“Being lazy” and “digging deeper” have transformed themselves into “relaxing” and “settling into being.” (1)
I’m now settling like a rock into the deepest possible pond I can find. I’m helped along by enforced idleness. Just enough of the symptoms continue to entirely tire me out on a regular basis (every two or three hours). Then I need to lie down again.
I believe that most spiritual seekers think in terms of “higher.” I’m drawn to “deeper.”
It’s hard to deepen and write, but I’ll try as part of my mission to go up (or go deeper) along with everybody – and write about it.
I imagine deepening as sinking below the waves and, within thirty feet, leaving most of the surface commotion behind.
At this point I’m aware of density. My body feels as if it weighs three hundred pounds. And I keep sinking.
At some point, my body separates from me and sinks more rapidly than I do. Now I immediately feel love and bliss.
The more I surrender to them, the more I’m enveloped in peace.
I now go down, but I go down because I will it. There’s something there for me to see and I want to go see it.
Deeper and deeper I go, relaxing and settling into being.
The depths I’m exploring now are spiritual depths, not bodily depths. All care and concern for the body is now gone.
Deeper and deeper into the center I fall, into the stillpoint, into the heart.
(1) The reference is to an article that got bumped to post Archangel Michael’s comments on the Reval. That article has been posted after the fact here: “The Laziness of the Lazy, No-Good, Etc., Etc.,” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/05/28/laziness-lazy-no-good-etc-etc/