Graham: Suzy shares a three part contribution inspired from the January 22, 2015 An Hour with an Angel show on Creation, Abundance and Nova Earth.
I’m seeing a vital role that Golden Age of Gaia is playing beyond serving as a lifeline for New Earth insights and information. You are sharing your own journey around abundance, and this is inspiring us to look at ours.
Like most of us, you aren’t being handed financial solutions on a silver platter (understatement!), but rather you’ve had to go through the process and share it publicly. This is what Ascension is all about – empowerment from the inside out, with total transparency.
These last few years, so many of us have been pushed to become empowered and to stop hiding any lack within ourselves. We have lived through intense personal initiations to this end. These initiations have illuminated our shadows, purged our pain, shed our conditioning, and loved our fears away – all in a very exposed manner. Now, it’s becoming clear that ridding lack has prepared us to accept abundance.
If we’d simply been handed abundance, we would have missed this vital healing and not known how to create it for ourselves. We would have ended up exactly as we began. You see, we had to face, own and release all the ways we have kept ourselves down because this limits what we can create. And it turns out that separation has kept us down the most.
As our Divine Mother teaches, separation has kept us from abundance. Because separation is the ultimate lack. It is separation from the love that we are made of. If you consider that the human experience has been one giant experiment in separation, then no wonder we’re still grappling with abundance. It can’t flow into our lives until we give separation up.
This realization has shifted something for me dramatically. I realize that when I end my feelings of distance from others, I end the distance within myself. I heal the parts of me that have felt rejected, alone, and unloved. Finally, I get that I am an essential part of creation, and that creation is limitless. I stop closing myself off from everyone and become open to our infinite truth.
But dissolving the illusion of separation is challenging, to say the least. One must truly live through this purification, not just get it as an idea. This explains why we have to go through individual Ascension in order to become fully empowered human beings. That is why the process is so personal.
We have to shatter the illusion from within, where it is projected from, and realize how detrimental it’s been. We have to feel just how much separation has sabotaged our creativity and kept us from following our hearts. Because when we believe that we have to survive alone as disconnected and limited people, this seeps into everything that we create. If you consider that living is creating, this means that we are all artists, and when we separate ourselves from the collective, we sabotage our daily lives.
The task is to deeply remember the feeling that we are all interconnected as ONE and to live from this place always. Because there is no us and them; there is only one love-consciousness. You are this consciousness, awakening to a different perspective of your Godself. If you focus on the light within you right now, you can feel this deep love wanting to expand. This is the peace that waits patiently in everyONE to remind us who we are.
Oneness is everywhere when you start to look, and it is essential to creation. This is revolutionary to me as an artist. I come from a family of painters, where each painting, no matter how joyous to make, inevitably succumbs to separation. After you make the painting, you get recognized, or not, and this spurs external validation or rejection. You sell something, you’re making money! You get some press, you’re pumped up, and so you are promoted and the gallery takes a cut.
And then you hit a dry spell. Fear sets in concerning worth and livelihood. You start to doubt yourself in a kind of paralysis. This is classic writer’s block, and it is all ego based. It is the suffering that comes from separation. It comes from being disengaged from the collective and thinking only about yourself.
But the moments in the studio when passion takes hold and creation sings on the canvas, well that is not ego at all. That is a channeling from ALL OF US for the sheer joy of creating, not for personal benefit. This is what I tend to forget once the painting is done – that I AM the universal always, not just when I’m painting. When I don’t cut myself off from this fact after the artwork’s finished, I get to continually partake in the flow of abundance.
This is why true art is made purely for the bliss of making it. It is then shared purely for the joy of sharing it. True art is divinity brought to life. The artist is the instrument. The music is Godsource.
Continued in Part 2.
January 22, 2015 An Hour with an Angel: https://inlightuniversal.com/next-show-an-hour-with-an-angel-the-divine-mother-on-creation-abundance-and-nova-earth/