Look at all the examples of how life has become harder before a person reaches one of the many enlightenment states?
Bright Star was so depressed before he had his heart opening in Dec. 2017.
Eckhart Tolle was deeply depressed before the vortex swallowed up his identity (inner tsunami of love?).
Sri Ramakrishna wanted to kill himself before the Divine Mother finally revealed herself to him.
Before my heart opening, I had just undergone a relationship break-up. Michael said it was in part their efforts to see that I didn’t fall through the floor. How fortunate for me.
The Divine Mother has called our planetary heart openings an “explosion” or “implosion.” Again not a quiet slip down a water slide.
So if you feel you’re having a heart attack, it may be the “ignition” or “event” that we’ve been expecting.
If you want to ascend and have lasted this long, I personally think you’re meant to be here and not on the other side.
By all means, phone 9/11 if you think you should. Or you can just relax into the experience, see it as the gift of the Mother (whatever it is), and let’er rip.