We just passed through a day of national mourning in the US and compassionate mourning in other countries.
At these times, lightworkers lead a double (or perhaps a triple) life. While they mourn the victims, they also know the unpleasant truth of the situation.
And while knowing all that, they also know the future and how seemingly-miraculous so much of it will be.
How to keep all three straight – the mourner, the whistleblower, and the visionary? At times it’s difficult.
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I’d like to branch off from 9/11 to offer a SitRep, an overview, a state of the union, so to speak, on my own process of ascension. I do so because so many people have written in and said “it was the same for me” or “that helped me so much.”
Hilarion tells us that we’re very much still in the cleansing phase of our ascension.
“The cleansing and purging that has been happening for many years is something that humanity needs to go through but it is a process that fills one with a sense of overwhelm while it is occurring.
“It is occurring almost non-stop now and for the foreseeable future. Ultimately, Dear Ones, this is a good thing. This is something that is needed and required before each person is able to traverse the two worlds, the two dimensions [Third and Fourth?] into a higher octave which will bring about more peace within themselves and which will ultimately bring about peace on the planet.” (1)
Therefore the rising energies are bringing everything hidden to the surface to be seen and released. Let’s look for a moment at the process of cleansing itself.
I define “cleansing” as dealing with the ejecta, the molten lava from deep inside us which the increasingly-refined energies are causing to come to the surface. It must be allowed to surface and leave us. It cannot go with us into the higher dimensions.
Bouts of cleansing seem to occur in direct proportion to an increase in the influx of energy – the Tsunami of Love, Third Wave, call it what you wish. Or with the influx of a different kind of energy.
The rising energies are creating scant food for drama. There’s very little payoff any more for any kind of 3D conditioned behavior and certainly not given where many of us will be going after the Reval.
Now to my own process. The present round of cleansing is involving occasional eruptions of my vasanas.
Not as often as in bygone days. They’re not new vasanas. They’re the same Top Ten, only at a deeper level. (2) And managing them, so that they don’t affect others, is getting easier.
The present round also takes in my conditioned behavior. My moves and gambits are becoming more visible, like rocks in the river, as the waters of 3D drama subside. (3)
It’s becoming more difficult to hide, excuse, or deny my lapses. I’m having to face up to them, all as part of the cleansing.
The more I become aware of my patterns, the more difficult it is to run them. This is a good thing because, as I shed them, I see emerging a lighter, happier, and more natural being.
(Concluded in Part 2.)
Footnotes
(1) Hilarion, Sept. 11-18, 2016, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/09/11/hilarions-weekly-message-september-11-18-2016/
(2) It is occurring almost non-stop now and for the foreseeable future. Ultimately, Dear Ones, this is a good thing, this is something that is needed and required before each person is able to traverse the two worlds, the two dimensions into a higher octave which will bring about more peace within themselves and which will ultimately bring about peace on the planet.
I have to stop thinking in terms of going to new and different higher realms and begin to see that all important spiritual processes involve going deeper and deeper. Cleansing vasanas is a process that goes deeper and deeper. Entering into bliss is a process that goes deeper and deeper. Love as well.
(3) The sum of these I call the constructed self. The phrase takes in our self-image, goals, vasanas, history, conditioning, programs, acts, rackets, numbers, worries, hopes, and fears, etc.