February 8, 2021
Voices from the Forum
I come here for comfort and to speak how I am feeling right now.
Everything seems so very normal. But my stomach is telling me otherwise. I don’t want to live in and be subject to a totalitarian regime, a dictatorship. Which as we know is what could happen in a certain timeline.
Channels and others talk about timelines and how we choose the timeline or timelines that we want to be on by the level of vibration we’re able to hold. High vibration, positive timeline. And the opposite of course is true.
Because we are still in duality.
And since I feel dualistic in so many ways, I perceive that the outside timeline, whatever that may be, will dictate my world.
At the deepest, darkest level of fear, the panicky part of me thinks that this website and all other websites like it would disappear in that darker timeline, whether I believe in it or not. I can’t exactly “believe” into existence a webpage that has been removed by its host.
At that same level of fear, the notion of “the bad outcome“ happening and what I see as a dictatorship stomping over us here in America leaves me wondering how any of us who are pursuing this pathway of light could even connect in such a reality.
And if we can connect, would it be under censorship? Would we have to be clandestine? Code our words and phrases as so many people are doing now, alternate spellings and slashes and dashes to break up the trigger words that bring the electronic scissors, snip-snip-snip?
I just don’t know. But I do know, right now, writing this here has had a calming effect on me.
Love and Light (even in the midst of the possibility of dark),
Catherine