DEAR LIGHTBEING
A Message from our Children through Sue Lie
“All right! All right!! I will write my story like the Golden One told me to do. But if I do write it, I will have to use another name so that no one will judge me—OOPS…
“I did not mean to say that. I mean, that it might not be a good way to look at my self. OOPS, again. I guess?
“What am I doing? Am I fighting with my own mind? Again, I am confused. I mean really confused about important things such as “Who am I?” and “How did I get here?”
It seems like I just got here, but it also feels like I have always been here. I am sorry if I am confusing you. I am not a big author or anything. I am just trying to do…I am not sure what. I guess maybe I am trying to call and talk with my Higher Self. At least, I think it is my Higher Self who is talking with me and instructing me about what I am meant to do.
I know, how arrogant is it for a teenager to write about her relationship with her/my “Higher SELF”? But, when I say what I just said, and I say too often, that there is something wrong with me and I need to “be better.”
However, whenever my “Higher Friend” comes to visit me, ALL my silly teenaged issues are so honored by this amazing being, that I just have to give myself some credit. I call it the Golden One because it looks golden to me.
I do not know its name, and I don’t know if the Golden One is an “it.” In fact, I am not even sure that I am not just making this up. NO, I can’t go there, and start telling myself again that I am “just making it up,”
If I start that it will make me doubt everything. I know that MY world, which is the world that is in my heart and mind, is not much like the world I see outside of me. However, at the same time, I know that I have come to this world for a reason.
In fact, the first thing that I sense about this world, or likely it is just my imagination, you know—being a teenager and all that stuff. But, as I was saying, the first thing I felt about this Golden One world is that it is REAL.
I know, I know, I am sounding very weird again. But, I am “weird.” I mean I have been communicating with beings that I can only see inside my self. Now, that is weird!
However, I have to start sharing my experiences with someone else, that is beside the “inner being” that I talk to. However, they, the inner beings, are not just in me. The inner beings are all around me. In fact, sometimes I feel like I know these beings, but they are just beyond my perceptual field.
No, please don’t ask me what a “perceptual field” is? Ok, Ok, I guess the inner beings, actually the Golden One, told me about my inner self. In fact, this inner Golden ONE told me to write down everything that it tells me.
And why do I do what this Inner Being “suggests?” I guess it is because this inner Golden One talks to me like that, well, talks to me like I am someone really special. But I know that is NOT true.
I mean, why would any “special being” want to be inside of me. I am just a teenager who is not that pretty, totally NOT athletic, not too popular, and only has the nerve to tell her—my—story on a piece of paper.
However, I am putting this message on the Internet, I think? I mean teenagers always put everything on the internet. At least, I do! Ah, I think that the Arcturians, that is the name of the ones that I talk to, want me to tell them, the other teenagers, about how I met the Arcturians.
I know, it seems way sooo conceited, that a regular, not too smart and not too pretty teenager would get to talk with Galactic Beings. That is the Arcturians that I talk to tell me that they are “Galactic Beings.”
I have not had the nerve, yet, to ask them what a “Galactic Being” means. “Galactic Beings” is what they call themselves. I guess that means there they are Beings that live in, or visit, our Milky Way Galaxy.
I really need to do some research on all this weird stuff I am getting. But I have done some research. I even know that we are in the Milky Way Galaxy. I will put it below:
Where is Earth in the Milky Way?
For thousands of years, astronomers and astrologers believed that the Earth was at the center of our Universe. This perception was due in part to the fact that Earth-based observations were complicated by the fact that the Earth is embedded in the Solar System. It was only after many centuries of continued observation and calculations that humans discovered that the Earth (and all other bodies in the Solar System) actually orbit the Sun.
Much the same is true about our Solar System’s position within the Milky Way. In truth, we’ve only been aware of the fact that we are part of a much larger disk of stars that orbit a common center for about a century. And given that we are embedded within it, it has been historically difficult to ascertain our exact position. But thanks to ongoing efforts, astronomers now know where our Sun resides in the galaxy.
Size of the Milky Way:
For starters, the Milky Way is really, really big! Not only does it measure some 100,000–120,000 light-years in diameter and about 1,000 light-years thick, but up to 400 billion stars are located within it (though some estimates think there are even more). Since one light year is about 9.5 x 1012 km (9.5 trillion km) long, the diameter of the Milky Way galaxy is about 9.5 x 1017 to 11.4 x 1017 km or 9,500 to 11,400 quadrillion km.
OK, I got that stuff off the Net, but don’t I get credit for the research? OH, the inner Light being is actually laughing. “Can inner beings laugh?” I wonder, what makes my inner Being laugh?
Oh, I just said “my inner being.” How conceited is that?
The Inner Being is smiling now. Please don’t ask me how I know that.
However, I have never really done much research on anything, except on how to make me look better so I could get a boyfriend. But now, I finally got a boyfriend, and I am starting to think that it is too much work. I mean, I would rather talk with you. Whoever “you” are.
I know that sounds pretty weird as I can’t really see you, at least I can’t see you the way in which I see other things and other beings. I am sorry to keep calling you a “being,” but I don’t know what else to call you.
I guess I should call you a “special being” because being with you is the only time that I feel special. I want to thank you for that because I know that all the stuff I go on about must be boring for you.
You, the Higher One I talk to, seem totally solid and filled with love. However, I know that must be wrong because you are with me, and I do NOT deserve that kind of love…I think. I mean, I do try to be a good person and help others and stuff, but that does not seem good enough to be able to be around a special being like you.
I am not sure why I am so sure that you are special, but for the very first time in my life, I believe. I mean, I believe that there is something special that is about to, or actually is, happening.
Why do I know this? I know I will have different questions and answers tomorrow, but for this NOW—That is what the Arcturians say—“For this NOW,” I am not sure what that “in this now” means, but the thought of that NOW makes me happy way down deep inside me.
In fact, I am not sure what, or who, the Arcturians are, but they also make me feel secure and even happy. I can even feel, way down deep inside, that they are loving and kind. Oh well, I guess I will never know that.
But, that sounds kind of pessimistic. Yes, I want to believe that someday, sometime, some lifetime, on some reality, I WILL KNOW. I don’t understand what I have been talking about, but it still seems to be very important to me.
However, when I allow myself to listen to the part of me that is important—that is rather than the part of me that is insecure, angry and hurt—I can choose the part of me that is secure, happy and loving.
Wow, that feels cool. But, trying not to end on a negative note, us teenagers and kids are starting to get worried about what kind of a world this will be by the time we are adults. I mean, it just is NOT fair that the adults get to destroy OUR future before we get our chance to live it!!
I wonder, if I get an answer to that question, will I listen to it, or will I get all wrapped up in daily life? Well, I am only a teenager. So what should I know? But, I don’t really believe that. In some way, I think we teenager are more awake than adults.
The adults are all playing the money thing, working hard and raising kids. We teens ARE the kids. But, what I am starting to realize is that it is “we kids” that are going to “inherit” the Earth that our parents and current leaders are ruining.
Why are they ruining our chances for the kind of life that they have had? Don’t they know that if they do not start thinking about what the planet wants, instead of what they want, we—their children—may not have a very habitable planet to live on??
Well! I do know that our generation is NOT going to allow that to happen. (I hope). This planet is where we, the humans, will grow up and live. Therefore, we, the children of Gaia, will stand up for ourselves before it is too late!
At least, I hope, I pray, I meditate, that Please, Please, leave us, your children, the same kind of Earth that you have always had and that we, your children, want to experience when we are adults.
Well, I got to go now. I have to get ready for the football game and the dance afterward. OH, I so hope that when I have children, they will be able to do fun stuff like going to a football game and to a party after the game.
Sorry, if I have been a bit glooming or negative, but when I read all the stuff that says we—actually you—the adults, are harming Earth so much that we, your children will not be able to have a happy life.
Can you adults please remember that whatever you do to assist Earth to heal, will allow us, your children to have a place where we can become adults. Then, hopefully, very hopefully, we—your children—will have a cool place where we can live, and hopefully, leave a wonderful planet for our children to grow up.
Well, I guess I will stop this silly message. I mean, do I really think that I, just a regular person, can make any kind of difference on such a large planet, with too many people that only care about themselves and have NO idea that Earth is a living being?
I don’t know why I think I know that, but I DO know that I have to share this message with as many people as will listen. Yes, they will all listen—once it is too late. NO, we will NOT be too late to save dear Earth!!! I hope.
Gotta go now. Oh, yeh, don’t worry about my name.
I am just a regular kid who wants to have a chance to be a regular adult.
(I wish this was just a story and not the truth—Sue)