Not happy with Paypal!

Paypal has closed me down completely because they say, with all the “X Musk” attempts to get into my account, I’m too high a risk for them.

X.com keeps ignoring my statements that I’m the victim, not the villain.

With all the stuff that’s going on in the background, how do I stay sane?

That’s a good question. Let me ask.

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I already mentioned the first thing I do: I return to the basics. For me they are: “I lovingly serve Archangel Michael and the Divine Mother.” Basic.

Second, I breathe love up from my heart and send it out to the world. That quickly restores me to Self. Imagine if the whole world did that, it’d be instant Ascension.

Third, I remember where we’re headed and what it is we’re doing (a first-ever, mass/physical ascension from the Third Dimension into a new interdimensional region of space, as a new species of human) and how incredibly fortunate we are to be here for this event. That has me feel joyful and expectant.

Fourth, I remember that I’m protected. If Michael can’t protect me, he once said, nobody can. He won’t let a band of rogues outsmart him. Who do I think I’m talking to? His words ring in my ears.

Fifth, I turn to self-expression, here, to “write down the bones” as Zen writer Paul Reps used to say – free myself from whatever issues grip me by fully expressing myself.

As each minute passes, I remember other strategies to ground myself and return from the blues.

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But wait a minute. Breaking news. I just got all of what is happening here. All of what is transpiring behind the obvious day-to-day.

This is a discussion I know well from many years ago. We’re discussing what we then called “presencing the Self.” It’s the Self becoming present, it’s our experiencing of the Self that restores us. It’s our experience of the Self that has us reach out to others. All the divine qualities reside in the Self, which itself “resides” in the heart.

The “Self” that comes forth in the beginning is “conscious awareness.” And our experience of the Self deepens from there.

I’ll post a discussion tomorrow of some other ways of presencing the Self. (1) Perhaps the time has arrived. Perhaps this is how the process of social change occurs.

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At the same time, I also remember that the Mother has arranged our financing so that you have an opportunity to express what you value – and what you don’t value. Wonderful, instant feedback for us.

Add to all this the uncertainty presented by reports of financial events starting up … and then they don’t… and then they’re starting up again….

In terms of them starting up, if we send money and they start up, we won’t miss it! If you do assist us and the financial events still don’t arrive, you’ve just saved us from catastrophe.

At present, we’ve raised 20% of our monthly minimum, for which we are extremely grateful. I fully expect that Michael is busy, nudging some and whispering to others: “I’d like to do this.” We have 80% to go. Go, Michael!

If you hear that whisper, please, go on over to the Hope Chest and make either a one-time or monthly donation to the running of the blog.

What a humbling experience it is to ask. To trust. To receive.

Gift or love, equally welcome. Thank you most kindly, everyone.