A blossom for Blossom
Wow! Did this passage from Blossom (A) solve an age-old question for me and (B) get me out of a dilemma.
Then the preparation, whilst outside the door, is simply coming to a place within yourself of KNOWING MORE OF THAT KNOWING.
That knowing is a FEELING, right?
Correct.
AS EACH ONE OF YOU KNOWS YOURSELF TO BE LOVE … UNDERSTANDS YOURSELF TO BE LOVE … THE MORE OF THIS YOU KNOW … THE MORE OF YOURSELVES YOU GET TO KNOW.
Yes!
AND IN ONE GIVEN MOMENT OF GLORY … YOU WILL KNOW THAT YOU KNOW ENOUGH OF WHO YOU ARE … AND THE DOOR WILL OPEN UNTO YOU.
ONCE YOU HAVE STEPPED IN … THE GAME CHANGES. (1)
The game changes in that we advance a level, becoming more masterful, certain, confident.
What they just said is what’s been missing for me. Not in my writing, which goes on in uninterrupted silence but in my dealings with people.
I’ve been unwilling to stand there – with people – in my knowing. We all know lots of things, but under certain conditions, we deny our knowing, we hedge it, we abandon it completely.
And of course we’re talking about an operation that goes on so subtly within our energy field that having the slightest awareness of it in the first place is probably anything but common.
Even my having difficulty speaking to you about it reveals the limits of communicating these experiences.
The FoL is wanting to communicate something to us about knowing. And you see them struggle with words!!!! This is the dilemma of communicating our way.
Telepathically he would flash me the experience of knowing and I would recognize it right away and away the conversation would go from there.
But not in a word-bound setting.
I’ve known. And, much less seldom, I’ve known I’ve known (i.e., conscious awareness). But because of the shattering of the self at age seven, I still could not say that I have the confidence to know, know I know, and come from that out into the world.
Just not there yet.
But thank you to the FoL because they answered all questions I’d need answered before jumping from this high board into that small pool.
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It’s about an hour after I finished writing this article. In the midst of pondering a problem I was having, at 10:00 am in the morning, I experienced a sudden deepening – totally plain and clear. I knew I had received a download.
My voice deepened – although that temporary deepness has lifted. I sounded like a Hollywood movie star.
I knew that I had just been given the experience of knowing what knowing is. It would have been as if the FoL had said, “This is knowing” and had telepathically delivered the experience. Oh that!
Now I’m certain what knowing is, having had it confirmed and being given an experience of it. I feel even better equipped for the work that lies ahead.
A month ago it was a download which I could not describe at the time, though I knew it had happened. I felt immediately uplifted after it. This month it’s knowing what knowing is.
Footnotes
(1) “The Federation of Light through Blossom Goodchild, Feb. 25, 2024,” at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2024/02/25/the-federation-of-light-through-blossom-goodchild-feb-25-2024/