The Female Voice
This is certainly a year to remember. Not just for the pandemic and global pause, but for the insights gained because of it.
Apparently I needed the break from routine to connect even more deeply with the higher dimensional beings. Shortly after my meeting with Metatron,, I had a huge insight. I found out who the female voice in my head belonged to.
It is difficult for me now to pinpoint exactly when I started making conscious contact with higher dimensional beings. Perhaps it was during my peak experience of Samadhi,, when I first became aware that I was constantly surrounded by majestic Beings of Light.
You may tire of hearing me refer to this experience, but read any spiritual author and you will find that they too will always refer to their own peak experience. No matter how much time would have elapsed, 20 years or 40, it still remains the highlight of their lives.
It is an experience so transformational, that it completely changes your life’s trajectory, and propels you into a life of service. Your mission in life becomes one of spreading… not just the word of God, but the feel, the taste, the experience of God.
Anyway, at that time I was guided to read some of my still-favourite books including – Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramhansa Yogananda, Living with the Himalayan Masters by Swami Rama, and Conversations with God by Neale Donald Walsch.
I became aware through my own experience, and confirmation by these books, that real contact can be made with higher dimensional beings, including God. Still, I am not sure if I began having contact at that time or later on.
I do remember when I first learned about Ascension, and re-woke several years ago.* Having read several channels that invited us to initiate contact with higher dimensional beings, I opened myself up to the possibility. I think it was then that contact started.
I distinctly remember several voices in my mind, one of whom was female. They would appear at various times, offering guidance when necessary. It became natural for me to converse with them, though at the time I was sure I was speaking to myself in my head.
As is normal for those who are recently awakened, I wanted to know everything.. and to know it now.
I enlisted the aid of a psychic medium, and barraged her with questions, one of which included, ‘How can I establish contact with my personal guides?’
Her response surprised me. “You already have contact with them- those conversations in your head when you think you are talking to yourself. Those are your guides.”
So my dialogue with my guides began in earnest. Somehow I never thought to ask their names, or identities. I think maybe I was afraid to not get an answer.
They were always loving in their guidance and advice. Never forceful, never critical. They were also quite humorous.
I remember on one occasion I had a particularly strong experience of energy flow during my morning meditations. Later on in the day, I tried to describe it in my mind, likening the flow of Ki (Chi/Prana) to that of a river.
The very next day, I had a similar experience, only the flow of energy was even stronger. Trying to describe the experience, I once more started using the analogy of a river in my mind.
“Wow,” I thought to myself. “That flow of energy was like…”
I hit a mental block. I didn’t want to use the words ‘a river’ as I did the day before.
That’s when the female voice quipped in my head, “… a bigger river!”
I nearly collapsed to the floor in laughter, tears flowing freely down my cheeks. It took me quite a few minutes to regain my composure. Had anyone seen me, I might have been committed to a mental institute then and there.
The female voice came again to me some time later, this time with advice so profound that I remember it even today.
It was during my initiation or attunement into Reiki. As my Reiki Master, Sofia, stood in front of me, performing the last part of the ceremony, the female voice came and spoke clearly in my mind.
“Accept that you are special. Accepting that you are special does not make anyone else less special. Rather it empowers them to accept that they too are special.”
I was stunned at the import of that statement. It reflected my innermost thoughts and conflicts. I could see the sagacity and wisdom contained in those few words. Till now, I try to live by those words.
Over the years that followed, the female voice came and went, appearing seemingly at random to offer guidance, and to drop the occasional humorous quip.
It was only earlier this year, during the pause and right after my meeting with Archangel Metatron, that the voice introduced herself to me. Perhaps she tired of waiting on me to ask.
It was Archangel Gabrielle.
* I say ‘re-woke’ because the culmination of my experience in Samadhi resulted in me refusing to go to the next level and instead asking to be placed ‘back in the world’. To work from within to awaken others, even if it meant ‘forgetting’ and being bound again by Maya- the illusion of separation.