I think I need to say a word, following BZ’s article on how the fund-raiser went.
First of all, thank you to everyone who participated. There’s no doubt that a lot of people are very grateful for your assistance. Two people were homeless and are now domiciled. Two more were headed there. And numerous others were barely above water.
That having been said, BZ handled the whole arrangement so really she is the one who did the work and should be congratulated.
The word I need to say is that there was some money left over and some of it ($1,000, a sum that has been sent out to several recipients) has actually gone to me as well. To say why, I need to discuss my own financial situation, which is a wee bit hard to do. But perhaps it’s best that I do so.
I’ve been affording life these past three years by drawing on a line of credit for my monthly shortfall. I’m now nearing the end of that line of credit – “maxed out” is the word, I believe. I’ve been discussing the matter as we go along with Archangel Michael in my private readings and he’s advised me to put a donation button on the site. Others want me to charge for my writings.
I haven’t wished to do either. And if I can manage not to do so, I will. Like everyone else, I’m trying to get through to the declaration of NESARA and waiting for it as eagerly as others are.
This particular month I’ve been juggling to make ends meet. BZ offered me some of the leftover donations and I frankly did not feel I was in a position to say no. So I’ve been helped to keep my head above water along with everyone else.
This doesn’t mean that I don’t have enough money to subsist (i.e., to pay for rent and food). I do from my pensions. But it doesn’t cover all expenses and, rather than having a means now to cover the shortfall, as I have had to date, I’m obliged now to increase that shortfall every month to keep the maxed-out line of credit from being called in.
I simply want you to know so there’s no suspicion that something has been done under the table. If NESARA doesn’t get here soon, I’m going to be in the soup along with everyone else. I haven’t been willing to share about my own financial situation, but the unexpected lateness in NESARA getting here is affecting me as it is others.
I originally expected NESARA to get here in October 2008 and have been holding out for it getting here ever since. I now have reached about as far as I can wait without needing soon to do something to augment my own finances, like perhaps taking a part-time job.
It’s embarrassing to be discussing this here, but my approaching inability to draw more on my line of credit – a point I never thought I would reach – requires it.
I’ll open comments to allow you to express yourself on the matter.