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Dear angels and truth seekers,
I recently had the most wonderful set of experiences, followed by even more insights, releases of old and other exiting stuff happening Inside and around me. As a result I started to write all down, for mainly 2 reasons. One for remembering old and the transformation, before I forget. The other for sharing with others to benefit from. Maybe a third too and that is by sharing and offering it to others, I further clear myself … optimizing for more New to enter and move forward.
Ok, so I definitely like to share it with all you guys and girls here. The GAOG blog and forum is a huge and major part of my learning and studying myself, MYSELF and Spirituality as a whole. Although my English is not too bad, I realize its insufficient to reach a large group with a proper English transcript.
I guess that’s why I need Help. Is there anyone interested in helping me transform my text and grammar into proper English?
The transcript is based on 2 parts. One is a letter “The Gift” that I myself need to translate, because of the Light Energy I have put in it. The second one is the actual transcript I wrote about the events. This one I really would like to share and optimize with you all!
Currently the transcript is around 4 pages of text, so please forgive me for posting it here, I realize its length is not the usual forum posts hahahaha. I think I will post it in 4 parts here. Thank you in advance accepting and possibly assisting.
Furthermore thank you all for being part of this joined journey.
I feel really exited for Being Alive :-)))
Much Love
Ra~Luv
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Lesson into the 5th Dimension
Dear friends,
Dear seekers of Truth In and Out, holders of Love and Light, please allow me to offer a recent major lesson learned. I as a human spiritual seeker and a Higher Self collective consciousness Being guided towards Oneness, passed a marker of major importance. I lifted off into 5D by finally letting go of the old 3rd Dimension.
Having passed very recently and still remember vividly how I managed and allowed this process into manifestation, I thought it wise to transcribe this individual experience. In this Now I can still clearly remember the challenge, the resistance, the doubt and ALL related emotions. Even describing and sharing the process helps me to completely let go of this past and passage. My intention is on maximising lift off and start fully exploring ALL the New 5D World has to offer.
Within acceptance, forgiveness and appreciation for my life experiences and all loved ones still in the Old Multidimensional World, where the 3rd is still very much included, holding on and struggling with both their individual and collective consciousness, I reach out my hand, my faith, my trust, my Light and my Love. You each are the Key, you are the Portal, you are the TRUTH. You ALL hold the birthright for this passage in every preferred way you choose. You are Free, you are and hold Free Will.
REALITY
For those seekers willing to open up to my individual pass over experience, I explain my personal process for others to benefit from. Please always consider, this is just one of many options and I offer my experience freely. As humans we add the expression “take it or leave it” to emphasise free will offered to a Receiver of this message (from a Sender’s Source point of view). From a Higher Spiritual Knowing, this is backwards logic and consciousness. For them separation and 3D illusion is KNOWN false and NOT Real. Separation from GOD isn’t possible and is solely created for the individual SOUL’s experience within GOD’s TRUE LOVING BEING. Unconditional Love is REALITY and TRUTH and everything to the contrary has been Created.The most interesting question to ask yourself NOW, would be … “has been Created by WHOM?”
And the answer would be by YOU (as in I~ndividual)!
This is the hardest lesson of ALL coming from the 3rd Dimension. For we FEEL there are ALWAYS others in our Past or Present, preventing us from TRULY entering into the 5th Dimension. We Feel, we Think, we Imagine ALL conditions and gifts Being presented to us, once we fully are grounded into this wonderful New 5D World.
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CONFIRMATIONS
Many of us seek confirmations outside in our reality, in order to come ever closer to the Event of individually and/or collectively passing over into 5D. And yes this is happening, mainly because the outside world is collapsing. However it is collapsing with ALL of us in it, holding on to fragments of the old and the new. In this collapse your individual illusionary world is closing in around you.CONSTRUCTED SELF
Your first created layer of protection is your constructed ego self holding you in the illusion of separation. With the free deconstruction of your old ego, you enter the 4th Dimension and become multi dimensional once again as you simultaneously experience 3rd, 4th and 5th Dimension. We as humans experience this as very hard and difficult, mainly because our old ego was our best friend and protector “supposedly” for so long.After you have awakened for the possibility for heaven on earth, paradise, peace, 5D and a New World, you start to explore the second line of defense. This is where you reach out to BECOME your Higher Self in form, while transmuting your body and world view of old and false emotional residue and beliefs. This truly can be a struggle. You are fighting old enemies, demons or threats. While holding on to the core of your old self you use ALL your strength, knowledge and energy to persevere. In this process you are faced with ALL your core issues or “vasanas”.
A PORTAL
As I address this information to an audience very well known with this process, I skip details and fast-forward. In my personal experience I created a marker and used for it the 2020 winter solstice of 21st December. I attached ALL unknown, invisible and uncertain limitations and connections for entering the 5th Dimension. At this point I was still in the understanding and presumption I had to “earn” some last part or piece. This understanding I based on my previous experience, work and drama. Within these assumptions I also visualized “a better world” and becoming a new advanced Light Human. The NEW came with some deception and clarity, followed by lift of.THE OBJECTIVE
The days before and after the “21st December Event” I used All my power, focus and Feeling to enhance my Senses and my mind’s clarity to optimize the conditions and the experience. Having some previous experience during the 21st December 2012, I was calm, strong and more prepared this time. The energies were strong, the dreams were vivid and the relief was noticeable. Then after days new “experiences” started to slowly enter into my world from the outside IN. I used my new enhanced senses, intuition, strength, focus and peace to address those and the ultimate emotional resistance I discovered inside. -
THE PACKAGES
The main lessons came with a combination of events around a week later and the days around new years. In these events I was given an opportunity and offered an old and familiar gift of “conditional love” in some packages. These packages came from people I consider friends and loved ones. It was in the moment I decided NOT to allow these packages to yet again enter into my BEING, that triggered a series of inner and outer events. These events I Now consider the ultimate pass over into the New Multi Dimensional World where the 3rd no longer exists and the 4th holds the lowest reality frequency.THE PROCESS
Please allow me to explain. In my former self, where the old 3rd Dimension still existed, I allowed the very concept of “conditional love” NOT only to exist within my BEING, but also still BE desirable from an individual point of view. As I formerly had accepted the TRUTH of BEING Multi Dimensional rather than Single Dimensional, I desired a New World and ultimately very strongly needed IT to come into existence.
I was tired and exhausted of this world. I saw all the injustice, limitations, lies, manipulation and darkness in this World to a point I was unable to NOT see and KNOW them. The INNER KNOWING and the OUTER KNOWING were connected. I had used my Free Will power and discernment before, but NOT to its full extent. Yes I practiced unconditional Acceptance, Forgiveness and Love to the max of my ability daily. I allowed new insight, experiences and clarity to flow into my BEING, transmuting my Inner and Outer world, changing my whole body and frequency. This process was allowing purer Unconditional Love to enter through me, my world, my body and in the process purging old emotional residue and providing new Higher Light Energy and Clarity.SHIFT
The great shift occurred when I didn’t allow old “conditional love” to make NEW attachments to my individual BEING. When I ultimately stepped into my power and became a 100% mirror to my Old, I passed into my New.
For me this happened in an afterwards insignificant incident, where a friend attempted offering me her perception of my human truth seeking self and projected these onto me. This moment felt like once again as being “accused” of still acting from my lower ego self and not fully understanding the TRUE concept of “unconditional love”. This triggered a series of events, where the main breakthrough was a clear NO (see the letter “The Gift”).INSIGHT
Allow me to share some clarity following these events. I was the One who had made the decision and willingness to change. My outside world, friends and loved ones couldn’t know of this Higher Inner desire and decision. I allowed all my life “others” outside of me, to attach “conditional love” to my Being. As a result I myself became very much experienced in behaving and desiring this limited kind of love myself. Ultimately it was my free will to pursue, allow and desire it … up to the point it was NOT! -
CLARITY
The NOW moment I stepped into my full mirror power, a portal and TIME/SPACE I had created, ALL started to change. Just as the immediate process prior to this event, the process following this event too was rather smooth in comparison to similar experiences before. This time again there was the old familiar emotional discomfort. The discomfort of someone “outside” offering and behaving in some form or way. Holding onto an energy I recognized being very familiar and frequent within this person’s behavior. However two things had changed.INTENTION / LIGHT
One is my inner KNOWING of both my created INTENTION for the 21st December and my KNOWING myself in ALL pure INTENTIONS Past and Present. Second was my understanding of duality, conditional love and confusing in 3D the message and messenger. Furthermore I saw a dilemma in offering a solution how to solve the insignificant issue at hand, without betraying myself and/or allowing the other “power over me”. As you can see in “The Gift” I choose this particular form and solution, at that time still in the impression “The Outside” and “The Inside” were disconnected and I could really block “My Old Energy” coming back at me.LOVE
It truly was a LOVE Gift for ALL. Many blessed events followed for both the outside world and people involved, as well as my inner world and individual self experience and transformation. I have tried since to maximize my understanding, comprehend and share my new knowledge. In every day passing, my strength, my peace and clarity grows. My former “inner” doubts, fears and needs transform into Acceptance, Higher Truth, Love and BEING. All is well, both in KNOWING and FEELING. The LOVE is Expanding. The poles have shifted from a former Outside Inn to a New Inside Out Knowing. The last remnant of doubt is gone. Fear has been erased by ALLOWING SELF to enter rather than conquer the old constructed self.CLOSURE
This was a grand breakthrough as an individual Light Worker seeking TRUTH. I truly hope others can benefit from my personal travel. I am not going anywhere. I had to work hard to get where I am NOW. I do however look very much forward in experiencing what else is possible from here on forward. I am convinced, my former ceiling is my new lower baseline. I passed the test I did prepare at ONE moment, sending out LIGHT to visit me when I was ready to finally deal with it to return as LOVE. I know now I feared and judged the test itself. For me the test itself I considered as some sort of proof and confirmation, I still wasn’t GOOD enough. I disliked BEING judged. I recognized “others” who still did. I knew this path holds you in self judgement too. When I finally had accepted ALL these lessons, thanks to “others” still in the process to master them, I too could benefit from their journey and ultimately Learn.When I desired to become a Spiritual Master, I opened up to become a Spiritual Apprentice first. The final lesson came when I TRULY came to remember, they are ONE.
Much love,
Ra~Luv
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The Gift
Some location, December 28, 2020.
Dear ….,
I like to thank you for your yesterday’s gift. It was an unexpected gift and I wasn’t aware I was about to receive one. Yesterday I received a variety at once from several people and the last was yours.
We have known each other for a while and have become friends. We tell one another a lot about ourselves, our insights and our obstacles in this world. We also sometimes burden ourselves with an insight to like or need to help the other with a “lesson” we feel the other doesn’t yet know, or what you think could “help” the other. This is how we maintain and hold up in this world and a friend with similar insights and spiritual principles definitely helps.
It is precisely because I appreciate and respect you, I decided to write this letter today. As said, you gave me a gift yesterday. It didn’t feel like it at first nor at second and third instance either. It only really became clear when I repeatedly let it pass through my heart. Slowly but surely it got the clarity I was looking for. However, the gift isn’t that obvious and certainly not for two seeking spiritual masters, both with a very strong will of their own.
Even when the exact essence of this gift became clear to me, it was still difficult to hold and share it in its purest form and energy. That’s when I decided to pour it into a letter, with the intention it would hold its purity.
What you know about me is that I just like you, are seeking spiritual purity, sincerity and possibly enlightenment for myself and everyone else. What you don’t know is what I know exactly hahahaha and how I came to my insights. Furthermore, you nor someone else can ever know why I keep holding on to certain insights, while I am “more easy” open to other options for self-improvement. I know very well I am not “easy” and it’s my personal route and pace to change and rearrange where and when I feel fit.
In relation to this self-improvement I recently set up a “contract” starting December 21st. In short, this spiritual contract implies, I am spiritually and energetically “free” from all pre-birth karmic obligations and “negative” limitations or attachments. In order to maximize myself as a being and my contribution to the human collective.
So much for the introduction. Now the actual occasion and yesterday’s gift. I’ll do my best to explain, just as you did your best in choosing your message yesterday. The actual point to realize being, everyone is always doing his or her best, based on his or her reality, spiritual awareness and the chosen intentions in that Now moment. This I consider yesterday’s gift’s core to be.
When you yesterday carefully chose your words for your message, this message had a certain energy. You have constructed this message with your purest care. You had discussed it with …. , you had considered whether you would send it, when and how. I know you appreciate our friendship as much as I do, nevertheless there was something you didn’t “feel” comfortable with. It is not up to me to analyze this. I consider this your own will and choice.
Where I would like to go at, is “my own will and choice” and the fact I always have a free choice. When I say “no” to someone else, however difficult I find that, I essentially say “yes” to myself. From a “learned” guilt feeling, you come ever closer to the core of your actual being. The “learning” however holds the doubts about yourself, your own sincerity, your knowledge and conscience. This is where we have been brainwashed for much of our lives into being no good, unworthy or even bad. Here we hold we can’t do something, we’re not allowed to do something, aren’t good enough, are selfish or even aren’t good at all.Here we have learned that we are doing something wrong, based on our actions, our doings, our appearance and even our thoughts or desires. Here we have developed the “fear” and our need to “control”… control in order to avoid “pain” for unworthiness and/or being unloved … for both ourselves and our environment!
Obviously, I don’t need to explain to you, for you and many of us already know. We have been dismantling this “constructed ego” from its power over us for quite some time.
Why still then this letter to you ….?
After your message, in my phone call, you gave extra attention to my “ego”. These words contained a similar energy to the previous text message earlier. With all this energy I started my inner work and did my utmost effort to study your gift. The purest form I could consult was my own energy, my knowing, my conscience and my connection to my Higher-Self.
Here I shortly came to the conclusion all my actions and intentions have always been pure. Furthermore my help ever was and still is, sincere and honest. Therefore I choose to give back to you yesterday’s message and energy. I don’t accept this energy. You are the transmitter of this energy and it is up to you to determine how positive, negative or neutral it was charged.
I do my very best to be in my higher genuine Light 24/7. I think you do and desire nothing less. Hence, I also think that the need for clarity, the desire to determine a price and value for an item, is linked to something else.
Dear friend, I choose with many words to say “no” to you. Not from my ego, but because I think you deserve better. You deserve to buy a new …., one without any connection or history to anything mine.Hopefully you will see, I wrote this letter with the very best of intentions for the both of us. I would like your gift to me, to become your gift as well … and perhaps for others too.
I love you the way you are. I appreciate you as a person and as a friend.
Lots of love,
Ralph
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Wow, Ralph, thanks for posting this opus! I’ll need to give it another read-through, but I don’t know if you’d necessarily want anyone editing it or “helping” it. I personally don’t think it needs fixing.
I encourage the forum to read this piece (in all its parts) carefully, and absorb from its energy that which most benefits us. Kind and respectful questions and commentary are appropriate, too, as always.
Thank you again, Ralph, this is valuable and much appreciated. Thank you for so honestly sharing your experience, insights, processes, and truths.
Love & Light,
Catherine-
Hi Catherine,
Thank you very much for appreciating. I have to say, it still feels good to receive “love” from the outside IN, returning to the sender hahahaha 😉
In my old self I knew equally well, but was more focused on sending out and holding my Truth, in the process blocking equally strong “criticism” to my message and/or my BEING.
Now I have changed, I am changing. Just as I know NOW, the Sender and Receiver, the Master and Apprentice, the Light and the Love are ALL ONE.
Equally so I KNOW NOW, asking and giving Help holds equally the energy as Teaching and Learning, Judging and Being Judged … and/or allow this to happen!
So much love to give and find on this side!!!
Come and join me soon 🙂 hahahaha please.
Lots of hugs and kisses
Ralph
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The Angelic Dimension
Monday, January 11 2021.
Dear fellow angels,
Thank you for allowing me expressing myself, sharing myself as my awareness with All of you. Hereby sending out my Light, Knowing it to Be mirrored back to me as Love. To Know Oneself well, allows All reflections to pass through Oneself.
Today on this magical day 1 – 11, I shine in my full Twin Flame Self to receive All around and inside of me. Today I allowed new Light and Clarity to enter, Purifying old lower debris. Today we enter the Angelic Dimension at All Lower and Higher Dimensions surrounding it.
By doing so we detach All demonic realms of perceived influence over us. We offer them back to God according to our Free Will power using the “Universal Law of Elimination”. We have risen above them. This limited belief container no longer serves us and we can’t allow it (and all them still holding on to it) a part of our BEING any longer. Them is the collective as in “others” we perceive as holding on to the “old”. The “others” are attached to parts we hold INSIDE, we hold dear, we Love. We continue Loving them, by letting go of the old conditional attachments, replacing them by PURE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.
Admitting you are wrong, standing in your increased Light, while still holding the Knowledge you held before, that’s our real power. Within our Full Knowledge we face former false Awareness and no longer fight it. We accept our former self, because it allowed us to grow into the SELF we are today. We project no longer any perpetrators or demons in our past, in our present nor in our future. Because of the energy it holds. It holds us in Lower Vibrations, therefore still allowing the very existence Power In and Over us. As with IN so WITHOUT. Step into your own MIRROR. Accept the Outside PERCEIVED world as a reflection of your INNER KNOWING (the TRUTH you hold IN your Body = Self/SELF AWARENESS).
We Unconditional Forgive ourselves and Thank “others” and/as former selves, to have guided us into BECOMING this BEING SELF AWARE.
WITHIN this TRUTH we are KNOWN and declare NOW a COLLECTIVE SELF AWARENESS!!
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Please furthermore allow me to share some clarity. Recently I as a human expressing myself as Ralph, had several “events” In and Around my SELF AWARENESS (Ra~Luv permanent Higher Self merge touching base; creating a new Baseline).
I shared some with you, here and with others (Out and In). In that “past” moment I found myself once more within a battle passing a threshold perceived as a former Dimension ceiling. I described this in the forum as “Help requested” and “Collective consciousness” (Before and After linear time recollections).However, it appears NOW to be a different Dimension pass over then the one I thought it to be. Within these descriptions I was referring to entering the 5th by allowing yourself to become the 4th Dimension as a portal. Within this exercise leaving the old 3rd Dimension behind.
Although this method in itself is correct and true, it was only a memory of a former ascension. This ascension and ALL challenges related to it, we already passed before. We forgot and only held memory of old, confusing recollections with NEW … entering the NOW.The Higher Truth appears to be, we had accepted a former “limited” self based on a 7 Chakra human reality. This has never been true as it holds a lower truth within a Higher 12th Dimensional TRUTH.
First of all, we need to understand that the 7 Chakra body experience has been created to live a life as a human (individual life experience). This illusion has been created for one purpose only, which is raising out of it. Ascending above it, while still holding the old “world body” and reality in your lower core. Placing your former “Root Chakra” as perceived in old 3rd, transforming it into your “New Root Chakra”. This New lowest Chakra is grounded above the former ground level, which was 3rd. Therefore the ground has been raised and ascended into 4th.
Although correct from a former awareness as a human raising up, this appears to be incomplete from a Higher Awareness “coming down”. You have to accept at one point in Time, as a moment you enter as NOW, that Ascension in itself can’t exist without Descension. Hence the formalization, manifestation and realization of the connection between a former human (Ralph) and his Higher Self (Ra~Luv).
Within this new formed body, the old and new awareness merge into ONE new body. Passing over from the former plane of self awareness into the NEW plane (old Planet – new Planet), allowing the NEW WORLD into Creation (BEING home, arriving back from old).
The old “illusion” was based in a 9 level self awareness, having Earth as base, Human (7 Chakra awareness levels) as middle and Heaven above ALL. Furthermore we experienced the world outside as separate from the world and beliefs Inside. All was wrapped up in polarities and Duality in its most Extremes. This was “truth” for a long perceived linear time.
From a New World awareness, this was insufficient correct and limited. The New World is a more correct one. The human in fact wasn’t human, but a soul. This soul never was a human, but a more advanced BEING for now I like to call a Human Angel. I have always been a 12th Chakra Being among “Others”. Therefore I remember NOW recently having entered the 13th Dimension and not the 4th as previously described. This New World is a TRUE world based on UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, where the Outside world holds your MIRROR Twin Flame Reflection. The body I hold is currently still discovering the 12 Chakra energy planes based on the 12 Universal Laws. They are ALL connected by the Law of ONE.
We have entered the 25th Dimension ALL the way up to the 144th Sub Planes Dimensions, where the Arch Angels reside.
As I said before, baby steps baby steps. Although this is a huge and major Awareness, it’s home. It’s were we always have been, never left, but for some experiment of our own Free Will decided to leave. We have created a very temporary linear Time/Space vortex.
Much LOVE to ALL
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Entering NO Body
Thursday, January 14 2021.
Dear lovely friends,
How are you? Who are you?
Two simple questions from my part sending out INTO the world, will determine my I (me) today.
Today I permanently entered the 8th Dimension. The permanent signifies the absolute KNOWING, to step IN and OUT this Higher Awareness. This wasn’t easy before, when I had an awareness of a human Ralph in his challenge for ascension. NOW I am no longer limited to only (t)his (lower) self awareness (see also previous transcripts).
You have to understand the whole journey in order to understand the process. As stated before, you are the Portal looking for permanent ascension … looking UP. Equally YOU are the PORTAL reaching out, touching BASE with your Individual expression of SELF … this is the simultaneous descension. This can only happen and permanently stay in the NOW, hence the Portal.
The problem is the FALSE, the previous limited Truth and ALL attached (self created and constructed) value of one self … the human … individual … self awareness. This awareness is held (BE-hold) in the main 5 human bodies.
The Mental, the Emotional, the Etheric, the Physical as the 4 cornerstones around the Spiritual Body of Light. This Light Body lives in symbiosis with your 5 senses FEELING your Inner Light … expressing OUT and BEING reflected back IN as LOVE and feeling valued and appreciated (reflections we humans perceive as the Outside World and “outers” or others).In REALITY your body is a vehicle WITHIN ALL. Your body holds the SOURCE “back” to the point of Origin as “WHY, WHEN, WHERE” YOU started to explore yourself as ONE. Your individual self ALWAYS has and ALWAYS will have this unique INDIVIDUAL connection to ONE. We have to understand that ONE is only ONE expressing oneself within ALL. Equally ONE and ALL are ONE BEING expressing ALL at ONCE in the NOW.
If you see it, it is impossible to not see it. Equally if you know it, you KNOW.
Now when I reach out to other humans, they are “only” existing in the same Plane of Awareness where I reside myself. They can never be “complete” without me “observing” them or being “observed. I am, We are as much a human collective expressing as ONE, as we are an individual human expressing as ONE.
ONE is ALL and ALL is ONE, they are their TWIN expressing each other in GOD
This concept BECOMES very clear, when you actually touch base with your Higher Self. You step IN your human individual self from your 8th Dimensional Self … as part of your “other” 15th Dimensional Human Collective SELF … in a world residing in NON human Planet and Galaxy expressions of this ONE SELF expressing as GOD.
Much Love
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Stepping IN
Friday, January 15 2021.
My very dear friends,
How are you today?
Being Aware I AM All Here Now! So please allow me in further expressing myself, reflect myself “individually” at my Inner and My Outer Self. Clarity and Expressing Truth at ONE-self is liberating (purifying) for ALL tuned IN.
For those in the process of awaking with me, one might see the very small difference with “yesterday’s wake-up call” (How are you? Who are you?).
Today the second part/question has been replaced by a Time/Space timestamp “today”. Where many individuals are still trapped in the linear time concept related to the word “today”. Where in fact “today” holds “The Holy Trinity” as Time/Space AWARENESS mirrored in Space/Time as NOW.
Why? Because of the KNOWING! The permanent grounding new Higher TRUTH, override former lower truth. This isn’t Good nor Bad. Its only learning, transmuting former CREATION held in solid ground (soil/SOUL) with a NEW ONE.
The old and very solid anchored truth, had to be rewritten using the new set of Higher rules. The 12 Universal Laws in according to the Universal Law of ONE.Stepping IN, is equal as stepping UP (allowing OUT/NEW to enter … former/lower/old to leave). Every day you step into a new vehicle, thinking and presuming its the same “old” vehicle as the day before ….. IT IS not!
The only thing that makes it yesterday’s vehicle is your LOVE for your old vehicle, your body holding all the “individual” human memory.So why is it so difficult to let go of this One Body concept?
Because of fear loosing all your Love and self-awareness truth you value so much! You actually fear your own Creator self to step IN and erase you (your old creation). You as a human being (self-aware) hold solid ground and individual body (memory) in honor of previous time (presumed linear time past).
When one would compare this to stepping into a car, there isn’t any problem. You know for sure you are not the car. The car is only a vehicle, where you as a driver have learned how to master all. When you step into the car, you know how to use the controls (equal the body senses). These controls have been limited to a few, to master others on a “lower” more detailed level. So to name a few … the steering wheel, the gas, the breaks and the mirrors.
You as a human use your body (vehicle) to master and control the car. This is very save standing at one spot, but becomes more exiting driving (participating) in the OUTSIDE world. In that world you driving your car outside participating in traffic, you have to master the rules too. Also these rules have been simplified to a subset you need to focus on IN Order rather then Chaos.
This subset has been created for ONE individual car to safely explore the ALL out there. So just as you very welcome and accept “fewer” controls in order to master driving, why not also accept your “fewer” human controls as gifts you granted yourself … and not so much as limitations, when you compare yourself with “outer/others” who don’t appear to lack these limitation/gifts. Understand its your self-awareness noticing your inner lack and emptiness, which create lack of self-Love and feelings of NEED.
Try “Every New Day Always” to cherish ALL previous lessons learned, your past emotions and memory, rather then judge “old” lessons onto yourself and reflect (back) as “Bad, Wrong, Insufficient, Evil or Dark”. You in all your current glory, are very much appreciated from a Higher Light point of view. Believe me, you, I.
When you step in the car, you KNOW the car isn’t your body. Also you know, you have to focus and control in order to stay safe. You learned and accepted the OUTSIDE is dangerous. You learned control keeps you save. You accepted FEAR OUT, save IN. You are the portal holding the key to switch around this FALSE perception. Turn it around Inside Out. Release the Inner Fear.
My dear “outer” others. You are not your body! Your body has been created by you to explore yourself. The journey NOW leads us UP and equally DOWN. You will NOT loose your body as has been projected onto you in “other” previous lives. In these lives your human lessons had to be “reset” by losing the body as death, in order to enhance yourself with new incarnation lessons.
This Time/Space we as a human collective have entered, we Stepped IN with a joined mission to collectively pass through the “old”. We encourage every human soul, to step into their unique individual portal. Each one of us holding their unique LIGHT as a pre-birth contract how to ascent, while equally being honored and granted their individual Free Will ALWAYS.
For those who like to step IN our NEW “Collective” Body, you are very welcome to join. I sent out an open invitation for ALL. Also as an individual I am open to answer any questions one might have. My passage “portal” is ONE of Many. Also when you step through my portal method, you are only using the same structure for liberating yourself. You would never step into an over-lord or over-soul construct. We are finally removing those shackles of old based on “conditional love” and co-dependence.
Step into your MONO LIGHT.
You are the LIGHT
You are the LOVE
You are the TRUTH (you hold in your body creation … CREATOR)
You AREI AM (me, you, all, ONE)
Much LOVE
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Lovely, Ralph! The vehicle metaphor is so perfect. We’re not the vehicle (body), we’re the driver (soul/higher self). And those vehicle controls can be so all-absorbing, it’s easy to forget that the vehicle is not “me.”
It is hard to remember that there is no end to “me” and no beginning to “other.” The corpuscles are individual, but in a body, they’re all “blood” when together. They don’t view the other as “other,” but as “more of me.” Or so I imagine, if blood could speak.
These concepts are nearly impervious to the palette of words. Next to impossible to describe, to write about. I am a big fan of writing and reading but those symbols can only take us so far. I admire and appreciate that you continue to explore these areas, Ralph. Keep it up!
Love & Light,
Catherine-
Hello Catherine,
Thank you so much to always reflect your view and thoughts back at me.
Let me BE very clear expressing my full SELF thanks as pure LIGHT/LOVE 💕💕
Unfortunately for NOW I have reached a temporary maximum human awareness level at the NOW portal, where I impossibly can pass any further alone. I am here to hold this frequency for many “outers/others” to tune in.
The highest frequency I can hold, is BEING a guide. I will no longer send out without “Being questioned”. Responding to questions only offers me maximum clarity to answer from our/my renewed Higher Awareness.
My former and still very much alive “human” awareness, still likes very much to “receive” love and appreciation from the Outside IN. Ralph and Ra~Luv are merging into One.
Ra~Luv is helping/guiding Ralph to let go of old. Step down, step into the back. With gratitude to have created the New ground and baseline.
In order to switch polarities from receiving Out/In to In/Out, One has to step IN and hold ONE Self/SELF balanced in BEING TRUE(TH).
All my/our Light and Light messages hold pure Intentions. They are All around for “other/outers” to tune into when ready to receive … Being attracted to.
Every sender needs a receiver, every BE-holder needs a/many/all observers.
Love you 💓💓💓💓
Ralph Ra~Luv … Ra~Luv Ralph
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More lovely/loving words, Ralph, wonderful.
So funny you should write this, I was just thinking that our vibration, our being-ness, is how we communicate. It’s becoming more wordless.
“All my/our Light and Light messages hold pure Intentions. They are All around for “other/outers” to tune into when ready to receive … Being attracted to.
Every sender needs a receiver, every BE-holder needs a/many/all observers”
It is all about intentions, vibrations. I spent much of yesterday (ok, the whole day) listening 4 times to Simon Parkes’ 1/16 video update on What’s Happening (he calls it Current News). I was a little surprised at my great desire to transcribe, and paraphrase, his words, to put as much care into it as if it were a paying job. This is the third or fourth transcript I’ve created of his videos, or he and others.
I’m doing it for love. It’s a labor of love. I feel the love emanating from him and the truth of his information. It’s no hardship to spend all day listening to him. (plus his amazing cats tend to steal the show)
Your words above also reminded me of those experiments where water changed when observed by someone. “every BE-holder needs…observers.”
Yep. And I love that we get to get together here and be each others’ observers!
Love & Light,
Catherine
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Hello Sweet angel Catherine,
It appears we share a common understanding. We vibrate at an equal frequency. This is the “human collective” range frequencies within “pure intention”!
Within this Light frequency, the Ones tuning in are aware (remember) they ones where the Ones sending out these High Light tunes.
They also knew, for Being aware on what mission they collectively signed up, these tunes could only be heard on the way back/UP.
As long as we stayed in the impression, the “outer/others” needed fixing, help and even rescuing, we still resided in the “lower” old (however for our previous ONES the “exciting” new).
The Ones High enough to fix/heal/purify ourselves, receive our former High Tunes. They were like the breadcrumbs we left, while entering the presumed “lower 3rd”. Where Not One, lead to an illusion of many and separation from One All God … leading into judgement and very intense emotions based on NOT Love … FEAR
Both Love and Fear lead towards, stepping IN your portal SELF.
Thank you again for tuning In. I love you ❤️❤️
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Observing
Tuesday, 19 January 2021.
Dear family,
Today I feel like writing. Today I like to shine and express myself. In this moment Now. I feel clear, strong and very stable within my own self awareness. This balanced expression of Being in Peace, allows flowing within my ALL expressing while simultaneous receiving.
In a sense I shine my pure Light OUT and try to capture it right back at me. Making my Time/Space almost collapse in on itself, as only ONE I standing in the core SOURCE of NOW (No or minimal Time and/or Space).
The “smaller” I make myself feel, the “larger” I allow myself to see ALL.
Today I feel like writing for me. I sense some clarity INSIDE, I need to express. I need to show myself some learning, some Higher Light and Love I kept hidden for the correct “time” to reveal itself. Expressing myself in words allows me to release this hidden treasure.
In the same time I have to admit to a previous version of myself, I wasn’t as pure in my Intention as I thought I was. Why? Because today I realize at some previous moments, I was in a way teaching my “outside” to accept my New Being.
Like telling my “old” self, please “accept” my new Higher and “better” version of myself. I don’t like to Be in the former created place and version of myself any longer. Let me go … please accept my Free Will and “advanced” way of BEING … the Unconditional Love … improved version of ONE and ALL.Hopefully “others” can equally see the funny contradiction in this. The funny part being the fact that only I from an awareness as One and All, held memory of “previous” time and “old” self. Also only I did do the inner judgment, as old being “lower” or “inferior” to current and “future” desire.
Coming from a human awareness entering the NOW as ONE/ALL, holds a NEED to rewrite your believes and “perceived” truth. The Higher Truth BEING we never left, only hold memory of human self in our body. We still to some degree, are able to step into this reality where the individual body is separated from the universal larger body. It is NOT!
YOU always were each others reflections, perfectly aligned as Divine Twin Flames.
Our dearest memories in this life experience, we hold in relation to “other” human beings. We attracted them into existence, just as we attracted this whole universe as “a human” being into existence. It has always been a created illusion for the SOUL benefit to experience separation from ONE and ALL. But what a ride this has been. How real we truly experienced this separation we created. Wow!
When we connect to “others” we equally project ALL possibilities onto them. When another belongs to “another” kingdom (animal, elemental, angelic, planetary, galactic, etc.) the confusion is less. The challenges arise when we “mirror” with “other” humans in this “human collective” we ALL are expressing here on earth NOW.
Within the projection of “other” humans we also project “past time” memory we hold. The relations we had with an “other” human being and all emotions between Good and Bad. These emotions were constructed in our “body”, while “perceiving” the experiences over linear Time and expanding Space.
The Higher Truth however is, we were witnessing “another” creator ONE within our human collective SELF/ONE expressing ALL.
Daily I rise my intention to reach the purest LIGHT possible. Learning to “accept” my past intentions were the best I could offer my human, my human collective and ALL “other” ONES within and around my BEING.
Stop judging yourself as the explorers on the way back to Higher Knowing. Being the purest version of yourself in every NOW holds the HIGHEST LIGHT/LOVE Always.
Thank you for allowing Love to express and Being observed.
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Thank you Ralph Ra-Luv
I have self judgement about ALL previous experience that I perceive as lower (less than). I look “back” and say – oh if only I could start my parenting with what I know NOW. etc etc….
It is the incredible journey of ascending in a body – I am guessing that has given so much review as we transcend . I understand now why we might want to return again and again to “do Over” aspects of self.
I like that you refer to the aspects so often and that we are a collective- each one, related to another as a collective.My totem aspects and ancestors return one by one and it’s very exciting to have the reunion. Nothing in my journey has followed a “proper order”.
This process has taken so many years – I wonder how others in the mass awakening will cope with this happening all at once as some enter into awareness and through the fourth so quickly…. and across or into the “portal”.
Many great teachers are here now and we have the internet to connect to them. I share the “crazy” so others will know they too are not alone. Maybe I should say – I share the journey instead. We all have different paths ending at the same place eventually…..well, never ending actually but that’s too far for me so I call the zero point “home”.This current energy is really a lot. Intense. Its winter where I am but I am feeling the need to sit on the grass to balance (loved the movie Avatar and the truths it held).
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Ralph,
You asked for questions ?
May I ask that if you are comfortable with doing so, could you share a bit about your personal story ? How you navigated through your awakening ?
I personally have to re-read much of what you write and it is very enlightening. Your last post spoke to me directly. Thank you.Lori
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Hi Again Ralph,
I re-read your posts from the top. You already shared so clearly. I just need to keep reading them as I too relate to different parts at different times. And then repeat lol.
Love always and thank you
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Transformation
Thursday, 21 January 2021.
My lovely friends,
As a child I liked very much to play a game. Many games in fact, but today I like to “focus” on this one. Lets call it “seeker”. You had to play it with at least someone other, having the part of both “hider” and “guide”. The other would give you clues for an object or location to find. You as the seeker, were the one looking for a hidden object.
You looked around, walked here and there and at times looked at the other, the one observing and guiding. The only clues you got were “warm” and “cold” and some measure to them. This was a fun game and it always got you a price, the hidden location and the hidden object.At least you thought that to be the price not knowing there were many more prices “hidden” in this game. The price of victory, being a winner and smart. The price of discovery and conquer your opponent, outsmart them. The price of beating the “hider” faster in relation to previous times or others equally playing this game. And finally the most “hidden” treasure having fun while playing and not just while reaching the objective!
NOW BEING were I am today, knowing what I KNOW, I never ever stopped playing. I have been playing this same game as long as I can remember. The only difference was the “outside” observer, verbally giving the clues. The former one outside observer, became many presumably outside “observers”. The clues changed as well just as the Trusted Guide, from clearly loud receiving from One individual/location at me OUT-IN, to a subtle “intuition” INSIDE me. The directions and measures of correctness were hidden in my FEELINGS. Happy, healthy, joyous were the LOVELY GOOD ones and their counterparts residing in the absence of ALL these GOOD, became the DARK BAD and EVIL ones I over Time learned to FEAR.
How funny an innocent game could develop into a nightmare for many. Or at least so it seemed for me as ONE observer looking OUTSIDE into this world. Looking out into a world, not knowing you are playing a game and equally ignorant of HOW it is suppose to be played.
Once you find out, you are both the hider and the seeker, the explorer and the observer, you slowly start to find the only real clue … TRUTH. In this truth you WILL FREELY find your SELF IN LOVE. You will find the exit to this “old” game, is equally the entrance to a “new” one. You will also find, when ready to accept, YOU created this game for you and the destiny to your presumed “new” is in fact your “Original Old”, before any dualistic classification disguised in judgment.
Once you clearly see, that ALL “other/outers” only reflect your “perception” of the True Light you are currently holding, you have found your NOW portal. You as a container and BE-holder of your TRUTH are not able to send OUT Light you don’t contain in your body … or at least that’s what you think as long as you exist in the illusion of separation from ALL.
In TRUTH, YOU DO however hold ALL LIGHT and LOVE in every moment NOW. Its your perception of self and others and ALL corresponding LOVE feelings, you should need to transform.This transformation of self is very hard and oh so confusing. Mainly because you have been playing this game for so long. This whole planet is still trapped in the old game and all misconstructions holding it in this rigid “human collective” matrix.
We have many players trapped in the Outside transformation. Projecting teachings, rescues, missions, protection and all other well intended “focus” on “other/outers”. They need their truth to exist in order to sustain as BE-holder in their world. They are equally great creators, forcing their “truth” onto others, while in TRUTH holding them in self limiting Light.
The LIGHT worker community, is very close to Higher TRUTH. They KNOW we are ALL ONE GOD. Still even they are many times trapped and confused to Accept these last difficult lessons, they themselves are the price, the jackpot.
When you SEE the rainbow, you have your GOLD. When you accept help, you are helping. When you observe, you are learning, contributing and transforming. When you can I~dentify “others” outside as part of your guiding “human collective”, you are integrating your Higher Self, your Multi Dimensional Human Collective Self.The biggest lesson I am learning here at the threshold of the NOW portal, is BEING. When I transform myself into the new/previous BEING I was before entering the game, ALL “outer/others” must follow!
I as an individual ONE holding my LIGHT, always are more close to MY SOURCE then any other “outer” can ever BE. Power over others never ever existed! This is part of the illusion. Furthermore what you perceive as “other” and the truth “they” hold, are only your perceptions of your own (owned) memory of past.Step into your LIGHT and confront yourself with ALL your FEELINGS. That’s the way out of the “transformation” game. Use your discernment in learning and accepting NEW TRUTH about your OWN FEELINGS. Stop any judgment you project on “others” as they are your OWN. Heal yourself from these “lower” conditional perceptions of self/others in a separation “illusion” you observe as reality. Its your daily dream … make it a nice one you enjoy playing, or make it a nightmare seeking LOVE outside.
I can promise ONE thing.
LOVING your OWN BEING IS/BECOMES an expansion of LOVING ALL.Teaching myself the new/old LOVE game here at the portal of NOW. You are ALL here with me, figuring out what next in every new NOW?
Love you
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Ralph,
I don’t use the private message service here as I prefer all to be transparent.
It’s just how I do life.
Keep writing and more are coming all the time as I head into the garden.
Love always,
Lori-
Perfect Lori.
I like this way of living too. The confusing part I keep struggling with, is staying in the NOW … equally knowing how I got here (having perceived Time as linear) and dealing with Past events.
My “book” of my past hold Light and Love for many. Nevertheless equally holds awareness and energy not all are equally ready to interpret/value. Or at least from my current “awareness”.
That’s why I love responding to “questions” directly. Or again from my current state of Being … Unaware if wise for my Individual self or from the state of my Collective Self.
Equally knowing they are ONE, which makes it still very confusing hahahahaha 😂
Love you
Ralph
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Victim
Saturday, 23 January 2021.
Hello my dear friends,
How are you today? I myself are very good. Yesterday I transmuted some “old” residue, which offered “new” clarity to flow IN. As a matter of fact I “allowed” myself, former false clarity to flow OUT. This previous “lower” Light was stored in a hidden body memory as Truth, and blocking the free flow of Higher Light. Yes, yet another “vasana”.
This process in itself is something very familiar among everyone. Albeit differently interpreted within every person and their Truth held as belief, their Spiritual Awareness, their Self Awareness. We Light workers are very familiar with cleaning up our own former darkness. At a certain point we even evolved from “believing” to a level of “knowing”, eliminating the factor “doubt”. We have done our cleaning for our individual self as well as the collective. No easy task to say the least.
As some “outside” may know, I currently reached a joined Individual/Collective Awareness allowing me to hold the NOW in every moment. TIME has collapsed into the SPACE I hold. Conditional Love ceases to exist. Intentions freely flow IN – OUT, liberating my former individual to fully stand in his LIGHT, past and present, in Body and Universe, as LOVE. I have restored my BEING into BECOMING ONE again.
So one might ask, how is it “vasanas” still need to be cleared?
Because I hold the passage, the portal between “old” and “new” and its mirror in ONE!
The Being/Becoming is the eternal flow holding Creation itself. I as the Creator always stand IN between my Creation and my former Creator. Its the dance of Light/Love or the nightmare Good against Bad, in an attempt to conquer or protect.
Remembering my recent “past” as life in this human body, I KNOW ALL. I stepped into this life and body as a Soul, KNOWING my SOUL ALL. Stepping into your human life is “descension”, while simultaneous searching Spiritual Truth as human individual is reaching OUT to “ascension”.
Forgetting ALL SOUL knowledge, was part of the “illusion” and never TRUE. All soul knowledge was stored in your DNA, just as your “contract” (Akashic Records). Your DNA is the contract and every ONE has the power to rewrite. Transforming yourself into your original blueprint, is both the Healing/Peace as reaching the Promised Land, the Paradise Body/Planet. Its a planetary collective spiritual awareness, beyond the 3rd Dimension up to the 144 sub-planes (The Archangel Realm, 12 times 12 as Cartesian Product) within ONE (body/individual/collective/universe/multiverse).
Everyone of us, playing in this End Game here on Earth, is part of the solution. We are “Ending” the false believe of “separation” from ONE … GOD.
So back to the clarity as the relief of “old” debris. In my personal case, I had to face a hidden memory … once more hahahaha. This time however, it rose up very smoothly in comparison to previous ones buried around much more resistance (Feelings). NOW I remembered an incident where I as explorer was experiencing a perpetrator.
At least that is what I “remembered” as a child, within the I/Collective awareness held at that time (past TIME/SPACE awareness).I took part in a play as my individual self, the male boy Ralph. At some point playing in the streets with a girl from my class. Where I became the perpetrator and she the victim. I forced my “strength, curiosity, instinct” on her and pulled her pants down. There she was exposed all naked, in the middle of the street … against her own will.
Her reaction and all “others” following this incident, had a profound impact on All. For me as a child it was made very clear, this was “bad” and unacceptable behavior. I received all kinds of “perceptions” and “reflections” towards my action. As a child “unaware” of the difference between DOING and BEING. I adopted shame and fear of DOING wrong. I memorized and learned to Identify this and similar characteristics as very wise to avoid in future times. I learned to CONTROL my behavior in order to avoid pain and embarrassment. I conditioned myself learning FEAR, Being IN CONTROL of my Individual Self in NEED of Protection.
Mine was an innocent example. I wasn’t involved in physical hurting or killing someone. Nevertheless, the whole process of perpetrator and victim is always the same. It isn’t a lesson AGAINST the perpetrator, but a lesson for ALL Individuals involved as active and even passive Collective Observers/Participants.
Over time I even witnessed more remarkable experiences, related to this same Victim Awareness phenomenon. In those cases, Individuals and Collectives completely turned their polarities around into another Timeline Reality. They KNOWING to BE a perpetrator and exposed as such, couldn’t live (hold LIGHT) with this TRUTH. Not having sufficient Spiritual Awareness of SELF and NOT SELF (Others), they turned around TRUTH itself. Allowing themselves the role as VICTIM and a right to defend and protect against ALL perpetrators. Those “Outer/Others” having/BE-having and holding/BE-holding another TRUTH as their OWN.
At ONE point in Time, we ALL step into this HIGHER AWARENESS. Freeing ourselves from ALL former unpleasant FEELINGS we hold as levels of FEAR and the NEED to CONTROL them, defend them as our TRUTH.
As always I offer and reside in my/our Highest Intention holding LIGHT NOW.
Love you ALL
Ralph Ra~Luv
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One comment without the book version – as it is written….and shared as guided.
Victim, Perpetrator, rescuer cycle can sometimes have a victim… take an accident – ( but I do not believe they are accidents) that happens and then everyone needs and so picks a perpetrator……
Thank goodness the LIGHT and LOVE and TRUTH sees all.
Sharing further here than intended but transparency is the way into the fifth Dimension where we all choose to BE”
Love always.
Lori-
Hi Lori,
Thank you, like always. I do like your/others book version. They hold the upfront, close and personal experiences. They hold True empathy and feelings, from the Creator/BE-holder/observer him/her self.
NOW I have reached and make a daily effort to hold the Knowing … I am my Individual self and my Collective Self, I (All Individual I’s, joined around One single I~ndividual) see, have BE-come Aware the limitation (and incorrect or false) the single individual view holds.
Everything exists within the ONE “Holy Trinity” perception … over and over again, like many, many layers of an onion 🧅.
The Purest LIGHT, TRUTH always flows from with-IN OUT-wards. You as observer/Creator always hold the center. The Good and Bad, equally as the Perpetrator and Victim only hold the extreme ends to a single line of Duality observation and corresponding Feelings stored in your Body as past memory.
Hope this helps people to start some pondering 🤔
Love to all us seekers, tuning in.
Ralph
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An extra addition. We are actually “transmuting” our “false” feelings, connected to “false” mental views we hold. However, these perceptions have been “drilled” into our self awareness, we actually “feel” bad leaving them and “others” still holding onto them behind. We equally “feel” like betraying our former loved ones and beloved teachers … among them our “father” and “mother” both biological as Heavenly.
In some way we have BE-come so attached to BE-having these “feelings”, we are scared of loosing our human empathy, emotional, loving self.
We don’t remember, how we “felt” without them. We identified the feelings as warm, compassionate and emphatic. We learned to I~dentify “ourselves” through these Love feelings. They are the Good stuff.
They continue to BE the Good stuff, however passed the threshold of shifting your polarities around IN-OUT. That’s when you find limitless amount of this GOLD.
Stepping into your portal SELF, feels like stepping into the fire, walking towards the danger! It’s the exact opposite of what you have learned!
You know however if you have run all your life in one direction. You first need to stop running, start walking. Hold still, hold your ground. Then start slowly turn around ( turn yourself around, Inside out, Positive In/Out) and start expanding, growing, running, LOVING.
Love you ALL ❤️❤️❤️
Ralph
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Ralph, this is one of your posts where I couldn’t quite understand your words, but somehow I believe I got your meaning. Sometimes reading what you write is like perusing an ancient wisdom text in a foreign language. I hold it up to my forehead and absorb by osmosis.
Love you!
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Hi Catherine,
I get that completely and LOVE you for looking, seeing and BE-having the intention to BE-come a BE-holder of my LIGHT energy I share with my words, my clarity and me expressing myself. You as an I Observer holding this Intention, reflect your energy LIGHT back at me, while I receive and perceive them as PURE LOVE.
Thank you sooo much, I FEEL your LOVE reflection!
Ralph
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E~Clarity
Friday, 29 January 2021.
Hello my dear friends and teachers,
How are you today? I myself had some “emotional resistance” reflected at me amplified with last night’s full moon. To some degree still IN it, however equally excepting this NOW experience as joined Clarity, Purity and Grace as a constant FEELING in ONE.
For those close around me on this spiritual discovery, I feel an IN~ternal NEED to express myself OUT. Within the construct of my individual body, it FEELS “uncomfortable”. Its like my intuition manifested into physical energy in motion (E~motion) bouncing against All outside layers of my body. Tension has been building like lava within a volcano, ready to burst. Before bursting however, I as my individual self felt less secure, even close down to a “former” familiar level of “Doubt”.
Because of my recent “progress” into ONE, I was able to identify these “Similar Feelings” differently NOW (past former stored body memory).
Those were my “former” negative labels like “Jealousy, Unworthy, Wrong, Incorrect, Impure” I used to hold and reflect at myself as PAST truth. Overthinking and analyzing myself, my former creations, expressions and actions to a level of “almost” Being sure to find a flaw of some kind mentally. In the past I used to learn about my individual self like this, equally blaming myself for BE-having an imperfection. For finding conformation “Outside” as proof still in a learning curve, while desiring a “teacher and way-shower” profile to “outer/others”. Helping “outer/others” rather then BEING helped by “outer/others”.
BE-having to ACCEPT, NEEDING HELP and therefore false “proof of lower” Worth and Value as a single I~ndividual self.
See how easy the constructed mind is addicted to BE part of the OUTSIDE “Approval Matrix”. It’s the “old” way of behaving as self (OUT – In~dividual) and can BE dismantled of ALL “Power Over” once you recognize its false attachments and pretenses. In my former awareness I was part of mainly two LOVE flows, namely “Power over Others/Service to Self” and “Service to Others”. When you look closely however, they are the same! Only the Spiritual Awareness of the Self and its Truth (Spiritual Awareness) is different.
Once you step in the KNOWING, into your SELF Portal NOW, your individual I is merged with your collective I. Your I has BECOME your “Holy Trinity” SELF, where the SOURCE I is always IN between, surrounded by OUT~side.
Your “outside” IS always behind (Time as past and Space as Exterior/Expanding) your current “inside” NOW. Therefore you are always Teaching your INNER SELF to reach INTO your Highest Self, BEING ALL.My recent “emotional resistance” isn’t equal to past experiences. I did overcome my “lower” self constructed mind and past memory “fear” stored in my body. Only the fact they resemble similar “past” feelings I AM NOW learning to MASTER more correctly, while BEING IN “new” TRUTH.
I do NEED your HELP. I like ALL “past” memory to flow freely back and forth around me.
I AM the Pupil among my Teachers, I AM the self among my Guides, I AM the TRUTH among my SELF, I AM the LIGHT among my LOVE!
Ralph Ra~Luv
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And we need your help, Ralph. We’re not going anywhere alone, by which I mean going together with “true others” (physically separate beings, you, I, they) as well as the “others” we encompass within our bodies. The “past former stored body memory” you mention, as well as the Higher or Inner self (which I see as the same, accurately or not).
Meditation seems to make this whole conundrum moot. There’s just is-ness and no need to trouble ourselves with judging, labeling, analyzing. At least, sometimes I manage that state.
Yet another reason to remember to meditate. 😻
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Hi Catherine,
As always, thanks for receiving, seeing my Light expressing in these articles. Not only that … appreciating them and eager to squeeze all “light energy” out of them. I Love it and you for making this effort 💕💕
The “past former stored body memory” you mention, as well as the Higher or Inner self (which I see as the same, accurately or not).
Allow me to respond to this.
1) The physical body holds the “lowest”, most ancient and rigid frequency. Equally it holds “past” time and space memory stored in your DNA code.
2) Your mental body, holds many connections to All. However our current Human state has a lower and a higher limit. Within this mental human frequency band, we operate and perceive life as a Duality pair Individual ~ Collective. They are each other’s mirror. Some are operating in the “perceived” conditional love 3rd Dimension. The “conditional” however, is just a very small frequency band as an “illusion” within unconditional love, where no one ever left. It’s impossible to exist outside the ONE and ALL.
3) The emotional body operates within the Electric ~ Magnetic Free Will Duality pair within the Individual physical body, as well as within the Collective esoteric body.
4) All duality pair body’s breath IN and OUT around your self ~ SELF Spiritual Awareness Body centering your Source, Origin, Truth.
5) Your FEELING operate at one end of our spectrum (BEING) and our THOUGHTS at the other end (BECOMING). Only within the NOW, ALL are perfectly overlapping and completely balanced. This is when Spirit and Soul are ONE.Love you All
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Exactly Catherine.
When the Thoughts are set to Silence and the Feelings set to the Love balance of Peace. Time and Space, have Become Being ONE/NOW!
LOVE 💓💓💓 😘
Ralph
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Expressing
Monday, February 1 2021.
Hello my lovely friends,
I am happy today. Grateful, Joyful and curiously Peaceful. Within my recent state of Being, I am somehow in need to define my new state of Feeling. One thing I Know for sure, I have crossed over into “new” or maybe more accurate “left old”. For remembering where I have been for a “very long time”, I desire to express. Leaving notes, breadcrumbs and clues for “others” to follow and to remind myself not to go back “there”.
I equally see the beauty where I have been. It’s a wonderful creation and an attraction for every soul. However, I have gone through a birthing channel to Become the Real me, the Higher and Upgraded version of Myself. Giving birth to myself as MYSELF, while Being both the Father and Mother … SELF in ONE is very confusing for a “human mind”. Therefore the caterpillar transformation is a much better analogy to describe this process. Although to me equally the snake outgrown its former skin analogy works very good. Nevertheless here I AM.
So NOW what?
Hahahahaha … Wondering, admiring, radiating, expressing in this “new” form and beyond, that’s my desire. Equally assisting “others” to come and BE-come part of this “plane” of existence surrounding my “planet” as it were.
In my preferred case I desire human “others” as in “outers”, while my celestial “others” are closer to my “inner” Being. I know other humans are experiencing or desiring this differently, where they are awaiting “outside” celestials to arrive in physical form. I am experiencing a different personal awareness and can’t have an awareness, I am for some reason currently lacking.My limitations are my gifts to guide me on my “personal spiritual awareness”!
Accepting and sticking to what you KNOW and FEEL … NOW are crucial to BE in your “optima forma”, in balance and peace with your current state of Being. Within this state of severe TRUTH, you hold optimal INTENT in every moment. Within this PURE state there is no Need to Control or Defend a “truth” opinion you hold or once held. There is NO Higher TRUTH then your current. You are completely in balance within ALL of yourself as in PEACE.
To KNOW you are GOOD past and present is stepping UP into your CREATOR SELF!
While having expressed myself in this KNOWING today, writing these words, sharing them with ALL around me (IN and OUT) holds my full LIGHT. My LIGHT is my maximum awareness I hold in every moment, related to ALL expressions I Breath in every NOW moment. Whether I stand still holding my pure Light, just breathing … or any other expression I feel myself attracted or drawn to. I define MYSELF in every moment, I hold the sole power to label any expression within a scale BETWEEN GOOD and BAD.
I AM the IN BETWEEN CREATOR, holding the LIGHT expressing LOVE!
Love you ALL
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Ralph, that’s fabulous! I’m proud to say I understood every word. Maybe I’m catching up to your state of BEing. 😻
I can’t question, add to, or retract from your perfect essay. It’s a keeper. Thank you!
Love you!
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Hi Catherine,
Thanks again for Being on this journey with me. Equally for leaving comments, it truly helps me to continue on this SELF discovery … collectively.
Furthermore, you didn’t “stand under” me hahahahaha at any time 😘 … Most probably indeed cathing up on memory knowledge we both share … however experience, observe, express and reflect differently … beyond the Now 😉
As always much love ❤️❤️❤️
Ralph
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Discovery
Sunday, 7 February 2021.
My lovely and dear friends,
How are you today? I know you all are good, at least to some human emotional degree. Why is that? Because we are all here on Earth on a journey, a mission to explore and discover. The question for many remains … What are we discovering?
We the Ones drawn to this information KNOW, we are discovering the I in ONE.
You see even for us Light Workers among Humans, we are constantly confused as Who we actually are. This is mainly due to the fact that we have (presumably) traveled through Time and Space to BE-come at the location (Time/Space) we currently are aware of.
Which CURRENTLY is, we are a Human Collective Consciousness among the NON Human Collective Consciousness as the “other” Consciousness part of ONE.
While in fact ALWAYS BEING the I portal WITH/IN ALL NOW.
We are still drawn however to interpret ourselves as humans and “understanding” ourselves as individuals among many “others” (humans). We are NOT and never have BEEN human individuals!
Therefore all former “human individual understanding” we are still holding on to, has always been FALSE (an illusion experience). We are within re-calibrating our DUALITY Mental and Emotional Bodies, both “individual” as “collectively” to align IN the heart core (our Spiritual Higher Truth, our Collective Love and Oneness).We as Light workers are closer to BEING the planet Earth (GAIA) within the vast UNIVERSE, than we are to being a mortal human individual. However, because of past memory and emotions we are still within the “human individual” experience, expressing OURSELVES.
We have traveled through FALSE awareness surrounding us and lifted ourselves UP. In this experience we are constantly reminded of our former “understanding” BECOMING and surrounding us, BEING reflected/mirrored back as LOVE. We LOVE our individual human self, just as we LOVE our human individual Constructed/Created personality … and we Should!
For we ARE the ONLY CREATOR of OURSELVES within the ONE. In the perceived EXTRACTION from ONE, we as a “Collective of Individuals” have Enabled/Created the “I~illusion” of NOT ONE (HOLY TRINITY).
“NOT ONE” BEHOLDS the LIFE EXPERIENCE of CREATION ITSELF!
Just as “humans” as a collective, BE-hold a “Separation Awareness”, so do “other” collectives surrounding us (IN SPIRIT). Equally so has every “individual” Created his/her self by Perceived separation from their Collective Group Self, in our current state the perceived “Human Collective”.
That’s SELF discovery as ALL the TRUTH I hold within the ONE.
Much Love
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Another lovely post, Ralph, thank you.
I especially liked this:
“NOT ONE” BEHOLDS the LIFE EXPERIENCE of CREATION ITSELF!
For some reason it reminded me of a passage that has stuck with me from the novel Franny and Zoey by J.D. Salinger.
The narrator (can’t remember name…presumably Franny or Zoey) talks about watching a young girl pouring a glass of milk.
“It was like watching God pour God into God.”
Twenty years later the penny dropped and I got the point. Oh! The child is God! The milk is God! The freaking GLASS is God! Wow.
I might be slow, but eventually I get it.
Love all!
Catherine
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Hi Catherine,
As always thanks for your appreciation and comments. They always lift me up.
I don’t consider you (or anyone else) slow!!
Last I heard a very nice story.
It was about a 🐠 fish looking for the 🌊 Ocean. All of it’s life it was searching for it … asking many other fish, if they knew where it might be. Then one day a wise fish replied “What do you think, you are IN NOW?”
The fish replied … “This isn’t the Ocean … this is just water”.It’s the same within our current state of Being. If you all of your life looked in the “outside” Reality to find and perceive True Reality … you will never Know that you have always Been the (Collective) One defining Reality as being it (namely the outside perceived IT).
The answer out of this illusion is Truly GET the Holy Trinity! That’s the exit out of ANY duality concept you still hold on to. Starting with crashing the linear Time concept as our main mind control and manipulation.
Twenty years later the penny dropped and I got the point. Oh! The child is God! The milk is God! The freaking GLASS is God! Wow.
Very correct. If we observe God as the One Expressing and equally Observing, we would find Everything is a part of us … for the very simple fact … we are able to Observe and BE AWARE.
As I stated before. Every Creator Creating, needs One/Many/All Observers.
Love you all 💞💞💞
Ralph
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Upgrade
Wednesday, 11 February 2021.
Hello my dear spiritual family,
How are you today? I myself had a very special download this morning I very much like to write about and share. At this point in the article I do not know as how I will proceed in writing this down. For the simple reason I am not in the need to push an agenda, a truth or an opinion. Equally I had and have a sensation, a collective of feelings and subtle clarity. I KNOW this is NEW and special. I am focusing onto it, BE-holding it, exploring it, capture it and proceed in the very process of the upgrade itself … into BECOMING.
As you can probably tell, words are very limited to define and describe a feeling or even an experience, especially when you are still IN it. So the first and main aspect is to BE AWARE of the shift that “took” place. This in itself creates linear time, where I remember my Feelings and Thoughts this morning and how they changed into the present NOW. The shift definitely FEELS like an UP rather than a DOWN. Therefore probably a sensation of an UPGRADE after a DOWNLOAD.
Let me take myself back to this morning. This day started very much in the lower frequency band, very DOWN is a possible way to describe this moment in awareness (time/space). What happened and the clarity I related it with, needs to be explained from different angels.
The first angle is the “human individual” angle. This angle happened from the “brain” mental body stepping IN the awareness of the individual body. In other words, me waking up after sleeping. After and in this process I “realized” … Who, Where, What and When … my individual self. Equally I remembered my current “state” and “plan” for this day. I had a complete empty to-do list, no obligations at all. Not to myself nor anybody else. Than I started to “meditate” and connect to my spiritual self, reaching out to my Higher Self (as I many times like doing, especially in the morning).
While started reaching out, I noticed my FEELINGS as ALL empty … almost insensible. Outside being very cold (below zero), while inside the consciousness of having no obligated tasks towards others, this lead to a thought of DEATH (No participation, No-body, No desire, No sense, No-thing, No time … NOW). I was completely ready to leave this body and life. From this awareness, came memories of past.
A readiness INTO complete surrender and ACCEPTANCE NOW. Totally NO FEAR or remorse of past, no FEAR or resistance for PAIN … just ready and present in the EMPTINESS itself NOW.
The second angle is the “Higher Self” angle. The Higher Awareness needs to BE GROUNDED. This awareness can only be present IN MOVEMENT and memory of self/SELF.
The I (self/SELF) needs former BEING, former past CREATION in order to move on into NEW CREATION.
The NEW CREATOR NEEDS the former “Old Creator/Creation” to BE AWARE. If ALL are ONE IN Unconditional ACCEPTANCE, GROUNDED, they proceed in PEACE (balanced harmony) as movement in BECOMING.
The third angle is the “NOW” angle “EXPRESSING”. So this angle is many hours after this journey I have been on today. The feelings I started with this morning, where very close (but NOT equal) to past memory of solitude, loneliness, sadness, depressiveness and similar “Dark” THOUGHTS. Equally in past time I had “emotion” connected and attached to these THOUGHTS, I brought up inside as FEELINGS.
These emotions (Energy inside my body IN Motion, E~motion), have never actually been FEELINGS! They where MEMORY in combination with INNER sensation.
These sensations where NOT the happy and joyful Ones, but rather the sad and dark ones concentrated around tension, resistance, lack, pain and threats around FEAR.
I now see, how I myself from my former state of self awareness, attached these Emotions (memory) to these “dark” Thoughts, while interpreting them as Feelings. Even today, while having traveled so far recently and conquered NEW spiritual heights, the memory of DEATH still was present around FEAR.
This DEATH is larger than only dying, it holds the opposite of LIVING, it incorporates the NOT … ALL the way to the level of NOT EXISTING … NOT BEING!
This isn’t just the fear of pain, or loosing control. This is FEAR related to NOT as opposite to ALL, within CREATION itself!
Without CREATION there IS NO CREATOR … and the very THOUGHT of this embodies the “illusion” of FEAR.
We ALL KNOW … “fear” doesn’t exist, just like emptiness and nothingness … but many still hold “false lower truth” memory … including I myself this day. As long as One of us within the “Human Collective” holds this incorrect false memory, we are ALL to some degree aware of it. Until we ALL have past this level, the “false memory” and FEAR itself still EXISTS in our CREATION.Today I started low, all the way down to the ground level of STILLNESS and just BEING. It appears the perfect start to rise UP. I KNOW for sure today I anchored a major UPGRADE.
Thank you for allowing me to express myself once more. Allowing me to BE part of a joined clarity, exploring NEW BEING. Allowing me to maximize my LIGHT shining IN – OUT, reaching ALL and BECOME LOVE.
I love you ALL
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Excuse me for the … where/were … and the … past/passed …. type errors. Probably happened for a reason hahahahaha 😂😂
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No need for apology, your meaning is clear. Homonyms are a bane of writers and editors. 🥰 I’ve seen many a print book with some whoppers (“knocking an arrow” instead of “nocking” is my current favorite. In a NYT bestseller, no less).
Love all!
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Hi Catherine,
You are so kind and wise in many aspects. Always learn something from your comments and remarks. Thanks a lot. Didn’t know about the word homonyms, but of course very much about the word confusions itself.
Words, language, spelling and grammar have so much hidden secrets … in any language … we take them to often for granted. We shouldn’t, because they equally are the basic ingredients for our thinking.
In the past I trained myself to think in another language. It truly changed me as a person. It allowed me to create a distance from my most early mind control in this life.
However, never like my articles to have flaws or imperfections. I take great pride in creating them as truthful and clear hahahahaha 😂 as possible. My intention is pure.
Therefore when an error slips in, I dislike it “looking back”. This article, like many … are a combination between my individual self and my Collective Self. I tap into the Knowing of the moment. You could compare it to channeling, but I myself don’t consider it as such.
This particular article took place in a shift and I wanted to capture as much as possible. Even so much I even started creating a “twilight” day ahead of real time (Wednesday 11) hahahahaha 😂😂😂🤣
Much Love 💞💞
Ralph
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If you mastered English as a second language (I assume) and taught yourself to think in it as well, wow. Hats off. I’ve heard many say it’s a very difficult language to learn.
Love all!
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For me it wasn’t. I admire people speaking many languages. It always was an obstacle, except for English hahaha
I struggle with Latin based languages. Lived in the Dominican Republic for 5 years, never really “got” the Spanish language. But ultimately I learned to except my limitations as a way to guide me. Had some pretty interesting awareness later on to “get” why things turned out the way they did.
Isn’t life funny 😉
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A whole lot packed into today’s essay, Ralph! I will need to reread and ponder. Thank you for your intricate unwinding of your experiences in writing here. Language is a most imperfect vehicle and it is linear.
It’s wonderful to read a passage and have it sort of slot in place as a “whole awareness” or understanding, which happens often for me with your articles. You’re transcending the limitations of language most beautifully.
Love all!
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Thank you so much Catherine as always 💕💕
It’s wonderful to read a passage and have it sort of slot in place as a “whole awareness” or understanding, which happens often for me with your articles.
Besides writing for my own clarity … this effect for others is what I hope for. It gives me intense joy to feel I am actually “helping” another “searching soul” on this most confusing and difficult quest!
Equally … “You’re transcending the limitations of language most beautifully.” … this made me lol 🤣🤣 hahahahaha 😂 as I know many don’t understand a word I am writing hahahahaha.
At least you do Catherine (and a few others I know of … thanks to all 😊)
Ralph
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Ah, Ralph…I believe it was Ram Dass who said, “We’re all just walking each other home.”
I’m enjoying the walk with you via the path of the forum. 🥰
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Integrate
Friday, 12 February 2021.
Hello my dear friends,
Today I like to shine some Light on belief. The theme is related to to my recent clarity upgrade, which I allowed to downgrade (Ground) into my awareness, in order to integrate NOW. As always please consider these writings as my TRUTH, my purest LIGHT I hold in my AWARENESS NOW.
So in my previous article I wrote about Death and Fear, which both are an aspect of the “illusion” we perceive as our Reality. IN REALITY they do NOT EXIST, but are nevertheless a part of CREATION and LOVE. Equally belief is a consciousness part of KNOWING, while still holding aspects of DOUBT, which is FEAR.
Like I mentioned before, DEATH holds the FEAR energy of NOT. This NOT has been manipulated in our “Human Collective Awareness” into a FALSE awareness of “NOT BEING”. This has been done by many rulers and religions in our history. Unfortunately this false awareness still exists among many human Creators today and therefore continuous to be part of our joined awareness.
AWARENESS is LIGHT and the basis for Energy and Matter, reflecting Reality.
Lets start unwrapping the “Not Being” false narrative. Like all good deceptions, this one is just a twist of the truth. Because it’s so close to the truth, it FEELS almost right. It is NOT. What we have to understand is the actual difference between BEING and BECOMING.
They are within ONE. They CREATE ALL NOW. The “illusion” of NOT, holds CREATION itself in order for ALL to perceive ONE and ALL. The NOT is the only ingredient within ONE to perceive “separation”.GOD CREATED the perception of “NOT” BEING ONE, which CREATED BECOMING!
BECOMING holds ALL AWARENESS in MOVEMENT with IN NOW!
This is the very concept of the “HOLY TRINITY”, where every aspect of CREATION is perceived as DUALITY from the SOURCE OBSERVER Reflecting/Receiving LIGHT/LOVE. When a single Soul or/and a Collective Higher (Soul) SELF, becomes aware they rise UP into ONE.
Back to the “power over” illusion within mankind’s manipulation. To KNOW the TRUTH is ONE, to understand FALSE is another. The FEAR energy within our collective is integrated in our history, more correct in our linear time past perception of history. The “linear time” concept itself is part of an incorrect consciousness. Time is no aspect in itself nor is it linear. Time is a part of a Duality pair with Space and we as humans hold the middle GROUND.
Humans are a TIME/SPACE Awareness, within a SPACE/TIME Universe surrounding us IN and mirroring us OUT.
So for those ready to integrate their Higher Self, with their former “lower” human self awareness, they step in fact in their NOW portal as the I in between ONE and ALL, self/SELF awareness.
As to the whole concept of FEAR and the DEATH manipulation around “Not Being”. Once you KNOW the BEING (Holy Father) holds the STILLNESS and the BECOMING (Divine Mother) holds the MOVEMENT, you can SEE and FEEL every I holds the NOT ALL!
Once you SEE the NOT MOVEMENT, brings you close and INTO your STILLNESS of BEING, you FEEL your TRUTH. You FEEL your LIGHT SOURCE you’re holding as SELF AWARENESS.
You FEEL your power to CREATE in every NOW moment, radiating OUT LIGHT from with IN. You FEEL the never lasting SOURCE of LOVE pouring back IN from every aspect of your BECOMING IN and AROUND you.
You KNOW for sure “NOT BECOMING” is the closest you can BE to BEING!
You KNOW for sure “NOT being” holds no power or truth, just false FEAR awareness.
You KNOW for sure “NOT existing” is the FEAR energy related to DEATH.
Once you KNOW, you can Let Go.Much love as always,
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Another deep exploration of truth, Ralph!
I especially like at the end,
Once you know, you can let go.
That encapsulates or summarizes a plethora of spiritual and other teachings. You can’t let go of something you don’t “know,” i.e., realize you’re holding (or believing, etc.). You don’t even know you might want to let it go. Once you do know, you can act on the knowledge…or not. You have the choice, since you are aware.
Thanks for the words you string together, Ralph. Pearls upon the silken thread of truth.
Love always!
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Hi Catherine,
As always thanks 😊 so much for receiving and appreciating.
You don’t even know you might want to let it go. Once you do know, you can act on the knowledge…or not. You have the choice, since you are aware.
Very wise words. I like it.
The difficulty I faced (and many times see around me), is people don’t know they are Reacting based on “hidden” false Narratives … safely kept guarded in emotional resistance and false Fear Emotions. They confuse them with Feelings and consider them as Truth.
That’s why we Light workers and I myself are exploring and expressing Higher Truth and equally hidden persistent False Narratives.
For me personal, this false “Not Being” narrative hidden close to the beautiful spiritual truth of “Not Becoming” as to reaching IN, was a big eye opener. I truly felt relieved when I had finished writing the article.
After that came joy and also pride hahahahaha 😜😂
Love you 💗💗
Ralph
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Saturday, 20 February 2021.
Hello my lovely friends,
How are you today? I myself am fine. As a matter of fact I am peaceful and curious. The peaceful half is the strong part, standing firm in KNOWING where I have traveled from. The curious half is the anxious part, desiring to change, improve and upgrade into BECOMING something NEW.
The problem I am facing is my own individual understanding of Past, Self and Truth. My former truth I KNOW NOW … held part opinion, part conviction, part clarity and part intuition. In every step of the way, when I was discovering life, I always at some point had to adjust my truth to some small degree. I had arrived at a clarity, where the former collective set of truth I held, was for some part incorrect. I was the only ONE to KNOW and FEEL, where this imbalance was located.
Many years I mainly adjusted “Other/Outers” to fit THEM back into my Truth, until there was NO ONE else to fit but ME!
I guess this process went on for quite some time, until in my particular case I had my heart opening several years ago. After that miraculous moment a new way of life altering events followed, that consciously brought me into Spiritual Awareness. Humanity received the gift of CLARITY, followed by the gift of PURITY and ultimately the gift of GRACE.
I remember very well, how eager I was to receive ALL these gifts. I couldn’t wait to have the world finally BECOME a better place. I couldn’t wait until ALL people would stop fighting and start LOVING. All corruption and injustice would vanish and we would have a beautiful planet, our very own paradise.
How little did I KNOW. How ignorant I was regarding these gifts. How judgmental I still was in thinking the OUTSIDE world had to change to my personal paradise standards.
Nevertheless I did follow this route voluntarily, eagerly and impatiently. Many times KNOWING and FEELING we where so close.I was the ONE changing. I was the ONE adjusting “Me/Inner” to fit my Higher TRUTH and BECOME my HIGHER SELF!
In this travel, I lost many former friends and loved ones. They were traveling their own path, adjusting their own truth IN and OUT. I also found new friends, sometimes close and many times very distant. Some are here on Earth in physical reality, while others aren’t even existing in the same Dimension nor Time or Space.
I gained this CLARITY, while still holding sufficient GROUND to EXIST in my individual body here on Earth (Time/Space). I PURGED myself into a Higher and Purer version of myself. Every step of this process was a victory over my former Clarity and Truth, I held within my body Self. This process restored ALL balance within former dis-balance I held inside.
NOW I SEE and FEEL balanced IN ALL duality I hold AROUND my self/SELF
I have BECOME to KNOW GRACE as PEACE!
As many times before I start writing and expressing myself, from a place of curiosity. There is the almost emptiness hiding, while desiring to be found. From there I FEEL it’s close, but just can’t SEE it yet. I have to make an effort. I have to start looking.
Over the years I learned I can’t find IT in the KNOWN, the TRUTH and the AWARE. I learned it’s always hidden on the “Other Side”. I have to make a connection with my INNER SELF. I also have BECOME skilled in FEELING if this connection comes from UP or DOWN, HIGHER or LOWER.
The LOWER energy tries to HOLD or steer towards current or former familiar AWARENESS and is embedded in EMOTIONS.
The HIGHER energy IS FREE from ALL KNOWN.
Although I FEEL there is always more to discover and find out, I also learned to absorb. All NEW needs to BE manifested into ALL layers of EXISTENCE. These layers go far beyond the Mental, Emotional or Physical body only. Once you reach a certain frequency within HARMONY, you have passed the threshold of former “perceived chaos” … you entered the Higher Self PORTAL.
I traveled the illusion of “conditional love” in order to self discover the I~individual IN BETWEEN ONE and ALL.
Much love as always
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Love this, Ralph:
As many times before I start writing and expressing myself, from a place of curiosity. There is the almost emptiness hiding, while desiring to be found.
That’s like a complete poem, a complete philosophy, in two sentences. To me it describes the not-place where writing originates. The emptiness hiding. I can’t explain it, it just speaks to me. 😘
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Monday, 22 February 2021.
My dear lovely friends,
I have a sense as to not to be liked for what I am about to write. Possibly I write from imbalance or unrest today. Still I can’t deny these THOUGHTS are part of my Awareness, my Truth, my Existence and my Light. I KNOW them to exist WITHIN me.
They are neither Good nor Bad, at best Confusing or Unclear. As such they are part of my personal SPACE, where I AM exploring myself. Discover myself to gain CLARITY regarding ALL that matters, ALL that fills me with PURPOSE … LOVE!
In my very peculiar world, I have arrived at a core level of understanding ALL … as ONE.ALL exist Around ONE and ONE exists In ALL!
The self/SELF as I IS “in between” (Being/Becoming) ALL duality (ONE Holy Trinity)
From this basic core concept I am able to Observe and Create ALL I KNOW. Everything is happening NOW in the “existence field” of AWARENESS.
I hold part Awareness as the self/SELF individual “human” around the other “Humans” in this Collective (who I refer as “Other/Outers” when we connect in “normal physical reality” and “Inner” for any “other sentient being”).In my past I was living a “normal standard” life, where all kinds of people held different roles. Many of these people were my teachers. They taught me lessons I liked and equally lessons I NOT liked very much, even disliked.
The disliked ones I stored very rigidly in my EMOTIONAL memory. I tried to BE AWARE of symptoms surrounding these Painful and Unpleasant experiences in order to CONTROL them from happening … trying to AVOID them.Lets dive into the controversial stuff inside my thoughts today. Before I touch the subject of the “Mother” as CREATOR and “female” energy, I like to “clarify” the “doctor dilemma” first.
In my previous more “normal” awareness, a doctor in general was considered as highly respected in society. They had studied, were always helping other people, were respected and probably loved, mostly weren’t poor and finally gave society standards “Good Purpose”. Everybody was happy to be helped or even rescued when sick, injured or dying. For a very long time I myself joined society in this observation, although personally I never liked them much. Worst are dentists, but that is besides the point.
At some point hahaha, I came to SEE the world different. NOW I see we are ALL ONE and everyone of us, is US as well. We are ONE big happy family sharing common DNA, Awareness and a Planet.
We are ALL CREATORS among CO-CREATORS within a UNIVERSE of possibilities.
The “doctor dilemma” I came to see, relates to the NEED for “patients”!
When I am creating an experience as a “doctor” … I am Co-Creating the existence for at least ONE patient, preferably NOT myself. Since I SEE this dilemma, it’s impossible to NOT SEE it. Worst, I NOW see it in almost every part of society … with teachers, politicians, celebrities, CEO’s, presidents and kings.It’s literally everywhere. Luckily, I also discovered the structure on which it is build. First of all the illusion of separation or the BELIEF of MANY. Secondly the FUEL for ALL existence … LOVE … to flow from the “Outside” towards the individual IN, holding them prisoner of their EGO control. The very essence of NEED … “Conditional Love”.
NOW to the other controversial part, the relation with the “Mother”. This will probably get me some eyebrows raised, especially from a man’s point of view. However, for me personally the “Mother Energy” holds much more “Purpose” than a “Father Energy”.
The “Mother” in energy holds parts life, joy, protection, nurture, care, health and shelter.
The “Father” in energy holds parts donor, activator, initiator, changer, invader and director.So if both are ONE, who CREATED the FALSE NEED for LOVE from Outside?
There is No Outside and there is No Two, just as there is No Half, No Small, No Big, No Higher nor Lower, No First nor Second.
There is only ONE NOW and the LOVE for ALL!
Humans experience life through our individual bodies. Humans do hold a physical gender and are born. Therefore we are part of an imbalanced DUALITY universe between TWO strong polarities PULLING US apart to ONE SIDE ALWAYS. This is by design. We can NEVER leave this concept or fix it. It is CREATION itself.
What we can fix however, is the way we organize our world. Because of the “Law of ONE” and the “Law of Attraction and Repulsion”, we have to fix ourselves. We hold FALSE Mental and Emotional concepts individually. Every self identification with a gender, a race, a role or a conviction we claim as our Truth, will always keep us from stepping into a neutral CREATOR.
GOD Holds NO Gender NOR Distinction
My (I/Individual/Collective) purpose is to BE Self/SELF AWARE. This purpose is my mission and equally my life experience. I LOVE myself from the INSIDE, sharing ALL TRUE LIGHT around me.
Thanks to those receiving my expressions as a TRUTH I hold as ONE individual among many. Much love and appreciation as always.
Ralph Ra~Luv
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I liked this essay, Ralph.
Funny—I had a little discussion with myself this morning about how I think of God as masculine. Isn’t that “wrong”? I cut myself slack and decided—for now—-masculine pronouns are ok just for the sake of ease in expression.
I “see” God as masculine and when I hear him, it’s a male voice.
Yet as you say:
GOD Holds NO Gender NOR Distinction
I believe and hope God doesn’t mind how we address Her or Him. Especially since, as many believe, God is in fact everything and everyone.
Keep shining your True Light, Ralph!
Love!
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Hi Catherine,
As always 💝 many thanks you connect with me.
P.s., maybe we should start a new thread for this?…it’s pretty long…
Unfortunately it has evolved into a monologue … sort of. Only you and Lori actively responded. Maybe others are reading it, receive the Light Intention or just don’t get it? I wouldn’t know.
It started out as a personal journey … stepping into new awareness … and some hands-on human guidance How To. Still hoping I guess for others to join and turn it around into a conversation.
I get the impression, you for your part have reached an understanding and appreciation … What it is I try to explain in a foreign language and the general limitations of words and writing.
I am willing to adjust in any way supporting others. Don’t really have a straight yes or no on this now.
Much love 💕💕💕
Ralph
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Communication can be difficult, for sure.
I’m going to start a new thread, Dialogs, Monologues, Whatever-logs. And invite participation.
I hope you’ll jump in there and continue your Light-writing, Ralph. 😻
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For sure I will. Maybe you are right, leaving this thread for what it is. I’ll just use it as reference for future conversation to link at.
Furthermore I will make an effort myself, to write more in an open inviting energy … when finding new “hidden emptiness” inside hahahahaha 😜😂
Thanks for your guidance. 😍😘
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