One core issue (or vasana) after another is coming up as I try to get a grasp of what’s happening in the world.
Just as I feel I have a grasp on what’s happening, another brilliant analysis – simultaneously the deepest rabbit hole I know of – is giving an altogether different version.
And it raises to the surface yet another deep, deep vasana. I do everything I possibly can not to acknowledge it: It’s called “I don’t know.”
Not knowing in my family was almost equal to being wrong; both earned you the back of my Dad’s hand.
And I’ve been tracking the way I’m feeling, what the pattern is, where I generate stress, etc., and I see it now.
I live in dread of getting the back of my father’s hand.
When someone actually does raise a hand to strike me, I go berserk. The next thing I know they’re on the ground and I don’t know how they got there. And I don’t care. Don’t you raise your hand against me again.
So this vasana is erupting like a hidden volcano right now.
And I’m experiencing it. The magma is anger. Right now. I wouldn’t be surprised to see a layer of hatred come up too.
(I’m getting Michael’s signal, “Yes.” Multiple times.)
I’m being given the image of a bomber whose bomb bay is open. My fear of getting the back of his hand has morphed into a bomb and I release it.
I even get to ride it down as far as I want to.
Yah, not like Slim Pickens, who learned to love the bomb. (1) In the service of the Light, not the darkness.
So, taking a page from the growth movement, but also est, enlightenment intensives, Zen, etc.: I’m just being with what’s incoming, experiencing it and its consequences without resisting, (2) and then releasing it back to the Mother.
I get that everything that occurs occurs only because it’s in the Mother’s Plan. If it were not, the event would not occur. She says:
Divine Mother: I know very clearly, Sweet One, as do you, if it is not [in] my Plan, then it will not occur. …
Make no mistake, … Love will win because that has been my Plan always. (3)
So this is a time when everything hid shall be made known.
This is a time of separation, when a wave of solar energy, passed on from Mother/Father One, whose “planetary heart opening” it fuels, (4) will sweep the planet and elevate the decent folk of Earth and eliminate the evil-doers.
This is a time when all the world experiences a love which is beyond present imagining. Now, all the world will know what the buzz is all about.
Planet Earth is ascending. What that means is that the way we feel in and just out of this solar blast is how we’ll feel all the time after Ascension.
So let’s come together, world, finish freeing the Earth from its dark enslavement, and prepare for Ascension – the first milestone in Earth’s Golden Age, which began Dec. 21, 2012, and the first entry into realms governed and sustained by love. (5)
Footnotes
(1) In Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb (1964).
(2) In my opinion, it’s the fact that we resist them that has these feelings stay around. What we resist persists.
(3) Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 30, 2019.
(4) Divine Mother: Is there a massive heart opening occurring on this planet? … Yes! (“The Mother Promises a Massive Heart Opening – Part 2/2,” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=289519.)
(5) All worlds are governed and sustained by love, but this one is immersed in a love such as we, generally, are totally unfamiliar with.