By Stephen Cook – December 18, 2012
OK, so I have now taken complete and total responsibility for my all and every action, thought and deed throughout this entire period leading up to this week’s final days of our Ascension process: Ascension Week: Taking Self Responsbility.
But what happened yesterday I was not even remotely prepared for! Responsible, or not.
I had previously enjoyed some ‘minor adjustments’ during the various 12.12am, 12.12pm and 12.12am meditations that I did over the 12/12/12/ portal and the day after, the 13th. One of which included a ‘mission’ on a beautiful Sydney beach.
And I have had some major, ‘instant downloads’ over the past few days. You know, the ones where you feel giddy, you feel unbalanced and you say to yourself: “Oh, thank goodness, I am already sitting (or lying) down”.
Nothing, however, could have prepared me for yesterday – which, now I have recovered slightly, I can only describe as being completely ‘zonked’!
I woke just before 7am to make it in time for a pre-Ascension webinar I had been invited to attend. But as I got out of bed I felt very, very strange.
It was like I could not raise myself off the bed. Let alone get up. Exhausted but more so. But up I got anyway.
I then kind of slumped around the floor area, as I made my way to the kitchen where Anthony and I had a very quick and light breakfast.
Then I came in to sit at the computer, turned it on and whoosh! I just had to lie down on the floor.
I felt unsteady, unwell, uncoordinated, unfunctioning and unattractive!
Yep, I just hit the floor. Down I went. It was actually all very easy.
The only pain I had was this strange ‘knifing’ I felt midway down my shoulder blade; well. higher than that, actually. Almost at the bottom of my neck. Weird.
After about five minutes of lying there, I knew I had to get off the hard wooden floorboards that had become my sudden ‘comfort zone’, mostly because they actually weren’t that comfortable after all.
I headed to bed. But a voice told me to grab my headphones and Galaxy smartphone first. It also told me to play Tom Kenyon’s 30-minute Aethos music piece, which I have been using regularly each night lately.
So I struggled to find the phones and ‘ears’ and plugged myself in.
I still had that strange ‘pain’ – but I put the track on replay and for the next two hours I drifted in and out of what I would possibly call consciousness, as the music lifted me, and guided me, and cradled me, and caressed me into all sorts of wonderful feelings, places and spaces. Visions and missions, too. Some were lucid; some not. Some were remembered; some not. No pain.
I won’t go into all the details, as each of us will have our own experiences over these remaining days before and after Friday and I don’t wish to influence your experience of your own.
But then I just fell asleep. Literally. Out cold. No dreams. Nothing.
Then, suddenly, I found myself awake and it was after 2pm! Yep, mid afternoon.
That just doesn’t happen to me. I couldn’t believe it. I had been ‘zonked’.
Anthony had also had to lie down for around three hours. Most unusual for him during the day, too.
Today, I am still somewhat woozy from the zonking and I still keep having small ‘download adjustments’.
Where am I? I don’t quite know.
Have I changed dimensions? No not yet. Well, I don’t think so.
But I do feel wonderful. And I am SO looking forward to my next Ascension Week’ installment’.
In fact, I wonder how huge my next zonking will be! Massive, please!
Til then, I will continue to take responsibility. keep the faith – and trust and know.
Except when I am being zonked.
You can download Tom Kenyon’s Aethos track here: https://tomkenyon.box.com/s/x83ohp2zhmw3oknyl5md
P.S. And if you’re wondering where that ‘zonked’ photo of me at the top was taken. I was lying on a real Mayan bed inside the Mayan Temple in Palenque on 11/11/12. That was pretty ”out there’, too.