth”. To some extent I was shown and reminded how life can be, should be … Is.
It also reminded me of “our” light worker true contribution. We are assisting many, reaching out our hands, our arms and our hearts.We Do make a difference, by just Being here … breathing the same air … blessing All with uplifting invisible and invincible Light. I escaped my personal recent “heaviness” and am recharged to carry on again.
Thank you for allowing me to express myself 💓💞💕
Much love
Ralph
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June 5, 2021 at 11:57 AM #321958
Catherine Viel
ModeratorWhat a lovely story, Ralph! Thank you much for sharing it here.
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June 5, 2021 at 6:22 PM #321968
MurrietaLight
ParticipantHow Beautiful! All of it. Thank you for posting and sharing, Ralph.
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June 10, 2021 at 11:34 AM #322151
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantToday is the solar eclipse, and man oh man am I feeling it. I woke up this morning, and I was utterly exhausted, despite getting decent sleep. I went to work and could barely function. I recovered from the sleepiness, but what replaced it was extreme dizziness. I had to leave work early, and I’m currently laying in bed. I asked Divine Mother why this eclipse is hitting me so much harder than any significant celestial alignment before it, and she said that receiving my reiki attunements made me far more sensitive to energy, and a more potent channel for it too. Is anyone here feeling the power from this eclipse? I’d love to hear about your experiences.
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June 10, 2021 at 1:55 PM #322152
OneRayLove
ParticipantHi Alex,
I didn’t actually feel much today, however definitely had my “lows” at the beginning of this month. Today for me was possibly the first “normal” day ~ energetic wise.
The exhausting and sleepy feeling has become something of a “new normal” too. The most extraordinary part I still consider I wake up exhausted … in a sense always totally warn out and much worse than the evening before I go to sleep. So my days start heavy physically and than I try to build it up from there.Anyway, I guess it’s all very personal and depends on much other stuff going on in each one’s life.
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June 12, 2021 at 9:08 PM #322225
Catherine Viel
ModeratorHi Alex, I was basically unaware of the eclipse but I’ve been having a very weird time with energy myself lately.
I’m sure your Reiki teacher told you, but you might be feeling weird energy for a bit after the attunements. Mine lasted maybe a week or 10 days.
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June 16, 2021 at 2:36 PM #322398
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantI really need to vent about a couple issues that I have had recently.
Yesterday a deep wound came up about my attachment to my husband. I have often felt like I could make a sudden big leap in consciousness, but the one thing that stops me in my tracks every time is the fear of losing my husband.
I see the same vision every time: my consciousness suddenly and dramatically elevates; I feel a wave of divinity and bliss, and I get up from my bed or my couch and start walking towards the front door. Raven asks me what I’m doing and I say to him, “I love you Raven, but I’m leaving. I don’t need you or this life anymore. I am free.” Then I walk out the door and never return, leaving my husband feeling broken and betrayed.
There is nothing that scares me more than losing my husband, I’d rather be dead than be alone again, he is my everything.
I feel so angry at Divine Mother, my Higher Self, and my guides for this even existing as a possibility, and at the same time I feel tremendously ashamed of myself for allowing a temporary human relationship to prevent me from achieving my greatest potential. I want nothing more in life than to experience my ascension journey alongside my best friend. I feel so much heartache at the thought of doing this alone again, and I pray that it never happens.
This morning I felt another wound come up. I was contemplating setting up a visit with my reiki teacher, when I realized that I was being deceitful during my reiki lessons.
My teacher and all of the other students got vaccinated so no one was wearing a mask during the class. Of course I haven’t gotten the vaccine, but I kept my mouth shut and didn’t wear a mask either.
After making that realization, I felt extremely guilty and very scared that if my teacher found out, or the other students, they would hate me and never talk to me again. I feel so utterly exasperated and heartbroken that a person like me who means no harm towards anyone can run the risk of being labeled a terrorist or a walking bioweapon just because I trust my immune system to protect me.
My heart is BROKEN, there is so much pain and weariness inside it because of my choice to stick to my principles. All of my past lives who were ostracized or killed for rebelling against authority, or otherwise going against social norms, were screaming and crying out, “Am I going to be punished again?”
My husband told me that I wasn’t being a bad person because my greater mission is more important than being 100% honest with everyone, but I still don’t know how to feel about it.
Your thoughts and advice are greatly appreciated.
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June 16, 2021 at 5:48 PM #322414
MurrietaLight
ParticipantAnaelRose, I feel your pain. Sending you love and light and healing energy your way. You are obviously a very sensitive soul, perhaps and Empath?
I’d like to comment on what you said here:
This morning I felt another wound come up. I was contemplating setting up a visit with my reiki teacher, when I realized that I was being deceitful during my reiki lessons.
My teacher and all of the other students got vaccinated so no one was wearing a mask during the class. Of course I haven’t gotten the vaccine, but I kept my mouth shut and didn’t wear a mask either.
After making that realization, I felt extremely guilty and very scared that if my teacher found out, or the other students, they would hate me and never talk to me again. I feel so utterly exasperated and heartbroken that a person like me who means no harm towards anyone can run the risk of being labeled a terrorist or a walking bioweapon just because I trust my immune system to protect me.
My heart is BROKEN, there is so much pain and weariness inside it because of my choice to stick to my principles. All of my past lives who were ostracized or killed for rebelling against authority, or otherwise going against social norms, were screaming and crying out, “Am I going to be punished again?”
My husband told me that I wasn’t being a bad person because my greater mission is more important than being 100% honest with everyone, but I still don’t know how to feel about it.
About the mask thing and your reiki class, I have read that people who are vibrating as high as we lightworkers are vibrating will not get the virus because it is of a much lower frequency and cannot attach itself to us. So in that light, in dealing with your not wearing a mask and not being up front about not being vaccinated, I think that you are acting in a very self-empowering way here. You have faith in your body and your immune system to keep you well, and so you are acting as though this is true, and it IS true for you. I don’t find what you are doing as deceitful, but rather, empowering. You know in your heart that you are not going to pass along a low-level virus to others. You are standing firm in your convictions. In your case I see that as very honorable.
I know how hard it is for people to stand up for themselves and their principles. It’s HARD! I agree with your husband that your greater mission is more important than caving to a smaller picture of your situation. You will probably still feel what you feel for now, but I am on your side that you are doing the right thing for all concerned here. You are honoring yourself, you know you are healthy, and you have faith in your own system keeping your healthy — and that is something that everyone can learn from.
Especially the part about the past lives and being persecuted for standing up for your principles, I think we all know that well. That is a deep deep pain that is not easy to work through. But work through it we must. In asking for support, you are helping yourself work through the pain and confusion. My advice is to keep at it. Keep working through the weeds and obstacles. There is no other way for a lightworker.
I am with you in spirit.
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June 17, 2021 at 4:23 AM #322424
OneRayLove
ParticipantHi Alex,
Allow me to ask questions?
First about the (self) awareness around Raven. Is he spiritual too? Do you share spiritual thoughts, intuition and senses like we do here in the forum? Do you share … or would you be willing to share your upper “update” on matters with him?
Second the Reiki class.
when I realized that I was being deceitful during my reiki lessons.
Why do you “label” your Knowing as deceitful? Could it be you “sense” the others as existing at a level “different” from you? Because of this “separation” between you and them … you are “fighting” for your True convictions, your believe, your Knowing … on a “higher advanced” level than they do!?
No one can hold a Knowing and Truly act In and Out differently … you wouldn’t be aligned this way. So you have two options:
1) Express your True Self In and Out in every and all moments and Trust … the In- and Outcome.
2) Hold your Inner True Higher Self … to yourself as your most precious Light … and go with the flow with focus on your Feelings. When your Feelings offer you an opportunity, a trigger, an event … you decide in that Now moment how to deal with them. Then again you have two choices:A) Change your feelings into positive, uplifting, peaceful ones.
B) Express yourself Out in alignment with your In … in the best way possible for All involved in that Now Event.In a sense … this answer also applies to the awareness around Raven.
Much Love and Hugs 💕💞💓😘
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June 18, 2021 at 8:56 AM #322484
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantThank you for the advice, Ralph. Yes, Raven is a spiritual person, because of me. When we first started dating, he was what he called a happy nihilist. He didn’t believe in an afterlife or anything supernatural, but instead of being bitter about it, he chose to live life to the fullest since he thought he had limited time in this world. After meeting me, he is an awakened individual and has the same viewpoints that I do. He knows the spiritual side and the political side of the ascension.
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June 18, 2021 at 2:16 PM #322500
OneRayLove
ParticipantGood to hear Alex,
I guess in regards to your “vision” involving you and him … my perception is you pull and he holds. You lift him and others up into ascension, because your desire is very strong … he holds you grounded.
Can be a very blessfull co-creation around love and partnership. You should however develop some attention around your own fear of being alone. When the both of you accept your highest true love is You, you should also be able to be completely honest to each other … including the feelings of fear that pass by as memory of old.
Honesty to all parts of self is the only way forward … ascension follows. I would advice to pick your moments of shared compassion to express openly what you experience and feel inside. You should become more strong individuals and also as a couple.
I never succeeded in this area, so this is mainly build on failed experiences hahahahaha. Take it for what it’s worth.
I always believe that if something doesn’t work out the way I desired it to be, I either need to learn some lessons first (possibly solo) or a better solution/partner is reserved for me and the current situation is holding me down or prevents me from reaching my destination.
Take care my dear. I wish you strength and courage in all your challenges. Love and hugs 💞💕🌈
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June 20, 2021 at 9:51 PM #322585
Catherine Viel
ModeratorHello everyone, loving your dialog here.
I can’t believe everyone at a Reiki class, including the teacher, got the vaccine! I know that you are OK with the vaccine, Pat, but it seems like the majority of the lightworker community is avoiding it so for a group of people learning an energy healing modality to all be vaccinated except for Alex seems peculiar.
I don’t think you were being deceitful, Alex, although of course in a strictly factual way, you did not tell all the truth. If I had been in your situation I would have done exactly the same thing. However, I don’t think it would bother my conscience. If I worried about anything, I would probably worry about the vaccinated people shedding on me.🙄
If you want to have a followup session with your Reiki teacher, perhaps you could do so, and not say anything about the vaccine unless he or she brings it up. And then go with what feels right at that time. I agree with what Pat said and you said and maybe Ralph said it too, that with all of our past life experiences of being persecuted for being truthful, it’s scary and difficult to stand up for ourselves right now.
Let us know what happens, dear Alex.
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Catherine Viel
ModeratorI just had a funny thought: what if nobody else at the Reiki class was vaccinated, either, but you all thought you had to say you were?😆
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June 21, 2021 at 10:16 AM #322608
MurrietaLight
ParticipantNow that is funny! 😁😜
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June 21, 2021 at 6:36 AM #322599
Lynn Sapp
ParticipantHi Anael
Go with your heart and be frank when it comes down to a personal discussion with your Reiki master.
I have been in a similar quandary in my own situation , because my Reiki master and every member of our circle ( so far as I can tell from our zoom meetings this past year ) bought into the Covid fear and are vaccinated – because of lock-down restrictions where I am, we haven’t met live in quite awhile and we are just now able at the point where we can plan small gatherings again in near future.
The topic of screening out any unvaccinated people hasn’t arisen yet, and I’ve wondered a few things … Decided I will disclose my stand on it to my Reiki master one on one, when the topic comes up & if I am ousted, so be it. ( it will be a sad milestone as I have been part of her group for almost 20 years ) … but also … have had the thought ,should I worry about vaccine shedding , if any members recently got 2nd shots, because we do spend the whole day in close quarters indoors and share a potluck meal together, etc.
At the zoom meetings, I’ve not given my opinion on the pandemic because we’ve always had a no politics / no strife or confrontations, etc. policy which makes for a calm positive kind peaceable atmosphere we can all rely on.
It’s been pretty easy for me to read between the lines when people give their quick personal updates at the start of each of our zoom meetings, to see that they’ve bought into the main stream narrative and are very compliant with the rules and oh so cautious & fearful of getting ill. Many have mentioned their vaccination and the others nod happily.So while one part of me has felt a bit deceitful and awkward to not bring up the subject of my view on the vaccinations yet, I hold hope that my Reiki master is probably not keen to have to draw lines to exclude people (and maybe she does recall I had Covid in early 2020 and can accept I have no fear of it now as I have confidence in my natural antibodies) … but if the Reiki association makes a ruling on it, then I know she will have to comply.
Meantime, I’ve felt taken aback that no one seems to be paying any attention to the big picture & appear to have fallen for the pandemic hook, line, and sinker and not done homework on the vaccines.
And sometimes I wonder if there’s anyone else who is awake and not speaking out too, so as not to break the rule of no strife within the group…
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Catherine Viel
ModeratorOooooo, Lynn, how intriguing! That busts my theory that the Reiki community is clued in on the reality of covid. Wow.
I guess I was / am lucky that my Reiki teacher was a rabbit-hole master long before she became a Reiki master; she’s been researching the Illuminati for decades. Years ago she was even recruited by them, in an oblique fashion, via her husband (because she’s such a powerful psychic, I assume, and they wanted her on Team Dark). She said no thanks.
I’m starting to wonder if the real unraveling is coming upon us shortly, through situations like this, and we have to cough up our truth, lie to get along and not be ousted, as you so aptly put it, or…something else. And lying may become impossible if the formerly ridiculous notion of a vaccine passport becomes the bizarre reality. Hello, 1984!
I wonder if many who I assume are clued in in fact are not. I was shocked because a longtime friend who reads Suzi’s Coffee site got the vax months ago. Wha…??!!?…I’d sent him scads of alarming stuff about the vax and there he was, getting it anyway. Sigh…
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June 22, 2021 at 5:43 AM #322642
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantThank you all for your posts. What is this vaccine shedding that you’ve been talking about? I would like to know since I still have to be friendly with my family. I also just went to dinner with my dad for father’s day.
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June 22, 2021 at 8:37 AM #322654
Lynn Sapp
ParticipantHi Alex,
It can feel complicated to research, and I’m not trying to promote fear or worry. We will all come to our own conclusion to live by : )
I believe the America Frontline doctors have put out a video with opinions on it, which you can still hopefully find.
Since the current situation is still too new for the experts to know much about yet, the estimated time frame of risk is in question , and the degree of contact / length of exposure , etc. is also being debated. Much could vary, from one individual to another, as to the outcomes, I believe.
There are also many sources who dispute it’s a real thing at all, and there’s also a plausible theory that it’s yet one more part of the vast fear campaign, fed on-line by the deep state, in their plan to farther scare, divide , anger and confuse people into choosing separate camps.
However, some trustworthy medical professionals are definitely sharing their concerns.While I don’t worry at all on a day-to-day basic about the possibility of Covid vaccine shedding, due to my quiet lifestyle and also because I believe that the higher frequencies some of us are now vibrating at could safeguard us, much of the info. I have read implies that the Reiki gatherings I normally attend might fall into the category of risky.
I don’t want to let fear / worry dictate any of my activities – so have been sitting on the fence about it all , for now. Mostly, after honest reflection, I think my reluctance to attend is due more to the deep sense of surprise (shock / disappointment) that I’m the odd one out in the group & I don’t feel as connected to them anymore.
The two people from the group whom I did share some thoughts / opinions with last year (we were in a conversation with just 3 of us , away from the official gatherings, both disagreed strongly with my views at the time and probably consider me deluded.) And they were actually the ones I thought were most open to new ideas.I’m a member of Connecting Consciousness in Canada – and we have a small group in my province, thinking perhaps that will be my place to belong once we can meet up in person.
Catherine, I think your Reiki Master sounds wonderful in all ways !
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June 22, 2021 at 4:07 PM #322679
Catherine Viel
ModeratorExcellent overview about the shedding, Lynn, I agree with your thoughts. AFLD got deplatformed again but they were getting a new site up ASAP. I saw their statement about shedding, months ago, but not the video.
Dr. Joseph Mercola, mercola.com, appears to be heavy on facts and research, though reading his site can be scary. Here’s a 2019 article about vaccine shedding. It’s not new with covid.
I’m a CC member too, and also hope to meet up live with locals at some point.
I was very lucky, I had a super awake Reiki teacher! Lynn, I get how you might feel betrayed by your close Reiki friends being out of touch. Especially the sense they might be thinking you’re deluded…that’s a tough one. Hope it’s not so.
I’ve had the experience of several friends who are rabidly anti vax getting the jab because of family/friend or workplace pressure. It’s very tough and I’m glad nobody is nagging me to get it!
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June 22, 2021 at 4:42 PM #322681
Catherine Viel
ModeratorAddendum, AFLD is up and running!
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June 22, 2021 at 5:05 PM #322682
Lynn Sapp
ParticipantThanks for posting that link, Catherine, and for your feedback too : )
love, L-
June 22, 2021 at 5:55 PM #322689
Catherine Viel
ModeratorYou’re most welcome!
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June 22, 2021 at 7:12 PM #322693
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantQuick post, Raven and I are having an extremely hard time since the solstice, we both feel this pressure from all sides, many points of stress in our daily lives, and we feel like there are walls closing in on us. Please send love and light to us, we really need it right now. Thank you
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June 22, 2021 at 9:18 PM #322696
Catherine Viel
ModeratorI hear you. Sending scads of love!
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June 23, 2021 at 6:09 AM #322706
OneRayLove
ParticipantHi Alex,
Your description makes perfect sense to my personal experiences. Just this morning I became aware of how exhausted I actually feel. I hear people in the streets acting normal, while I lack even energy to get up. Only option was to surrender to be one with an almost paralyzing energy surrounding … which ultimately gave me a sense of peace, like floating in water, but now energy in stead … Oneness.
Also with my dad the “pressure” in his personal life is increasing. His “symptoms” are more of a physical characteristic, but nonetheless they have their impacts far beyond the person himself.
Anyway Alex, based on my own observations In and Out … you are far from alone. I know this isn’t much consolation … yet maybe “actual” proof of change occuring in the outside world.
I’ll send you, Raven and anyone else challenging current heavy times … Light, Love and confidence in Be within Trust. 💞💕💓🌈
Ralph
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June 23, 2021 at 5:58 AM #322703
Lynn Sapp
ParticipantDear Alex,
It’s been a rough go here too the past few weeks … the energies have been feeling intense and heavy , and although I have huge hope and faith that big things are lifting and changing , it was feeling like the absolute opposite … anything that could go wrong was flat out doing so , without reasonable cause or explanation. (small example, the banking machine gobbled up my deposit last week and somehow used it to make a payment on a credit card that has been closed out , zero balance for at least 20 years – instead of putting it into the chequing account I thought I was choosing on-screen . When I found out and talked to banking personnel, they had zero explanation for how an ancient credit card would suddenly be linked up in the system … and are still working on being sure it is sorted out properly and that the money I deposit goes where I need it to next time, because it took a whole week to have it reversed and there were bills waiting to be paid. My only ideas from this end on it now are : was it Mercury Retrograde in action … or also … could it be anything to with QFS
/ NESARA ? In any case, because I’d been already feeling flat and out of sorts, I was not amused and did not handle it with good grace , since aside from the money going into limbo for a week, it also took more than two hours of my time talking to the bank, so frustrating )Powerful cosmic stuff is having its way with us is what I tell myself, and all is as it should be ,and I simply need to breathe my way through it, a day at a time … but meantime it can sure feel like such a challenge when both people in a partnership are feeling as you are, simultaneously, as if something immense is on top of you. You and Raven are in my thoughts and prayers now – hang in there together, and hopefully the weight and stresses will begin to lift soon.
love, Lynn in NS, Canada-
June 23, 2021 at 6:42 AM #322708
OneRayLove
ParticipantI hear you Lynn … and thank you so much for your contribution sharing this story.
Allow me to respond some intuition from my part. The intuition is …
“Everything is connected and All is in a state of being (observed) … everything happens for a reason!”
What I get from that myself, is that we as humans often experience “mistakes” as something that could have been prevented. Then what we tend to do is go in a … very energy consuming attempt … to “fix” things, that should not have happened and are undesirable, unwanted and Not how they should be or should have been!!
What happens is we “blame” ourselves, a process, a machine, a structure or even an organization or government. This energy is a “lower” 3D awareness to get back to how it was before, a controllable comfort way of being.
We as Light Workers should have been sufficiently trained in “surrender” practices … go with the flow … be part of the flow … transmute into Acceptance.
It’s our job to master our own awareness, our corresponding feelings and responses towards ourselves and the world around us. Stay in the Love … stay out of expectations of how the “outside” should change based on our “limited” perceptions.
Surrender into Trust, holding our centre, be aligned In and Out and find peace in doing so … that’s our job! We have been trained and selected to do this …. Be this. It’s our natural state, it’s WHO we are!
It should be easy. If it’s not!? … we are probably resisting!
Glad we have this forum to gather and assist each other holding “a line … being aligned … as One” 🌈💓💕💞
Much love, Ralph 😘🤗
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June 23, 2021 at 6:21 AM #322707
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantThank you guys so much for your support. Something that makes the momentary pain easier is remembering that it can’t last forever. When I feel immense overwhelm and inescapable pressure, I remember that Divine Mother is pressing me into a diamond, she is turning me into something beautiful. Something that Blossom Goodchild’s Federation of Light has said before is that we’ll wish we could go back to before disclosure because we will have no time to rest once people start coming to us for help, so I also see these times of extreme stress as getting a taste of what’s to come, so when I’m in the thick of it, it won’t be so shocking to my system.
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June 23, 2021 at 6:51 AM #322711
OneRayLove
ParticipantWhen I feel immense overwhelm and inescapable pressure, I remember that Divine Mother is pressing me into a diamond, she is turning me into something beautiful.
Exactly Alex … this diamond 💎 is your initial core state, without all “negative human” falsely learned practices of “value and good”. We are cleansed individually and collectively!
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June 23, 2021 at 10:56 AM #322718
Julien
ParticipantHi Alex and Lynn!
I delayed answering here until I could truly send you some supportive and loving energies. I sadly didn’t make time for it last week and it’d have really felt like writing empty words…
I have a lot more “spiritual free time” on my plate Now, so I’ll keep sending you two Love, Ease and Compassion!I can’t say I’ve been getting pummeled by the energies these last few days. They rather felt like an intense spiritual drive from within, especially around the Solstice.
I went through a solid “energetic wrecking” a few weeks back though. It started right as I was returning home from a really dark and draining experience… precisely when I would have thought unable to get through it harmoniously. It does feel like we’re regularly being pressure tested before showtime, Alex.
Not much we can do then apart from accepting it and finding the ever-present Love in the midst of these experiences? I wouldn’t be surprised in the least if it served a Higher purpose as you mentioned here.May you sail in some nicer vibes soon,
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June 23, 2021 at 3:44 PM #322722
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantI wanted to share an update on my mood. Things are still a bit prickly, but significantly better than yesterday. I’m working on staying present more today, despite my brain constantly wanting to have daydreams about arguing with strangers about the masks and vaccine. I know that those daydreams are my inner child telling me that she’s really scared of what’s going to happen on June 30. That day will be when Washington State is supposed to open up completely, and after reading Catherine’s article about California, I just can’t bring myself to be excited about it. However, I decided to be brave today and go to the grocery store without a mask on. I walked inside and, to my deep relief, no one batted an eye at me. I had to try pretty hard to not have a huge grin on my face the whole time I was there. I couldn’t help but smile when I was in an aisle alone though. I feel very proud of myself for overcoming my anxiety.
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June 23, 2021 at 7:55 PM #322735
Catherine Viel
ModeratorI’ll share something about the opening up in CA, Alex…it’s already feeling different, truly open, like people are literally or metaphorically tossing the masks out. At the dentist today I went from the treatment room to Reception, paid the bill, scheduled the next appt, and went on out without remembering to put the mask back on…and no one said boo.
That wouldn’t have happened even a week ago, I don’t think. And one of the receptionists had her mask below her chin the whole time. I think the world is getting ready to give the whole covid farce the big fat communal raspberry it deserves.
Smile big! We’ve all missed grinning, and being grinned at. 😁
Love,
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June 23, 2021 at 8:46 PM #322737
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantThank you for telling me that. I hope people here will act the same way.
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June 23, 2021 at 9:38 PM #322738
Catherine Viel
ModeratorYou’re most welcome, Alex. I think it is just such an adjustment at first people aren’t quite sure how to behave or feel. We’ll get there!
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June 24, 2021 at 5:01 AM #322740
OneRayLove
ParticipantWow great updates the both of you … thanks. I like to read some uplifting change … helps me to fill up my inner hopium too.
In a sense I think … whatever the DS is planning for the future, but this whole toothpaste about the masks is never ever going back into the tube!
I guess this is the possible future “event” I could think of, which potentially could mobilize crowds.
Anyway just my 2 cents.
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June 25, 2021 at 9:55 PM #322807
Catherine Viel
ModeratorI laughed about the toothpaste not going back into the tube. So true. Thanks, Ralph!
Love,
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June 24, 2021 at 7:11 AM #322741
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantI’m curious, has anyone here ever heard of a Reiki practitioner named Paula Vail? She happens to be my teacher. She has a book and a fairly famous podcast.
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June 24, 2021 at 7:28 AM #322742
Lynn Sapp
ParticipantHi Alex,
I’m in Canada , and not familiar with her name – but I don’t do very much on-line period in regards to Reiki, so that doesn’t mean much I know !
I took western style Reiki level 1 and 2 three separate times over the past 20 years , with 2 different masters , and then the teacher I prefer went to Japan to study Jikiden Reiki ( the traditional original format) and eventually I returned to her to learn again , and find that the Jikiden Reiki is what I too prefer now.
If you feel yourself resonate with your teacher , that’s what counts and is so wonderful !as a positive little general update here too from my end, I attended a ConnectingConsciousness Canada zoom meeting for my province last evening , and have found two people not too far away from me who are also keen to meet up in person , and wow what a difference it makes for my mindset today to have new adventures ahead, yay : )
I’d been feeling isolated and gloomy this past couple weeks , and not excited about much of anything … today something’s lifted & shifted, whew.
love to all, Lynn-
June 24, 2021 at 8:14 AM #322744
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantI am very interested to know what Jikiden Reiki is, if you know where I could go study it. I learned Usui Reiki from my teacher.
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June 25, 2021 at 9:59 PM #322808
Catherine Viel
ModeratorHooray for lifting and shifting! I’m feeling it, too.
I haven’t yet tuned in to a CC meeting, but your good fortune with finding nearby members to meet with IN PERSON encourages me to do so. Thanks, Lynn!
Love,
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June 24, 2021 at 8:28 AM #322745
Lynn Sapp
ParticipantHi again, Alex
here is something from the Canadian association to give a bit of info :” The Jikiden Reiki Association of Canada aims at creating a network of Jikiden Reiki teachers and practitioners who facilitate quality training and quality treatments in Canada. It was founded in 2010.
The Japanese Word “Jikiden Reiki” means direct transmission, and this is what we set out to concentrate upon: The essence of Reiki. It is pure, simple and effective.
Wisdom from over 65 years of experience
The Jikiden Reiki Kenkyukai (Institute) was founded in Kyoto in 1999 by Tadao Yamaguchi and his mother Chiyoko Yamaguchi. Mrs. Yamaguchi started Reiki training with Dr. Chujiro Hayashi in 1938 and practiced Reiki every day until she passed away in 2003.
The main branch of the Jikiden Reiki Institute is still located in Kyoto. In the meantime there are certified practitioners and teachers all over the world.”
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and I assume you’ll find a USA association website with contact info for people in your area, Alex, should you choose to look into learning more : )
cheers ,
love, Lynn-
June 24, 2021 at 9:00 AM #322746
AnaelTheRoseAngel
ParticipantThat’s interesting, all the names you mentioned were on my lineage tree given to me by my teacher. They all learned Dr. Usui’s Reiki method too.
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June 24, 2021 at 9:41 AM #322748
Lynn Sapp
Participantyes, that’s right , the Jikiden was not recognized widescale again till about 20 or so years ago – the entire history is interesting : )
A few years ago Tadao Yamaguchi and his son came here to NS , and it was so wonderful to meet him and have him answer our questions .
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June 25, 2021 at 10:01 PM #322809
Catherine Viel
ModeratorI love how Reiki grows and there’s always more to learn.
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