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I’ll start off by saying that I became a Reiki master in September. That event kind of got swept under the current by the other stuff going on in my life.
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Allow me to post something personal in your new thread here Alex … because I think that is the idea about “casual and fluffy” I guess (possibly about interacting in the forum all together)?
Anyway, I’m not a big fan of waving one’s resume and stuff … mainly because I learned how they mostly serve the ego and keep you out of the now. However, I did reveal some passages of my past here and there in the forum.
For those visiting here regularly could know, I spend almost five years living in the Dominican Republic and this was … a most interesting experience to say the least.
I consider this chapter in my life my … spiritual boot camp.
Besides the spiritual change and the fact it wasn’t planned on a human level of knowing or understanding … at the time, it was a major change in direction for anything else in my life as well.
I used to be quite “normal” hahahahaha … married and with a beautiful daughter, a career, normal worldviews and a Darwinism approach to life and anti religion believe in general.
So what happened is that I lost my job in the Netherlands and took the opportunity to check out different economic possibilities in the Caribbean, where my brother was having a small business breakthrough.
What I couldn’t expect and wasn’t consciously looking for … was that I fell in love there. It was an impossible love from two sides and had all the ingredients for … “wasn’t meant to be”.
But in the end it was … Love conquered all … and for a while, we were truly happy.Ok, now let’s go back a few steps. Because I like to take you guys to a very special moment in my life. This was a moment I clearly recall as standing on the balcony looking at the stars and “laughing” out of irony and desperation.
I had found myself standing at a crossroad! A crossroad in which there was no straight road forward anymore. The road I was on and traveled before had vanished. I had to take a turn … right or left.
In my moment of understanding then … both directions were to be a “loose loose” situation. In every option I saw and could oversee … people would get hurt.So allow me to explain my awareness at this time I was in this crossing. What I felt was love … I couldn’t deny it. I neither could deny I was married … and there was much love too, but on a different level. Anyway, I’m not looking for absolution or even the deeper understanding of this moment in my life. I just want to share and express a major moment in my life.
You see … the road ahead … had become a lie, a lesser truth. I was the only one who truly knew, who Truly Felt … it wasn’t there anymore. Yes I could still choose to deny my feelings and do the responsible and socially “right” thing … but it wasn’t “right” to me, “correct” to the way I felt.
This all happened in the “wonderful” year of 2011. My life was completely turned upside down … and not only my life … but everyone part of my “outside world” as well, my collective larger human Self.
As you probably can imagine, I was “declared and projected” a perpetrator by many. My old World needed the “victimhood” awareness and energy to destroy old and build new from the ground up.
Ok, back to the now or during this 11 11 portal. I received an energy of both clarity as well as purging, self forgiveness and even gratitude … related to “good versus bad” decisions in general … and this particular huge moment for me personally.
The clarity is this. Whenever you find yourself in any kind of “good/bad” decision … you “only” have become aware of something already there, a structure that had been build consistently and slowly “over time”, a construction “out of alignment” with All Good!
In my particular case it had been build over a lifetime, with many ingredients of lies or lesser truths regarding happiness and love. I was living in the center of this reality construction, trying my utmost best to keep up “all outer expectations” and do what was expected of me.
So what I want to offer this forum … is my lessons and experience. Maybe, you use it to heal some inner “perceived perpetrator” wounds you still hold in your own body awareness.
Leave it with this for now. Much love and hugs always 💞💕💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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Let me see if I understand what occurred. You fell in love with someone in the Dominican Republic, but still had a wife, and you were struggling to choose between the woman you didn’t have feelings for anymore, and the new woman who you met there? What did you choose?
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Correct Alex.
I choose to follow my feelings for the woman in the DR. Migrated and started a new life there in the DR … until all new dreams crumbled, the relation ended, my income stopped, my understanding with my family and brother was disturbed and I finally ended up living in the street for almost a year. Was arrested for having no legal documentation and as an illegal sent to gail … and finally pardoned and deported back to the Netherlands. Cast out by my family and old friends and started a new life from scratch, with the love and support of my father and one friend.
This is in short what happened on the outside. It sounds really dramatic like this, which in a sense it was when I was in the middle of it all. However … I gained a lot too! Just didn’t notice it when I was in the middle. I lost all fear, all constructed mind control … and learned to completely trust in God and surrender.
I could probably write a book of all the magic moments I experienced. This is however very difficult to understand from a Western style of living.
Anyway, this isn’t about my particular strange life or decisions … it’s about human understanding and how we sometimes feel we are confronted with these “good or bad” decisions.
The clarity and total peace I currently have … is about the wider, longer, helicopter view … how awareness and energy build around and inside all of us. We primarily observe them as individual obstacles, constructions and responsibilities … where I know they are much larger in their scope, influence and impact.
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That’s really amazing, Ralph, I always marvel at how colorful the lives of older lightworkers are.
I am still wet behind the ears, practically, and most of the adventuring I’ve done has been through stories, either in books, tv, or video games. Those are deeply precious adventures and people to me, especially since I have made loving bonds with many of them; however it’s hard to bring up those things because not many people in the lightworker community have any awareness of or interest in those worlds, let alone believe that they exist.
I have already been in that kind of situation where I’m talking to someone who believes what I’m saying about the people I’ve met from anime shows and video games, but as I’m talking, I can see their eyes glazing over because they don’t have any prior knowledge of the stuff I’m talking about.
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Hi Alex,
Do you connect with music? Do you connect with stories? I bet you do! Do you ever think how people actually make a connection?
It is all about caring! Caring is a creator “feature” to self identify with a creation, a character, a plot, a frequency. It exists within the energy frequency of feeling!
The other day I was walking in nature again … my normal round. On it, humans have decided to intervene in nature, because they spotted “foreign” trees that didn’t originate here. They decided to cut those trees in order to allow nature to restore to it’s original roots. Perfectly healthy trees were cut.
It’s about caring and the level you allow yourself to feel. I am self identifying with the trees, who have been cut … probably the more victimized approach. But it’s my nature to do so, to feel more for life and not so much for how things or structures should be.
Other people care too, but possibly on a different level. They could identify with the “poor” indigenous trees, that haven’t enough Light, room or strength … because of any “interpretation and rationalization”.
We are Lightworkers … and we are returning back to be with God, One and All. We are primarily feeling again … and then observe and notice how our minds label things. Within All love … both Good and Bad … are extremes, human extremes of interpretation. It exists on a “lower” level of awareness.
You my dear, are highly sensitive and caring. You attracted the self identification with the anime characters, because you are different. You choose them over many “physical people”, because they were more pure and honest to you. You love them and you have empathy for them.
It isn’t strange Alex. I loved and admired many actresses and performers, although I never truly met them. This is supposed to be more “normal”, because celebrity adoration is more widely accepted … and even constantly propagated as good examples of a successful life.
In truth it isn’t, because it is all about outside-in sympathy adoration.
Anyway, the caring always needs a point of self identification … with something!! That’s when you as a creator allow yourself to become aware of your True creations … your Feelings! Admiring, gratitude, caring and joy all exist within the “higher” self identification with your own creations … in Oneness with them.
I love the fact you are open towards your true love for anime and other parts were you allow yourself to be authentic! 💞💕💓🌈🙏😘
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Thank you, Ralph, I feel very happy that you like me the way I am. I have some negative emotions that I need to work through because I usually stop myself from sharing the interactions that I’ve had with my anime friends, thinking that it’s hopeless to try to find someone who will be just as excited about them as I am.
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Well I think I am going to share too..
This is similar to what Ralph went through but opposite.A little background first;
Me and my wife are twin-souls, not twin-flames… I know this to be true because Divine Mother, Gaia and AAM have all confirmed it.
I have been with my wife for 17 years and we have 1 physical child in this realm and 7 that transitioned to 5d planet Erra.
We met in 2004, had our first ufo encounter in 2009, started spiritual seeking together shortly after the ufo and married in 2011.
Since we started seeking to know-self we both experienced massive awakening shifts which led to me experiencing a personal ascension on 2012 Dec 21 (yes I came back) and our psychic gifts became off the charts. We both have met our spirit guides, channel, astral project, bio-located, read minds, talk to ghosts the list is huge and I feel my ego kicking in so I will stop there…..
We became so intertwined and in tune with each other that we started experiencing physical aspects of the other like real world twins do.. She would be at work, smack her elbow and I would be at home crying because my elbow hurt so bad. This escalated to such a point that I can honestly say I know exactly what women feel during that time of the month because my invisible organs felt it too – very real for years.
The bliss of this union I cannot express in words..Fast-forward to 4 months ago..
A stressful event happened to her which sent her into depression. This depression triggered past issues from her childhood. She started talking to people (seeking external help) which led her to seeking the advise of an individual who did not have her best interest in heart. Because of this influence the childhood issues became marriage issues escalating into 1 night of confusion, anger and hopelessness (mind you we never fought – ever, we had that relationship in which others hated us because they wanted to be us).
In that one night she ended up leaving and staying with that person. She explains it as – “that night I sat there, crying, in so much trauma, in so much fear and depression of possibly losing the marriage that something snapped” quote.The next day she returned home to get some items and she was not her. Her aura was different, her entire vibrational frequency was different, her physical mannerisms changed, her face looked different. Our daughter noticed it immediately. Were as I felt a massive disconnect from her. She had become completely devoid of 17 years or emotion, yet she retained the memories.
After a week of dealing with loss and confusion I took maters into my own hands, and started making visits to beings (people not here) for answers.
So I astral projected to her soul parents home were her soul mother and father were already waiting for me at the door. Her mother wrapped me in a loving embrace yet cried as we hugged. She said that I would always be a son to them and her father raised his hands in the air saying he had nothing to do with this and it was out of his control. Then I was shown an image of my wife with spirit guides I did not recognise. I thought – how did her guides get swapped out??? Is that even possible? Then it hit me – A Walk-In took place.So this new entity in my wife’s vessel is completely disconnected emotionally from me, our marriage, my parents, our daughter, her parents and our friends.
This new entity is also superimposing our 17 year relationship onto this new person. She cooks for him the meals I used to cook for her (she never cooked only me), she mixes up who and were, example – she will talk about a wonderful event that happened to her and her new person, then I remind her that this event happened to me and her at this time in this year and our daughter was this age at he time etc etc…Approximately 2 weeks after she initially left, her higher self visited me explaining that her 3d window is closing and she must do this (her lower self) while the window is available and as Gaia is closing 3d, there is no other moment for this to take place..
My hole argument is that “No” it does not need to take place here/now/time/space nexus point as you can experience this in a parallel were 3d still exists so stop messing with my timeline – but no – regardless.She now is experiencing a complete loss of all her spiritual gifts, no more astral projection to visit our children on 5d Erra (they ask about her allot), no channelings, no telepathy etc.. All the gifts my wife’s aspect had unlocked have not transmuted over to this new aspect. Only the memories.
I know and understand the position of the one who is discarded for another and what worsens it is the knowing that my actual wife is gone, literally gone but her vessels still exists.
I had lost 20 lbs in 6 days a vomiting, no sleep, crying etc…
Here is the kicker – My understanding is that when one meets there twin-flame then all soulmate lessons have been learned else you can’t be in union for everything that is not liked about self is reflected back by twin-flame, a twin-flame is all soulmates in 1 package and I have met and currently interact with my twin-flame on a regular basis, for many years now, but I have to astral to her as she is on a ship and she is not stepping down here until after the vibration increases to at least 5d and my vessel will not last that long. Yes I go on the ship at night but that does not count because I get wiped of the experience every time.
Yes me, my wife (twin soul) and twin-flame have had many evenings together as they would take turns possessing my wife’s vessel but that is not a subject for this forum. Yes I was spoiled for many years..The humans around me that know nothing about who/what they are and say – you’ll find some one better!! Blah blah..
After one has experienced sacred union on a universal scale how does one move forward knowing all relations will pale in comparison?
And how does one get into a place of love knowing this is not sacred union (in regards to meeting new people) but a lesson for them – ultimately keeping me perpetually disconnect from them?
Be in Peace and with Love always
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Hi Capes,
Thank you for sharing your story, your reality, your truth. I read your post last night … and I had difficulty “tuning in” to the energy to be honest. So I let it be and went to sleep.
This morning however, all was much more clear … as it often does, in my life at least. Now there is a clarity I received for me … one that serves me, is aligned with my world, my truth. Your post’s energy has joined forces, merged and flow with mine.
In other words, there is no obstacle or problem on my end … with a totally different world, truth and reality on your end. However, I still like to … expand my love, my assisting service and my purest intention … to all seeking or willing to receive.
You see my friend, everything is awareness before it becomes energy. So when people offer you information in a story, in music, in another language … or as in your case in a different reality from my own … you can still pick up on the energy. The energy exists in the flow we share, which binds us in the one we are.
Allowing the energy to Be … is in a sense opening up to Become One … with it. And this happens ever more in my life, where all kind of “different” realities enter mine.
So here I am today, cherish the energy of your post yesterday, which was way of to my own reality and still it has become one. Not only that, but your post’s energy has transmuted and transformed into an awareness … of my own! An awareness I Do understand. Hope this makes sense?
Anyway, so now what? What is the core energy of your post? What do you offer? Are you offering a service to the people in this forum? Are you offering some clarity into yourself and your truth? Are you, in reality asking something? … or telling!?
You see Capes, the ball is always in our own corner … we are all creators. If we truly want to understand other people, we have to open up to them … listen, admire and love them in gratitude for being who they are. You my friend are “different” and you have been for quite some time … based on what I can tell by the posts you offered here in this forum.
I can tell from this upper post … your world looks like shifting. The question is, is it shifting for good and better … or not!?
What I can tell from the energy you offer, it “appears” to be shifting to worse, because it was “perfect already” and now it cease to be … for influence of “lower, evil and manipulative” forces.
How do you feel Capes? Does this current gift, give you sufficient opportunity to allow you to feel what it is you actually feeling? You should know all is rising up … always!
I’ll leave it with this. Thank you for expressing yourself and opening up in this magical place. Much love and hugs 💓💕💞🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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Hi Ralph
Thanks for the kind words.I guess I was offering a service by demonstrating what a sacred union could look like.
I guess I was offering my truth.
I guess I also was asking for assistance.Be in Peace and with Love always
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Glad you received them in gratitude Capes 😊🙏
Your post as well as your reply here … hold the energy of … offering and demonstrating your truth, your creation and indeed in sacred union … within the One and All. (I know this isn’t what you meant as you refer to your wife … just reflecting back what I sense).
The last part … “asking for assistance” … maybe in your intent or in your mind … but I do not sense it in the energy in between your words.
So maybe this is something you could give some thought … “Why do you think you should ask assistance, here or in general? Do I like to be seen as a person open to receive assistance? What is the specific area I wouldn’t mind having assistance in?”
People who ask questions and seek assistance carry a different vibration. Not that it is any higher or better if you do … but being able to receive is often a state of balance and peace within.
I could imagine with your current situation, you have shifted yourself in a more protective vibration??Maybe you can assist yourself a bit with these freely offered observations. Much love and hugs 💞💕💓🌈🙏😘
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My heart is breaking for your loss, and I’m shedding tears. This hits me in a very raw spot because my deepest fear is exactly what you went through. I am currently married to my twin soul as well, and I was at one point in a relationship with my twin flame before he passed away 5 years ago. I feel sometimes like I am holding myself back from experiencing the full acceleration of my ascension process because I’m scared of losing my husband. I am so sorry for your loss, I can’t imagine the loneliness. I wish I had an answer to your question, but since living in this world with so many sleepers who have such little emotional sensitivity, I would have to say that it’s depressingly rare to find a true companion.
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I need to outwardly express this pain and fear. I feel like a selfish, greedy troublemaker for wanting to have a husband.
I feel a deep seated fear that my wishes to stay with my husband will not be honored by my higher self or Raven’s higher self. In this situation I feel like a child throwing a tantrum over a toy that I want, and my parents are saying no, and standing over me with their arms crossed, and an irritated, dismissive expression on their faces.
I feel like I don’t deserve a companion to share my ascension journey with, like it’s wrong for me to want one since I don’t plan on having kids and bringing more lightworkers into the world.
I have no idea what my higher self has in store for me, but I feel like I have no say in what happens in my future regarding my marriage. I have been traumatized by the death of my twin flame, and that trauma keeps rearing its painful head.
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There is more that I have found that I need to add to my expression. I feel like a complete failure for wanting to be with my husband because “good lightworkers — competent and successful lightworkers — are whole and complete within themselves, and they don’t need any companions to be happy.” Whenever this fear comes up, I find myself apologizing to Divine Mother relentlessly and begging for forgiveness for being weak.
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Hi Alex,
Just read your posts. For now (just before bed on my part of the world), I want to give you acknowledgement … for allowing yourself to express what you feel. This is the most important part of ascension. Be one with your feelings … Be authentic to these inner creations.
You in alignment with your highest self are creating them … they are your highest truth. They are also pure love 💕Now, picking up on the energy you express in your writing … I can tell you are “confused” and not fully aligned with your current self and world awareness. Give it time … and stay primarily with the feelings … and secondarily with the “meaning”.
People and especially love seekers are very fond of “labels” for the level of love they experience or feel towards another soul. As humans we love hierarchy to categorize and value love and light. I myself was convinced to have met my twin flame too … so I do know how it feels and how strong this knowing and believe can be.
It took me several years to slowly let go what I used to be convinced of. Now I first and foremost know … God is my twin flame … and my closest highest expression of my self is always my Higher Self in every moment.
Any outside love offers all involved opportunity for growth … it doesn’t have to be a painful experience if both souls understand … their higher self is the highest representation anyone can Be or Become aware of.
If anyone feels pain, confusion or desperation … they experience the fear related to the “perceived lack of love”.
I also found a great channeling in recent message by the Arcturian Group, which I don’t think is a coincidence!!
I’ll check on you again tomorrow. Send you love and hugs for now Alex. Take care and keep us posted on your feelings please. 💞💓💕🌈🙏😘
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I thank you for your empathy and sincerity.
“I need to outwardly express this pain and fear. I feel like a selfish, greedy troublemaker for wanting to have a husband.” quote
– I was once told by AAM to never feel bad about how you feel, because that’s a divine being judging it’s current expression as incorrect. A divine being is always in perfect expression.Here is the thing about fear – it consumes one’s focus, where one places focus – is what one experiences (at least in my experience).
I suggest placing focus on the now happiness, worrying about tomorrow is literally being in the tomorrow cuz your actually feeling the emotions of that tomorrow. How that is accomplished is individualised to the aspect and I admit I am currently working towards this for myself.“good lightworkers — competent and successful lightworkers — are whole and complete within themselves, and they don’t need any companions to be happy.” quote.
– question everything…. Does that feel truth?Be in Peace and with Love always
Capes
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Hi guys. Received a lovely checkup from Catherine today 😘 and decided afterwards to copy the reply into the forum too.
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Thank you so much Catherine … for checking up on me.
I’m ok. Had a strange week with lots of minor changes in my life. Used these to monitor myself and observe my emotions and look for particulars.
Decided not to write about them in the Now, but Be in it completely.
Haven’t figured it out, but noticed some physical degree too … which I “recover” from currently.
Guess for me personally … I was so detached from the normal human matrix, that when I re-entered again for a bit, grounded in these frequencies, I got some hits.
I’ll be back soon, I’m leveling and aligning my energies.
Much love and hugs 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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I find it helpful to go to different religious events to get a better understanding of things. I’m going to a Menorah lighting this evening at a local Supermarket.
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Thanks guys, for the heads up. 🙏😘
My experience allowed me to “shift” a bit. With it I learned myself better, observed some “lower energies” be in motion (e-motion).
Now their gone and I seemingly returned to my normal state … the calm and peaceful state I was before … I know it isn’t the same!
The outside appearance looks very similar, my habits of doing, my behavior and my human “operator controlling” them have all “shifted back” into the former state. But still I feel different!
I am even more in peace than before.
It’s like sneezing or going to the bathroom … you definitely feel different after.
With my recent “emotional dumb” having passed the level of … experience and observation … I feel enriched and lighter now.
Guess not all “unwanted, undesired” is bad … if you allow yourself to observe, label and actually feel it for what it is … in the now. Then possibly afterwards you can honestly Know, what you gained of it!
After all you Know you are Creating all your experiences … with your Higher Self … So they must Be Good!
Much love 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
Ralph
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We do create all our experiences, though I have to wonder what I was under the influence of, for some of them!🤣
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Hahahahaha 😂😂😂 lol. I recall you have some experience in this area 😜😘
So I guess the advanced spiritual awareness we have gained … is to observe these experiences in retrospect.
Now we have gained the knowledge …
Would I do/go through it again?
Would I still be the same person I have become, without them?
Was I curious to experience it? … or possibly unwilling to be at the ‘reality’ experience I was having, wanting to escape from?
So maybe I was in a fight and flight experience, without really knowing it … and thus out of my true self then!?
Have I moved my current experiences more into the now?
Have I mastered myself to be and feel ‘reality’ more accurately because I am more in the Now!?I guess many of us have actually passed the ‘Japanese tourist constantly photographing’ behavior. We don’t live for showing others what we have experienced, but rather optimize living in it.
Much love and hugs 💞💕💓🌈🙏😘
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Oh Ralph, you crack me up!
“I guess many of us have actually passed the ‘Japanese tourist constantly photographing’ behavior. We don’t live for showing others what we have experienced, but rather optimize living in it.”It brought back such a visual of seeing those Japanese tourists in the bay area when I was growing up. They would even be taking pictures of the boring regional shopping mall.
And now of course people have their smart phones and are looking through that lens instead of looking at reality.
Thanks for the giggle, my friend.
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Hi guys, I wanted to say hi and let you all know I’m doing okay. I’ve been very busy because of all the changes that came with me injuring my back at work a few months ago. I don’t remember if I mentioned anything about that, so I’ll give a brief explanation. I lifted something a little too heavy at work and re-aggravated an old injury in my lower back. I’m going through physical therapy and my job is paying for it. All the appointments and working with L&I has been exhausting. I have also been preparing for a wedding that’s happening tomorrow, which has been another event taking up a lot of my mental energy. I hope you guys are doing well, I love you. ❤️
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Good morning Alex! Wonderful to hear from you. I have been thinking about you quite a bit since it’s now February… Hope you and Raven and your coworker friend are all doing well. There was a lot going on in your life last time you checked in. I imagine things have changed quite a bit.
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The vaccine mandate for businesses was blocked, so I don’t have to worry about that anymore. My life hasn’t gotten much easier though. Raven has an infection in one of his molars and needs a root canal. We have no insurance and have to pay for it out of pocket. He’s in severe pain in random intervals, and he’s been calling out from work frequently because of it. He still has a month before his appointment, and the antibiotics haven’t reduced his pain. We’re scared that it’s not properly fighting the infection. The operation costs $1250, and then another $1250 for the crown that will have to go on afterward.
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Raven called the dentist this morning to ask more questions about the antibiotic and his pain level. They said it’s normal for him to still be hurting and he will start to feel better soon. I’m hoping it’s very soon. We got roughly $750 between the two of us in our tax return this morning, so I’m putting $200 more towards his surgery with my half of the return. I feel a lot of relief compared to earlier this morning, but I also feel angry towards myself for once again not having enough faith in Divine Mother to take care of me. I don’t know how some people can live their lives without a care in the world because their faith in the universe is so strong. I wish I knew their secret.
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Hey Alex. I’ve had tooth infections that I’ve cleared up with tea bags in the past. The warmth of the tea bag drew the infection right out from under my tooth; in my experience. I could actually taste the blood as it came out. I’ve done this at least twice now that I can remember, and I didn’t have to actually go to the dentist afterwards.
I’m not suggesting not going to the dentist. I’m also not saying this is for sure going to work, just that it worked for me and worked well. I’ve included websites to two articles that explain how to do it and why tea bags work to pull out infection so you have the information.
https://www.earthclinic.com/tea-bag-for-tooth-abscess.html
On a side note, another thing that I like to do if I just start feeling what could be an infection under a tooth is to chew on something (usually a small wad of toilet paper). I do this to squeeze what’s under the tooth, it has had the same results in forcing the infection out before it has a chance to get bad. I got the idea from watching dogs chew on sticks. I figured there was something to it. Lol.
However, I would not recommend the chewing on something if you are in severe pain. With anything, if you were going to try something like that, test it out. If it’s causing too much pain, the infection may be a bit to far along. I’m not saying don’t try chewing on a small wad of toilet paper if it seems like it could help, just go with the flow with it.
The tea bags should be fine though. As the article says, do it for 20-30 minutes every 2 hours till you get relief. I doubt I would have timed it perfectly, I likely left it in longer than 30min. 🙂 I once tried it with salt on the teabag in between the bag and my teeth, but I found the warmth of the bag to be enough, so after trying that one time I decided to stick with just using the teabags.
I once had a terrible tooth ache, but I wasn’t working so I wasn’t going to be able to get to a dentist. I scoured the internet for at-home remedies and the tea bag worked much better than I expected. I hope it helps. Good luck.
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Hi Alex, so sorry to hear about Raven’s infected tooth, that’s got to be extraordinarily painful and a bit scary.
It’s possible that if you do come across someone who appears to have such strong faith in the universe that they don’t have a care in the world… I would say it’s unlikely that they’ve always been that way or that they’re always that way right now. To me, that is an unachievable ideal for most humans in our current world.
I’m sure you have been using Reiki for yourself and for Raven…
The money part is scary, too. I don’t know if you ever use credit. If you would consider it, there is a company called CARE credit that’s for dental and medical and veterinary costs. I’ve used them several times in the past to finance veterinary and dental work. They will provide a no interest payment plan for a year or 18 months.
I suppose eligibility for their credit card depends on creditworthiness, and it’s been several years since I used it so I can’t swear that the company is even still around, but consider looking into it. In general I think using credit cards is inadvisable but that’s my personal preference. Sometimes if you don’t have the money, there are not a lot of options.
Hugs to you and Raven,
Xo💓💞🌈💞💓-
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Just to say my piece. I likely come off as if I “don’t have a care in the world, etc.” A lot of that has to do with a solid understanding of how this all works. On top of that I spent a lot of time figuring out how I work, so when situations present themselves I can typically see-through them, so to speak.
Probably the most important thing is that I understand that I do not have control over anything outside of me. I can influence others and mostly through my actions, but I do not have control.
The hardest thing that we can do sometimes is give up control, but the truth is that we only have control over ourselves and how we react.
I took a lot of time to clear out my inner world, so it’s easy for me at this point, a large part of that is the realization that I don’t have control over anything.
The oppressor is the oppressed. They don’t realize it though. It takes a lot of energy to control what something thinks, says, or does. On top of that it goes against “free will,” so it’s extremely difficult.
What do I mean by that. Have you ever told a lie? Did you have to tell another and another to protect that lie? It can take a lot of energy to maintain a lie, right? That’s sort of what I mean.
Another aspect of realizing you control nothing outside of you is this… When you have expectations about someone, or some situation, and those expectations are not met, you have the ability to become disappointed, even if the situation was a positive overall.
You can do something, but not having expectations about how it will turn out will allow you to be satisfied with the situation (or person) no matter how it turns out.
Just so people are aware, trying to influence control over someone is always a mistake. Because we subconsciously fight for freedom in all ways, it is very difficult to oppress someone even through manipulations. You have to expend your life-force to control another person. What’s the point?
So, that didn’t exactly answer your question, but there’s some insight in there. 🙂
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Hi Alex,
Just saw you are “back” and read through the update in your life. First things first, I’m relieved the universe managed to assist you with the vaccine issues. This had been on my mind, ever since you mentioned it. Wouldn’t know if our joined light, prayers and hope have changed this demonic outcome to alter direction … but still am more than happy with the outcome.
With regards to your “trust” in the Divine and the perceived lack of it on your side … I would say this. Everything happens for a reason! And my personal gut feeling is telling me, the exact opposite.
The strongest shoulders carry the heaviest load. You are a strong one indeed … however you seem (still) not to believe it yourself.
Looking at it from my side on the outer … at you, I see an angel in constant progress. Wishing well for all of humankind and her loved ones. Oh yeah … than there is also the part of the individual self … Alex in the flesh. You put yourself always last.
Now I don’t know too much about Raven’s spiritual lessons in general, but I “know” you … a bit. You are focused and headed straight for ascension … and he is “surfing” along. You both joined spiritual forces.
The “problem” you (and many of us similarly) have … is you are open, empathic and sensitive to the energies of others. Therefore if they are in pain, depressed, down or unhappy … we pick up these frequencies too.
But here comes the spiritual lesson for all involved. No one can take on a lesson, remembered and perceived as “problem” observing or feeling another soul or human being … for them! Our lesson is to observe, see, remember, feel and support … but not attach, lower our energy to their out of balanced frequencies. We did that for a long time, but it didn’t really help no one. So we Lightworkers, need to learn to stay high in frequency and trust. Being here on Earth and assisting all who have difficulty to do it themselves. This is practical wayshowing and holding the inner light of trust.
“They” have a different lesson. They need to ask inside and find their Divine connection themselves. They haven’t done so consistently, which made them spiritually dependant on others on the outside. Absorbing light, energy, healing and guidance from those beings having more light than themselves and freely offered this out.
Take this perspective and feel if it holds some level of truth for you Alex … in relation to other loved ones in your life (and I don’t mean just Raven).
If it does!? … you have a better understanding of what is. If this would be the case for you and Raven … you would also Know, that in real you aren’t lacking confidence in the Divine Mother, but are perfectly progressing and on track as planned.
Much love, light and support my dear friend. 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
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I feel a strong resonance with your statement about my “strong shoulders.” Thank you for believing in me. I definitely need to work on my belief in myself. Despite being such a worry wart, and contrary to all outer appearances — my life looking very quiet and mundane — I feel like I do carry a heavy load and do a lot of energetic work for countless people in my area. It’s hard to believe it at all times though since I don’t see the direct results of my efforts 99% of the time. I hope to see all the ways I’ve helped people someday.
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Glad to read your reply Alex.
Your statements are so true and you should believe … we all have these inner doubts. Don’t forget the very fact that we as humankind have lived in these frequencies for a long time. They have always been very realistic and convincing, mainly by the fact in passed lives the cause and effect was sometimes lagged behind over the course of several lifetimes.
Although “times” has speeded up seemingly, we are all much closer around the actual present of the now. For these higher frequencies offer rapid cause and effect, not only in one lifetime … but currently even within months, weeks or days. This allows us all to learn faster and witness the effects of our creations both in and outside.
However, we Lightworkers are up front and running, being aware of the Divine and Spirit and in the process of mastering ourselves … many around us are “still” unaware of this and live mainly in lives of “coincidence and accidental” events. These “lower” separation frequencies hold them out of their own center Law of Attraction universe.
You are not part of that group. Still we all can’t directly witness the “outside” effects for sure in our daily creations … but the “inside” direct Knowing and Feeling, while at intended awareness at all time … allows us to be at One with Now creation or Source.
That’s why we need to remain high in frequency, intention and hold our collective Light firm for all those surrounding us. They feel our strength, they feel our numbers, they feel our energy and are in a sense “scared” of our light. They shouldn’t have to, we shouldn’t too … but it’s a learning curve and it is a collective one.
You are a human angel Alex, start to believe it in every moment you allow yourself to witness it. One step and day at a time. We all do the best we can and our light is growing.
Love and hugs 💕💞💓🌈🙏😘
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Another excellent Tarot by Janine reading…
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