It’s rather unusual to be contemplating your own transition, wouldn’t you say? But Ellie knows that her cloned body has a “best before” date. She is keeping us apprized of her news right up to the date she leaves and re-enters her Pleiadian body which is in stasis on the ships. She has arranged with her son, Jerry, to let us know when she makes the transfer.
Following her transition, I may speak with her through Linda Dillon.
If there ever was proof that we survive bodily demise, is this not it?
I feel impressed to write a short update as something is going on with my body that has me concerned that it might not last much longer so I want to put down my thoughts at this time “just in case”. Please know that I am in a positive frame of mind – not at all sad or downhearted! I never get depressed! I am excited about upcoming changes that lead to my reunion with my space family, friends and on to home!
First, I want to thank all who have helped me through stressful times as stress takes a serious toll on anyone’s body – even “normal” ones! Because of you, I have had an extension of time that was very important to me and my mission. Bless you!
Now onto my thoughts and concerns.
As I have said previously, I have clone #2 waiting in case this one fizzles out before I am finished here but Plen (Planinitar – my mate) is trying to keep this one going for as long as he can – and doing a magnificent job of it – but this past couple of days, I have had unusually severe pain all over, from head to toes, that even Plen can’t take away completely for some reason so either something serious is going on with this body or some very serious earth changes are coming up shortly – I do feel the effects of earth cleansing activity.
In either case, the pain is ongoing and I guess I will have to grudgingly resort to OTC pain meds. I have not had to take meds since I had this body because of Plen’s excellent maintenance but this pain seems to be here to stay.
Plen told me a few nights ago that “they” were trying to keep this body going for as long as they possibly could because the second clone has been improved, upgraded and modified so much so that my family and friends (the few close ones who see me in physical) will not be able to recognize me as the “old, familiar Ellie” from past.
Either my vibration will be so different, it will be uncomfortable for them to be around me or my attitude and demeanor will be very different and confusing to them.
I had a vivid dream this morning of having armloads of fat, white envelopes to mail out and the mail truck was coming to pick them up – some were missing stamps though (incomplete) and the postman was trying to help me sort and prepare the stacks for mailing.
But there was just too much to deal with – I told him to take what he could and leave the rest for me to deal with but he insisted on helping so he was delaying his mail route to help.
I am not quite sure how to interpret that dream but it could have something to do with being overwhelmed with trying to keep up with e-mail obligations OR, even more important, that time is running out for me to finish what I am here to do. The envelopes could represent little packets of tasks I want to complete that are still undone.
I believe I have some serious detachment to do yet – letting go of the past – and future expectations – and staying more focused on living in the NOW – moment to moment – I am still holding onto friends from the past who are on their own journey that no longer parallels mine and the attempt to hold on to them is draining my energies.
I am a “mother soul” as well as “pure love” in spiritual essence so I tend to love everyone I come into contact with and just don’t want to let go of them! I am reaching across from my path to theirs, holding onto their shirt tail, even though our paths are in constant movement away from each other – which is as it should be! We don’t want to hold anyone back from their journey by refusing to let go when it is time, no matter how difficult it is emotionally.
That is another thing I am working on that is most difficult – for ME – stepping outside my emotions to make necessary changes in my life – detachment from all that no longer serves a higher purpose. I have quite a task ahead of me and must get busy, with what time I have left, cutting ties so when I leave here – or get my next clone – it won’t be so dramatic to those who knew the “old” me.
I will continue to be in touch for as long as I can – see, there I go again! Holding onto what is precious to me! LOL! That will not change – the attempt to keep the connection of Love/Light that each of you represent.
Until next time,