This video has some drawbacks but much that is helpful too. The emphasis on being “special” and “alone and lonesome” may play a bit into ego and powerlessness, but on the whole it does touch on some useful themes. Watch with discernment.
No need to feel upset if you can’t discover your particular mission. Just follow your bliss. You were sent, I think, to do what you love doing. What else would make sense if you come from a post-Ascension world where life goes according to … well, the way you’d think it would. Free will, personal satisfaction, lack of force, universal love.
The next two on the signs of spiritual awakening are also interesting. I’m not qualified to say if what they assert is absolutely true or not, but they’re both thought-provoking.