How fortunate I am to have a day off in the midst of it.
I must continue to describe this space.
I’m beaming like a light bulb. Savoring the time off, I relax to a depth I haven’t achieved before.
Down, down, down I go. I see I have (my undivided voice, my will has) great input into whether I go up or down.
Down, down, down I go into depths of peace and variety. Flowing, flowing, until I arrive at the bottom and a quiet mind.
I’m conscious of using my will in this “daydream.”
I lift a covering from my heart and as I do so I become ever calmer.
I allow my uncovered heart to radiate love in every direction. And now the experience gains substantiality – form, shape, feel.
This is it. I know it is.
The transformative love I feel at this moment is what we’re looking for. Never mind gold-backed U.S. Treasury notes. This is what Archangel Michael calls “spiritual currency” and constitutes our real wealth.
No, not wealth to be measured by its amassment. You can’t amass love. But by the quality and quantity of its flow.
I forget all the troubles of the day. It isn’t that they’re resolved in any way. They simply vanish from the screen.
I allow myself to rest in the knowledge that I am love. Love is my very being.
[After a pause.]
I’m staying in my everyday consciousness so that I can write. But that limits the depth of my experience. However, I think it more important to get these descriptions down and out.
I am love. And when I say those words to myself, I get it ever deeper.
I get it at a feeling level.
Then I get it at a body level.
Then I lose consciousness.
[After another pause.]
At one point our awareness is positioned here; at another point, positioned there. But it’s all like one big ocean of love and we’re in the midst of it. That’s as viewed from the Fifth Dimension. As viewed from the Fourth Dimension, the ocean goes away and we’re isolated actors in separate situations.
Love colors all experiences in this space. Love glues it all together. Love is what gets transmitted, what flows.
And when I turn my attention to this love, it grows. What if I kept my attention on love all the time?
What contributes to this space? Personal resolution, determination, an undivided mind, the existence of a strong will.
A resolute determination is like an unpunctured tire that works. The divided and distracted mind is like the punctured tire that doesn’t work.
Concentration on the perfection of a divine quality contributes. The quality I chose was love. Working on it day by day, expressing it, feeling it, sending it out to the world – all of that contributes.
And then relaxing into it. To climb a mountain we exert ourselves. But to ascend requires no effort. It requires a relaxing into the energies that are sweeping the planet right now. Just a cosmic letting go.
I must familiarize myself with the Transcendental. I could be standing in it and not know.
It’s the space between the spaces. It’s behind everything. It’s the universal substance, flow and residuum. It’s the default of life, the origin and destination.
I can only sink down into the Transcendental. Since it’s below everything and love is below everything, the Transcendental must be love.
It’s time to drop the masks, the dramatizations, the script, roles and rackets.
And who is in a better position to do that than I am?
My readers will understand if I take time out to finish the job, when the time arrives, won’t you?
I may take readers along on the journey, if I can.
But the Transcendental is the Mt. Everest I came to climb and I’m climbing it.