AAM: It is expanding and growing and anchoring in profound ways, in ways that, in human form, thus far, you do not fully comprehend. It does not matter. It is not necessary that it be comprehended on a mental basis for it is the heart consciousness. It is expansion and it is the expansion of this bliss, this ecstacy, this delight in being alive. (1)
Remember SaLuSa said long ago that we’d forget all our sufferings within moments of Ascension (that is, the culminating event of Ascension – Sahaja Samadhi)?
In a similar fashion, I find myself forgetting I ever had Constant Comment (2) within days of it having left.
Constant Comment is the bevy of carping critics that sits on our shoulder and ruins everything we think, feel, or do. Mine departed some days ago without leaving a forwarding address.
I noticed its absence this morning when I was feeling bliss. In the past, if I felt bliss, up would come thoughts about inappropriate timing, things I have to do, it can’t be bliss, etc.
All these thoughts are now absent. And what that meant for me earlier today was that I could remain feeling blissful without interruption or other reason to fear.
I wouldn’t have noticed it except the total memory has not quite disappeared. I had a small, residual reaction as if to say, what do you think you’re doing, feeling blissful? Who do you think you are? (3)
It’s a novelty to me to take a breath without feeling the drag on it of my board of critics. Of course I’d never be aware of this until the critics had closed down.
I now believe that the way I feel at this moment, absent Constant Comment, is … normal. Absolutely design-function normal for a human being. I’ve been away from normal for so long – as long as Constant Comment has held sway – that I wouldn’t have known it if I’d have seen it.
Isn’t that an awful thing to say? I haven’t been normal these past few … decades. I haven’t been myself.
So much of purification could be summed up as a return to normality. I’m always shocked, when, after a momentous piece of work or fortuitous occurrence, I find the place I’ve arrived at is … back to a normal I never knew.
Footnotes
(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Dec. 11, 2013. Hereafter AAM.
(2) See “Out of Jail at Last,”August 20, 2020, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2020/08/20/out-of-jail-at-last/ and “Embodiment: There Can Only Be One – Part 1/2,” August 26, 2020, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=312831
(3) And yet I’ve been asked to:
Archangel Michael: I ask you, come back.
S: Come back to what, Lord?
AAM: Come back to the bliss. (AAM, April 29, 2014.)