October 31, 2019
Recently I took part in a meditation for Syria as suggested by Linda Dillon and the Council of Love. My instinct was to imagine a pink fog laying over the land, as Turkish troops and Syrian citizens breathe in the fog and feel a greater sense of peace, calm, and less aggression…more compassion for each other.
Hoping that they’ll be less likely to lash out in violence. I felt this and even now as I write ~ I feel the impact of this. Mixed with the soft pink came a calming blue fog that seemed to bring down the temperature and slow everything down.
A few days later, I saw a post on the Golden Age of Gaia with an image of a literal pink fog laying over Syria (1). Tears came immediately because I knew that what I and so many others had done in creating this very tangible, physical manifestation.
My next emotion was one of frustration. If I can create this, then why am I so frustrated with the pace and state of my own life? I found myself calling out to the Divine Mother and saying, “Look, I can do this. I know that I helped to create this and I know that I can have this larger impact. So why the hell am I not seeing this sort of tangible breakthrough in my own life?”
Yeah…I got pissed off, and this led to days of anger and frustration that more than bubbled to the surface.
I truly felt like I was in a different timeline or reality, where my creations for myself seemed to fall off the cliff. It was as though I was at a bridge that ended construction halfway across the ravine and then picked up 20 feet away. Any cars coming in either direction just fell into the canyon rather than making it to the other side. So it was with my deepest desires and creations that I’d worked so hard to formulate with the Divine Mother.
And so one morning, I woke to “Kryon – listen to the latest Kryon”, a channel who I feel has spoken directly to me since my spiritual quest began and for the last 20 or so years.
Then, behold! I think I found the answer. Kryon descibes lightworker Frustration as sourced in this (2): the Universal Energy is now at a different frequency. We’ve worked hard to raise this up. And when the shift occurs, it can require that each Lightworker give deliberate intention to step into this new frequency and join the party. Let go of the old where we used to live, and give the command to fully be in the new frequency.
I took the steps. I gave it my very, very firm intention, actually yelling it out, if I recall, “Divine Mother, spirit, my innate self, I choose to rise to the new frequency and live there Now!” With this, I felt (and feel) as if the two ends of the bridge are joining together…as if I can now see down the road to the other side.
With this comes another deliberate decision to truly shed the old me. I’m shedding my old life and letting go of the old frequency, taking a leap of faith that the new frequency will now carry me.
So here we go!
- Kryon channeling in Austin, Texas ~ October 19-20, 2019, Lightworkers Frustrations, https://www.kryon.com/cartprodimages/2019%20downloads/download_Austin-19.html/li