by Digger Barr
https://gaiasgardens.guru/
Thoughts from my head
I asked my black cat if she really was black.
I don’t trust German shepherds because I think they are really Russian.
It’s true. Every Russian movie I ever have seen has fierce German Shepherds.
My son was taught not to trust Russia and therefore Russians.
I said to him, Why, what have they ever done to you?
What have they ever done during your lifetime but grow non-gmo organic vegetables?
We probably sanctioned them for that.
We have a lot of Russian immigrants in our area. I asked the gal cutting my hair, how were you able to get here?
She said she was paid to learn English and joined a type of scholarship program to come to the USA.
I asked for clarification and learned that there is a type of program for Russians to get money just for moving here and speaking English.
I don’t know anything more than that. I wonder if that program has been dismantled.
I don’t think my son ever had a problem with the people in our area.
This demonstrates a huge disconnect roaming our streets.
My son is a very nice guy and rarely disrespectful. But during his school years he said some interesting things.
It was obvious to me he was parroting some very bad ideas.
But as I just demonstrated by getting my hair cut, the programming is confusing.
It was designed to confuse.
And now here we are in the midst of deliberate confusion.
I can’t imagine not knowing the world before this mess.
My son was born in October of 2001. one month after 9/11.
This is the only world he has ever known.
At least some of us have a different reference point to draw upon.
It has been a rough ride for the Indigo’s.
At some point we will find clarity.
Did anybody laugh out loud at that?
No, really. At some point there will be clarity but it may be a great challenge for everyone.
Especially for those of us that remember the way it used to be.
Remember 5 years ago ?
Oh yes, we easily need to go back that far.
And yet the task will be to forget the way we were because it needed changing anyway.
So we need to remember so that we can forget about it.
And we need to help the children that are slowly growing into adults.
We need to help them understand that this is not the way the world has always been.
As if we could be convincing when we may not be sure of what the world really was like for ourselves.
Then we need to put the past in the past and decide which direction we want to go in the very near future.
My chiropractor commented yesterday that he has had more patients that have fallen in the past two months than he has had in twenty years.
We are wobbly and we are falling down. Gravity is working overtime.
Or maybe the earth is shifting in a way we find difficult to stand up on.
Maybe the solar flashes have pushed us over.
And then there are actual earth movements.
Earthquakes, wildfires, hurricanes and floods.
So much devastation.
Whatever the cause, we humans are struggling to stay on our feet.
I fell down. Actually I tripped on my cat.
She is okay even though I stepped on her pretty hard.
My landing wasn’t that pleasant, but I did get back up again.
And this is the moral of the story.
We get knocked down. But we get up again.
We can get stepped on but we are resilient.
We can be fed a sequence of lies and deception.
But there is evidence to the contrary and we can see it.
We may need to help each other through this confusion.
And we will, because this is our house.
These are our children.
They have taught us how to love.
When we love, nothing else matters.
I started out with thoughts from my head but it looks like I have arrived at my heart.
I have been blessed with family.
I have been blessed with forgiving pets.
I have unconditional love for them all.
And for now, this is all the clarity I need.
Digger24
ps Happy Birthday Son.
And prayers to my family in North Carolina.