This video helped me today so I thought I would share it. I’ve listened to the first 1 hour and 20 minutes so far.
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Ptud2eYfXE)
Transcript: https://gflstation.com/the-frequency-fences-cabals-1-weapon-shut-down/
I woke up again today with general anxiety, mind racing, and what feels like a galactic sun of energy in my heart-space. I know it’s the incoming energies, as they have been so intense and persistent. They are typically tied to solar flares/activity and Schumann Resonance spikes, so I have some confirmation that I’m not losing my mind. Especially when other lightworkers in my circle are feeling the same although perhaps not in quite the same way. Today I’m sure the energies are very related to the 12/21 portal.
Over the course of the last year or so, these waves came and went. Sometimes completely knocking me out for most of the day, with lots of involuntary naps mixed in. While not pleasant, I knew they were serving a purpose. Intense light was being shone into the dark corners of my subconscious, forcing old upsets and traumas to be seen. I think Steve would refer to these as vassanas and core issues. With compassion I would do my best to turn within and look, and to love these previously hidden parts of myself into wholeness.
This summer there was one particular day, where I counted no less than 20 different fears and upsets that I cleared in rapid-fire fashion one after the other. Each had their theme, and memories associated with them. Like a movie of personal nightmares. They were deeply buried and were not normally something I thought about, sometimes not for decades. But I always felt better and lighter after the clearing passed.
However, starting a few months ago, I’m noticing a pattern of general anxiety that seems persistent and not related to any of my upsets from the past. It doesn’t feel specifically “mine” (although we are all One) and more related to the global consciousness. The video I shared above rang more than a few bells for me in regards to this.
The short version is that I think I’ve been loading too much information into my brain. Too much time scrolling social media, reading the latest news, distraction, video games, etc. The mental loops get short and I’ve been losing my heart coherence. I’m very possibly re-loading old programming from the control matrix into my mind that doesn’t serve the highest good.
BTW, I do see the irony in providing you with even more information. I hope I’m not part of your overload.
Its an incredibly strange split consciousness situation. My mind is racing, full of anxiety. However, I still act and speak with love and kindness (for the most part). I’m still me. It’s like the deeper awareness in me knows to just ignore the illusory thoughts and do the loving thing anyways.
But what’s really been bothering me is not being able to hear that small still voice within when the mind is so loud and intense. The whispers of the heart that give me intuitive guidance. The kind where I very obviously got it from higher dimensions since it feels completely true and my logical mind had no previous reference for it.
My takeaways from the video are:
- The consciousness field you are in does (or did?) bias you towards mental loops and not being able to stay in stillness and presence.
- Do not consent to fear.
- Break the loops with awareness.
- Prefer “being” instead of “doing”. Always “doing” is a loop.
- Stop scrolling.