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Sometime in 1977, I awoke in the middle of a dream. Later I’d see that it was an out-of-body experience but when I awoke in it I considered it a dream.
I was watching two young men attack a third. And I knew the third, a man named P– K–, a workshop leader in training at Cold Mountain Institute a few years earlier.
And I shouted and I cried but they could not hear me. And I became miserable and, suddenly, found myself flying backwards through space. (1)
And then I entered this tube, which had the consistency of India rubber (as in a lacrosse ball). I tapped on it and said to myself, “What’s this?” And then I realized: This is my body. And then I realized, I am not my body.
And my fear of death dropped from me just like that.
What’s to fear? My body could be lying on the ground writhing but I would not be writhing. I am not my body. I have just arrived back after being outside my body. The matter is now settled: I am independent of my body. Death cannot touch me.
I have aches and pains and all the rest that goes with age. But I remind myself: I am not my body. I am not my body. I am not my body,
As well, my ability to access a love that changes everything is unimpaired by age. It remains constant.
I’m in a delicate position because I’m to go up along with everyone else. I’m not to get ahead of the group. (2) But at the same time I’m used as a test subject (guinea pig) and encouraged to be a pathfinder (especially in the form of the bringer of solutions). (3) Both of these take me out in front.
I guess the way to reconcile the pathfinder with the troubadour (singer of love) is that all the adventuring and pioneering has to be done internally. We all share the internal universe whereas we don’t (necessarily) share the external.
And it’s through exploring the internal universe, anyways, that most of my most satisfying moments have come. The loss of the fear of death via an OOBE is among the earliest of them.
Footnotes
(1) On the Astral Plane, if we cannot tolerate a circumstance of life on the subplane we’re on, we have to go back a subplane until we can. In an OOBE, the next lower plane is the “earthly plane,” the “physical plane,” us.
(2) Archangel Michael: If you came with full capacity and meaning – yes, the vision, the hearing, the knowing, the full memory, the access, all of the above – and you were to communicate to humans, to the collective, there would be a sense of separation. That is why you, as with so many, have been kept under cover. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Feb. 11, 2011.) (Hereafter AAM.)
AAM: I remind you that you are a pillar, that you [are] not [to] venture too far ahead of where people are, both individually in terms of your smaller circle but also in terms of the collective. … A very large quotient, shall we say, of you is living … in the higher-dimensional realm. Then there is a part of you that is in the morass of the chaos and the lower-dimensional realm because that’s where the work is. (AAM, Jan. 18, 2020.)
AAM: If you venture, as you would often like, too far ahead of the crowd, then who are you speaking to? (AAM, Aug. 21, 2015.)
(3) AAM: You have come to Earth with a significant mental capacity, shall we say, that allows you to see solutions and thought patterns and ideations more clearly than many. (AAM, Aug. 3, 2015.)
AAM: You are not looking for students or followers. What you are truly doing, yes, as pathfinders, you are showing the way, but you are also bringing along the collective in entrainment.
Now the [classical] sages did not think of this, of their journey as a process of entrainment, of bringing the entire collective along. You do. And when I say “you” I mean the current thinking and body of understanding and knowing in the lightworker community. So the fundamental premises have changed. (AAM, Feb. 17, 2017.)
Steve: What would be a higher priority: being a pipeline [a pipeline accepts unusual forms of wealth like recovered precious metals and bonds from sunken warships, off-planet gold, etc., and introduces them into G/NESARA] or being a communicator?
AAM: You are thinking either/or, sweet one. But if you’re asking me, I will tell you. It is far more important to be a communicator because without the communication of Truth, (and we emphasize this, of Truth) and, yes, of course, of personal insight and experience but without that, the pipeline is meaningless.
Steve: So I’m acting as a test bed as well as the projects being a test bed?
AAM: Correct.
Steve: So it’s important that I communicate what I’m coming across…. Okay. I get it. (AAM, March 28, 2019.)