Love is a magic carpet

I like this disclaimer. I may use it when I’m doing awareness writing or stream of consciousness, to provide context:

My mission is to go up along with everybody else and write about it. My model is Everyman. My intended reach is global.
My brand of writing is usually characterized as “awareness writing,” sometimes as “ethnography,” and sometimes as “flow” or “stream of consciousness.”

So this is not academic or scholarly at the moment. This is flow, which by the way is a paradigm of the higher dimensions, where love flows eternally.          I’m latching on to one stream of thought I’m having at this moment. The topic is:

Life without character armor is very different.

Allow me to flow. Ordinarily we’re guided in what we think, feel, and do by what we like and dislike. We go for what we like and are happy when we get it. We avoid what we don’t like and are unhappy when we’re stuck with it. Seek pleasure; avoid pain. It’s so basic to us that we probably don’t notice it.

Life lived this way is very simple.

Or so we might think.

Now, my likes and dislikes are muted.  They come forth at a lessened intensity. And I’m not showing interest in them any longer anyways.

My character armor is spiritual not physical; hence I sense (and fear) that it can reassemble itself if I indulge it. So I’m always having to watch out or, as my meditation teacher would say, “Rrrrremain awarrrrrrre.”

Every day is filled with choices now that I didn’t have when I was mechanical. Do I want to point out another’s error? Do I want to get mad if they don’t do what I wish? Pout if I don’t get what I want?

I was going to say: “Become a monk instead?” You recall that that was exactly the Divine Mother’s concern if she gave me too intense a spiritual experience. I asked her if my experience of the Self on Sept. 18, 2018 had been toned down:

Divine Mother: It was not is brilliant as possible, let us put it that way.

Steve: Alright… And again, the reason is to keep me in sync with my readers?

DM: To keep you in sync with your readers. But let me be very clear…. If you had seen the light as it actually is – yes, a million, billion suns – you would have simply departed. …

We don’t mean die but you would have departed the life that you have designed – yes, with us, for yourself, for the service you are providing – you would have departed and simply said, ‘I do not need to do this. I will just simply sit in the bliss of love and good luck, everybody!’” (1)

She’s right. Here I am and my thoughts are already of becoming a monk. Good luck, everybody!

Just kidding!!! I’m here till the end. … But higher love is that bewitching.

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I wouldn’t say that I’m autonomous. We’ll have a taste of autonomy in the Wave of Love, I imagine. We’ll live autonomously after Ascension, guaranteed. With others who observe the Law of Freewill and are immersed in the same transformative love we are. (2)

Never a harmful thought would arise then. We’ll live in a world that works for everyone. (3)

I’m saved in all this by knowing I have a fallback position. If something goes wrong, I can breathe up that same love from my barely-open heart. It acts like a flying carpet and takes me away.

I don’t know which would be worse: losing contact with that love or donning my character armor again.  If I don the latter, for sure I’ll lose contact with the former.

Spiritual activities like meditation are easier now. It’s amazing how likes and dislikes push and pull us. Without them, I’m an open space that love can arise in naturally.

I’m nowhere near the space where we’re steeped in love around the clock. I have to exert myself, to breathe it up.

All of this happening now is a trailer for that, the main show, Ascension.

And I’m being drawn to meditate these days….. in which I take my pleasure and delight….

Footnotes

(1) Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Oct. 26, 2018.

This is Michael’s concern as well:

AAM: You have received several upgrades in terms of what you would think of as your levels of enlightenment. So it is not that those adjustments have been absent. But let us also say that right now if you were to complete your full ascension, many of you would not bother to stay and finish the creation of Nova Earth.

Steve: So you really have to meter it out to us, so to speak, so as not to send us flying off into some other pursuit?

AAM: That is correct.
 (Archangel Michael in a personal reading through Linda Dillon, March 10, 2017.)
 (Hereafter AAM.)

(2) Michael has said that the experience of what I call “transformative love” is Seventh Dimensional:

Steve: The space that I call transformative love, what dimension is it?

AAM: It is the Seventh Dimension.

Steve: Then what dimension is bliss?

AAM: It is between Eight and Nine.

Steve: And ecstasy?

AAM: Twelfth.  (AAM, Jan. 20, 2016.)

Since dimensions gradually fade out and the next dimension fade in, I take the meaning of “between eighth and ninth” not to mean in the space between the two, since there is none, but as meaning “It is Eighth and Ninth Dimensional.” I wasn’t alert enough to ask him what divine quality reigns in the unnamed dimensions, the 10th and 11th.  If anyone knows a source on the matter, I’d be happy to be educated.

(3) The phrase originated with Werner Erhard and was influenced by Buckminster Fuller’s World Game.