The Manuscript of Survival – Part 323, channeled by Aisha North, June 14, 2013 at http://aishanorth.wordpress.com
You have started to face yourselves now dear ones, and even if some of you are rather hesitant to do so, the signals you will get back from yourself when you really dare to fully open your eyes will be so powerful, they may literally take your breath away. For with this realization comes also a deeper insight into all that you are and all that you do, and you start to see yourself in a very different light from before.
For some, the very idea that everything you had once taken for granted seems now to be little more than wisps of fantasy will seem almost too much to bear at times, while for others, it will be like tasting the sweet taste of freedom for the very first time.
For the one you will see when you truly find the courage to dig deep enough within, is someone that will be radically different from the one that you see when you just look at the outside you, the one you have identified as ”myself” for the whole of your lifetime here. And so, the gap between them may seem almost overwhelmingly large, and you can all in some ways experience a sort of identity crisis. For who you are is something that have in many ways been a set part of yourself forever, but now, when you have to start all over again in many aspects, it will be a time of chaos and uncertainty for many.
Remember, this realization will bring with it so many profound changes in your life, as you will literally start to see everything through new eyes. So please reach out for someone if you need that to steady yourself, lest you should lose your balance too much. This can be challenging in so many ways, and finding your new standing point will take some time to adjust to. It will be a little bit like standing on a bus that suddenly hits an unexpected bump in the road, and you will all in some ways be tossed about for a while before everything settles down.
So take the time you need, there is no use in rushing this process in any way. For you need time to really, really fathom what all of this will entail, not only for you, but for everyone around you as well. For once you have gotten the first glimpse of the real you, it cannot be forgotten.
But it can seem to fade away at times, as you go about your daily life and everything seems to be exactly the same as it was before that first and almost earth shattering encounter. So take it slow, and give yourself all the time you need to readjust to this. And again, reach out for others to help you to balance yourself and find the equilibrium that you soo seek. But do not be afraid of losing your balance a little now and then.
or this is all about daring to let go of the old fear of losing control and settling into a much more unpredictable way of living. Again we say go explore, for even if you are moving into yourself, you are also moving into what in many ways can be defined as ”unknown territory”. Just remember, there are no dangers lurking under the surface here, there is only love, so do not be afraid to go and see what you will find behind that first curve in the road ahead.