End times for the dark
I’m going through one change after another.
I attribute it mostly to the rising lovelight energies, in my view, precursors to the Wave of Love. (1)
It feels like there’s a wave of input streaming into me. (2) And in response to it, I’m doing lots of little things. Rearranging items on my desk, going through closets, piles of paper, steamer trunks. I seem to need to be busy and it doesn’t matter what.
I need to be in “the zone.” When I get up to a good pace writing or working, I’m in my zone. Interrupt me and it all evaporates,
And since you wouldn’t like it if I wrote three or four articles a day, I go rake the leaves or clean up the garbage room. Anything to be busy.
Hindus call this kind of personality rajas or busyness. Again I see this as another example of Michael preparing me for what comes after the Reval.
He’s getting my activity index up. He’s giving me lessons in security. He’s letting me have a last taste of a donations-based system, given that I’ll be managing one (in other words, being on the other end) soon enough.
He’s showing me what can go wrong and what not to do in fixing it. On and on the lessons are rolling off the divine production line.
Mostly he’s doing it by drawing my attention to very subtle feelings. I feel depressed, for example, and have the thought that I’m a failure.
My Dad was active, an athlete, a can-do warrior, a man who got things done. I was a young lad up in my room, reading about Xenophon’s stint in the Persian army. (3) Must be something wrong with me.
Now I feel like I’m making up for lost time.
But more to the point, the core issue or vasana is both stronger than it ever has been and leaves quicker.
I have the picture of Michael with a basket on his hip and as soon as the vasana ripens, he plucks it and puts it in his basket. I think that’s what’s happening in what are end times for the dark, a renaissance for the loving.
Footnotes
(1) See The Ring of Fire, Wave of Love at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/Ring-of-Fire-Wave-of-Love-Compilation-9.pdf
(2) Archangel Michael: We laugh when you say that your veil is thick. Your veil may be thick on your eyes but it most certainly is not on your brain.
And so you are keyed in and [your mind] is running at the speed of, shall we say, a Starseed computer. (Archangel Michael, “The Master Electrician Rewires a Starseed,” Aug. 4, 2011, at http://stevebeckow.com/2011/08/the-master-electrician-rewires-a-starseed/
(3) Captured in Xenophon’s Anabasis. The retreat from Persia was in 401-400 BC. I loved reading the classics of antiquity.