by Vidya Frazier
https://vidyafrazier.com/is-your-life-becoming-unpredictable/
Has your life become strangely unpredictable lately?
Are you noticing how you can make plans as you always have in the past – and yet something out of the blue often happens that sets you on a completely different path than the one you’d planned?
Do you feel at times that you never know what might be happening from one day to the next – what surprises may be waiting for you?
If so, you’ve probably discovered this can create a lot of anxiety to feel so out of control, so not in charge of your life. It can seem as if there are unseen forces sweeping into your life, taking charge of what’s happening and where you are to go.
You might even be experiencing, rather suddenly, the loss of familiar relationships and activities. Grief and rage may unexpectedly erupt, as these losses appear. Your future might seem so unknown and unfamiliar, that you can’t help but want to escape it.
There is Purpose in All of This
And yet – if you look more closely, you may be able to see that this unpredictability in your path, although uncomfortable and quite challenging, might be leading you exactly to where you need to go.
When you can catch your breath for a time as things slow down a bit and smooth out, you can maybe see that where you’ve now landed has opened up very new possibilities for you that you hadn’t been aware of before.
Perhaps you can realize that this new path is actually leading you into a greater sense of power and freedom within yourself – or a greater feeling of deep peace – or a vaster experience of who you really are.
And – you might be experiencing, at least on and off, some very wonderful surprises in your life, as well – such as exciting new experiences, more money suddenly coming in, more compatible relationships.
If nothing else, you may be realizing that you are definitely becoming stronger within yourself; you see you can now handle challenges more easily than you ever could have in the past.
Rapid Ascension
It’s important to keep remembering that these are now times of very rapid ascension into a much higher frequency.
Powerful waves of fifth-dimensional Light are streaming onto the planet, creating all the changes occurring – both the seemingly “negative” ones and the positive ones. And they’re doing this in the world at large, as well as within each of us individually.
The multiple crazy events occurring out in the world are evidence of this. Old corrupt institutions are collapsing. Disclosure about horrendous political events and actions is finally beginning to occur. And all hell is breaking loose, as division, war and hatred are spewing forth across the planet — and people are finally protesting en masse against it. It’s all coming to the surface. It all has to be revealed, before it can be clearly seen and finally rejected by humanity.
This same kind of process is happening within us individually, as well. All the low-frequency patterns and woundings we’ve developed in our lives are now coming to the surface in order to be seen, learned from, and then released.
And yet, it’s important to see that rebirth is also being experienced simultaneously, as well as what is essentially a death process.
Right along with the chaos happening across the planet, people are rising up and shouting, “No more!” Others are building new communities, new institutions, and new relationships in creating the New Earth.
And individually, people are waking up, attending to their own healing processes, and standing up in a new sense of self-love and a freedom within themselves for the first time. Parts of themselves they’ve had to keep hidden before are now revealing themselves.
Both of these processes of death and rebirth are messy and can be very unsettling and confusing. Because the death process is taking place in the 3D/4D reality, and the rebirth process is happening in the 5D reality that is now slipping in, you may find yourself bouncing back and forth between these two realities. It can leave you spinning, trying to figure out what is happening to you.
Ascension Front-Runners
The deep and constant changes at this point are especially being experienced by those lightworkers who could be called “Ascension Front Runners”.
This group of Lightworkers consists of those who have, on the soul level, chosen to be the “pioneers” or the “scouts” within the ascension process on the planet.
They are the ones forging ahead on their spiritual paths somewhat earlier than other Lightworkers who are busy serving humanity in other important ways, in order to help pave the way toward the new fifth-dimensional Reality.
If you are one of these individuals, you may feel quite alone in this experience, especially if you don’t know others who are also Front Runners. And you might well fall into believing something is wrong with you, that you’re somehow off-track in your ascension process.
The Importance of Trust
If so, it’s important to trust that you are likely very much on the path you need to be taking.
It may not seem apparent at this point where you are being led to. You may not understand why you are experiencing so much loss and emptiness and confusing twists and turns in your life. But if you can trust that there is a great deal of purpose in where you are being led to, it can totally change your experience of life at this time.
Be aware that you are actually now being guided more carefully than ever before, in order to stay on the path that will bring you to where you need to go in the smoothest and most direct way possible.
Death of your Old Identity
And you can also remember that, in this process of the death of your old 3D identity, much has to fall away – especially all the old patterns that have led to trauma and pain and addiction.
In order to fully enter into rebirth into a much higher sense of identity, you need to briefly revisit these old patterns and woundings one last time, as they pass through you in their release.
And realize that it’s important to not get caught in them. You can learn to just observe them, realize what you’ve learned from them, and then allow them to release. Very importantly, you can remember that they have never been YOU.
They have simply been part of an old sense of who you’ve thought yourself to be – something that has been called the “slave- self”.
This is an ancient AI technology that was originally created during the highjacking of humanity many thousands of years ago.
This technology causes you to experience yourself as a small and weak entity composed simply of a physical body with a mind. It substantially blocks you from knowing yourself as the large, powerful and expansive light-filled Being you actually are.
Fortunately, this technology is something that is now weakening more and more, as the Earth moves ever more deeply into the vast and powerful field of fifth-dimensional energy in the galaxy that it passes through every 26,000 years or so.
But it is still functioning, and in some ways is now attempting to assert itself ever more strongly within us, as its immanent death draws nearer. So it is important to stay alert to this.
Catching Old Judgments of Yourself
At the same time, you can also realize that you need to catch all the judgments of yourself that have plagued you throughout your life.
And realize that they’re due to the implant that’s been called the “inner critic”. This implant is a part of the slave-self technology that has been designed and programmed to keep you in shame, guilt, blame, self-doubt and fear. It’s important to remember to not believe these thoughts and sensations. They truly are not telling you the truth about yourself.
This can be difficult to believe at first, because the negative self-blaming programming in humanity has been so ingrained. But once you begin to catch these false messages and not believe them, you can start to feel a profound freedom and sense of self-mastery that can flood your being.
This doesn’t mean that, when healing does still seem to be necessary, you don’t attend to it. In fact, this is your responsibility to do your best to heal the woundings that you’ve experienced. But it’s important to not do this with the mindset that that something is “wrong” with you and that you need to be “fixed”.
It’s important to remember that there’s nothing inherently wrong with you; like all of humanity, you’ve simply been profoundly messed with. You’ve been blocked from your full knowing of your multi-dimensional Self and the immense power you actually have.
Take Heart
So, again, if you’ve been experiencing fast and confusing changes these days, unpredictable twists and turns, and grief and rage due to loss occurring in your life – take heart.
This is all to be expected during these final days of ascension into a much higher frequency.
It’s not fun – but it has purpose. And you are likely one of the ones who will be guiding many others at some point through these same kinds of changes you’re now experiencing.