(Concluded from Part 1, above.)
When I’m in transformative, transfigurative peace, I feel totally stable, as if I were standing firmly on a slab of granite. (1) But naturally stable, not strutting or forcing an impression. On solid ground.
I used to look back on the years of my life when I was heavily dissociated (7-40), and say that back then I didn’t know the ground under my feet.
I was off-balance, timorous, hesitant. That gets to be reflected in the feet. We’re always fidgetting or rocking back and forth.
In transformative peace, our feet are as if they were a part of the granite slab we’re standing on. We’re immoveable as long as we remain peaceful.
In this state, nothing other than one’s heart influences one’s choosing. Gandhi is the best example I can think of of a political person permanently in this state; among sages, Anandamoyee Ma.
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The peace that we know in this denser plane (3D/4D) is always subject to our constant comment, inner chatter, whatever you want to call the ego intervening in our choices. That eventually stops and may be a precursor to the more senior experience of peace.
But peace itself, aside from making us stable, relieves us of all burdens. It restores us to what I experienced at Xenia – which is the original innocence and purity we are. (2)
Based on the fact that, as I breathe peace up from my heart, I feel bliss come along with it, I now have the answer to whether I’d get bored sitting around in peace all day. If it comes hand-in-hand with bliss, I know I won’t.
If we think about it for a second, what we discover in these transformative divine states is what we’ve always been seeking. We now have what we always wanted. Where is there to go from here?
We become agenda-less, in the moment, as long as we’re in these states. There’s nothing more to seek, except more. At the same time, the love and bliss we feel colors everything we do and makes everything worthwhile.
You might feel a prompting or intercept a thought that’s sent your way that … there’s more. There’s always more and more and more.
Footnotes
(1) Michael later used the same metaphor to describe peace:
Archangel Michael: So, when you think of things that you should do, are supposed to do, might do, and it doesn’t ignite that fire of excitement, and that granite of peace, then you are being given an important piece of information, which is ‘look elsewhere.’ Is that clear?” (“Transcript ~ Archangel Michael: You Have Chosen to Be the New Paradigm of Love, May 31, 2018,” June 7, 2018 at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2018/06/07/transcript-archangel-michael-you-have-chosen-to-be-the-new-paradigm-of-love-may-31-2018/.)
(2) At Xenia Retreat Center on Sept. 18, 2018, I dove deeply into my heart, in meditation, to find out what the origin was of the feeling of dismay I was experiencing. I thought I’d get to the original incident and experience it through to completion. Instead I went way past the level of the vasanas (or core issues) and kept on going.
I finally reached what resembled a tunnel and at the end of it was the Light of the Self. And in the presence of the Self I felt innocent and pure.
I’d penetrated through the hridayam, the heart aperture, into the open heart and down, down, down to “the seat of the soul.” (“The Heart is ‘the Seat of the Soul’,” December 17, 2018, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2018/12/17/the-heart-is-the-seat-of-the-soul/.)
