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I’ve caught myself often wanting to post about miscellaneous topics to the forum, and just in general check up on how everyone is doing, but I always stop myself because I cannot find an appropriate thread to post to. So in this thread you can talk about literally anything. I suppose “The Forum – General” is kind of like this, but it is already a long thread and I wanted us to start fresh at the present moment.
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Hi Anael, Alex,
How are you doing? Thank you for actively participating and sharing your Light here. I am very happy to have this shielded place to express myself. Many times I feel like loosing my mind, but then again I am allowed to find higher ground and clarity … or so it seems hahahaha
Everytime again I feel pulled back into my body and this physical “reality”. I am happy now the accention process is slow, because of all the “new” stuff arising In and around me.
Before the 21st December, I was very eager and impatient. Now the “clarity” frightens me to some degree. I can’t distinguish if these feelings are mine or the collective’s. One thing is very clear though, we are In this together. Always were and always will.
Separation never existed and isn’t possible, just like absense of Light and Love isn’t possible. The human race is One, we are a collective consciousness and each other’s equals. We have to somehow come clear with one another, forgive the past, arrive into One and Now and create a joined 5D new world.
There is no other way. We need to stop blaming and fighting our shadow selves. The awakened ones need to shift the focus towards unconditional love. This will isolate the remainder ones in their conditional love energy, until this illusion is deprived of their energy and oxygen.
I know we’ll succeed just as I know “fear” only holds the illusion for absence of Love, which never existed. We need each other. I for my part are very happy, to have you guys here for support.
If I ever loose my mind, know I am probably in a better place hahahahaha but still one of my own choice.
Love you Anael. Love your stories. Admired your recent courage in the letter to your bosses. Go girl. Use all your power and trust and don’t give your power to the conditional love energy vampires. Just hold your Light and they will vanish.
I always wanted to fly … latest guess is a trip at the cuckoo’s nest first hahahahaha
Love you all
Crazy Ralph 😉
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I love your description of this as “a shielded place to express myself,” Ralph. It does feel safe.
Your “trip to the cuckoo’s nest” made me remember the book and movie. Bittersweet, like so much of life especially now.
I am not on FB, Twitter, Instagram etc. and can’t imagine feeling safe to be “me” (any or all versions) in any of those places. But here, we get to speak freely. What a joy.
So glad to share this space with you all!
Love & Peace,
Catherine
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I’ll share something….
In 2008 my partner passed over and this is not about that (which was huge) but the years following until this amazing synchronicity this morning.
You see, Magenta Pixie is someone I listen to as a teacher unravelling multidimensionality in her own unique way. Last night I met her in my dream and I also had gone to sleep with the idea of changing my name to mark this incredible ending of a cycle and beginning of ALL that has become New for me.
Since 2008 and my partners passing, I had taken on an enormous task that felt- numbing at the time and I was in shock when I said yes. I had to learn and then take on a company and all that goes with that – and without getting into details it meant “lawyers” – who I spent my life avoiding – like seriously!! Years into it and dealing with an already existing lawsuit which became my responsibility, two ex’s of his and maintenance for his four children….I know (too much)….All this had me fall into drinking alcohol as a coping mechanism but then that “relief” took control of me and eventually I had a strong desire to take an exit. I knew they are built into our lives if we really cannot cope…
I had developed two health conditions on top of that. (yes it’s too much – and I’m speeding through a decade)
Then, WOW, I heard a woman named Micheila Sheldon start her channeling from a very similar place to where I was. She had been in chronic pain and washing pain pills down with alcohol etc etc…
I was mesmerized. I was- had been, totally committed to the spiritual path and had a beautiful guidance with me my whole life as well… I know (I cringe with judgment as Lori), but I jumped at the opportunity she was bringing through – I too wanted AWAKENING and Ascension as she was describing so, EVERY month in 2014,15,16… that she appeared on AAETV for her monthly dissertation I was moving right along with her in my personal journey. I used Cannabis leaf I grew myself (each month I’d discover something that worked for me – brought through meditation and then, she would comment on it in a way that gave me permission as she too disclosed a bit more of her personal path) – it was the most amazing and confirming loving and beautiful synchronicity, and I too put the bottle down. The body pain was immense- hence the cannabis. I started growing ALL of my food again and drinking pureed vegetables in soup by the gallon as I was also at a specialist level for irritable bowel disease and I was hardly able to garden as my shoulders were alternately fusing and the pain was too unbearable. My previous life was gardens and animals and my three children were now grown and moved for university etc.Over about 3 years I healed completely. I use nothing but pure breath work and my garden food now and can say that this was an experience that would never have fit in my vocabulary as anything other than pure judgement (how can someone have been “spiritual” and end up that “far gone” kind of unspoken judgement)… so to NOW
Last night I went to sleep with breath work and the I Am mantra as I too was wondering about current events, macro and micro mirroring here (no one is happy about me healing and walking away from my previous reality – now sitting in silence and Earthing).
Anyway, I heeded White Cloud’s call. After waking and sleeping over 12 hours – first mantra, then dreaming, then visioning, I started to dream of New Earth and vision in the 5D reality and then from ? where I started calling myself Lorah LorAH Laura for no real reason – yes, it had passed my attention before and I thought it silly. So it was this experience I share because of Magentas latest video this morning. The ending had me almost “fall off the couch”.
She was in my dream last night, I had the name Laura present, I completed the dreaded decade plus of LAWYERS and a life that was a very dark experience. I am currently under “persecution attack” as I shared before – and it feels like I have been persecuted in lifetimes as I am a “lover of Jesus” – yes, I know I have walked this earth as a follower “before”…
Is this to mark this “time” for the variation from the Lori that walked all of that “family life”, as a personality, to the “DARK NIGHT” to the BEING I feel I am now – ( I can’t explain how different). No comparison.I met Magenta in my dream last night, had the thought about Laura and woke this morning to an email from a Lawyer to complete the FINAL transaction to do with the final judges order on the 12 year – into year 13 since that fateful event that changed everything. I Am and I am finished.
The decision to walk the Spiritual path, and then commit to it and walk through the dismantling of a life and becoming completely healed and New – walking into 2021 seems a bit surreal.
I hope my sharing – encourages another – its why I share. It is a change that unfolds and only by looking back can I really say “Wow”…
Love always…
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Lori? Lorah? Lor-AH? What do you want us to call you? Names are so important.
It wasn’t too much at all. I’d like to read the book, please (not joking).
Your synchronicity is wild! They are always a little otherworldly, but this one, you just can’t make it up.
Funny you mention lawyers, I was posting on Suzi’s Patreon site regarding Lin Wood about how lawyers avoid doing things to get disbarred, so I’ve been thinking about lawyers this evening. I’ve worked for several. And here you are telling this story about finishing off a way too long legal matter.
I got sober the conventional way by hitting a high bottom and two angels in human form just happened by at the perfect time to tenderly escort me to AA. God willing, I’m still here and still not interested in alcohol. That was in 1989.
I know it’s not the same at all, but my cat Ivan died at the very end of 2008 and it was…awful. Much worse than my dad or brother dying.
Sitting in silence and Earthing sounds heavenly.
Your sharing does encourage! Please keep it up. Is keeping a journal a part of your life?
Love & Peace
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Dear Lori,
Thank you so much for expressing yourself. I feel true gratitude and Love for All expressions you hold Now, Past and Present. With this story you show us including yourself, you have past into New, passed into NOW, arrived at your pre determined goal for Becoming. Grasping new ground and form to hold your body, become into Being.
If I from the outside can see and feel you, that’s only possible for you strong and pure enough to express your (LIGHT) self to us.
Your story has many options to attach or respond “old” energy to. However I feel this story is a “let go” story of sending without any desire for any reflection of familiar “old” energy. This energy has served it’s purpose to shape you in this new form. Please let us know, when you feel ready … How you like to be known.
Love you
Ra~Luv Ralph ( having my own identity crisis here hahahahaha 🙂 )
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Lori, I watched the Jan. 8 Magenta Pixie video last night and NOW I get the Laura reference! Great video. I’ll post the link here…
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Glad you’re all enjoying the new thread. Right now I feel a bit of anxiety about how the purging of the cabal is gonna play out. I know that the only outcome is victory for the light, but it would sure be nice if we could all be on the timeline with the fewest deaths. That’s all I’m asking for at this point, I just don’t want a ton of people to die, including me and my family. I know I need to work on releasing my fear of dying, but I really want to stay for the show! I want to ascend in physical form, because this has never been done before, it’s so exciting! I don’t fear death in the way others do, I just don’t want to miss out on this amazing opportunity.
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Dear Alex,
Please allow me .. to reflect my Truth (light) on these comments. And yes I have accepted my crazy self, thoughts and views myself. Therefore I know I am unique in my thinking, my self awareness and All my spiritual expressions at once in this Now.
You are the show!!!!!
That’s the breakthrough you have in every Now moment, and Now more than ever because the outside world is showing it’s real Truth. The main problem is Time. When you start to grasp linear time doesn’t exist, you will have a major breakthrough!
Time is just like anything else in this illusion, a part of duality. But in reality Time/Space and it’s mirror Space/Time is a concept YOU create in every Now moment!
In a perceived past you and I had, we accepted the possibility to having past cabal lives ourselves. This served a purpose, for compassion and forgiveness. Now we face the challenge to truly step into our multi Dimensional collective consciousness.
I know, it’s a lot to swallow. We are God Being Self Aware Now!!!
Everyone else in the outside world, is equally in the inside world … because there isn’t really an In nor an Out. Furthermore, there is only the impression from others. But they are all you as well, each searching and holding on to their “old” self and individual self belief.
Baby steps, baby steps
All is well. The cabal isn’t on the outside, but on the inside. There many hold on to an old concept of a world that doesn’t exist. It never has and never really could.
Once you see it, you start to know it, then you stop resisting, stop fighting, stop fearing … start allowing, start accepting, start Knowing, start loving your True Self
There is only One TRUTH and I am expressing myself in multiple variations of awareness …. over and over again in this very Big Bang … NOW
Love me, us, all
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Hi Alex, I strongly recommend signing up on Suzi’s Patreon site. She posts info from various sources she trusts about what’s happening now with the cabal takedown, the political situation, etc., and she (and members) comment. It’s extremely supportive and I feel much more in the loop on the big picture than I used to. It is a subscription site but the minimum is only $1 per month. 😘
https://www.patreon.com/SuzanneMaresca/posts
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Had some loud intuition. As it appears, the recent active forum participants are only a few. How about scheduling some kind of Zoom meeting?
Just a thought. I am ready to express my ugly face 😂 lol and step out of hiding hahahahaha
Love you all and especially Catherine, Laura and Alex for expressing your personal self here.
Ralph
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This sounds like a fine idea, Ralph! I’ll check with Suzi to see if there’s any issues with us Forum folks “meeting” off-forum. I can’t imagine there would be. I’ll update when I’ve heard back from her.
Meantime, hope all our “selves” are integrating nicely as we move along into our evolving Beings.
Love & Peace,
Catherine
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Thank you guys for the messages. I am not subscribed to that Patreon, so I’ll give it some thought. And the zoom meeting sounds nice, even though my shyness is saying otherwise lol. I really hope that whenever we’re told to stay home, that my husband will be home with me. Sometimes he’s hours away because he works in the hardwood floor business, so he travels to many different cities in Western Washington.
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Hello my very dear friends,
Because that’s who you are … have become. In confusing times (state of self doubt) you reach out to safety. This is a save haven for me. Among you I have allowed myself to express my Highest Purest Self.
In this place I also allowed my (your) reflection on me, both Highest and the Lowest form I project. While I am in the process to Thank you, I realize “The Gift of Grace” we received back years ago. It was a 3 fold package. The gift of Clarity, Purity and Grace. Always wondered what in essence Grace holds.
I guess you first had to discover the essence of the other two first. I surely did especially the Purity hahahahaha. Lol in retrospect hahahahaha 😂😂
Last night I received one word … I perceived as “Cornelia”.
I was very surprised and focused on receiving more Clarity. The clarity however didn’t come in a mental Light message, but in a feeling. The feeling also brought clarity, but like the smoothest gentle voluntarily surrender ever.
I perceived awareness of “another” soul joining me in this human body. Because of the name “Cornelia” I had association with a female soul. All night I wasn’t allowed to sleep. I had to be aware of this “process” or the illusion of it.
There was no resistance from my “old soul self” Ralph whatsoever. I very welcomed this experience in a full process surrender to voluntary “invasion, merging, joining forces”.
I didn’t plan on writing about it, but feel save enough to share All myself here. Baby steps, baby steps.
This morning “Cornelia” became “Core Kneel I AM”. After a while I had clarity about “past” suppression, mainly the Western Relegions based in guilt, sinner and shame.
Probably to be continued.
All is well. Love you and Thank you.
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Expansion Contraction
Oh my God. All is so simpel if you see this. I am laughing at myself, not having seen this before. For All you guys looking for another major “eye” opener.
See and look at these duality pairs Ascension/Descension, Expansion/Contraction, Breath Out/Breath In, Light/Love, Space/Time, Planet/Human, Perception/Reflection, Know/Now, God/Soul and All/Love.
It’s the heartbeat of the Soul, Awareness Out/In, True Love
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Love you All
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Lately I have been using my favorite meditation music album to sing light into Mother Gaia. The album is called “Illumination: Peaceful Gregorian Chants” by Dan Gibson. When I perform the “choir performance,” I call upon all the angels in heaven, and I sometimes invite the Galactic Federation members to join in too. The lead male singer is my father Archangel Michael, and I, as my Higher Self Archangel Anael, perform the female singing role. It makes my heart soar with joy because I lead a choir in heaven before descending into the realm of mortals. I highly recommend this album, it’s gorgeous.
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Ralph and Alex, thanks for your posts today!
This is, I believe, a truly safe share space. I’m glad we all, and I hope others will join, do feel the safety and freedom to express ourselves. Kind of like what’s occurring in The World…looking for the safety to express our truths.
Thanks for the Gregorian chant LP recommendation, Alex. Sounds wonderful, as does the singing (I love to sing, too). I haven’t bought music in years…maybe I can figure out how to buy/download. (My CD players are both broken, I think they have major planned obsolescence encoding)
Love and Peace,
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Dear friends,
I request your help. This might sound crazy, but it’s my own craziness I have to live with. Many people have left, related to the change process I found myself in.
As far as I can tell, you are still here with me hahahahaha 😂
So have any of you ever considered, what it truly means if the “outside” perceived world is a reflection of your Inner Truth … Self Awareness?
Because I KNOW it’s TRUE, I can hold my Self Awareness as a/the One (1st Dimension Light breathing out and receiving in), while equally trap myself in the illusion.
The illusion Being, are you part of the Love coming back or the Light going out? And if so how do I distinguish? Yes I Know to use my own discernment, but than again … isn’t the discernment itself part of the confusion?
Isn’t the discernment part of the “fear” to step in your True Power, claiming your God Self … Having the courage to step in your Highest Truth possible!?
I am grateful for any thoughts on this matter (Mother as possibly … asking help from the currently Known to/at the currently Unknown … 2nd Dimension/3rd Dimension … Holding ground in the Middle?!)
Love you
Ralph
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Dearest all-of-Ralphs, I’ll just take one question to ponder. Isn’t discernment part of the confusion, you asked.
For me, there’s a very clear answer or perception of anything I ponder, but it’s usually instantaneous with the pondering. Should I take this supplement today? How about Tylenol? Should I buy this package of cookies? Those are the prosaic examples, the everyday ponderings.
I always KNOW at the moment of asking. Actually I think it’s “before” asking. So it’s a little game or ritual to formally ask myself, anything from prosaic to sublime.
The confusion arises for me when I can’t quite “hear” the answer…or I don’t trust it. I do resort to pendulum dowsing sometimes and that feels tangible so that, in some instances, I trust it more.
Not much of an answer, but we’re discussing, right? That’s the fun.
I hope the people you say have “left” haven’t left you in uncomfortable life circumstances…
Yes, we’re here. Sending you Love.
Catherine 🌈
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Thanks Catherine,
As you probably can tell, when follow my current awakening process a little. It comes and goes in waves. I feel I/we have arrived at a New solid ground today. Both the human and the collective human consciousness I AM part of.
I feel like we had to land at this awareness … boots on the ground, to now focus on the collective Ascension to move forward. Things will speed up rapidly now. The Higher changes are formerly grounded as/in living soul … the human collective soul.
There is no more delay, only Purification of False.
I am not crazy, nor is anyone else joining this side of Truth. Going through the portal can be confusing however.
I am here to guide others willing to step IN and UP into their Higher (collective human) Self.
Thanks again, for noticing me, accepting me, as Old and New.
Much love 💕
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Hi Everyone,
I can’t comment on another’s journey as I do not feel myself a teacher – just one who releases more judgement (programming) and embraces more unconditional love – head to heart journey. I loved Steve’s and then Kathleen’s articles today as they are so relevant to my journey – I was inspired to write.
Yes, to our bodies being the final place for expression of dis- EASE. Final place – as we do get energetic indications etc. and I can attest that its my lack of understanding that caused the noise to get louder and more physical over time. Most of us can look back and see but that grace is much subtler isn’t it.
I love that this was brought up.
The entire time I was married, I had shoulder and back pain (chiropractor was always trying to tell me – but I had to “work hard and heavy”) . Carrying too much was always the lesson. Weight. Most of my gardening friends had a shoulder replaced – some more than just one. We were all gardening in a way that does not support the “living soil” method.
Our bodies are so wise. Other times it was always my creative center – “woman’s hormonal issues” yet Christiane Northup and her “Woman’s Bodies, Women’s Wisdom” health books arrived into our collective for us all to understand anew those issues. “Anatomy of the Spirit” with Carolyn Myss was another valuable tool for those exploring the SPIRIT- BODY connection.Steve mentioned just today also our two ways of relating and I had been remembering the years I spent trading in the stock market. (seems as each time the spiral moves us on we retrace the past). Anyway, “Intellect” was needed. Intellect and a view of the world and its workings. My Spiritual life was Love, of the church and Christ. It then moved into Spiritual groups and was expanding but a job was necessary outside of that as my craft- art- wasn’t enough to live on. I had three children and I am a woman who believes in a woman providing their own support due to power imbalances in relationships (witnessed this while growing up). The trading of paper I felt was harmless – after all, everyone had a pension fund that contains stocks…but lo and behold, seeing the workings of the world (following the Bilderberg meetings for trading purposes) as the truthers are exposing, is how I woke up to the next level as well. In 2007 I stopped and have never been able to trade again.( yes we could see the money market – debt paper collapse coming that hit in 2008).
When 2012 came and went and I was shouldering so much weight again, and then “nothing” seemed to happen to create the change I was hoping for – well I too fell in despair….the rest I have already written about.
Each part of our journey brings tremendous learning and all is so valuable. My fall into drinking was all about self-love – it drove me INSIDE my heart. As you elude to, Catherine, in your meditation series, ones outer world will change with inner growth experience. A lot of weight was finished and let go of at each stage of my learning. I really understand now, the simplicity of Gandhi and others like him who finally forsook the material world altogether.
The P’s through Wendy Kennedy say “you came to earth to learn compassion”. My guidance has always said, “you came to experience Love in all of its forms”.
I think I understand a bit more after each experience that life has provided for my learning. What class is next – ?
I still say, “are we there yet” but not nearly as much – lolEnjoy the ride as it gets bumpier this year…
Love always, LoriPS
Catherine Ralph and Aneal – – personal stories are why I am here to share – thank you for sharing and if I am not here soon, its because the garden calls more and more….love to you always.-
Hi, Lori, great story, thank you. I was thinking that you and Arn Allingham (Zingdad) have some things in common like the stockbroker background. I think you’ve mentioned that you’ve read his books. I have too, but it’s been awhile.
Hope you peek in here in between pulling weeds and sowing seeds. I’m here for the personal stories too and would appreciate more of yours!
Love & Light,
Catherine
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Hi Again Everyone,
Thank you Catherine as you encourage us all to continue here. I hope others will feel the freedom to join in. A safe place to express is very rare in these “times”.
I share my stories….I see life as one long journey; mine has been a series of steps and mis-steps. I have plenty of both and I hope my sharing will allow others to see that the “imperfections” are of tremendous value. We are here to learn and we came to experience. If we were walking perfection, what would be the point of the experience gained ?
We are already perfect, yes, that is also true, and then we arrive in the land of forgetting until we wake up more and more and…….right ?I like what you said Ralph, about the confusion of the portal. I had a lot of confusion when I was able to go into other dimensions and not always know where I was. Huge confusion at times. I remember a friend of my daughters was smoking a lot of cannibas and he became “schizophrenic”. He was hearing lots of voices. I too am clairaudient and that was very confusing to say the least. I look back and see that when I was hearing the consciousness express while gardening I shut “them” (elementals- guides) down (only sharing my experiences with a very close friend after I read a book on the beginning of the “Findhorn” community). I didn’t open that door again for awhile. Once again, I tried to fit neatly into the mainstream. As time went by friends gathered to express “spiritual techniques” through a book by Sonia Croquette. Interest was varied until breathwork was introduced. I slipped into a “past” life. woops.
Still the mental health labels are real for me as I allow more to open up. I already saw/see life strangely… so for now I prefer to call them senses. We have five senses everyone can agree on and then some develop or have others present without “trying”. In an earlier post I wanted to discuss the mental-health labels and our sensory system as a way to navigate and help others as more and more are having their extra-sensory system turn on. What finally helped me was watching others express their sensory abilities. They all share how they too had discomfort at the beginning. Have you witnessed Wendy Kennedy speaking Light Language ? I smile.
It is an interesting time we are navigating.
Enjoy this changing landscape as more open to the ‘extra’ light pouring in and through us all.Love always,
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Hi Lori, thanks as always. I love how you seem to feel more comfortable revealing more as time goes by.
I read about Findhorn but it’s been ages, thank you for reminding me.
Stuff can seem nutsy when those doors start opening. I spend most of my time thinking I’m perfectly “ordinary” and banal and then I’ll read something I wrote and I realize, nope. That’s a person channeling, whether I saw it at the time or not. Whether it’s 40 years ago or yesterday, there’s magic in the written word, for me.
The elementals! Oh, I wish I was closer and more able to see them. I always remember Carolyn (Reiki teacher) saying, with a little smile, “Now, was that the wind? Or was it the fairies you were seeing?”
I look at my still-new planted decorative landscape (no veggies though I’m thinking of changing that), and the weeds now sprouting, and seeing their “eradication” not as a chore but as a communion. To speak with them first, explain, talk to Gaia, listen to Gaia.
I thank God and I thank GAoG for providing this space here for us to share.
I committed to writing a post this month for GAoG reminding readers about the Forum. So maybe we’ll get some new folks here to share! Like you said, Lori, it’s hard to find a safe space to speak nowadays (hopefully, that’s changing quickly for the better).
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Hello my lovely ladies Lori and Catherine,
Thank you so much for your personal posts always. I enjoy reading them, observing and feeling them. It’s impossible to not like them.
Reading the two of your stories triggered besides love and smile, an intuition.
The intuition is related to the “outer” shell of time. I daily need to remember myself, I am surrounded by my “former” visible reality I once was Co-Creating!
NOW I choose to leave this “place” behind. However, all my old … and dear creation … with all my former selves in it, keep chasing me. “They” do NOT like me to leave.”They” use All their “power” to keep me IN (the conditional love created illusion).
Therefore daily, when I step UP my game, they reflect my NEW with their best “former” image. It’s like playing chess with yourself, knowing all your moves and strategies. You either always win, always loose or always keep playing the “other”. Like trying to outrun your shadow.
Only the NOW and the ONE and ALL, provides PEACE and an exit (Exodus)
Love 💓💓💓 😘😘
Ralph Ra~Luv
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Thank you Catherine and Ralph,
Catherine, reading your words is like hearing from a sister. Warmth. Trust. (something I am healing).
Ralph, I have to read your words many times are they are so layered. So true. Only the Now and the ONE and ALL, provides Peace and an exit (Exodus)
New Earth is here as we witness the ALL.
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Tuesday, January 19 2021. I’m going to start like Ralph did in his post in the help requested thread. 😉
My dear friends, I have only skimmed everything from the last two days but I will read and respond today. Always assuming we have electricity and Internet, that is.
I come here for comfort and to speak how I am feeling right now.
Everything seems so very normal. But my stomach is telling me otherwise. I don’t want to live in and be subject to a totalitarian regime, a dictatorship. Which as we know is what could happen in a certain timeline.
Channels and others talk about timelines and how we choose the timeline or timelines that we want to be on by the level of vibration we’re able to hold. High vibration, positive timeline. And the opposite of course is true.
Because we are still in duality.
And since I feel dualistic in so many ways, I perceive that the “outside“ timeline, whatever that may be today and tomorrow, will dictate “my world.”
At the deepest, darkest level of fear, the panicky part of me thinks that this website and all other websites like it would disappear in that darker timeline, whether I “believe“ in it or not. I can’t exactly “believe“ into existence a webpage that has been removed by its host.
At that same level of fear, the notion of “the bad outcome“ happening and what I see as a dictatorship stomping over us here in America leaves me wondering how any of us who are pursuing this pathway of light could even connect in such a reality.
And if we can connect, would it be under censorship? Would we have to be clandestine? Code our words and phrases as so many people are doing now, alternate spellings and slashes and dashes to break up the “trigger words“ that bring the electronic scissors, snip snip snip?
I just don’t know. But I do know, right now, writing this here has had a calming effect on me. Even if we are just a small group here right now, in the forum, I feel my connectedness with you, Ralph and Alex and Lori.
I thank you profoundly for being here and for listening. I will come back later today.
One last thing. I skimmed through the email version of the post Ralph put up this morning. I had a jumpy stomach and shaky hands which is the way I woke up. And after just a few phrases here and there, I felt calm settle over me.
It was your words, Ralph. Your magic words. Thank you.💓
Love and Light (even in the midst of the possibility of dark),
Catherine
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Hey everyone, how are things? I haven’t been posting lately because I have been struggling with a lot of fear about Jan 20. I feel as neutral as I can be right now, after purging a lot of heavy emotions. I don’t know what is gonna happen tomorrow, but I have reaffirmed to myself that I am a devout servant of the Divine Mother and her Plan, so I will suffer as many slings and arrows, metaphorical or otherwise, as she deems necessary in order to fulfill my mission. All I hope for is that this global transformation occurs in a way that is for the greatest good of everyone here experiencing it.
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I personally would love it, Alex, if you would post exactly how you’re feeling, whatever that is. I think it’s so helpful for us to share all our feelings, even the ones we feel paralyzed about.
I listened to the Patricia Cota Robles Vlog posted on Golden Age of Gaia today and that was very helpful. Calming. The reminder that unity is where we are headed.
I do keep up on Suzi’s new site, since she was booted off of Patreon. I find Simon Parkes’ information the most credible on the “alternative” wavelength, and she posts his video links there. A lot of it I just have to skim over because I don’t need to know it and or it doesn’t resonate as truthful enough, my truth, to really embrace. I don’t think people are deliberately misinforming but sometimes they just don’t know. The mainstream, of course, I don’t watch at all. That way lies madness.😘
Whatever happens, let’s check in frequently over the next few days. I think that would be a leap toward unity, don’t you?🌈💓💞
Love and Light,
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Catherine,
Me too….As an empath, the energy always precedes for me. I have to tell myself to breathe today. I had two baths already. Water therapy. Yes, I re-read a lot of your words, Ralphs and Aneals. I feel you all.
Today I felt Mary Magdelene’s energy – pure love, reading Kathleen’s posts and yesterday….
so to sum up, heightened awareness and appreciating as things all around us are reconfiguring to resonate in this new energy bifurcation. It keeps shocking me, but its happening as they say it will.I am grateful for this time we have shared and one day at a time is the new normal I suppose – or as Ralph says…. only ever is and was NOW.
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Night before Blossoms message I saw- chains all around my body and a big padlock….then, energy from within burst the chains and the lock and out through my middle split body (I know, too much) roared a lion and then a bird -Phoenix- rising came to mind. Then her message was delivered so, nothing to fear as we are surrounded and taken care of no matter what happens. All is divine.
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Dear Catherine, Lori and Alex,
Reading and feeling your thoughts, makes me like to do more. I can’t, but you can and you Know how. I can assure you, the “outside” lessons aren’t yours! The “outside” events serve the masses in a way to shake them up.
Please don’t identity with your “human” self NOW. You all had your lessons of empathy before already. Your lessons Now are Trust, Allowing, let go of all “possibilities” of harm to your “human” body I.
Imagine standing at the site walk, looking at all the passing cars chasing by with high speed and grave possible danger. However, this only appears dangerous from a worried grown-up holding the hand of a child.
The grown-up knows they are perfectly save at the side walk. Nevertheless “projecting” possible bad and uncontrolled behavior onto the child.
Don’t focus on the worried grown-up nor on the “fragile” child. Focus on BEING AWARE there is NO danger! Don’t play the game. Trust.
I AM completely at peace. I send ALL my strength and LOVE 💕
Soon we laugh, looking back.
Love you
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Thank you guys for the messages. I feel very anxious right now, another layer of shadow decided to come up.
The thing I fear most, I suppose, is that everything will go as the cabal wants it and all the asleep people here in the US will be cheering and full of relief, while us lightworkers will be forced to suffer more humiliation in silence, wondering once again when we will all finally be vindicated.
This waiting is so painful, especially when I live with my father who thinks Trump is the devil. I have never believed that Trump is a saint or anything like that, but if the alliance really did choose him to help them liberate humanity, then that must mean that there is more good in him than bad, or maybe he was a bad person who had a change of heart. I just don’t think things are so black and white with him, and my dad’s cackling and howling laughter in response to whatever the msm says Trump did wrong again, it feels like a thousand daggers in my heart.
I have openly tried to explain to my dad why Trump is in the position that he’s in, and he just throws all these accusations at me about him, all these horrible things he’s apparently done. I don’t know how much, if any of it is true, but my dad is incapable of thinking for one moment that perhaps he’s being fed lies or exaggerations, or that maybe Trump wants to make up for the bad things he did in his past.
My dad is so full of hate, and it’s like a poison that is being drip fed into my blood every day. That is why I want this all to end so badly, so I can pull this snake off my neck and then love it free. I just want to get on with it, to start the next phase of my mission, comforting my loved ones while they process the crumbling of their realities. I don’t want them to be in pain, but I don’t want to be the “crazy conspiracy theorist” anymore.
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Aneal,
Everything you say is true for so many. Exhausted is an understatement as far as witnessing the utter destruction for so long on this planet. I fell into despair over it and then had to pick myself back up….
I truly believe that this is happening Now. Every one of the great masters and Archangels and lightworkers etc. are declaring that the time is Now.I am hopeful. I am hopeful for your situation as well.
Holding space and love….
LoriMaybe we will start a thread to bring attention to all the changes that are already occurring in the unfoldment of the NEW.
“Happen Films” is a film site on youtube.
“Kirsten Dirksen” has an alternative living site (my favourite) and
“Exploring Alternatives”, also on youtube are three fun sites to inspire a co-creative way of living in harmony and simplicity now.Did anyone here ever hear about Jacque Frescoe ? Also, Sacha Stone has a template for new community living – in harmony honouring Sovereignty and the Earth (our HOME) . I believe we are “going there” no matter how many kick and scream along the way…. We will hold their hands if they want to come along.
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I know I have shared with you what I see and then the confirmation. I want to share before the confirmation this time because it makes it even more fun.what I mean is -my guidance or higher self always gives me a visual. I then get to have an outer experience to go along with the visual. Someone or something will remark in a longer teaching, on my visual experience…or I will watch it unfold in real time. I guess you could say that I dare not decide what things mean and do my own interpretation as I do not feel I am evolved enough to not get it mixed up. Magenta Pixie is an expert in reading timelines. I do not feel I am.
I am a student and eager so….
This morning about 4am I saw a grove of evergreen forest quivering – yes shaking – not blowing in the wind but just movement. There was absolutely no fear or cause for alarm but I woke from the vision and said – oh, an earthquake.
Next visual this morning was one of a huge beautiful waterfall – but huge and it was meandering through the forest….animals were there etc.
When I woke from it, I heard “the Crystal River”.
I felt that there was an extra large release of this water…”that changes everything”. Beautiful, peaceful and Divine.So that’s it – because like the lion roaring from my belly after breaking the chains and lock, and then the bird -(hearing later The phoenix) – my confirmation
from another unknown to me, is how I KNOW that indeed this message was significant .So, before the confirmation, I wanted to share with you one way Spirit speaks in my energetic space. And now I wait and “BE” peace today.
I feel the pressure has dissipated and NOW I can hold the peace.Love to you all. And Aneal, your angel self has got this.
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Alex and Lori, thank you so much!
This is so perfect. I will share my very literal confirmation this morning.
And first I want to say that I had to go through a really icky time last night and some this morning of the despair and the worry and fear that “nothing’s going to change.“ Very much like you were talking about, Alex.
I realized two things. One, my poor inner child was absolutely freaking out, she was literally shattered. So we had some communion and my guide came in and she’s much better now.
The second thing I had to realize was that my light is inside me. It really has nothing to do with the outside world. So that left me feeling much more settled and philosophical and whatever happens or appears to happen, it doesn’t stop the real change that really is happening, like you mentioned, Lori.
But then… The automated drip system for our new garden landscaping was on this morning when I went outside. They’re not loud or splashy. But I heard this weird gurgling. And the black weed cloth was kind of pushing up and pulsating in front of the lime tree. When I pulled it back… One of the sprinklers from the old lawn system shot up and sprayed all over.
The old system was still in place and still operative. But it has been revealed.
So I texted our landscaper and he’ll come and cap it off today.
Coincidence? Maybe. The new landscaping was installed on 12/12/20. And I discovered this hidden remnant of the old system causing a problem today. Hmmmmm….
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How are you guys doing today? I’m not doing very well. I feel very awful if I’m being completely honest. I need someone to talk to.
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This day dealt a heavy blow on my heart, and I’m sure I’m not alone in feeling this way. The pain I feel is similar to when I lost my Twin Flame to a car accident. The sense of loss and feeling lost is the same. So I have taken to caring for my grieving heart in the same way I processed my beloved’s death. Maybe some other people need to hear this too. It’s okay to grieve, to be hurting right now, to withdraw into a safe space, forget about the rest of the world and lick one’s wounds.
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Today I feel surprisingly good. I really don’t know why, but I do suspect that I spent a very long time away from my body last night, living with my loved ones in the higher realms and resting. I don’t know if I will see more waves of depression, but I will just let these emotions flow however they may in the coming weeks.
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Love is. I begin there as I am love. My Twin Flame is Ascended. We chose together. Together we are but not in what others may consider “traditional”. I am fortunate to understand Oneness – and what love is. I see, I hear. So many choices we have – together. This new beginning is a challenge but as one, as love, all is. I was shown a storm we are navigating as one. The boat remains afloat – and we enjoy. When I am challenged my Twin Flame shares love. We feel everything together. This is the Oneness. I was shown a place by a beautiful sea of translucent turquoise water. The land was a sand of light red/orange and the few buildings on the shore were constructed simply of the same soil. The roofs of red adobe. At the shore children played. I walked along the shore towards the homes and dove into the beautiful water. Then I stood inside one of the homes looking out of an open doorway towards the sea. A light breeze blew through the window opening and blew up the pages of a hanging calendar. The pages of April and May flipped up. I saw the year – 8017. I can now recall the feeling of peace and love and the sweet sounds of giggling children. This I realize as a co-creation of beauty, love, and innocence. Let this be our goal. We are all one. So many choices. Can we make them simply love, peace, beauty? Whatever our challenges, we have a beautiful future. We will get there – promise. All those grains of sand, all those drops of water.. All have meaning. I am grateful for the Oneness. Love is.l
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I wish to offer a hypothetical scenario for contemplation. It’s some moment in the future; the cabal members have all been arrested, and every unspeakable crime against humanity has been exposed. You now cannot un-know the unimaginable depravity that has been practiced upon children, men and women, the elderly, the animal kingdom, our sweet mother earth. All the members of the cabal are put on trial to see if they are truly guilty; many of them are sentenced to death or life in prison. Some of them, however, have more lenient sentences and will be put in a reintegration program after doing their time. You see these people leave their cells years later, they are free men and women. They were once politicians, businessmen, celebrities, and other people of great influence who swooned the masses for many many years. You see one of them walk past you on the street; it is someone you admired before they showed their true colors. My question to you is: can you say to them, “I love you and I forgive you, brother/sister.”?
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How wonderful. I like this creation. I sense very much the healing energy it holds. Equally I sense the desire to fast forward … Into a better place, a place and Time of loving … past forgiveness. Into a place of Being grateful, BE-having lessons learned … where All are aware to BE ONE.
I love your Creation. I Accept it into my Light NOW.
Thank you so much. I love you … as you know 😉💕
Ralph
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Thank you for the question and the opportunity to consider. This question I recognize. What I found in myself was more than a question of forgiveness but perhaps a step beyond to the point of caring. With unconditional love do we already forgive? And, if those that have caused any harm – including myself – choose the way of unconditional love, and have returned to join the creation, join the flow – should we then celebrate their return? I thought about a time when I use to watch a flock of thousands of starlings floating about in unison. The flow of their soar over the heat over buildings in winter was a beautiful and comforting sight. Together as one they flew, rolling, swooping… A tight and unified mass. So beautiful – mesmerizing. I choose all those that choose unity/oneness to create a beautiful flow of unconditional love. I’m grateful for our oneness. Today, I grappled with anger. I am not easily angered but found a reason I thought was valid. Then I began to argue all the many reasons and all those things that supported those reasons. Certainly, I could have continued that grappling but then I realized the energy I was grappling over and I began to laugh. I realized that anger wasn’t a happy energy but I was choosing it and supporting it. I felt suddenly embarrassed. That’s okay – I embarrass myself a lot. But, what I discover is that when I laugh at this realization of my truth the angels laugh with me. And, then I laugh harder. D
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Hello D,
Welcome 🤗 as active participant to the forum. Please share more of your Light with us.
What I found in myself was more than a question of forgiveness but perhaps a step beyond to the point of caring. With unconditional love do we already forgive?
Someone able to rise and ponder on these questions, BE-hold much clarity! Probably you already Know that if One is able to ask the question … One Knows … ONE BE-holds the answer.
And, if those that have caused any harm – including myself – choose the way of unconditional love, and have returned to join the creation, join the flow – should we then celebrate their return?
Equally this point of view, from ONE BE-holder … observing.
Makes me very curious about your views and thoughts. Whenever you are ready, please share and express them/yours with us.
I learned Expressing is very liberating and healing.
Much Love
Ralph
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Hi Ralph, Thank you for your consideration of my expression. Always, I pursue clarity regarding my truth – often healing and transforming along with way. In the flow, I Am sometimes moving slowly, sometimes quickly. These days feels like a fast moving river. I agree that when asking a question I Am ready for a answer – however, is there a “the” question and “the” answer? – which then requires a new lesson, a new understanding. So, for clarity I would say I Am ever evolving in consciousness. So, yes, Catherine is most concise in that expressing is liberating and healing. I use the word “release” but, mostly I love the flow – together. I really appreciate this sharing forum – the clarity is most healing.
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Here’s a message from Dr. Peebles as channeled recently by Natalie Gianelli. I subscribe to her newsletter, and you can too if you wish.
Greetings Peebles People:
I want to share some words of wisdom from Dr. Peebles in a recent e-mail group session. He said:
Have confidence in yourselves. No matter what you are doing, your heart is always guiding you. When you pause and ask your heart what it would like you to do in order to take the next steps, you step out of the mind for a moment. The inner child, the ego, wants to make sure you do it correctly. But there is no right, wrong or correct way in nature. You are already doing it correctly. We want you to ease up, listen to your heart and ask your soul where it wants to take you. These are the important answers.
You have not come to Earth to pay your taxes and stop at red lights and have all your files in order. These are things you do, but you have come to play, to experience creativity, to expand your awareness and ability to feel love – not to get it right, there is no getting it right. Over the next 18 months you are going to find the inner child bringing up his or her best coping mechanism, original lesson and wounds. This is because something is wanting to be healed, wanting to come to the surface.
Be gentle with yourselves. You are entering into a period when surrender will be your middle name. You may not know the next steps to take, but you will always know which foot to pick up, in order to take your next step. Don’t get frustrated because you don’t know all of the details. The same as when you are eating a wonderful meal and you say, I must have the recipe. If the chef says he will not give it to you, what do you do? Do you insist and stop eating, or do you simply enjoy your meal? Do you surrender?
What we encourage is not to get caught up by the mind when it is trying to make sure everything is in order. It is going to feel as if you don’t have your ducks in a row. It’s all right. Trust and come back to the moment.
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Hi Catherine,
I feel this is a wonderful post and message. Thank you so much for sharing.
LOVE 💗💗💗
Ralph
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I could post a new thread on this but will start it here…
Today’s “Message from Ann and the Angels” felt particularly useful to me. I “know” about Law of Attraction and being in the Now, etc. etc., but hearing it repeatedly in different forms helps me get it, especially since I keep forgetting. I’ll post part of the message below.
I would love to hear your favorite methods of getting into your high vibe state. And into your Now state. Mine include remembering to breathe, petting a cat, hugging or just interacting with attention to my mom (not listening with half an ear), walking or being outside…I’m in the process of adding “drawing” to this repertoire.
Sometimes writing works, as well, but writing, other than stream of consciousness method or poetry, engages more of the mind than is helpful for Now presence and positive vibe state (at least that’s my experience).
Here’s a little excerpt and the link.
Living in a vibration of feeling good in any way in your life now leads to health and vitality later. Whatever vibration you are emanating now is tuning you into more of that later. The good news is that your positive vibrations are much stronger than your negative vibrations. One single thought of true self-love or self-acknowledgment sustained for less than a minute can point your entire life in a more positive direction.
Now. Here. This is all you have. The past only exists if you carry it with you and dredge it up in your memories. The future is imagined. If it makes you feel good to think about the past or the future right now, then enjoy those thoughts and feelings! If, however, it makes you feel sad, angry, upset, disempowered, or in a generally low vibe to think of the past or imagined future, stop! Catch yourself. Learn to question yourself more often, “Do I feel good now? If not what better thoughts can I choose now?”
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Thank you Catherine.
I am “within” my feelings. Sometimes stumble over “leftover residu” were I suspect a former resistance to hide. This is equally happening in my mental “truth” body. Were I am “shown” to hold some form of “false” or conditional thinking.
I am still tiptoeing around “former” self blame and shame. I have however found the remedy and power to vaporize these “shadow” thoughts when they pass by.For my individual self I can hold my happy loving flow almost constantly. It’s only when I am “thinking” or actively interaction with “others” I am sometimes cault of garde.
All forms of expressing myself in joy or/and peace makes me happy. Any kind of stress I avoid. Breathing actively always relaxes me and lifts me up. Laughing
and joking is the best medicine ever, even if I have to laugh at myself hahahahaha 😜 😂😂Finally I learned how to pay attention to all my bodies (physical, mental, emotional, etherical and spiritual) to bring them into alignment, to harmonize them.
Nowadays this is far more easy as before and allows me to stay in the flow of the Now.Love you all
Ralph
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Hello my dear friends,
Today on Valentine’s day I wish to send you all extra special Love and Gratitude 💕💕💕
I am thankful to have a place where we can join and share our Light. You are all very precious to me, although we live way apart on this beautiful planet.
As always we humans experience different feelings towards different people. This in itself has nothing to do with “other” people not Being special, just having a different kind of relation with. So please bare this in mind, when I want to appreciate special thanks to a few.
First of all to Steve and Suzie for this wonderful Blog and the forum. Equally all other people involved in making this possible.
Second to Catherine who is our die hard moderator and some “mother” to this forum. Everyone can always count on a heads up or a loving comment from her. She saved the forum when it had become a wasteland.
Third to Alex and Lori, who are so kind and loving. Allowing your personal live and thoughts to expose and share, takes courage and much Light.
Finally all former and recent active participants. I love you all and hope we will all grow more close and in numbers.Much Love ❤️❤️❤️
Ralph
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Catherine , yes , may I add a huge ditto to what Alec said above …
I have a touch of physical pain to live with ( hands becoming increasingly crippled with osteoarthritis and mostly I’ve adapted & do okay (like you, I look for safe natural things to deal with the pain) – but sometimes on the days when the pain’s especially sharp and I’m wondering if it’s still a mere smidge of what’s to come & how I’ll cope , well, I can feel pretty down and out . It’s in no way comparable to what you’ve been living with – and so, for me to know more of your situation and how you’ve been able to rise above it and be your best self is very inspiring to me. Thank you !
I know you live in California and that you’ve explored various western medicine options and the ‘alternative’ options to help out with the hip pain / mobility. I thought it’s very interesting what Dr Peebles said about it . I can see why you haven’t wanted to jump right into looking at a past life if it felt too emotionally daunting at the moment & that booking in for hip replacement doesn’t feel at all feasible right now ( we have a lot in common maybe, same age, similar interests , I too do Reiki , and my husband and I do a lot of care and all the meals for his 96 year old mom, though she is not living here with us – she’s stubbornly staying in her own home, and we respect her wish to be there ) so I know you have lots of daily responsibilities to take into consideration all round …
at the risk of being pesky , I wondered if you have already tried Tellington TTouch ? Maybe so , and maybe it didn’t make a difference, but just in case I wanted to ask as it might take pain down a notch or so , and combined with doing Reiki , and also the fact you can learn to do TTTouch easily and do the work yourself multiple times a day when needed (no need to go anywhere and no expense incurred, just need an open mind and motivation, which you have in spades )
And the other thing I thought of ( again, the connection to Reiki makes me think you may already have found this info, but just in case… I’ll bring it up ) is the-
Divine Healing Codes
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I won’t put a link to the website which shares them, here unless you or Suzanne ok it , but here is a bit of info on them :“They are from Heaven. Source, Creator, Divine Mother and Archangel Raphael, as well as Merlin, Archangel Michael, and Our Saviour Jesus Christ have helped them come to be available for all of humanity.
They will work with your own heart center and the energy of Source. They are free to all and there is no fee to pay or course to take to be able to use them.
Please note that some conditions are written into the pre-birth contract, and individuals who are in this situation might not have the desired response, because for these individuals keeping with their Life Plan is for the Highest Good.”
The codes are angelic and there is no religious affiliation associated with these Divine Healing Codes. The higher the level of spiritual development, the higher the vibration in the energy signature of the individual, and the more energy is in the heart center for them to work. Spirit development isn’t the things other people see you do, sometimes it is just something between you and God. There is no training other than this needed for them, and practice too, for them to work.”I find them very powerful , and there are many which were created especially to help us through this time on earth and the challenges of ascension.
There are healing codes to help resolve past life issues.
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https://ttouch.com/About_Us/What_is_the_Tellington_Method/index.html
I should have mentioned the woman who created this technique was an equestrian working with race horses in California at the time, and so her main focus has been using it for animals worldwide – but it works just fine for people, I can testify : )
She studied under Moshé Feldenkrais, “whose method is to reorganize connections between the brain and body and so improve body movement and psychological state.” He taught himself to walk again, against all odds after serious damage to his body.
What she learned from him, she brought to her work with horses, and it grew from there .
I discovered her through her first book, about 20 years ago, and then I took several courses here through a woman trained by Linda T- J & I have used it for self, other people and animals ever since .
I know you like books, Catherine, and I would say try to find her first book and learn more about her ( great anecdotes and it has photos, diagrams / instructions, etc. – it’s a really good one to just jump into and appreciate at other levels , since you love animals )
There are other more recent books by her and lots of videos on line, etc , but I am still very fond of her first book , as it opened new doors for me.
“The TellingtonTTouch, A Revolutionary Natural Method to Train and Care for Your Favorite Animal”So glad I have your ok to share this other link as well, Catherine – and especially since you felt it may be of special interest for you (I felt that same zing of energy in regards to you as well !!)
https://reikidoc.blogspot.com/p/revisiting-divine-healing-codes.html
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Everyone seems to be so nice on these forums. It’s nice to have someplace to connect with others who are also spiritually minded who have many valuable things to share. I spend too much time reading the news and playing computer games lately, escaping from reality I guess. Bored. But I gain inspiration from others here and I just want to say, thank you for sharing and thank you for offering this platform for sharing. I consider it very valuable real estate on the Internet.
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I literally feel the Love energy rising daily in this forum. Thank you Lynn, Thomas, Claire and Murrieta for your recent active contribution.
I am equally amazed to witness the power of expression … and this is only what I see around Catherine’s latest “walking pain” article as one example.
I hope this signals the beginning of many more “events” to manifest in reality. Exciting times indeed.
Much love
Ralph
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Peace Diet,
Sometimes I get these intuitions in many different forms, like a word, context or a visual. Intuition in general I am having all my life and learned years ago they are very “unusual” especially for a man hahahahaha 😂🤣
Anyway, they have been part of me all my life and are truly rock solid .. always. They become more fluid and intense in a very desirable way.
So today I had the “Peace Diet” reference directly when reading https://goldenageofgaia.com/2021/02/26/318169/
I will not make a whole story about it, how come or why. The only important reference I like to offer is this …
The best diet is fasting, DON’T EAT!
The best action for peace, DON’T ACT!Hope to contribute to those who are wondering.
Much love 💕💕💕
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again, this speaks strongly to me because of my current situation ,Ralph as yesterday was an especially taxing day , maybe I’ll do a vent in the right thread when I have time to.
I’m walking a mindful line on so many fronts with persons in my life , and being slow to act or speak in haste or anger has had to be my motto … and in truth, it’s also my innate temperament too, so not as difficult as it is for some … I’m stubborn, but not hot-headed (very often) if that makes sense.
I am starting my day (late here ) with my coffee and the GAoG posts and forums …. ahhhhh, a sense of peace & thanks comes over me to have found this community!
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Hey guys, I was hoping you could send me some loving energies. Lately I have felt so utterly overwhelmed and filled with despair because of the continuous waiting for important world events to occur. I have felt attacked for being who I am, for being associated with Q and the Alliance movement, even though I never talk about my beliefs unless it’s with someone I trust completely. The weight of even indirectly being demonized for wanting to help this beautiful planet is causing me tremendous pain. I feel like I’m losing my strength to keep going. Any help you can offer is appreciated deeply.
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Hello my very precious courages friend. I send you so much love today, you could light up your whole universe. 💕💞💖💓
I know few people who are as fragile and equally courageous as you are lovely Alex. I want you to finally accept how brilliant you light up the sky in every moment you breath.
Focus on holding your Being and breath. Stop any need you feel pop-up to start giving and helping others. Holding your balance, rearranging your own Light without start giving it away, I sense as your primal focus for now.
I will assist and know others are as well. There is only one who can take, accept and Hold the Love offered … that’s your direct task at hand.
All the Love and Light you can hold, I offer unconditional. 💓💖💞💕🌈
Your friend Ralph 😍
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Hi Alex,
I do empathize. I send out good warm thoughts and a gentle hug to you . That sounds rough.
I’ve been quiet in the forums here of late , and quiet in real life too, perhaps going through a similar sort of process. Feeling weary and alone, and losing long-time friends this past while.
I know I’m going through an adjustment / emotional turmoil, due to giving up one of my part-time jobs recently (a position I’d enjoyed and been in for 15 years ) – simply because I took my stand and said no thanks to a covid test and the upcoming vaccines
So …. I’ve been very much in a low-key mode too and can relate to your frame of mind.
Be kind to yourself and lay low, nurture your heart in all ways , rest lots, do the simple small things which can usually make you feel good … there’s not going to be one magical thing, but a combo of lots to ease you along probably. for me it’s usually free tiny ‘at home’ pleasures, like a purring cat on my lap, a hot bath, making or repairing something with my sewing machine, a dog walk, searching the public library catalogue for familiar authors I’m fond of and new ones who sound intriguing & putting holds on good books to inspire me, etc
You likely have an internal knowing of what helps nourish you … be gentle on yourself, Alex, and rest up to renew your strength , because the waiting is a challenge but I do believe things will begin to unfold more visibly very soon. And you’ll be busy then .
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Thank you both so much for these kind words. I have had a hard time finding a hobby that brings me joy.
I am studying astrology right now, and that is very exhilarating and fulfilling, but it can also hurt me because I get carried away very easily when I’m learning something that I am deeply interested in. I lose track of everything around me, including the needs of my body. What makes this doubly painful sometimes is that the way I use astrology is extremely catalytic. I use astrology to self reflect, so it can cause me to be on top of the world, or plunge me into the depths of my shadow to clear traumas.
I need some kind of hobby that is more “mindless” in a sense. I do make macramé jewelry sometimes, but I have always felt restricted with it because I wish to make the jewelry with crystals that are used for the sacred purpose of healing, not just to look pretty. I feel bad whenever I make a piece and don’t wear it often because I feel like I’m neglecting my crystals.
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Hello Sweet Alex,
Reading these words, gave me the impression you are recovering a bit. This makes my heart smile and radiate.
I feel a special connection with you, probably because I admire your drive for good, your honesty and openness, but probably most of all your courage … to expose yourself, revealing all flaws, thoughts, struggle you experience. In this regard I place you on an equal level as Steve Beckow, who is admired by many, me included, for his open exposing way in his personal ascension process. Chapeau … Applaus 👏👏👏
The “funny” thing is, the both of you have something else in common … victimhood (probably a new English term I am introducing here hahahahaha)
However it may as well be a new term, therefore open to define it …. in a desire to equally have it “deconstructed” by all attracted to it.
For me victimhood represents a hidden force of very strong energy to fix something. It represents the inner force of “need” and an outer force of “solve”. They hold each other in a never ending movement around the duality field within the “Law of Attraction and Repulsion”.
This is perfectly fine for unawakened souls, as the whole 3D construct is created around this principle. However, for an awakened soul this eventually becomes unbearable, stressful and painful.
Why? Because the same force that has brought them this far up the Spiritual ladder, giving them strength and power, is equally preventing them from peace. Why? Because they value more the path travelled, the personal victories gained, the actions and mission completed … than the individual holding Light and BEING Love!
The ever inner sinner feeling is preventing them to stop. Accept the past and finally arive at your now moment to be honored for who you are. To accept you are Good, you are forgiven, you are allowed to be loved, you are God.
A hobby of any kind to distract you from “being” bad or a need to prove, heal or fix yourself … just doing something YOU like to do … could make a huge change my lovely friend.
I would “think” writing about anything, daily or whenever you feel like, publish or not, would give you actual joy. Maybe write about anime or something you feel excited about, simply ignore the “shadow illusion reality” a while, breathing yourself into healing.
You are dear to me Alex. You equally know, these words addressed to you hold intention of light, healing and love … all unconditional. Use what you like and ignore all else!
Much love 💕💕💕
Your friend Ralph
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Thank you very much, Ralph, you have lots of good nuggets of wisdom to offer others. I really do need to stop feeling guilty about being me and doing whatever I want. I feel often like I’m wasting time if I don’t do something related to my ascension path. I do of course spend time with my husband just for the joy of it, but when I’m alone, I feel at a loss as to what to do with my free time. If I can find a new video game to play that really grabs my interest, I think that should help.
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Love this thread and everyone’s contributions, mutual support, and overwhelming love. You all make me feel glad to be with you, huddling here around our electronic campfire, sharing stories.
Love all you beautiful souls!😻
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Greetings of LOVE and LIGHT to all of you on this post! I just discovered it, although I have been reading GAG for at least 6 years. I resonate with everyone of you! Feelings of despair and hopelessness has been such a struggle for me… the past year especially. Knowing that so many on our planet are going through their own struggles does not make it easier, however it does offer opportunity for shared experience and wisdom. Working through even deeper layers of childhood woundings and shadows has kept me on a roller coaster that parallels what is going on in our world as truths are hidden and censored.
I liked your post on another thread, Ralph, comparing our inner and outer turmoil to the cabal being inside of us. At least that is the way I perceived it. The crimes against humanity being played out in our world and the crimes against ourselves being played out in our inner world are connected.
I achingly and compassionately feel my little child of three and four years old that went completely mute for a year of my life. When it dawned on me that this now experience is the revelation of a shadow that has been creating situations so that I would feel the deep woundings that I have not wanted to feel or remember and allowing them a voice, gratitude came swiftly over me. Having been in therapy on and off for years, the feeling of gratitude and trust in the process is a welcome understanding returning.
I have had the revelation before to trust in the process and it accelerated me into a grace experience where I fell completely in love with myself. For months I lived in a blissful state of awareness. The voices and questions in my head suddenly stopped. I know longer felt the desire to read or listen to or search for teachers. I fell in love with everyone and became the wisest person for months that I’ve known (in person). I couldn’t believe the wisdom that spewed forth from me. I often looked in the mirror to see what I looked like. What I always saw was pure love looking back at me. I often shed tears of joy at how beautiful and precious I felt. It was the most amazing 6-8 months of my life. When I gradually lost that unconditional love for myself and went back to the healing process, I felt guilty and alone. I felt I must have done something really wrong to get that gift and then lose it. I made bold decisions to get back to that state of serenity, unconditional love and trust. I moved into a remote cabin by myself with my dog. To this day I have been in search of that love for myself again that I lost almost 9 years ago.
Today I woke up again in a panic and started crying first thing…. about humanity, my family and children and the lies that are being told to us. The feeling of helplessness is overwhelming. Allowing the feelings to arise and be felt of the censorship of my children and family that I am experiencing is crucial. On a very deep level this understanding has allowed the shadow of my first experience of being silenced to come into the light.
First I want to say that I have always been very close with my two children who are now in their late 30’s. My daughter in the past has called me every single day, even through college. This was her decision and not my request. It hurts that my children and family once trusted me, however they are now pushing me away and censoring me because they do not want to hear what I have to say. They love me dearly, but now find themselves in a quandary because as my son says, I am now of a different tribe (ouch)! They will not read what I send them of doctors and scientists telling the truth. My son and wife are now three months into pregnancy but considering the “V” because it is now supposedly safe for pregnant women. He is almost done with his PhD at Columbia in NY and I would think he would be more informed. My daughter, who has chosen a name for her future child many times over can’t hear me tell her that this “V” may cause her to be sterile. She has watched her dear friends get married and pregnant and gone to so many weddings and baby showers… that when her brother and new wife got pregnant she went into silence for a week. She let everyone know that she was having a hard time and needed space… including me. All of my brothers and sisters are now done with the first part of the experimental technology, called a “V”. I often live in panic because I am afraid of losing all of my family or watching them get sick and not be able to do the things they love. A wound from childhood resurfaces making it much more difficult for me to think rationally or trust in the process.
When I read your stories and dedication to healing yourselves and our planet, I am so grateful for you! I feel hopeful. I feel trust just around the corner is beckoning me forward. It does my heart good to read what you are sharing.
Gratitude abounds for all of you and for me discovering this forum. Thank you so much! Many blessings to all as we head along the path to ascension!
I am the Light, I am the Love, I am the Truth, I am
Katerina
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Hello Katerina, welcome! Thank you for your outpouring of feelings and revelations. This absolutely is a safe place to share yourself and all you are.
I don’t have children or spouse (by choice)—I have one family member, my dear elderly mother, with whom I reside. Neither of us will take the V (though I find it interesting that people feel free to comment that “at least SHE is getting it, right?”). (I’ve found various non-answers that work.)
My oldest and dearest friends, a very small group of perhaps half a dozen, have all succumbed to the propaganda and are taking it. Their families, too. Ugh! Can’t stop them. Similarly to you, I just hope none of them die or fall permanently ill or injured from it. I have too few close people to afford to lose even one in what I’d consider a premature, 100% preventable manner.
I recall what Simon Parkes said in a recent podcast. We are saddened and worried because dear ones are endangering themselves with this procedure. What we need to keep in mind is that THEY are saddened and worried because from their perspective, WE are endangering ourselves by NOT getting it.
I can’t really relate very well to that, to be honest, but I try to keep it in mind.
Again, welcome, Katerina. I hope you keep coming back!
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Hello Katerina,
So nice to welcome another enlightened soul in this forum. Much Love and Light right back at you.
comparing our inner and outer turmoil to the cabal being inside of us. At least that is the way I perceived it. The crimes against humanity being played out in our world and the crimes against ourselves being played out in our inner world are connected.
My compliments for “getting” this right. You are not your body, but an individual (human) awareness surrounded by its own mirror (human collective) awareness. Looking for Bad and Evil in the outside, is holding Co-Creation on the inside!
It is very hard to accept a “poison” for one, is neutral or even a medicine for someone else. Your brain simply isn’t wired yet to get this, because of the reptilian brain duality (fight flight) part.
If you can accept a placebo “dummy” medicine can actually cure a person, simply because they believe it .. you know your real power! Your physical body is an outside expression of Self!
Besides that you have many more bodies all centered around your heart core!So my advice would be regarding “V”, is not focus on the content or the conversation around truth, which in fact is a conversation around right or wrong or knowing best, but on your feeling.
Your Feelings are always your Creation in every Now. They tell You “right direction” or “wrong one” … They are your lessons!
Letting go is defeating your reptilian cabal brain … claiming empowerment and Trust … Not the information, the pushers, the teachers on the outside! This outside mirror is your leap of faith, your grand exam into your Creator Self- portal.Everyone has their own currently. Everyone is exactly where they need to be! The more advanced Light worker is actually challenging its own shadow. This is his black belt exam … not training or rescuing the pupils (not at first though).
I leave it with that.
One last thing. I had my Spiritual boot camp also many years ago and than was send elsewhere. It took me many years to understand. First I had to be trained myself. Then I had to be positioned at my mission location. There I had to Become convinced to BE my SELF. Now I am ready to assist for those ready to receive.
I didn’t actually loose something or did it right before and wrong now. Hope this helps.
I send you unconditional acceptance, forgiveness and love 💖💞💓
Ralph
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Winning
Having found peace and knowing, walking imaginary across the land. Looking at all nature has to offer, while gratefully witnessing God’s reflections. Allowing myself to accept and receive All I am surrounded with, my own Love thanking Me to Be Observed for the Light I shine upon it. I am at awe.
I pretend and visualize walking down a road, passing a person wearing a mask. Holding my center without judgment, I pass by in silence sending unconditional love.
Further on my path I come across another person allowing me to show his face. I kindly salute and smile receiving some grumpy expressions back. I sense an opportunity for change … I stop and ask.
“Who is winning?”
“Sorry what?” is the reply … “What do you mean?”
I calmly repeat … “Who is winning?”
“I do not understand. What do you mean … who is winning?”I hold my center … try to be patient, neutral and silent. Focus on my breathing and holding it, like an outside first meditation practice, while knowing to be observed. An audience I ones knew as judgmental, as a matter of fact that’s all my body can remember from past events. The “Big Brother” looking at me, standing in my human nakedness. I breathe … In and Out. Hold my breath, smile, become my empowered self in silence. I am empowered.
“Who is winning?” I repeat and openly smile to receive any reflection, knowing he is another lovely part of me.
“Ah … The stupid government is winning. They have extended the lock-down rules. Even the new political parties, are all in favor. When is this ever going to end. When do I get my vaccine and we can back to the way before?”
He continued for a while, allowing his thoughts and emotions to get out. Showing much of his inner worried human, to be expressing out. I allowed him to continue … then after some more mumbling he eventually stopped.“What do you think they should do?”
I smiled once more. Blessed this moment … this pause … this interval of sending out constant opinion. Holding slightly longer then I used to … a moment of silence.
I smiled, looked kindly at the person’s eyes.
“Who is winning?”He looked at me in utter astonishment. Took a sort of forced breath and replied “I do not understand? What are you talking about? Who is they? What are you implying?”
I could feel his almost angry energy within all the words he uttered. Remembering having acted likewise. As part of a constant need to “get” all thrown at you. Words, energy, physical expressions … they all used to be part of a human collective interaction … I surely was part of as well.
Learning this “human society behavior” language, took me all my life to understand. I had become pretty good at it too. Sometimes I even knew, before I actually saw or talked to a person … how they where. I could read their faces, their body language, their clothes, their health. I could sometimes even “predict” what their “spiritual awareness” was … at what “lower” vibration they are stuck as part of a mind controlled groups, a cult or religion!I focused back at myself. Allowing the Now to fill me with strength. Knowing to Be of Light and holding my Love always.
God created actual silence … the master piece in every great music composition ever since written. Holding my breath in a few seconds longer, while in silent peace.
“Who … is … winning?” responding in a somewhat different emphasizing manner.Now it was his moment to stay mute … at least verbally.
His facial and bodily expressions had all kind of “colors” if you will. They went from purple to red to dark blue … until finally showing some kind of yellow … a spark of white. Shaking his head, affirming with a blinking in his eyes … not to understand. I could almost hear him say “What are you talking about? What planet do you come from?” …
He didn’t say though. Guess to some extent he was curious to know. Equally having sufficient experience gathered, any forced aggressive approach wouldn’t get an answer.Now that I saw he was transmuted from circling his own opinions … blocked by his emotions and sending out all he held inside. He had actually switched to receiving, opening up to at least discover what this odd stranger was talking about.
I proceeded … “Who is winning?”
“Who is winning … refers to the fact … at least more than one are competing … does it not?”He only nodded, confirming he was getting the point. However still in the dark as to really get why this question is relevant.
Knowing where I am and equally knowing how I got there … I felt this was to much of a leap for him to make Now.
In that moment I decided to bless what had been achieved. Focus at the the mutual silence and peace between two very different vibrating human beings. I finished my conversation with one last detail.“When no one is winning … I guess no one is playing!?”
“When no one is playing … no one is loosing either.”“For me that would be a great day to witness. If one day everyone on this planet, would truly understand this very question … and would either reply with a smile …
I or no one!
Then we would truly have peace on Earth.”“Until that day … I only ask questions … beginning with this one.”
“Who is winning?”“I wish you a very pleasant day!”
Ra~Luv
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Hiya!
Some people might be interested in this great free video library of channeled messages by Suzanna Maria Emmanuel:https://www.youtube.com/c/SuzannaMariaEmmanuel/videos
Thx.
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Hello everyone. I haven’t been around the forum for a while. I’m experiencing some extreme form of depression, like none I have ever felt before. It feels heavier and more overwhelming than when my beloved Twin Flame passed away. I feel like my life is broken, and I don’t know how to fix it. I can’t sustain any positive emotions for more than a few minutes, and the emotion that colors my life is deep sadness. Nothing makes me happy anymore, not even channeled messages or updates about Alliance movements. I don’t have any hobbies that fulfill my soul, and I have no idea what would. I feel so hopelessly lost, and I don’t even know who could help me. I guess I just feel desperate so I’m letting you guys know what’s going on with me. Please pray for me so I can find happiness again. Thank you.
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Dear Alex—so sorry for your sadness and depression.
I will say prayers for you.
My sense is that right now is even weirder than the weirdness of the last months. Thomas noted in a different thread that there are astrological forces and other energies that we tend to forget affect us as well.
Love you,
Catherine
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Hello Anael the Rose Angel,
I feel your pain! I know how hard this is. We here it is all part of the ascension process and to me that is somewhat helpful. I will pray for you that you find happiness! I came across this tonight shortly after reading your message. I am going to try hard to follow it and see if it helps. Feeling such deep depression makes it hard to make changes- sort of a “what’s the use anyway” or feeling no energy perhaps. I find meditation difficult where it once was easy – yoga the same. I seem to feel in a daze and wake up in tears often. I find it very hard to apply any discipline at all to myself. Maybe this will help. Please continue to reach out for support and love.
Please check out: Joe Dispenza: How to Stop Reliving Your Past and Start Deliberately Creating Your Future – about 16 minutes long. I can’t seem to post the link here but please look for it. You can find the link on Conscious Life News network, April 9. Prayers and blessings on the way 🙂
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Hi Alex! May I suggest spending some time out in nature – away from the city, away from the noise of many types, away from human people, maybe even leaving your cell phone at home, and just sit & observe, hang out with the tree people, the songbirds, the butterflies, the crawling bugs and feel the energy of the sylphs in the breeze and listen to the secrets the wind whispers in your ears. Connect with the salamanders in the warmth of the sun, the undines in a drop of dew or a babbling brook, and the fragrance of the gnomes in a handful of forest soil. Let the fairies dance in circles of joy around you and your aura of Light. Beautiful spirit, go see the beauty in your heart – its glow is revealed in the words you share here in the forums. The answers aren’t out there my friend, they are within. 😘
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Great suggestion, Thomas! I have been doing that now that the weather is warming up and it’s amazing how much better I feel the last couple of days. I wonder if that is where the term, “spring fever” comes from. People get out in nature and it makes them feel happy. There is a lot to grounding barefoot as well. I haven’t noticed a difference when I ground without shoes but I believe it makes a difference. Sunshine and nature are wonderful healers!
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