Having fully surrendered the other day, (1) my ability to breathe love up from my heart has risen dramatically.
It’s now crystal clear to me that love is the only reality.
And when I say that to myself, I end up in a space of deep love – and with it peace and serenity.
Also, all traces of self-servingness have disappeared – for as long as I’m in this space, probably.
Oh my. I haven’t words to describe where I’ve landed. I feel the rise of self-confidence.
But, as always, the “self” that I’m referring to has to be explained.
I’m not referring to the “self” of the “ego” but a “self” of a higher plane. As always too, it doesn’t come with a nametag or a roadmap. What plane it is, I have no idea.
This higher self is presenting itself with confidence. Just as the Self presented itself at Xenia on Sept. 18, 2018 with purity and innocence, (2) so this self of whatever plane presented itself with confidence and peacefulness.
This confidence has no relationship to arrogance. Or perhaps it’d be more accurate to say that confidence is arrogance purged of egotism. I don’t know.
But confidence feels quite satisfying. It’s as if I’ve had a good swim and have reached the shore again. Here on shore I feel confident and content.
And the realization gently arises that I have, as we all do, one foot on the other shore. I think what the spirits I serve said about me here applies to all dedicated lightworkers:
Archangel Michael: A very large quotient, shall we say, of you is living … in the higher dimensional realm. …
Then there is a part of you that is in fact in the, shall we say, the morass of the chaos and the lower (for lack of a better term) dimensional realm because that is where the work is. (3)
Lord Arcturus: The dilemma for you is that you have one foot in both worlds. You are spiritually ready to take the three-dimensional foot out and put it with the other one in the higher. (4)
I think we all have one foot in both realms and will progressively shift more and more onto the higher plane.
We may already be in at least the Fifth Dimension … and we just don’t realize it.
Realizing it may not mean that we withdraw altogether from the Third – we may manage the split but do it consciously now instead of unconsciously – because the Third/Fourth Dimensions will likely remain for us where the work is.
(1) See “Fully Surrendered,”
(2) On that experience, see “I Now Know How the Play Ends” in An Ascension Ethnography at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/An-Ascension-Ethnography-5.pdf
(3) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Jan. 18, 2020.
(4) The Lord Arcturus in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Marilyn Raffaelle, Dec. 12, 2020.