Rather jazzy title but I’m feeling the need to get away for a bit.
A gentleman up the coast has offered me a free cabin to get away to and just rest for a few days and I’m going to take him up on that. I’ll probably leave Friday for four days. The hardest thing to do will be to leave my cellphone and laptop behind. I’m having separation anxieties already.
I’m not sure if the same is happening for you but everyone I’m speaking to on this end is into deep clearing.
Clearing Our Vasanas
And if you look at the circumstances of the clearing, and of the manner in which each of us is serving as a transference screen for the other (a transference screen is a person who serves as a stand-in for, say, a father or a sister, etc., upon whom we project our feelings and issues), then it becomes clearer and clearer that our everyday situations are being used as the tripwires for our clearing.
I’ve sourced three vasanas today – deep, deep, old, forgotten, buried vasanas that reduced me to tears. Vasanas that went back to high school – serving on youth groups, events in my family, my mother’s death, on and on they went.
The consensus of the team is that we’re all of us probably going through intense clearing right now. You’re aware that the banks are training staff for NESARA. Well, by the same token, we think lightworkers are also being prepared for their roles by having very deep issues be brought up right now to be released.
One of the vasanas that went off for me hit me like summer lightning. I was “plugged in” (upset) about a matter of principle. I was feeling self-righteous, even priggish in my stand, when all of a sudden the vasana exploded. I dissolved into tears and wept and wept in the face of it. Fortunately I was with a team member who knew how to be with me: just listen.
The vasana related to my brother. A man who reminds me of my brother seemed to have been mistreated and I would not stand for it. (Principled stand.) But I did not suspect that a vasana was playing. (This happens so often.)
When the vasana erupted, I saw that the man resembled my brother in some ways (earlier, similar trigger). What I found myself saying was “NOBODY hurts my brother. NOBODY.” Well, of course, you can see that the man in the present situation is not my brother. The vasana is an archaic pattern of behavior (jumping to the defence of my brother) born of an earlier, similar traumatic incident (someone must have threatened my brother once).
And you can see that the thing that identifies the vasana to us need not be an image. It can be a sentence like “NOBODY hurts my brother.”
Once the vasana was cleared, the principled stand melted away into nothingness. When people act on their vasanas instead of sourcing them, wars can happen.
So this is how vasanas work: something in the present reminds us of something in the past and off we go!
If we don’t know that vasanas are going off, then we project our feelings onto present company. Relationships go sour, people leave each other, resentment builds. Vasanas are the major source of ruined relationships, as well as wars.
So if you’re anything like us on the team, you may find yourself feeling very, very upset right about now and what probably is happening is that the Company of Heaven is having us clear whatever issues remain.
Please just be aware of that and allow the vasanas to go off and be experienced to completion. You won’t be harmed by them. If you allow them to express themselves completely, without projecting them onto others, you’ll eventually be free of them. If you identify with them and beat others up with them, they’ll multiply, form new layers, make your heart sclerotic, and turn you into a nattering old fool. (No kidding!)
This probably is a time of deep clearing so perhaps just go with it.
PS. I tried to get away today to look for a job and I could not even get out the door. It was wall-to-wall Skype calls. That was sobering because I got to see that it may not be practical to think of holding down a job. There’s just far too much to do in a day. I’m just not sure how I can do it.
And to the reader who asked us to take down the personal message at the head of the blog, Archangel Michael asked us to keep it up for a month. I personally am not enamored of it, but I plan to honor his request.