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How can you tell whether repeated explosions of rage are:
the same shit coming up again and again and again
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different chunks of old rage coming up in parts, gradually expressed and released over time?The universe keeps coming up with more ways for me to explode like a volcano, swearing and cursing at the top of my voice.
I’d like to think that hopefully, what remains hidden gets less and less each time.
It’s still a BASTARD CRAPPY of a way of doing things, but nothing I do seems to have any affect.
Who the hell designed this shite process?!
Thanks again.
Love
Ed
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Are you still screaming your head off dearest Ed? Or has it gotten calmer yet?
“WHY I AM ASKING” is a result from you asking for WHO designed this “s**** process”… and just in case you haven’t yet “intuitioned yourself” enough:
YOU ARE (at least part of) those who did…
Pls excuse me for speaking so “bold” but “TIME is pushing” me to because “”WTF”” needed those “words” so “bluntly”. It’s ALL about words bc of “I AM WORD” but “I” am only HIS SECRETary.
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Most of the time life is great, and I’m very content and grateful.
Just every so often it hits the fan, and it seems to be the same old same old.
I’m currently trying to figure out if I’m making any progress at all!
As usual, there seems to be SO MUCH suffering for amazingly slow learning 🙁
Speak as boldly as you like, and thanks for replying.
Love
Ed
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That’s what I 🙏🙏🙏 am saying EVERY single day: “AT LEAST I’m able to witness/observe and understand OUR progress” because it includes/is coming from “THE WHOLE”.
Yet the price FOR UNDERSTANDING is high bc I can’t even COMPLAIN about anything that sometimes literally brutal process is putting me thru bc EXPLANATIONS appear the moment I try to.
From my experiences I’d say IT’S NOT POSSIBLE to detect “your own progress” bc WE CAN’T “IDENTIFY what progress is”, or CAN YOU? believe there was much 👏👏👏👏👍👍🤜🤛🙏🙏🙏 when a while ago you wrote “I’m becoming a pilot.” –> THAT IS PROGRESS! from your upper pov.
Btw: To be focused ON WONDERING ABOUT/LOOKING FOR “your progress” is the whole intention behind doing so BECAUSE “YOUR UPSTAIRS gets what it needs THAT WAY”… “progress” is only a synonym.
Before I forget: “THE BOSS” invites you to ask questions if you like.
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Hi You mention wanting to make progress ? progress making means having a goal , how can you have a theoretical goal with out disapproving your self now in what you are now ? Perhaps you should just let it all be . and just let things happen the way they do.
You are what you are now and your progress is what you are now , you can never change in to some thing other than what you are now .
No Theories on the future .
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I don’t disapprove of myself ever, but I do find massive rage pretty hard to endure, especially with so little insight into the process.
Anyway, I’ve been focusing on forgiving and healing rage and hatred recently, and there have been less upsets.
Whether that’s due to my healing work, I have no idea, but I’m still grateful!
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Kim, It was a provocative thing , not an actual direct factual thing.
Ed the rage is diminishing love its you your self taking energy away from your self , for one or other reason.
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