My mission is to go up along with everybody else and write about it. My model is Everyman. My intended reach is global.
My brand of writing is usually characterized as “awareness writing,” sometimes as “ethnography,” and sometimes as “flow” or “stream of consciousness.”
Being permitted to flow is relieving me of the stress of saying to myself, in the early morning, “I don’t know what to write about.” Well, let’s flow and see what comes of it.
Let’s integrate some of what we know, some of what we’ve learned so far.
Because flow is in the here and now, it tends to bump an article already scheduled so things get chronologically wonky – especially after an influential spiritual experience like dropping my character armor has been.
Here I go.
All of us have several roles. One of mine – the one that gets all the spiritual experiences is as a guinea pig … excuse me, pathfinder. That’s the one who dropped the character armor.
Well, I didn’t drop it per se. I was earnestly asking for it (Ask and ye shall receive. Knock and the door shall be opened) and my guides decided this was the time.
As a pathfinder or guinea pig, depending on whether I’m doing or being done unto, I think the hope is that, if I have a heart opening, dozens of readers will. The same with dropping one’s character armor.
So come on, you guys. Who’s next?
Other roles that I’m aware of, for interest’s sake, are:
– Monitor: Mentioned only once directly:
Archangel Michel: You are a monitor. We’ve not talked about this a great deal.
Steve: No, I don’t know what a monitor is or does, Lord.
AAM: You monitor what is happening upon your planet. You observe what is happening and you share your observations of what is happening. (1)
It was implied again by Sanat Kumara when he gave me the privilege of communicating to him as then Planetary Logos something that was not working:
Sanat: I know and I have heard that there are things and times when you think that even our requests are unreasonable.
Steve: Right.
SK: And we do not want to overwhelm anyone, ever. And sometimes, in our enthusiasm, we ask a great deal. So you may be that voice.
We give you permission and encouragement to say, this is not reasonable, either on the human side, or to us. If you have need to tell us to slow down, speed up, help in a different way, we are open, you know, to suggestions. We are reasonable. (2)
I did so very directly when I said … or rather spiritually shouted … that I was finding it difficult to do my job. I needed a bigger brain and a more open heart.
The result was the dropping of my Marley’s chain (3) of things I did (perpetrations) and things they did (hurts), my karmic debt, however you want to see our old baggage.
When I flow. I often redirect and then resume. Let me redirect for a moment to the significant events in my life.
- In 1987 I was shown the purpose of life. Not just shown but at the end of it a voice said, to summarize it all: “The purpose of life is enlightenment.”
- In 2015 my heart was opened and I was flooded with a love beyond description, but endlessly satisfying.
- In 2018 I saw the Self in the “seat of the soul,” “the bottom of my heart” – literally. In a cul de sac in the heart, beyond which I, spiritually travelling, could not go. There it shone.
Before it gets too long for you, I return to the roles I’ve been asked to play. (It’s the same for you, brother and sister angel.) Other roles are:
– Communicator: The most important role.
AAM: On the list of things to do, let [writing] always be the last thing that falls off. (4)
And what kind of communicator? Everyman.
AAM: There is much to be said for Everyman, and that is part of the role you play. Yes, you are a pillar. You are an anchor. You’re [a monitor] but you’re also playing the role of Everyman – with curiosity, with exploration, with insight. So our desire is not to separate you from the collective. (5)
Global.
AAM: You have known that the time would come when we would ask you to work very much on a very global level. And this is the beginning of that undertaking. You have already built a very firm foundation for this to occur and for this we thank and bless you.
But, dear heart, it is not our intention or our plan to allow you to be cannon fodder for the cause because that would defeat the purpose. (6)
Aware.
Archangel Michael: You are the communicator of clarity. So in all of this, [communicate] your words, your messages, your articles, your experiences and understandings. This is your number one job. (7)
On Love.
Divine Mother: You have said to me, “Mother, what if they forget? I will remind them. I will communicate with them through words, through my passion, through my heart, through my knowing. I will communicate the love to them.”
This is your task and it is a task of change as this planet, in this great chaos, in flux, chooses, yes, by this wonderful instrument of free will, … and as you choose to simply be the love. It can have an infinite, literally infinite number of expressions. (8)
– Pipeline: Handling the flow of wealth from sources outside the QFS to inside for the white hats. Why? Because I’m not attached to money.
AAM: We know that your desires do not tend towards the physical. And of course that is one of the reasons why you are perfect for flow-through [pipeline]. You are not looking for planes and châteaux as we have talked about before. (9)
– Commentator attached to our star families, flats in New York, Washington, and Geneva. (10) Wanted: An honest witness to the truth.
– Anchor: Anchoring in love and bliss.
– Pillar: Here till the end, pushing the last stragglers onto the train.
So don’t be surprised if you feel or find yourself being pulled in several directions. You probably have more than one mission as well.
Writing in flow when I’m struggling is a great idea. Thank you, Steve, from the Watcher.
Footnotes
(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, March 16, 2012.
(2) Sanat Kumara in a personal reading with Steve Beckow et al through Linda Dillon, Dec. 7, 2011.
(3) In Dickens’ A Christmas Carol, Marley was Scrooge’s dead partner. He came on Christmas Eve to warn Scrooge what fate awaited him unless he went another way (repented). He came dragging a long chain behind him and told Scrooge his was growing.
(4) AAM, Feb. 7, 2013. (Hereafter AAM.)
(5) AAAM, Nov. . 11, 2015.)
So no deep enlightenments that would carry me away.
(6) AAM, Nov. 30, 2011
(7) AAM, March 3, 2011.
AAM: I beg of you, do not assume that when you write of what you are calling “the inner work,” that this does not have profound effect because the focus of the leadership movement, right now is on the inner work. (AAM, June 7, 2015.)
(8) Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow, April 30, 2019.
(9) AAM, Aug. 2, 2017.
(10) AAM: You will be doing some of the same [types of communication], but … you will be one of the behind-the-scenes people. You will spend time in Geneva, New York, and Washington. (AAM, Sept. 13, 2011 )
