I’d read the important news articles and was making myself a cup of coffee at around 7:30 am when I was engulfed in a wave of ecstacy. Is it the tail end of Lion’s Gate? Not like the head of the lion wasn’t as spectacular as well. It was.
But here I am, all of a sudden desperately needing to meditate or at least be perfectly still. I told two friends I was turning the machines off and meditating.
I’m not a forestdweller. I’m not a hermit. I’m at best an urban monk. At worst just one of the guys.
Fortunately I was able to draw away from all distractions and enter into the space.
First of all my mind is silent. I don’t call this stillpoint. Let me use a homely metaphor why not. In this state of silent mind, the mouse is in the trap, but the mouse can still get out. In stillpoint, the trap door has sprung shut. The mouse will not get out now.
So I’m over the target but not locked in place, so to speak. I have the effect but, rather than it being anchored as in stillpoint, it’s more fluid.
The experience of ecstacy has shifted. I have to use metaphors to suggest the difference. Before it had the consistency of milk, shall we say; now it has the consistency of water. Before I could feel every movement in it; now it’s as if it has become a part of every cell. What did the Mother say?
Divine Mother: You explode [July 31] and you feel all the energies of the universe. And then, because you are becoming attuned to that feeling, that ecstasy, it steps down, and then you anchor it within your expanded field.
But each time you do the connection, it expands you more and more and more, and your capacity to love, to create, to do, to be, to connect, more and more and more, until there is no memory, no experience, of separation. It was an illusion. It is a false grid. And it has been the shackles. But it is not real. (1)
Oh my gosh. The implications of this are startling. I am becoming ecstasy. Before it was as if I were swimming in it. Now it feels as if it has entered my cells.
This comes accompanied by a feeling of dread. I feel so open to being ridiculed. More skinny branches.
In the face of ridicule, sarcasm, and endless questions, I could not do what I’m doing. I can only do it because I have long stretches of solitude and encouragement.
Dread or no dread, I allow the process to continue. I meditate.
As I feel the sensations settle, my attention keeps going to my physical heart, which may need the most “saturation.”
I feel fully saturated with ecstasy and sit in this space. And instantly I recognize it. This is the space of the Seventh-Dimensional Oversoul that I knew in the Vipassana meditation retreat I attended in around 2007. I called this “regal.” And it is regal. (2)
So much depends on my allowing things to happen. I keep getting jolts of fear and dread from feelings of vulnerability. These are like haze on the screen of my mind.
I relax into the experience and remember:
Steve: Fill me with bliss, peace, joy … I am ready!
AAM: Yes, you are.
Steve: Maybe that’s what I need to say to you. Is it bad to say, “Speed me along?”
AAM: No, it is not. It is simply a declaration of excitement, of willingness, of preparedness. I will speed you along, my friend! (3)
The wave of ecstacy that swept me up at 7:30 has now (8:13) seeped into my cells (that’s the way it seems to me) and is apparent to me on each breath. There’s a little shimmer of it with each in-drawn breath and with each outbreath I almost melt into the experience of it.
I need someone to say, “It’s OK, Steve. You can talk about this.”
I wonder if this space will last and now remember:
Archangel Michael: You have experienced progressively, periods of unity, of transformative love, of ecstasy, of bliss that you feel (and I emphasize feel) come and go.
But every time, you have had this experience it has edged you up a level. (4)
So this is how we’re going to do it. You remember that Michael has called these events “snaps” or “ignitions.” They’re like stairsteps. They may not last but each takes us up another level.
I assert that this is what a gradual Ascension looks like. Great floods of the Tsunami of Love and then our response, whatever it is, then integration, and another wave.
And we progressively get stronger and stronger and able to hold a higher and higher vibration until the culminating Wave of Love or Ring of Fire and we ascend bodily. By then our bodies will be able to withstand the transition.
In the space I’m in now, separation seems as foreign a concept as unity consciousness did before.
I remember Michael saying, turn down nothing. (5) I must now choose. Meditate or write about it. Time to meditate.
(1) “The Divine Mother: You Are Experiencing Love in Ways that You Have Not Known Before,” channeled by Linda Dillon, November 14, 2013, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/11/the-divine-mother-you-are-experiencing-love-in-ways-that-you-have-not-known-before/.
(2) Steve Beckow: I had an experience at a meditation workshop in which I felt regal. It was a partial experience. Can you tell me what that part of me was that I accessed.
Archangel Michael: … Your Highest Self, your Oversoul, is very regal.
SB: So that was an experience of the Oversoul.
AAM: Yes. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Sept. 13, 2011.)
(3) “Archangel Michael on Snaps, Expansion, and Ascension,” June 6, 2017, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/06/06/archangel-michael-on-snaps-expansion-and-ascension/.
(4) Loc. cit.
(5) Archangel Michael: Do not turn down anything! So sometimes you have thought… Well, maybe if I slowed it down a bit, maybe if I paid closer attention to the details of what the input… Think of it as a constant stream. Think of a computer, a constant stream of input coming into your mechanism called the brain.
Do not turn it down because what you are doing in the upgrades is literally learning how to access what is important to you, what is meaningful to you and, yes, to the collective but we are talking about you at this moment. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 13, 2016.)