I continue to transcribe my readings with Archangel Michael for the tremendous value that there is in that material. It’s like a rich treasure trove of wisdom and good counsel and I feel deeply privileged to have it
In my second-ever reading with him, in Feb. 2011, he said:
“There is already a history of so much disinformation, and of course this is the way that the false paradigms and belief systems build up. But the circulation and production of incorrect or incomplete information continues in many venues, as you know.” (1)
Much of this information – or misinformation and even on rare occasions disinformation – is produced by us lightworkers. Often we produce misinformation or even disinformation because we want to create a place for ourselves; we want to feel important; we want fame, applause or money.
And we pose as having the answers or create tales of our ability to see evil plots. We use a certain kind of accusatory, sometimes inflammatory, language, abandon our neutrality, puff our sources, etc.
I remember when I realized that being a lightworker doesn’t mean that I am or we are immune from producing misinformation. It was a shocking discovery. And for a while I felt dismayed by it.
And not only can we produce misinformation, but we compound our error by defending it, sticking by it even as the evidence of our error mounts, and propagating it even though we highly suspect that it’s misinformation – such is the way the mind works.
I know (status of knowledge: know), from long observation, that, when I say something, my tendency afterwards is to make what I said right.
So if I say to you, or worse to someone else, that I think John is a dunce, ever afterward I will defend that statement, make up reasons for why I think John is a dunce, spin affirming or confirming stories around it, etc. What I say, I will make right – ever afterwards.
That is, until such time as I take a stand and break that habit either by not saying something which I consider highly suspect or damaging (my inner voice being the arbiter) or else by not automatically making something right just because I said it.
In the same reading, Archangel Michael said:
“People know in their hearts. They know truth when they read it, when they hear it, when they receive it.” (2)
And for me that is also true.
People may not act on what they know to be true. They may bury their knowing under fear or expediency. But, at some level, they still know.
And if they don’t act on it, cognitive dissonance grows; they get more and more out of alignment with themselves, until they either break through and restore themselves to integrity or fall apart. I’ve seen this happen so many times…..!
AAM also asked me once to stay out of the fray: “We don’t want you to be front and center in the controversy or the fray.” (3)
Alright. That’s a little hard for me but I will.
I do get the importance of that. Longtime readers will know that, rather than wade into the fray as I used to do, as of around two years ago, I began to look instead at what’s happening inside myself and (often publicly) process any vasanas that may have been triggered.
There’s a fray that’s occurring at this moment. No, I’m not going to name it.
Lightworkers are getting afraid, getting impatient with a certain divine initiative, and disparaging it. Some are jumping ship. And those who are doing so are predominantly those who rely on “insider” information rather than channeled messages (a friend would add: “rather than their heart messages”). This too is something I’ve seen happen again and again.
I have to tell you where I’m at with that, and without entering the fray.
I have never in my life been involved with anything as inspiring, nourishing and loving as my service to the Company of Heaven is for me in this lifetime.
In the course of serving the Divine Mother, Archangel Michael, Sanat Kumara and the other celestials, ascended masters, and galactics, I’ve felt myself at times left out to dry, left dangling, left in the lurch, left looking silly, left waiting, left broke, feeling embarrassed, disappointed and dismayed, and every other difficult situation or response that I can imagine.
And still I would not trade this work for anything in the world.
While others were enjoying their Christmas dinner, I was dealing with the apparent fall of another superguru (this is the second time that an exalted figure in my life has seemed to take a fall from grace). Even my work with avatars has not repaid me the way that working with the Company of Heaven has.
So even though I often feel myself having to fend for myself (so to speak; it seldom turns out to be the case in actuality), I’m not joining the current bandwagon that says that we’re being defrauded and scammed in a certain way and around a certain initiative.
I’m standing my ground because, at a deep place beyond the ego and the mind, I trust the Company of Heaven. I won’t consent to become a lightworker lemming, joining the herd and running off a cliff, no matter who it is that’s leading the charge. I may be lambasted for that and called a fool. But I don’t care.
If I’m mistaken, naive, stupid or foolhardy, then let me be mistaken, naive, stupid and foolhardy, serving the Divine Mother.
If she whom I serve turns out not to be the Divine Mother (and, believe me, this has happened in the past), the real Divine Mother knows that it is she alone that I serve.
So don’t look to me to join the current bandwagon. I don’t believe the accusations for a minute and I won’t go there, no matter how foolish or deceived I look for not doing so.
And, gosh, without joining the fray, I needed to say that in the worst possible way.
We’re building Nova Earth and the way to build it is to let go of what didn’t work and forge ahead. It’s not to join in mutual recrimination and make reputations for ourselves out of doing so. It isn’t to hurl accusations at each other or play up our own discernment or create “us against them” scenarios.
I’ve said this before and I say it again: I am not important. The Divine Mother is important. The Divine Plan is important. But what happens to me or doesn’t happen to me is not.
I plant my flag in the service of the Divine Mother and don’t care what happens to me. What’s more, I don’t think anyone else cares either. We’re mostly concerned with our own business and destiny.
That way of caring about one’s own place in things is old paradigm to me. Only the Mother’s Plan is important because it carries the seeds in it of all good things – for me, the world, and future generations.
And taking that stand for me requires forgiveness (which handles the past), love (which handles the present), and trust (which handles the future). It doesn’t require of me looking out for Number One or making sure I come out on top. I don’t care where I come out but I do care that the Mother’s Plan succeeds.
(1) Personal reading with AAM through Linda Dillon, Feb. 18, 2011.
(2) Loc. cit.
(3) Personal Reading with AAM, April 26, 2011.