Anakaya Ariana claims to be a Pleiadian walk-in who lives in New Zealand and spends half of her time on spacecraft or on her native planet, Erra, in the Pleiadian star system. I’m not familiar with her work before Ben Arion featured a column from her on Ashtar Command. If she is in fact a credible figure, she has a very unusual story to tell. Your discernment is recommended.
INTRODUCTION AND MY STORY
My name is Anakya Ariana. I am what is known as a Pleiadian Walk In. I am also a Channel and Communicator, Healer and Artist. My work on earth involves several aspects of the earth and humanity’s transformation process – but my personal concentration is on assisting certain souls to awaken spiritually and discover and utilize their own power constructively.
I am physically based in New Zealand, (my Earth Base), but spend half my life out-of-body upon various space craft and on Erra in the Pleiades star system. Due to certain changes I went through in my own growth and experiences, I am able to manifest a form when I do this.
I started my life on earth, so to speak, in 1980, when my human body was aged 11 and I made an agreement with the existing occupant of the body to essentially ‘switch’ places when the previous occupant fell ill with an infection that affected the heart.
The switch went relatively smoothly, since the previous occupant was also a Star Seed and psychic who desired to work on a different level. However, as with all Walk In situations, there were many bumps in the road as I learned to adjust to my new environment and life. The brain of my human body retained memories of what went before, but I could only access the memories as needed, and in a remote fashion – since I could not emotionally relate to the memories or many of the people in them.
The relationships I forged with biological family and other contacts therefore had to be new ones for me. In some cases, I left behind many people who would not resonate with what I would be expressing. However, I was fortunate in that another member of my off-planet family had incarnated on earth as a Star Seed and happened to be my earth body’s biological mother. This special soul has been a continual support and sometimes a guide on my journey. She has become an invaluable friend.
One of the first problems encountered is language and culture. Those aspects are even today on-going projects, as I am always learning something new. Before undertaking this earth experience I underwent certain preparations – although in some cases I was not aware these were preparations at the time. One of the things I learned when undergoing Communications training was to speak colloquial English. Slang was not part of this training, and it has taken some getting used to.
Before this experience, I was training as a Biologist and scientist, and had begun work in this area. However I became interested in what we knew was to occur on earth, and via my previous incarnations on earth, I had a desire to know more and perhaps help if I could. Thus I chose to undertake Communications Training with the view to communicating (telepathically or through the channellling process) with aware and willing souls on earth that had chosen to work with us.
But I became aware of what is called the “Walk In Project” which is governed by the Council of Twelve, or Intergalactic Council – as some call them here. This involved being based on earth via a human form which the previous occupant had chosen to leave. Agreements were made with these souls so that one of our people could take their place and undertake their mission and personal goals on earth. The Walk In souls that come in can be from many different origins, densities and cultures. In this case, they were souls who lived lives on worlds other than earth – but there are also Walk Ins on earth who are earthly souls or spiritual teachers of some kind.
The Walk In Project is not to be confused with what people on earth call “possession”. That is done without the occupant’s permission, and involves the original soul being ‘kicked out’ of the body forcibly, or totally overshadowed by the incoming entity, who represses them with threats and fear tactics. Usually this is done for dark and manipulative purposes, and although rare, it has and does sometimes happen on earth.
Sometimes there are Walk Ins that have gone “AWOL” on earth, and have decided not to follow the rules, guidelines and original goals they came with. They may have chosen to simply experience 3-D earth life, or they may decide to express a darker polarity of their nature for learning purposes. This is done easily on earth because it is a place of duality.
It has been said that Walk Ins are delusional, or have multiple personality disorders – yet psychiatric testing of some Walk Ins has proven otherwise. Usually such testing will show an IQ of well above average in terms of earthly scales of measure. Of course there will always be people on earth who say that anyone who experiences anything of a spiritual nature is delusional. They are entitled to their viewpoint.
Typically, a Walk In does not have more than one personality at all. They are simply the persona of the new occupant, and can access some memories and experiences of the old occupant (albeit remotely) when needed. They will, however have knowledge of their own culture and spirituality which will be different to that known on earth (or will seem more advanced in some ways). This can be both a blessing and a curse because it can cause feelings of displacement, homesickness and misunderstandings that can be painful.
Star Seeds (souls that incarnate on earth but have their origins on other worlds) can also experiences some of these feelings – but it is to a lesser degree, and they are often not able to access the full extent of their knowledge and awareness due to chosing to experience ‘spiritual amnesia’ when incarnating on earth. They, like all souls on earth, have the opportunity to awaken the knowledge they have incarnated with during that lifetime.
Occasionally there is a situation where the Walk In will allow members of their off-planet family and colleagues to ‘channel’ through their earth body for the purposes of experience and learning. Possibly also to teach and communicate with others. This is the agreement that I have made. In addition to this, I also share my own knowledge and experiences with those who are open to it.
In coming to earth in the way I did, I chose to leave behind my life and the contacts I had known in my Pleiadian existence. However, I have met many new people – both on and off earth – and forged new connections. I have my own immediate family off earth which I maintain contact with at all times. However, in Pleiadian culture, all people are ‘family’ – not just those that are biologically or emotionally connected.
Not long after I had first arrived on earth and made my adjustments to the new existence I had chosen, I began to practice meditation and psychic development techniques with my body’s mother – who is a very open and spiritual person (fortunately). The psychic and clairvoyant centers in my body’s brain were already activated and well developed (thanks to the previous occupant), but I enhanced them further, and combined this with my own sensitivity to energy and vibrations. However at first I could not control this very well, and I was seeing human and animal spirits and visiting extra terrestrials all over the place. This began to occur from age 11 to about the age of 17 (when things changed yet again).
At the above-mentioned stage of my experience, I did not have full memory of my Walk In status, as the Intergalactic Council were ensuring that I did not get overloaded with too much information at once while I was adjusting to my new life. I would, however, stare up at the Pleiades often in the night sky, and feel overwhelmingly homesick. I did not even know that the star system was called “Pleiades” on earth, but knew it by another name. I knew things of a cosmic nature that were (at that time) virtually unknown on earth.
Of course I did not initially know that it was not ‘normal’ to tell people what you were seeing and experiencing. This earned me the reputation at school of being “spooky” and I got labelled with the nick-name of “Witchy”. I could see people’s spirit guides, pick up and send telepathic messages, see auras around everything, and move objects with my mind. None of these things make for good integration with the general populace. I became uncomfortable with the fear reactions of others, and lost quite a few friends over my ‘differences’, who turned on me rather spectacularly. Even if I did not tell others about what I was seeing and feeling, they still sensed and ‘otherworldness’ about me (that still happens to this day) which caused them to keep their distance.
Thus I was a loner, and became very withdrawn (unlike my predecessor, who had been very outgoing with many friends). This was not at all by choice, and it made me very sad. At aged 13 I spent nearly a year and a half not talking to anyone unless they asked me something – in which case I would reply only as necessary. During that time I went within myself very deeply, and was forced to come to terms with the fact that I would always be different whilst on this world, but would have to learn to integrate more and make my differences work for me. Never could I compromise and stop being who I am just to make others more comfortable around me. That was never an option.
I found solace and peace in art, and as my predecessor had been very good at drawing (particularly animals) I developed this further and began to draw and paint at school and at home. I would go an sit in paddocks with horses and observe them for hours. I would memorize their muscular structure and shape, and the way they moved and acted (I was later to realize I have a near-photographic memory), and then draw or paint them. I did the same with plants, flowers, landscapes, animals and people. My teachers were astounded with the detail I could produce in my artwork, without a photograph or live view of the subject.
I also wrote – stories, poems, essays. I loved working with words, and that too gave me an avenue for expression (as I’m sure many can relate to). I entertained the idea of being a writer, but something inside told me I would be using all these gifts in quite a different fashion to the usual forms.
I was very fortunate during the ‘teenage years’ that I had a Grandfather (on my mother’s side) who was also a very enlightened and psychic man who often had visions and prophetic dreams. My biological father had left when my predecessor was five years old. He was a violent and volatile man who was not to play a part in my life, except as a contributor to my biological DNA. My Grandad was someone I could confide in, and I began to share my spiritual experiences with him. He (apart from my mum) accepted me and everything I was telling him. He was fascinated by the way I could move the dial on the radio in his garage, change stations and turn the volume up and down. He’d ask me to do it, and we’d laugh about it. I loved spending time with him, and now that he is in spirit, I miss his companionship greatly.
At aged 17 I was meditating regularly and having many intense psychic experiences. By that stage, I’d had spirits following me to school, and moving things around in my bedroom. I had a couple of bad experiences with souls that had passed violently, and as I am an empath, I had taken on their feelings too much and had to learn to tell them to give me space and not project so much. I’d been visited by the spirit of our family dog, and was having many strange dreams, visions and feelings. During that time, I left college and began to work full time – which provided some distraction from my psychic development.
Nevertheless, who I really am was always part of me, and it would not be repressed (at least, not for long). Mum had taken me to a couple of ‘psychic development circles’ to talk to other psychics, mediums and people who knew about spiritual things. This was a powerful learning curve for me, because I was fully awakening into who I am, and what I had come to earth to accomplish. I was making choices in my life that were purely intuitive, and this felt quite natural and right to me.
At this time, I was still known by the legal name of my predecessor – Rachel Matthews, and was based in Auckland. At aged 18, during a meditation one night, I sensed a beautiful presence which I saw in my mind’s eye only as a beautiful golden light that felt warm and loving, and somehow familiar. I telepathically heard a female voice in my mind who told me not to be afraid, and that she was a being from the Pleiades star system (at that time I still did not know that the “Pleiades” was the same system I had looked at with such longing). She told me her name was “XIA” (although at that time, I miss-spelt the name as “XIAUO” because of the way it sounded in my mind). Mum was in the room with me, and I told her about my ‘visitor’. She was excited and told me to keep talking to this lady.
Xia (Xiauo), showed me telepathically what she looked like. She looked very similar to an earth human, but maybe more exotic – like someone who had eurasian heritage. Her skin was pale, with high cheekbones and quite a sculpted mouth. She had long, shiny black hair – but when I first saw her, she was wearing some kind of white helmet device on her head, which she later told me was to enhance communication. Her eyes were the only physical difference to that of earth humans. They were very large and slightly almond-shaped. She had lovely dark brown eyes with small bronze flecks in them. The pupil was not round, like a humans, but rather more like that of a cat (eliptical). I sensed that she was physically quite petite.
Xia (Xiauo) told me she was connected to me through spiritual and family lines, and that she had come to guide me and work with me, if I would allow it. I loved her instantly, and was excited to agree to working with her further. She explained that she would help me to channel her energy so that important messages could be shared with certain people on earth.
Thus began my training with Xia, which continued over the next few months. She would channel her energy into my earth body about as far as my throat, and would help me to accustom myself to her vibration. At first my body reacted by getting a little dizzy and nauseated, and I often had heart palpitations – but she assured me this would pass as I grew more used to the process. From there, she began to utilize my speech center and apparatus, and could share short messages with mum, who would then tell me what had happened afterward. I was only semi-conscious of these channellings, and had not left my body completely at that point, just ‘expanded’ outward a little. Full-body channelling was to come later.
At first, Xia would speak very haltingly, and there was some difficulty modulating my voice properly, but that worked out fairly quickly. Mum and I went to a couple of the psychic development circles we’d been going to, and I would practice channelling Xia at some of the meetings. Members of the groups were impressed, and excited by the experience and the information coming through – which was primarily about spiritual development and coming earth changes that they would need to be prepared for.
However, it was in these early stages I was to encounter the problem of human ego. A couple of the channels and psychics who led these groups became uncomfortable with my channelling, and unbeknownst to me at the time, began to work against Xia and I by attempting to either undermine what we were doing by ‘channelling’ opposing messages, or by apparently up-staging us by mysteriously ‘producing’ whatever entity or being was the latest craze and sensation at the time. I also began to notice in my observations of these practitioners that they would tell people only what they wanted to hear, and that the information and language used was exceedingly ‘flowery’ and hard to interpret in many cases.
My work with Xia progressed further until she could channel for at least an hour or two, speaking through my body. She would keep my eyes closed at that stage, and would not move any other parts of my body (except the life-support functions). By that stage, I had mastered the ability to expand fully out of my body, and I would hover nearby observing, or would go away and receive healing or guidance from teachers who helped me in those days. Thus, I was not conscious of what Xia said, or what others said to her. I could only access things that were relevant to MY growth (this is what I had asked for).
We began to hold meetings in our home in Auckland for people who desired to meet Xia, hear her messages and learn more about the Pleiadians. We did this every month for free. The groups started with just a few people, but very quickly grew to the point where the lounge of our cottage was so full, that people where outside on the deck listening through the open doors. Everyone was eager for the information and exicted by the contact, and I was overwhelmed by the sudden attention I was getting. I had grown accustomed to my aloneness and privacy, and this was a huge adjustment for me.
The phone would ring day and night with people wanting to know things about themselves or their path, and because of that and all the questions Xia and I were getting, I started to conduct private sessions for those who wanted them. I did channelling by mail as well. At first I did not charge for these, but as they began to take up more and more of my personal time (time when I was not in my body) mum and Xia suggested I charge an appropriate exchange. Those that did not agree with that, simply didn’t find their way to us.
During this time, we began to hear strange ‘clicks’ and beeps on our landline phone, and Xia told us our phone had been tapped by a government agency that was not a “publically known agency” (this was in the early ’90’s – before there was more sophisticated listening devices). Dark-suited men would sit outside our cottage in a car watching the house, and then speed off when we looked outside at them. At one point, a black, unmarked helicopter flew low in circles over our home, and more of the dark-suited men sat inside, looking down at us. I waved to them. Some of the people who came to our meetings were also under surveillance.
Xia said that this agency was interested in us in case we were forming some kind of religious ‘cult’ which might prove influential on too many people. They also apparently had the view that we might really be in contact with extra terrestrials who might prove to be a “danger to national security”, or an interesting species to research.
This scrutiny only lasted a relatively short while before it became a lot lower-key (thank goodness they did not continue to waste tax-payers money in such a fashion). It was scaled down to just placing one or two ‘spies’ in our midst that were posing as “new age enightenment seekers” who would then report back to their superiors. However, of course these people stuck out like sore thumbs – especially since I was adept at reading people’s energy.
My thoughts, and mum’s thoughts, about this were along the lines of hoping that these people learned something constructive for all their efforts. We hoped that, being exposed to the Pleiadian energy of love and unity, some of it might rub off on them.
Because the meetings had grown so large, we decided to hire a community hall to hold them in. Because we had to pay for the hire, we decided to charge a door fee of $5. This worked really well, and we were able to spread Xia’s messages to a lot more people. She began to pass on more information about coming earth changes and “leaps in spiritual awareness” which would greatly influence humanity’s evolution in times to come. During that time, there was a Harmonic Convergence – an activating and opening of many magnetic portals on and around earth and one of those “leaps in consciousness” that Xia had spoken of. Many people shifted up a gear in vibration, and some people began to channel and have visions and many psychic experiences around that time. It really was a time of awakening for many.
However, I was again to come up against that famous human negative ego. Along with the people who loved what we shared and gained greatly from it, there were also those who were jealous of me and my relationship to Xia and the Pleiadians. They felt that, if they could channel, they would do so much better at the job than I (who was at that time to all intents and purposes, a naive girl). I was blissfully unaware of this until a woman we had made friends with stood up in the hall as I was about to channel Xia and loudly complained about the fact that we charged $5 for 2 hours of channelling (during which time people could ask questions). She felt it was unreasonable, and that to do such a thing, we surely couldn’t be “in the light”. She turned to the audience and asked them to join her in her rebellion. (only two did). This same woman also ruined a friendship we had with a father and son who owned land that we were going to live on. That was the begining of my true education about what can happen when people work from a place of mental and emotional instability, jealousy and resentment.
During that time, we also experienced another well-known channel black-listing me and the messages that Xia shared. Her work against me was insidious, since she too posed as a “supporter” of us initially. Unfortunately, she had a lot of influence on a lot of people, and professed to already be an ‘ascended master’, who channelled St. Germain. This woman caused a lot of damage to our work, but I know from experience that such energy expelled always comes back to the source.
Our work with Xia and other members of the Ashtar Command (who sometimes also channelled through) had been very intensive, and I was growing somewhat tired and drained from the work. This was not because of the energy of the off-planet people I worked with (which energized me), but rather because of the constant demands and reactions of the people coming for meetings and readings. I also sensed that things were about to change in my life yet again.
Mum and I had grown friendly with a family who owned a spiritual gift shop on the other side of Auckland who had been frequenting our meetings. The father was a channel also (I will call him ‘Brian’), and worked with a being who came from a planet called Tao’Etsia. That planet interested me because I had a strong feeling I had previously lived there (I will post information about this world in another place on this site). It was nice for me to be able to interact with someone who channelled as I did (by that stage Xia was using my full body, walking around and interacting with people). Xia, mum and I held a development workshop at the family’s shop which went wonderfully.
I became friendly with the family’s oldest daughter who went under a spiritual name that she said she’d been given by someone from Tao’Etsia (but I will call her ‘Angela’ for this publication). This was the first time I became aware some people were using spiritual names that represented their true vibration. I had known I had another name, but at that point did not know what it was. (some informaton pertaining to my true self was still unaccessable to me at that point).
She came to have a personal reading with Xia, and after Xia had left, she told me about another Pleiadian woman she knew who was a Walk In, living in the body of a former channel in Wellington. This Pleiadian woman was called Xian, and I was told that she was a combination of two souls – one a Pleiadian soul called Serai, and one a warlord from Tao-Etsia called Fai’eryn. Collectively, they had become known as ‘Xian’. Xian had a Star Seed male partner who lived with her. Angela asked me if Xia knew Xian. I relayed that she did not, which seemed to shock Angela. But it turned out that Xian was from a future timeline to Xia and the Ashtar Command that we were familiar with. Xia’s time was 2025 (in earth time) and Xian’s was 3035. Of course Pleiadians and some other ET cultures can travel through time, so they could indeed meet and interact.
Angela virtually insisted that Xia and I meet Xian and her partner, and she told me that she was a good friend and representative for Xian and her interplanetary family. I was intrigued and excited to meet someone like Xian, as I also felt her story would give me more clues about myself and my own origins. I also got the strong feeling that I knew both parts of Xian from other times.
I did get to meet Xian and her partner, and this meeting was to change the course of my life in many ways. I was emotional meeting Xian, as there was instant recognition of past emotional connections. She understood me on levels that most did not, and I felt a kinship with her/them. In short, she felt like family to me. And this meeting and subsequent interactions was to unravel my own memories about my true nature and origins and my involvement in the Walk In Project.
During that time, mum and I had been feeling like we needed to leave the channelling work behind for a time, and change our location. I badly needed a rest, and time to work on my own unfolding awareness. We had made contact with another Walk In in Queenstown in the South Island of New Zealand (who I will call ‘Mike’). He was a bit of a renegade, and his origins were Zeta, but he had acheived a higher level of spiritual awareness (or so we thought). He had ‘accidently’ arrived on earth when his space ship crashed not too far from where he was now living (with his partner and their two daughters) in human form. The radioactive residue from the crash had poisoned the energy and atmosphere of the crash area for a time, and had caused a lot of sickness in the people nearby.
I heard about Mike from his partner’s mother – who I had met and done a reading for on one of our channelling tours. I began to correspond with Mike, and we struck up a good friendship – both noticing many similarities in our knowlege and outlooks. Mum and I travelled to Queenstown to visit Mike and his partner, and although we noticed they smoked and drank quite a lot, we had a good time. While in Queenstown, we felt out the energy and checked out the possibilities of moving there. I did not realize it until later, but I was drawn to Queenstown partly because it looked so much like Erra – my origins in the Pleiades. Mum felt a familiarity as well.
Queenstown is a location where many ley lines intersect, and there were some really powerful energy portals or gateways there. The Remarkables Mountain range (one of the main features of the place) sat on a bed of almost pure amethyst. It had a really powerful energy. Of course it is also a big tourist attraction in the South Island.
Upon our return to Auckland, mum and I began to investigate and discuss the possibilities of moving to Queenstown. We felt that we had future interactions to experience with Mike which would prove to be instrumental in our growth. When we discussed our potential move with Angela and her family, they expressed great interest in considering a move to Queenstown as well. I felt trepidation at this, and was worried about them uprooting everything and leaving their spiritual gift shop. Apart from that, I had not really envisioned us going there as a group. However, they seemed convinced that going to Queenstown was what they wanted.
Things moved very quickly from that point, and all our arrangements to move to Queenstown fell into place. Xia told me that when we left, many people would resent us for not remaining and giving them the channellings. She felt we needed to be prepared for that. She also said that some would claim they were channelling her, and attempt to pick up where we left off. Others would rubbish and denounce us and everything we’d shared. I put the warning to the back of my mind, but it was to prove absolutely correct (unfortunately).
We held a final meeting at the community hall where Xia channelled to many of the regulars who had been coming each time. There was a presentation of flowers to Xia and people expressed that they would miss her and the meetings. It was all very nice, and mum and I said our goodbyes and promised to keep in touch with those whom we had thought of as friends.
We planned to drive down to Queenstown, following Angela’s parents down in their car. As far as we knew, Angela would join us later. Right from the start, Brian and his wife fought with each other on the trip, leading mum and I to feel very uncomfortable and worrying about the fact that we’d agreed to share premises with these people. About half-way there, Brian began to drive erratically and increase his speed, and he lost us, so we continued at our own pace.
We arrived at Mike’s place in Queenstown late that afteroon (literally suitcases in hand) to find Brian and his wife already there, and, to our surprise, so was Angela. They were all talking loudly and drinking, and completely ignoring us. It turned out that Angela had been staying there for two weeks, getting to know Mike and his partner and making arrangements for their assistance in finding a suitable property. We felt annoyed at this as it seemed that things were going on that were being kept from us. We felt lost and unwanted.
Unfortunately, our stay at Mike’s was to continue along these lines, with Brian and his family taking control of arranging where we would all live and what we would do – which mum and I resented greatly. We were left out of everything, and lots of secret discussions went on behind our backs. Along with that, we discovered Mike had a bad drinking problem, and it was influencing the nature of the energy that was coming through him. He began to change. To become more argumentative and bad tempered. During this time, I discovered that Mike had a ‘friend’ who was also a Walk In – but of the negative kind. He and his partner entertained this friend on a regular basis. This so-called friend had overshadowed the soul in the body to take control of it. It turned out this being was a Bounty Hunter, who hired himself out to renegade groups to kill Pleiadians and other similar beings. I was threatened by him, but he was unable to get to me because of my spiritual protection (enforced by my off-planet friends). Mike, however, did nothing to prevent his ‘friend’ from threatening me.
Brian and his wife (who also turned out to have a drinking problem) became more controlling and negative toward us. Angela began to call me nasty names, and conspired to prevent me from joining in on any activities. When they found a house and four acres they wanted, they put an offer on it and asked us to come and see where we would supposedly be living. It turned out that their other daughter would be joining them, and mum would have to sleep in a tiny upstairs room, whereas I would be sleeping in the hallway!. Also, mum had found out inadvertantly that the goats she wanted (for pets and for milking) would be killed if we put them on the land, because Brian and his wife didn’t want them. Evidently they thought saying such things was funny.
At this point, mum (who had been in hospital to have a kidney stone removed just a week prior to our moving and was still not recovered) and I made the decision not to involve ourselves with Brian and his family, or Mike and his partner anymore. We chose to seperate and do our own thing. But then we panicked a little, because we had nowhere to live at that point.
When we announced to the group that we were leaving and would not have any further involvement with any of them (and why), we were met with rage and disbelief. We were accused of making Brian and his wife give up their spiritual gift shop (which they professed to have done only for us) and leaving them without the contact with Xia and the Pleiadians that they had wanted. Brian’s wife shouted and cried, and Mike picked up a chair and threw it at me, demanding to know how I could leave the family in that situation when I had put them through so much. Somehow that attitude did not endear them to me.
We had to endure another week at Mike’s place, which was very awkward and unpleasant to say the least. We stayed away from the others, and they continued to ignore us. During that time, Brian and his family moved to their new home. We eventually found a place for rent which seemed at first unsuitable, but it was all that was going. It had been a ski lodge, situated at the base of the Remarkables Mountains.
Upon visiting the place, we noticed a dead cow in the paddock next door (not a good sight or smell), and in the yards there were dead chickens. An old man working there told us a stoat must have got them during the night. We exchanged worried glances, but continued with our tour. We should have known what those signs meant, but did not until it was too late.
The place had beautiful gardens (despite the dead livestock), an amazing panoramic view of the mountains, six bedrooms, a kitchen from heaven, and a lovely ballroom and lounge with polished wood floors. I noticed a couple of ‘cold spots’ when going upstairs, but thought it would be easy to change the energy there with the help of my incense and crystals.
Such was our upset and desperation to leave Mike’s place, that we agreed to take on the rental of the lodge, and arranged to move our three cats there, who had been boarding at a cattery. Both of us had intuitive instincts that were virtually screaming at us to reconsider, but we let our desperation with our circumstances overrule our common sense.
Moving into the lodge and settling in all went relatively smoothly. At first we were just relieved to be free of Mike, Brian and Co. We did not care what they were doing, and did not want further contact.
After a week or so, we noticed there were lots of noises at night – which was not unusual since it was in a rural situation and it was a huge place. There were tappings and scratchings on the walls, and sometimes the scratching sounded like it was coming from within the walls. We just figured it was mice. There were a lot of noises on the roof, which we thought were possums, since we saw a lot of them at night. Some of them were quite tame, and would hang upside-down from the gutters and look in the windows at us, tapping on the window.
When we had been moving the fridge into the kitchen, we noticed that someone had written the “Lord’s Prayer” in felt pen on the wall. It had been painted over, but you could still see it. We both experienced trepidation when we saw this, wondering why someone had found it necessary to put it there.
I did my ceremonies to ‘clear’ the energy in the cold spots in the lodge, and it seemed to help. I also set up protective boundaries by walking around the lodge in a clockwise direction with my large quartz crystal.
The inside of the lodge felt good after all this, but the outside still felt a bit strange – especially at night. Our cats would not like to go out at night, and we’d often find them hiding under a bush not far from the door. They would run in when we opened the doors as though running from something. They also seemed quite stressed a lot of the time (again, we should have noticed the signs).
After a few weeks, we were joined by a spiritual friend from Nelson whom we had been in regular contact with – a young woman I will call ‘Gemma’. She had decided she wanted a change from her location, and would share the lodge as our flatmate, and find work in Queenstown. It was good for us to have the company, and for a while we had fun together and she moved into a room downstairs (we were all in rooms downstairs – for some reason none of us wanted to be upstairs).
A bit more time passed, and we were all feeling a bit lonely and displaced and were not settling in to the lodge and Queenstown as we had envisioned. The strange noises in the lodge continued, only now we heard distinct ‘dragging’ sounds across the windows at night, like something large was crawling across them. The possums disappeared. When I asked Xia what was out there, she said they were things that were “not good”. Creatures like giant slugs. I got a mental image of what they looked like, as did mum, and it was quite horrific. Even more horrific was the ‘things’ that were coming into the lodge which we could not see, but we could sense. These were the things that we heard scratching and clawing at the walls (the owners had erradicated all mice).
Mum and I met with the one of the lodge’s owners, as we were cleaning her house for her to earn some extra money. When we mentioned the noises at the lodge, her face went white and she actually shivered. She just said there were lots of possums there who would get on the roof, and her husband had forever been going out at night and shooting them (which we would never do).
Around this time Gemma’s moods began to swing radically. She’d appear to go into silent rages where she wouldn’t talk to us. Or she’d go off to the cleaning job she’d found, and speak only in monosyllables when she came home. At other times, she’d be doing her aerobics in the ballroom with a manic and frantic energy. She seemed very unhappy. We weren’t sure if she had this condition before, or whether it had developed at the lodge. I rather suspected the lodge was somehow enhancing her negativity.
I became very lonely and withdrawn, still feeling sad and disappointed about what had happened with Brian, Mike and the others. Xia tried to comfort me, but there wasn’t much she could do, since we had made our choices and she could not interfere with our free will.
Then we were contacted suddenly by Xian, the Walk In from Wellington. She said her, her partner, and her partner’s mother were travelling down to the South Island and they wanted to come and see us. They had not wanted anything to do with Brian and his family (which was the first we had known that there had been a rift between them which Brian had not told us about), and would only see us when we were not with them. Xian said she had knowledge of the fact that they (the three of them) would soon be ascending from earth, and they wanted to do this one last trip down South. She sent some paintings she had done of some of her ET family and asked us to have them framed and kept with us when they left the planet. We agreed and paid for them to be framed.
We figured we’d wait until Xian and Co. had visited, then we planned to pack up and leave the lodge. Gemma would go back to Nelson, and mum and I would go back to Auckland with our cats. We’d had enough of the haunted lodge and the bad associations we’d had in Queenstown.
When Xian and the other two turned up, Xian expressed that Xia had been in touch with her and had told her of our unhappiness and loneliness. She lovingly told us that, now that she and the others were there, everything would be alright and they would stay with us for a while. We were very happy with this, and decided to stay at the lodge for a bit longer.
However, right from the start, we were aware that Xian’s partner and his mother were not pleased with their delayed stay with us. They made it clear they did not like us and considered us to be beneath them. The vibes from them were not good. Nevertheless, we both loved Xian and enjoyed her company. In that respect, it was like a family reunion.
However, the supernatural activity at the lodge abruptly escalated. The noises increased, and outside something could be heard to move through the grasses in the shadows. Many somethings. There was an air of menace about the place. Gemma’s moods grew more erratic, but she seemed to take quickly to Xian and the others, and perked up considerably in their presence. The partner’s mother seemed to take Gemma under her wing, saying that she felt she’d been grandmother to her in another life.
After a while, Xian began to get angry and impatient with us quite often (especially me), and I noticed that she also had the attitude that they were superior to us. We were expected to clean the house and keep it to Pleiadian standards (they never helped). They insisted on only paying two shares of the rent – one for the two who were a couple, and one for his mother. Yet we had asked that each pays an equal share as we did, since each of them were getting money, and the rent for the lodge was not cheap.
Xian’s human partner would come into the kitchen at odd times (sometimes late at night) and cook up a storm (but it was usually only enough food for those three). He and his mother would help themselves to our food supplies, and would often not replace what they’d used. Then he would whisk out of the kitchen, leaving all the dirty dishes and pans for someone else to clean up. His mother was only a little more helpful, but not much. We were told that she had cancer, so could not do much anyway.
Xian and her partner would usually sleep in until about midday or after, and would then do their whirlwind routine in the kitchen and pretty much ignore the rest of us. They would then go out in their car for extended trips. The mother continued to cultivate Gemma, and she became even more alienated toward mum and I. One day she blew up suddenly and yelled at us that we were not better than her, and who did we think we were?. It was odd to us, as we had never portrayed or expressed that we knew more than she did. We’d thought of her as a friend and equal. We wouldn’t have lived with anyone who wasn’t – especially after what we’d experienced with Brian and Co. Gemma’s anger could be felt everywhere in the house. She would storm past mum and I and deliberately slam her body into us as she passed. It was very upsetting.
Around this time, we started to get glimpses of the creatures that we could hear outside, and that were now coming inside the lodge. They were large beings with dark hair on their bodies, hunched backs and large heads with a large muzzle-like protrusion. Their eyes glowed red, and they had long talons on their paws and feet. They walked upright, and were as intelligent as people. If anything, they could be said to look like a cross between a bear and pig – but neither. This was my first encounter with the B’Fath. These beings were coming through a portal not far from the lodge, and had been sent to menace us by a renegade group. We were very frightened, as we had not before known the extent of what we were dealing with. Xian and her family said that it was fortunate we had not been killed. One of her family said we were “either very brave, or very foolish” to live there. But Xian expressed impatience with us that we didn’t heed the signs we’d noticed around the place.
We were also wondering why we were staying there, as, although we had some good times with Xian and the members of her family that channelled through her earth body, there were more and more times where we were criticized or put down – or even ignored completely. These mixed messages and reactions confused and hurt us. Especially me, who already felt so displaced and lonely on earth.
Xian had Guardians with her (like bodyguards) who were fighting with the B’Fath and others who were attacking us. They brought in reinforcmements, and it was suddenly like we were under siege. However, mum and I were told in no uncertain terms that the Guardians and their friends would not protect us – ony Xian, her partner and his mother. To me, this reinforced their attitude of superiority, and alienated us from them.
One night, a being channelled through Xian’s earth body who said she had been worshipped as a Goddess on earth at one time. She talked to us about the conflict going on, and told us that we were only vulnerable if we believed we were. She explained how we could go outside and face up to the dark beings who were menacing us and “blast them with light”. We did this, but it took a lot to overcome our fear and sense of vulnerability. It worked., and the attacks died away to almost nothing. We were a bit shell-shocked though, especially when we realized that we had not had the protection we thought we did (mum and I were not protected by any of Xian’s Guardians, but were left to fend for ourselves).
I had discovered, through my increasing memories of former lives that Brian and his family had been members of a religious cult in Lemuria. Mum and I had been part of a Pleiadian contingent on earth who were at the time interacting and sharing with the people of earth. Our base was considered a ‘temple’ in those days, but was really a place of healing and higher learning. Brian and his group had envied our influence with the people and our access to higher knowledge. They set out to capture one, or some of us, and use as as ‘oracles’ in their temple, controlled by them. They were part of a group who followed ‘Michelzidek’ – a corrupt Atlantean priest. ( I feel repelled by that name even to this day, and do not agree with the false teachings that supposedly come from this being who professes to be an elightened master. Nor would I trust any human who follows it). This made a lot of sense, and helped to explain the karmic interaction we had had with Brian and his family.
It should be said that during this time, I had been again cultivated by Xian and her family, and suddenly included in their outings and visits to earth. I made friends with many of her family who channelled through. I loved Xian still (probably more feelings from the past) and felt I wanted to know some of her family better. I had a boyfriend among their group who was Andromedan, and this was a further tie to them. Unfortunately, in those days I allowed myself to be easily influenced by things they said, and several of their group had talked to me about my closeness to mum. It was intonnated that I could not have a healthy relationship with a man if I lived with my ‘mum’ and remained as close as we were. They worked on me and convinced me that I needed to be more independant. I am ashamed to say I began to distance myself from mum because I believed in what they were telling me.
Some friends of Xian and Co. also moved to Queenstown (I thought to be closer to Xian) and lived in the town nearby. They came to visit a couple of times, and on one memorable occasion, a ‘family meeting’ was called (which Xian held with us) and at the meeting Xian demanded that their friend share her money with them. Xian’s manner was superior and threatening, and she gave a long speech about how they deserved to be supported by said friend. Xian’s partner joined in and also spoke to this woman in a threatening manner. I was horrified, and spoke up saying I felt it was wrong to expect this from their friend. I was told to shut up and mind my own business. Their friend was nearly in tears, and went home very upset – yet she had denied them access to her money.
Said friend then became very depressed (we heard) and one of Xian’s family told her she “might as well get a gun and shoot herself”. Mum and I were appalled, and said so. We were ignored. Later, this friend had a car accident in Queenstown where hot fuel spilled onto her and rendered her unable to work.
I had by now learned that Xian and her group expressed a lot of duality – probably as much as anyone on earth, despite their access to higher knowledge and advanced technology. I had thought that being in the negative energy of the lodge had been a bad experience for all of us, and that this was probably responsible for a lot of the conflicts that had occurred. Thus, we all came to the decision to finally leave the lodge and Queenstown for good.
After a few months, Xian began spending more and more time away from earth, and she had begun a relationship with a Pleiadian person who is quite well known on earth, but shall remain nameless. They began to have children together, and this pulled her away from her experiences on earth even more. Her human partner began to have love affairs with many of the women from her family who channelled through her earth body.
Thus we came to know more members of Xian’s family in greater depth. They were of all ages, and some from different origins as well. Some of them I resonated with, and others I did not.
Just prior to this, however, Xian’s partner’s mother had suddenly turned on Gemma. We did not know the extent of what happened, but Gemma was crying and very upset over it. Gemma would not tell us what had happened, and our efforts to comfort were rejected.
Therefore Gemma ended up going back to Nelson, as she’d originally planned (but under such anger, and not before she stole expensive tramping boots that belonged to mum and I). Mum was to go back to Auckland, and I made the decision to move on with Xian and Co. because they had told me that I “had important lessons to experience with them”. By that time, I was so under their spell (as I now think of it) that I made this decision despite my intuition telling me it was wrong. However, there is no-one really to blame for my own weakness in that matter.
The wrench when mum and I went our seperate ways was horrible. Throughout my coming to earth and all of our subsequent experiences, mum and I had supported each other, and often been the only ones to understand and accept each other. But right from the start I was made to suffer at the hand of Xian’s family and her partner. I’ll not go into detail about that – except to say that, once we four went to live in a new place, I was subjected to daily mental, emotional, and spiritual abuse. Every aspect of my being was scruitinized, criticized and attacked until I (already in a weakened state) lost all sense of self and self esteem. I would liken this experience to be very similar to what some have experienced in closed religious cults.
The jealousies, resentment and judgements that many of Xian’s family (and of course her partner and his mother) felt toward me became extreme, and much of their attitude I did not understand at the time.
During that unhappy time, I learned that Xian and her partner and close friend had been killed when their space craft crashed on a routine mission off-world. She had then ascended, as she had known she would. I then lost all contact with her, and only had contact with her family members (most of whom had turned on me).
I could not leave immediately because I had no money, and Xian’s group had made me give all my money to them – supposedly for rent and food, but most of the stuff they brought I was not allowed to use. If I did not do as they said, more dangerous and aggressive members of their group would channel through the earth body and threaten me until I complied.
I completely lost my trust in Xian and her family, and realized that most of Xian’s family were not following the path that I was walking. It would be said here that they “were not in the light”. Instead, they had chosen a path of darkness and manipulation that they still follow to this day.
I nearly died during that experience, and was even ordered to commit suicide at one point – but thankfully I did not. Nevertheless, the pain and vulnerability I felt was such that I never want to experience it again. My youth and inexperience to some degree prevented me from reacting in the strong and decisive manner that I would today have expressed, but out of that experience was born a being of strength and power who finally realized who she is (which I am sure was not that group’s intention).
I eventually managed to escape the situation, and returned to Auckland to reunite with mum, who had also gone through a bad time since our seperation. I was to have some interaction with some of Xian’s family after that, but that was to tie up loose ends and complete my lessons with them. I now have no contact with any of the group, and we have definitely gone our seperate ways – in more ways than one. I learned that they were actually part of my Soul Family, but we had split off from one another some time ago because of choices to experience different directions of experience. I only wish I’d consciously known that before I got myself into those situations. Hindsight is a wonderful thing.
It is my hope, that in sharing this part of my story, the reader can realize the importance of never blindly following someone else because of where they come from, or because of how much they appear to know and express. Recognize the signs of negative influences, and always, always follow your intuitive guidance and discernment in all situations.
Much water has passed under the proverbial bridge since those days, and my growth and further awakening since then has allowed me to fully step into my identity and power. I now consider myself to be a composite being – neither Pleiadian nor fully earth human, but a blend of bother and all things I have been. I am a Universal Being with Pleiadian affiliations.
(NOTE: names have been changed for earth dwellers to protect identities)