I said earlier that Archangel Michael was clearing the space around me, prior to the financial work beginning. He said:
“One of the things we have done with your consent …, has been this clearing up [of] the space around you. …
“We don’t want you to feel or to be beholden – financially, emotionally or spiritually – to anybody. …
“You are setting up ways in which this, can we almost say, removes … those heartstrings [from you] so that there is wisdom and balance and an understanding of the higher good [in your decision-making].” (1)
Having thoroughly researched the subject prior to the Reval, I feel in touch with what’s being asked of me.
The cleared-up space allows me to make financially-important decisions without being influenced by anyone.
It also reflects the high quality of focus expected of me. I need to keep things to seven people reporting to me as well as the heads of companies. All I can manage is high-level decision-making and oversight.
The nature of the work overall will demand high standards of integrity from me and my staff.
I’m grateful that I had the experience of being a member of a refugee determination board in Canada. (2) A lot of those skills will be called into play here.
Just as the space is being cleared now, so it was at the board. We were forbidden contact with the public – bulletin boards, email, letters to the editor, etc. We existed walled off for eight years or more.
I know the drill and I know the value of it. It’s necessary, given the assignment. The task of decision-making will consume most of my time soon and the nature of some of the decisions requires me to …well, tighten up.
The downside of the assignment is the isolation it brings.
Again I know the impact of isolation. It’s part of my assignment to complete the vasanas associated with it, to “be with” the experience of isolation, loneliness, solitude until any charge on it lifts.
That’s the way I’m preparing for the work ahead.
Footnotes
(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, May 2, 2018.
(2) The Immigration and Refugee Board of Canada.