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Kathleen has been going over the divine state of awe in her universal law/divine states classes. (1) I got the experience of awe today.

Prior to today, I could not get it. What is awe? Nothing came to me.

And then this morning, I had one (two actually) of those flashes that Michael told us about that would help guide us:

Archangel Michael: One of the things we do is we also plant the longer view, so that a person who is involved in a highly complex situation — which this is, by the way; because it is not just about money; it is not just about currency; it is about values — in key people we will plant the longer view.

We will inspire, if you wish to use that word, the longer view so that they have, like a flash of lightning, the understanding and all the steps to what can be accomplished many steps out if they simply do A, B, C and D. (2)

In my flash of understanding, I “got” awe. Different outcome using the same process.

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Before continuing, I want to underline what we just read. Are we as lightworker leaders left to thrash around in deep waters? No, we are guided. If we allow the process.

I’ve been working on surrendering to the process for years. It isn’t something we usually do immediately unless a car or train is bearing down on us.

A little background to my guidance. My arthritis is gone, thanks to EES, (3) but I have a hip injury. It’s not susceptible to twice-a-month EES treatments; it’s mechanical. I’m arranging to see a really-competent chiropractor, who is new to me – and nearer.

Meanwhile I’m “being with” the condition. I want to learn as much as I can about how it is for the old and disabled. (4) So I’m observing everything I can.

And one thing I discovered – and this was doubly interesting to me as a historian – was that there was one position I could take and lead a “perfectly-normal” life and that was hunched over. Otherwise I have to use a cane to straighten up.

(I am coming to the flash of understanding!)

OMG. If this were the 15th Century right now – 19th Century even! – I’d be disabled, hunched over. I had to let that realization sink in.

In the 21st Century, my chiropractor unbends me; end of story.

To walk hunched over like this, in our culture, symbolically represents “the end of life.” (Don’t worry. I’m not going anywhere. I’m a pillar, here till the end. Just experiencing.)

In the 15th Century, they didn’t have pain killers and chiropractors. I might end up hunched over like this because of simple hip pain.

Even though I won’t have the experience of finally leaving the body this lifetime (because we’re ascending), which would allow me to compare my transition with afterlife accounts, I get to experience closer to the end than I would have without the hip pain.

I allow myself to walk hunched over to avoid hip pain…. And in a flash of understanding, I got how much this resembles bowing before a monarch. And of course the monarch for me is the Divine Mother.

This flash of understanding had the power to release me for the space of its duration from any preconceptions I had. I stood there without hindrance, metaphorically bowing (hunched over) before the Mother, at that moment, in all innocence and purity.

Here comes the experience of awe and a second flash of understanding.

When I thought of bowing before the Mother, I got, in another flash, how beyond “honored,” I was at the privilege of speaking to the Divine Mother as often as I was permitted to over the past ten years, grace of Linda. (5) The full impact of it hit me and I felt awe. Metaphorically my jaw dropped open at the thought of it.

I was awed at the privilege, honor and opportunity it was to ask her profound spiritual questions about her essence (they want no capitals), (6) her relationship with the Father and Child of God, etc., etc. (7) I am awed upon realizing what a privilege I’ve just experienced.

I now know what awe feels like but I also know what guidance and privilege feel like.

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Experiencing as much as possible of life is important in part because of my – and our – next Ascension assignment around 200 years from now. (8) I wanted to experience all seasons of life for how that would help me next time around.

I’m actually enjoying this season of life, if it weren’t for all the aches and pains. My hormones are no longer raging. I get more from the experience of higher-dimensional love than from anything else in my life.

I don’t have to drive anywhere, see anyone, buy anything: Just draw love up on the inbreath and send it out to the world on the outbreath.

And, if I were to drop the body, which ain’t going to happen, I’d find myself in an Ocean of Love. I predict it’d be the same for you, that none of this would even survive in memory. (9)

Footnotes

(1) Here is an earlier class on awe: Kathleen Mary Willis, “Zoom Class Recording — Feb. 9th — Awe, Divine Quality Series,” February 11, 2022, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2022/02/11/zoom-class-recording-feb-9th-awe-divine-quality-series/

(2) Here is the complete quote because it’s so helpful:

And then what we do is we create circumstances — again, beyond the number of variables that you can humanly juggle, although there is that part of you that can assist, and does — but we create situations and combinations of energies that then allow that to come to fruition.

So it is akin to laying out the banquet table, knowing it will be a delightful feast — everything is prepared. Now, can we make you eat? No.

But usually — not always, but usually — the inspiration, the vision, the unfoldment that has been planted within is so beautiful and so clear that it is almost like a compulsion on the part of the individual, or in some situations, the group, to proceed in a certain direction. (“Archangel Michael: A Global Reset of Values, Part 1/2, ” channeled by Linda Dillon, September 16, 2013, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/09/archangel-michael-the-global-reset-of-values-part-12/.) (My emphasis.)

I’ve experienced this many times with Archangel Michael. For more on this subject, see Our Enlightenment Partnership at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/01/Our-Enlightenment-Partnership-2.pdf

(3) EES, or Energy Enhancement Systems, is a contemporary adaptation of scalar energy to healing. One session and my arthritis beat a hasty retreat. On the use of scalar energy in medicine, see Tom Bearden on the Uses of Scalar Energy at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/Tom-Bearden-on-Scalar-Energy-R2.pdf

(4) For purposes related to the next assignment, the details of which, as long as have a mockingbird press, are best not discussed yet.

(5) In ten years of readings and partnership in An Hour with an Angel.

(6) Archangel Michael: We do not want anything capitalized. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Aug. 12, 2016.)

(7) For more on this, see the cross-cultural studies:

Grandeur Beyond Grandeur:  Toward a Cross-Cultural Spirituality Vol. 2: What is the Divine Plan? at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/07/Grandeur-Beyond-Grandeur-2-5.pdf
Grandeur Beyond Grandeur:  Toward a Cross-Cultural Spirituality Vol. 3: The Trinity at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/06/Grandeur-Beyond-Grandeur-3-8.pdf

(8) I feel comfortable saying this much about my own future:

Steve: When will I eventually have my original dimensionality back? Or do I stay in a lower dimension for the foreseeable future?

Archangel Michael: You will have a choice. As I have said to you, when you complete this mission, you are allowed to have 200 years off. But what you do with that is up to you, dear one! You will certainly have full access to your inter-dimensionality. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Dec. 18, 2012.) (Hereafter AAM.)

S: The next assignment is in the Seventh Dimension?

AAM: You will have a choice of planetary systems. This is just the warm-up for [that] Ascension. It is to bring a further rising of vibrations to those throughout the Universe.   (AAM, Sept. 13, 2011.)

(9) The Ocean of Love is 7th-Dimensional. We angels come from beyond the dimensions. For more about who is here (angelics) this generation, see An Explosion in the Meaning of Humanness at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/An-Explosion-in-the-Meaning-of-Humanness-12.pdf. For more on the Ocean of Love, search on the term in An Ascension Ethnography at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/08/An-Ascension-Ethnography-12.pdf