This post is out of chronological sequence. The events recorded happened two or three days ago now. I’m already out of it and into what I regard as the integration phase. I’m no longer doing audiotapes, again just to lighten my load.
The snapback phase of emergence is beginning. The first indication that it had begun is a whirlwind of self-recrimination I find myself in. Unworthiness, weakness, fear – everything is assaulting me at the moment.
And I see it as a challenge for me to overcome by drawing on the very practises and procedures of the Growth Movement, which I’m just beginning to look at and recommend.
For instance, the recollection of a promise: I’ve promised Michael that I would participate in and help lead a worldwide revolution for peace. I renew that promise.
Taking a stand: I am a stand against human-rights abuses such as the Government of Iran has practised on its citizens, the Government of Israel practises against Palestinians and Lebanese, or which any other government practises.
Recommitment to service: I serve the Divine Mother, Archangel Michael and the Lord Arcturus. What I do is my best perception of what is wanted and needed as we work our way to Ascension.
I’m committed to a return to peace, inner and outer, to civil discourse and decency in thought, word and deed.
The whirlwind of recrimination has disappeared.