Let this be an entry in my Ascension ethnography, my diary notes.
Archangel Michael has more or less implied that either the prostate surgery was created for a purpose, which I’ll get to in a moment, or else that the Company of Heaven took advantage of an existing circumstance – cancer of the prostate – for that purpose.
Either way, he described a great deal of rewiring, regridding, and reconstitutionalizing that’s going on. And, in the midst of my pain, his overall advice to me was in all things to surrender to the Mother.
I got clear on the importance of doing that and surrendered to the Mother.
I then cleaned out two remaining core issues that still tied me to Third Dimensionality. One was lust and the other was the cult of beauty. (1) They’re both the same: Sexual desire. We’re yearning for bliss and thinking it can be found in sex.
A little bit can. More can be had the less it’s sex and the more it’s love-making. But bliss must be sought and enjoyed directly, arising from our hearts. That much I can say from experiential knowledge. More certain than intellectual knowledge but less certain than realized knowledge.
Sexual desire was the only major issue tieing me to the Third in any way. After writing articles on each, I regarded my work with them as complete insofar as Ascension is concerned.
Not complete in the outside world, but complete enough here that I could release my attention from them and turn it to Ascension.
What’s the purpose they’re tied to? Twice now Archangel Michael has invited me to enter the Fifth Dimension. Once he extended the invitation and the second time he reminded me of it.
Here’s the first time:
Archangel Michael: If you were to go to bed tonight and you woke up and not just a sense of bliss or ecstasy and not the sense that the world, the physical realm as you know it, had disappeared but that you woke up and you knew, just upon opening your eyes, that everything from the physical, emotional, mental, spiritual realm had shifted. …
What we are suggesting to you is that the new realm of existence is upon you. It’s right there. …
You are at the doorstep, your hand is on the door handle so we are inviting you, both of you [Linda and I], to step through. (2)
Here’s the second time:
Archangel Michael: You know that I have given you the nod, as it were, to enter a new realm of existence. …
[But] you have not [yet] fully embraced the Mother’s ideation, the Mother’s desire for joy, not just in our connection, in your connection with your visitations with the One, but with your form and body as well.
So it is not that it is off the table, dear heart. It is just that you need not to be so firmly in the mental/emotional need for understanding. That is when understanding and wisdom truly comes. (3)
So a little more work to do. But the ban on ascending that I and Linda have been under has been lifted.
People usually don’t share something like that with others because they then get harrassed with inquiries – Has it happened? Has it happened? – whereas it may take months.
But I’ve signed up to be as transparent as possible, as transparent as I can stand being. And so these two invitations should be part of the material record.
To continue with transparency, I’m preparing myself for that transition. It’ll undoubtedly be a shift in consciousness but AAM stated that it will henceforth be more permanent, rather than fleeting:
AAM: You have been doing this so it is transcending into a more permanent state of that realm of existence. (4)
Now hold all these thoughts and add another to the mix, which probably concerns you.
AA Michael told me on An Hour with an Angel that part of my exhaustion is due to the energies. We’re being hit with the strongest energies ever, as a continuing part of the Tsunami of Love.
OK, so I get an invite to walk through the door at the very same time as the strongest wave of energy hits us humans as has ever hit the Earth while humanity has been upon her.
Does that not suggest that a lot of people may also be ascending? It does to me. So I and Linda jump first at exactly the time when others are getting ready themselves to jump.
I may be totally fantasizing, but that’s the picture that begins to emerge for me when I put one puzzle piece in place after another.
It sounds like this is a brilliant time for as many of us as possible to ascend. One has to know about the opportunity and be willing to ascend. One has to have assimilated enough light that one can stand the rarified atmosphere of the Fifth Dimension. Otherwise we’ll feel there’s no air to breathe and have to leave. It’s too refined an environment.
Only on the Third Dimension do saint and sinner, hero and villain exist together. Upwards of this dimension, everyone sorts themselves out according to the refinement of their vibration. Everyone automatically goes to the appropriate dimension once they leave the Third.
So it appears as if I and Linda are being asked to go first, which is fine with me and part of my contract. But it also appears that a lot of others are or may be getting ready to jump as well.
I actually feel fine going first and fine going last. As a wayshower and a pillar, I get to do both anyways. (5)
Please be aware: Any prediction made in the past by anybody has not occurred. Everyone’s prediction batting average so far is zero.
So, while I share this information with you, I’m not going to be sitting around idly waiting for this latest prognostication to come true. My prediction batting average is also zero.
I’m going about my daily business and will open to it if and when it happens.
(2) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 13, 2016. The whole of his comments in the April 13, 2016 reading were posted in “Archangel Michael: Open the Floodgates,” April 15, 2016, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/04/15/archangel-michael-open-floodgates/
(3) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, May 6, 2016. Notice the significance of what AAM is saying. We know that, in spirituality, there’s a time for effort and then there’s a time for no-effort. I am struggling to understand and Archangel Michael tells me to stop. This is the time for no-effort. This is the time to let go of the very things that have defined me: Intellectuality and hard work. The price just keeps rising. In the end, it only requires everything of us.
(4) AAM, April 13, 2016.
(5) The wayshower goes first; the pillar goes last.