by Digger Barr
I am going out on a limb here and say that I think I am starting to master this ascension thing.
I would never claim to be a master if I didn’t still have lots of questions.
For example, being a Master Gardener only means that I have searched and researched in a specific area long enough to gain knowledge and information about gardening. Everyone else has access to this same information. The difference may be in the intention and application of this information. Time becomes the difference between an aspirant and master.
I would not be a master at anything if I claimed to know it all. I do not.
Being a Master Gardener has shown me what questions to ask and which answers lead to results.
Thus, I have learned how to ask better questions.
This is something I try to impart upon my students.
Ask better questions.
Ask something that actually shows you are starting to grasp a concept and want more clarification. Each question reveals where their level of understanding lies and which step to take next.
Applying that same logic to myself I had a personal Q and A session this morning.
I woke with a belly full of fear and trepidation.
Uncertainty and foreboding is not the way I want to start my day.
I have been bringing these feelings into the waking world quite often lately.
It could be mine. But, I realize I am also helping clear for the loved ones around me.
It’s okay.
Everyone I am working with right now has something big to deal with.
Big issues to them while intensifying pressure from the current state of affairs is rough.
The pressure cooker is building quickly around us. There is a lot of uncertainty.
What is the release valve? What form will it take?
The perceived external pressures and personal pressure is clouding people’s judgement.
Actions are reactive.
People are starting to twitch.
I will help where I can.
For myself, I want to change this feeling. So I ask ,what do I do? 
The answer came back. Meditate. Sit still. Face this feeling and work with it.
Ahh.. already I am starting to ask better questions.
Let’s see if this leads to any results.
I sit and quiet my mind.
I feel the sun breaking the horizon. An image of a tall building blocking the sun comes to mind. I realize not all awakenings will be the same for everyone. Some see the breaking sunrise. Others have obstacles blocking their view. The sun will clear the obstacles eventually. It will just take more time depending on how many blockages there are and how tall one makes them. The sun’s journey is the same. Sometimes it’s those things closest to you that block enlightenment the most. Look beyond that blockage and the sun is shining bright, bringing a fresh and new day.
Like the emerging sun rays moving across the land I felt a warm glow enter my left side and slowly move across my body.
When it reached halfway point I observed the sensation.
Half of my body in a warm glow and half of me uneasy and anxious.
The image of twoface came to mind. That character from Batman that had a line right down the middle of his body. This is where I was at.
I compared the two feelings and decided to keep going with the one that felt more appealing.
I felt the movement from left to right as it worked its way down my arm and lingered on the outside of my knee.
It paused ceremoniously
That split pause was when the shadows left the land.
Changing my focus to the almost completed transition. My intention became infusing love to my joints and making the final push.
My whole body was now vibrating in a gentle glow and slightly tingling.
I felt another sensation.
This time it was the front of my body entering at my core, navel area, and expanded quickly outward.
I was filled with mass amounts of love and I started to cry.
Tears welled up and I felt like sobbing.
What an emotional release.
What a welcomed way of being.
The fear and foreboding have left my body.
I don’t know if this is an example of mastering my world but if it is I am all for it.
Being a master of this time and place is right here within the grasp of all of us.
Ask questions. Listen. Ask different questions. Listen. Set intentions and apply.
Pretty Basic. I like things that are simple.
Somedays, I am my biggest obstacle and can cast a decent size shadow.
Not today.Today, I got this.
We got this !
Many blessings Much love
Digger2022