(I’ve posted the biographical section separately at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2026/01/18/an-awareness-writer-reporting-the-fray/)

Update

I received a report from X that I’d been suspended because I was impersonating someone:

So my “Elon Musk” hacker has now created a new account, JeanWood1352821, linked it to my details, and caused me to be more or less kicked off of X.

As I said, I think this is an X employee who’s impersonating Elon and now using my personal data to open other X accounts.

To a working alt.right journalist, to be kicked off X is not a small matter. No one else covers the waterfront as well and produces a package of information that’s as user friendly as theirs is.

I explained the situation to X in a second appeal but if anyone has a direct line to Elon himself, I’d appreciate your forwarding this article to him, as a service to me.

I’m hoping this will all go away with the QFS, Starlink, etc. And, after the Reval, I’ll have a security department to handle matters like it.

But right now, it just adds stress to everything else that’s already going on and is most unwelcome.

Earlier Article

Right now I’m managing as much as I can possibly handle. Someone of ill intent within the X structure (I think) has latched onto me and is making my life hell.

Trying to get into my finances. Calling me at all hours of the day and night and multiple times each time. Sending me messages. And all in the name of “Elon Musk,” whom I love and respect.  So far they haven’t gotten into my computer and stolen my contacts. I live in dread of that.

Moreover, one day I can repost and the next day I can’t.  So you’ll see me reposting some stories through X, but many I cannot. It’s crazy-making, which is what I think it’s intended to be.

And they’ve sold my information internationally. I was attacked through Western Union the other day, from Nigeria, with a request for money – from “Stephen Mark Beckow”!  Now who the heck knows my full name? Where did they get that from?

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I know that, when the mind reaches a place it deems to be overloaded, it throws the switch. And it goes blank for however long it takes to come back.

Been there, done that enough times to know it’s a tunnel with no cheese.

So, in the face of a loss of access to the easiest and most wide-ranging means of research for a sole citizen journalist operating on a shoestring budget who so far has been covering the waterfront, I’m going to have to cut back somewhere.

I’m going to need to post with more discrimination – stories that indicate a change in the weather, or connect a few important dots. But not every attack by any illegal migrant or every fraud uncovered.

Moreover, the situation in Iran for me takes precedence over almost anything happening over here so a lot of energy will need to go there as well. But not as much as recently. The whole thing is unsustainable for one person.

I’m going to have to meter myself out for now. And I’m not very good at that.

As an awareness writer, first and foremost, I write about what’s right here in front of me. This is what’s right here in front of me at this moment.

Love y’all.

PS. By the way, do me a favor. If you have a functioning X account, would you mind posting this to X for me, to let GAoG followers there know where I suddenly disappeared to? I have no ability to post on X at the moment.  I can repost what is already posted, but that’s it. Thank you for that.