One of the reasons I asked Archangel Michael for a reading August 1 was that I’ve been so burnt out and exhausted lately. My wife thought I had a heart problem because I kinda drag myself around all day, with a blank look on my face or sleep a good part of the time.
I’m glad no one sees me or they’d wonder who this dragged-out guy is.
When I have a reading with the Boss, I usually divide it in two taped parts. One is on general questions and the other is on personal questions. So this comes from the second tape.
I debated whether I’d put it up. Some of it sounds self-serving. Certainly some detractors will go to town with it and call me vain or narcissistic.
But I’m willing to risk it because the information is quite interesting for its own sake, never mind explaining to readers better than I could have why I’m so tired. We do get to see in it how an Archangel works with a Starseed. Please consider these then as notes in the unfoldment of a Starseed.
Steve: I think you know that I have been absolutely exhausted in the last two weeks. Totally exhausted and burned out. My wife thinks I have a heart problem. (1) I’d like to ask you if I have a heart problem and if so what is the source of the exhaustion and how can I emerge from it so I can do my job.
Archangel Michael: The source of what you are calling a problem is the fact that the energies to which you have completely opened yourself – and we do not suggest you shut down – are of an intensity that has never been known on Earth before. So it’s not simply spiritual, emotional, metaphysical, or etheric. It’s physical. This is the push. Anchoring it into the physical. So you are feeling it.
And of course, dear heart, because you work with such a broad expanse of the collective you are also feeling the collective. You have done that hook-up. Now [a pause follows] we are disconnecting you a little bit.
Not permanently and certainly not in ways that will affect your operation as it were. But we want you to rehabilitate. Your heart is physically expanding, not in the physical sense of an enlarged heart, but it is holding more and more energy. So there is a tension there and that also causes physical exhaustion.
Now you know, my dear friend, how I encourage you to be the platform and I wish to tell you what a magnificent job you do with me, for me and for so many. You are the voice of hope but I want you to take a little rest as well.
Yes, we are past the deadline and we are racing to that finish line but we desire for you to be robust, to be in that joy. So I’m going to unplug you with your permission, a little.
S: How will that show up? What impact will that have? How will I know….
AAM: You’re already there because you feel that you don’t have the juice to keep going. You’re exhausted.
S: That’s true.
AAM: Think of it as a plug that is not fully in and therefore is not getting the full amperage of the electrical energy. What I’m going to do is to unplug you so that that wobbly energy is not affecting you and then I am going to plug you in fully to me.
S: That is welcome. Will I be cold and unfeeling towards my readers?
AAM: Absolutely not. You are not capable of it.
S: OK, well, that’s reassuring. I wouldn’t want to suddenly become a cold robot.
AAM: No, what you are going to do is you are going to feel a different kind of stream of energy flooding through you. No, my beloved friend, I am taking you out of the plug of the frequency flooding the planet, because it is a little too much right now. I am plugging you into me so that you can be refreshed.
S: How could I ask for more, Lord. Thank you very much.
I thought at some point that one of the reasons for burnout was that my mind operates very fast but my body is very slow. Does that have any validity, that thought?
AAM: Yes, your mind is connected. You have done your work. And very often you are connected to what you would think of as Universal Mind. And that’s why we laugh when you say that your veil is thick. Your veil may be thick on your eyes but it most certainly is not on your brain.
And so you are keyed in and it is running at the speed of, shall we say, a Starseed computer.
S: That makes sense to me.
AAM: So your body, the generation of so much energy, takes a toll on your body, and then you feel that your body is working slower than you want it and at a deeper level of exhaustion than you want it. So you have two systems working on different wattage.
S: Hmmmm…. That certainly makes sense to me.
And it does make sense to me. I feel as if I could write all day, day after day, but when I try, my body dims out. This next section is again hard to share, but it’s valuable for us to know about. All of us are having our kundalini raised and I asked the Boss how the process was going with me. The same process is going on with you, I’m almost certain.
S: Where am I at with the process of raising the kundalini, if I may ask, Lord?
AAM: It is about your solar plexus and heart right now. It is part of the pressure that you’re feeling in your heart.
S: Do I need to consider taking time off for experiences? Or is it going to be a gentle, gradual thing? (2)
AAM: No, we are doing this very gently so that you don’t have to disengage. But when you feel the need … this is something I wish to speak to you about … if you need a day for Steve’s experiences, grant it to your sweet self. The world will not end. And you will luxuriate and it will refresh you and, yes, it will help the energy move.
S: OK, well, that’s good to know.
So that’s it. We all have our archangels and guides whom we work with. They’re raising our kundalini gradually, which we could consider removing the blindfolds. They raise the kundalini at the right time, not so soon that we leave the planet and return home without doing our work, and not so quickly that we’re discombobulated. What the Boss said to me, please consider as being said to you as well. My intuition, which he has encouraged me to rely on more and more, suggests that what he says here is meant to be said to all, not just to me. (And of course I could be wrong.)
(1) Blossom asked this question in her August 2011 newsletter: “Is it just me and what’s going on in my life, or have the energies been so strong lately? The old heart chakra has been in ‘Am I having a heart attack mode?’ … so I am thankful I have learned that I am not about to keel over and leave this planet!”
(2) When the kundalini reaches the heart, we experience the first enlightenment, called “stream entering” by Buddhists and “spiritual awakening” by Hindus. Since Starseeds are Fifth-Dimensional beings and higher, all of us have had advanced experiences of enlightenment in other lifetimes. Our enlightenment in this lifetime is simply, I think, a recapitulation.